"Unbearable to Copy" by Wuxin Mage

Wuxin was awakened by a rapid knock on the door, a sound he hadn't heard for several years.He recognized that it was Yue Qiluo's knock on the door.

It snowed lightly in Chongqing tonight, and before Wuxin had time to add clothes, she shivered from the cold.Yue Qiluo was still knocking on the door reluctantly, he sighed and pulled the door bolt.

Yue Qiluo stood outside, snowflakes fell on the top of her hair and her frozen red cheeks.As soon as the door was opened, he rushed up and pressed Wuxin's shoulder, with a flustered expression, "Shen Jianli has left, you accompany me to find him back." After speaking, he dragged him out.

Wuxin didn't move the place, and Yue Qiluo couldn't move her no matter what, she became anxious and shouted: "Wuxin, what's the matter with you!"

"Yue Qiluo, you can't keep someone who wants to leave." Wuxin looked at the snow outside the window, sniffed, "Zhang Xianzong left... There is also his reason, you can't stop him."

"...You already knew that he was going to leave?" Yue Qiluo whispered, "You knew...you knew that I..."

Yue Qiluo was shivering in the cold wind. She wore very little, and her head and body were covered in snow, like an old lady.She suddenly lowered her voice and whispered word by word until her voice was too low to be heard.When Zhang Xianzong left, the panic in her eyes was about to overflow, and a pang of guilt suddenly surged unintentionally, maybe she shouldn't have lied to her like this.

"Yes, I know he's leaving. Yue Qiluo, he doesn't want to be your burden." Wuxin sighed, "Listen to me, life has an end and must be lived, and you don't have to forget it. Will come to see you."

"... Nonsense." Yue Qiluo trembled and pulled the corners of her lips, "I'm afraid he won't come back, Wuxin, I can't watch him die in front of me again. Not even once!"

"You still refuse to accept your fate." Wuxin shook his head, "Didn't you realize that Zhang Xianzong, Tang Shanhai... these are fates, Feng Shui turns around, admit it, you can't beat it! There is no one in the world who can reverse it Those who change their fate will lose their life if the fortune teller opens their eyes. You also heard what the Taoist said, if this continues, do you want to live?"

"Shut up!" A trace of madness suddenly appeared in Yue Qiluo's eyes, "I don't believe in the things of ordinary people! I don't enter reincarnation, and I don't believe in destiny. I will try things that the world can't do! Why did Zhang Xianzong die? Want him to die? There are tens of millions of people in the world, why should he die?"

"Yue Qiluo." Wuxin couldn't bear to see her like this, "You have to know, it's easy to kill a person, but it's too difficult to save a person."

Yue Qiluo suddenly stopped talking, and stared at him blankly, the cold wind ruffled her hair, making her look like a little beggar in distress.She moved her lips, but said nothing.The snow in the deep winter seemed to seep into her scalp, and the chill soaked through her brain, from head to toe, to the bone marrow.For the first time, she realized that she was still a mortal and could destroy the world, but she could not become a god or Buddha after all.

"...Can't I save him?" Yue Qiluo looked away blankly, his eyes were empty, "Can't I...can't save him?"

Wuxin looked at her silently, he had never seen Yue Qiluo like this, helpless, even vulnerable.She can kill everyone in the world, so can he, everyone who wants to kill is invincible.But saving people is more difficult than ascending to heaven, Yue Qiluo cannot save Zhang Xianzong, just like he could not save Yueya back then.Birth, old age, sickness, death, not getting what you want, parting from love, meeting resentment and hatred, no one is exempt.

Yue Qiluo stood blankly in the cold wind for a while, then suddenly raised her head, with a look of light in her empty eyes, she said softly: "I'm leaving, I still have to go find him."

"You—" Wuxin slapped the door frame, "Why don't you let oil and salt in?"

"I know, but even if I really can't save him, I have to find him." Yue Qiluo raised her voice firmly, "I want to see people when I live, and I want to see corpses when I die."

While Wuxin was in a daze, Yue Qiluo turned around and walked away. There was a car parked in front of the door, she sat in and started the engine.Wuxin stood there for a long time, then suddenly gritted her teeth, made up her mind and said, "Wait, I'll go with you."

"Shen Jianli took the army on a quick march tonight, and went north to support the front line." Wuxin took a few steps forward, "If you don't know the route, I'm afraid you won't be able to find him. I can take you there."

Yue Qiluo was taken aback: "Why did you help me?"

"I just thought about it for you, so that you won't blame me in the future." Wuxin sighed, shook her head and said, "Let's go quickly, Shen Jianli has been walking for four or five hours, if you don't leave, I'm afraid you won't be able to catch up."

Yue Qiluo glanced at him, nodded and said, "Get in the car!"

Shen Jianli's troops left Chongqing in a hurry. Hearing Wuxin say that it was an emergency call for help from the front, they left Chongqing ahead of time in the dark.The army's vehicles are all off-road vehicles or tanks, so it's easy to go on mountain roads, but Yue Qiluo drives an ordinary car, stumbling in the dark in the mountains.Until dawn, no trace of the army was found.

Wuxin only knew the general direction, Shen Jianli had told him before leaving, and the bag of sleeping pills was also in Shen Jianli's hands through him.He didn't know the exact route, so he could barely identify the direction with his spirit vision and compass, and walked through the mountains to find it.

On the third day, there were finally traces of troops stationed on the ground.But the gasoline reserve has been used up and it cannot go any further.Yue Qiluo and Wuxin trekked to nearby villages and towns, bought a carriage and continued on their way.Yue Qiluo whipped the whip into a series, wishing she could put on two wings and chase after the army, the rough reins tore her hands and ooze blood.She stepped on Shen Jianli's footsteps and galloped all the way, not daring to think about the consequences of being late.I thought faintly again, maybe it's too late?Maybe she can stop Shen Jianli before going to the front line. This time, no matter what method she uses, she will take him away and bundle him back to Chongqing.Or the ends of the earth, anywhere, as long as you can't die.

This chase lasted for a week, and for seven days she had trouble sleeping and eating, wishing she could gallop the horse day and night, and eat some dry food when she was hungry.Later, the carriage could no longer be pulled, and they only rode on horses, eating voles and grass roots.Wuxin couldn't persuade her, so he had to hunt a few hares every day when she couldn't hold back and fell asleep, baked them and wrapped them in paper, it was better than drinking blood and rubbing fur.

"Further ahead, it's the front line."

Yue Qiluo didn't say a word, just stared straight ahead.In the past few days, she has become a little beggar again, dirty and dirty, only her eyes are still bright and dark.She stepped on Shen Jianli's footsteps along the way, maybe he lit a fire in the last place where she was stationed, but she always came a step late, and she didn't see half of the living people.She thought, maybe she wasn't late yet, and she might pull Shen Jianli before the front line.But she knew in her heart that this glimmer of hope was getting slimmer.Yue Qiluo forced herself not to think about it, and only believed that she could save him.

On the 13th day, traces of gunpowder began to appear on the ground, and there were more and more bullet casings and discarded equipment on the ground.Going forward, there are corpses piled up on top of each other regardless of enemy or friend.Yue Qiluo was terribly silent, and just drove the horse forward.This is already a battlefield, the line of fire is advancing all the way, and Shen Jianli has already arrived at the front line to start fighting.She is competing with everyone for time, even if it is only a second, it is a huge gap between life and death.

Wu Xin followed behind and rode the horse slowly, looking down at the corpse on the ground, it seemed that there was no aura of Shen Jianli.I was thinking that he might be dead and still alive.Suddenly a strong corpse aura surged in front of him, and Wuxin almost fell off his horse.He has a special physique and has a very strong sense of the soul. With such a strong breath, many people must have died in front of him.He hurriedly rode forward and shouted: "Yue Qiluo!"

Yue Qiluo didn't move forward, she stopped not far in front, and looked ahead quietly, her back was embedded in the setting sun, it was a lonely little silhouette.

Wuxin drove the horse to her side, and couldn't help but gasped.

Corpses are everywhere.

This place seems to be a hell on earth, blood is soaring to the sky, and there are thousands if not ten thousand corpses piled up on the ground.The dead were bloody and bloody, and the few who were still alive were dying and could not be saved.No one knows who will win or lose in this battle, because there is not a single intact person on the wasteland in front of him.Wuxin looked around for a week, wanting to sense Shen Jianli's aura, but there were too many souls here, which fascinated his eyes.He said tremblingly: "Yue Qiluo...we seem to be one step late."

"Zhang Xianzong..." Yue Qiluo suddenly trembled and said, "Zhang Xianzong!"

She suddenly jumped off the horse and staggered forward.There were corpses all over the ground, she tripped several times, blood was all over her body and hands, she couldn't believe that Shen Jianli died here, and she didn't even say a word to her.Her eyebrows twitched, as if calling her to come over.She knew that Shen Jianli was not dead yet, he must be waiting for her to find him.

Yue Qiluo stopped suddenly, and Shen Jianli was lying a few steps in front of her, with his eyes open and his chest rising and falling.He is still alive.

She stumbled and ran over and knelt beside Shen Jianli. He was shot into a sieve by the machine gun, blood was coming out of several blood holes in his chest, and he was about to drain dry.Seeing her coming, he turned his head with difficulty and smiled.

"Shen Jianli!"

"You finally stopped calling me Zhang Xianzong?" Shen Jianli opened his mouth, spat out a mouthful of blood, and said with a smile, "You still found it."

Yue Qiluo used spells to protect his heart, allowing him to continue talking, but he moved his hand away and said with a smile: "Qiluo, I'm afraid I won't survive. In the next life, I will definitely marry you as my wife."

She froze, as if a needle had been pricked at the tip of her heart, it was sore.The pain ran from her heart along the blood vessels to her nasal cavity, causing her eyes to heat up.She thought, Zhang Xianzong is a fool.

"The next life...is too far away," Yue Qiluo said with a trembling voice, "right now."

"Okay." Shen Jianli smiled, with blood gurgling from the corner of his mouth, "Qiluo, I actually liked you the first time I saw you. I only found out later that I had met you in my previous life. I should have found you from the start."

Yue Qiluo was speechless, and tried to plug his wound with trembling hands, but it couldn't be blocked.She felt her nasal cavity sore, and her vision became more and more blurred.Zhang Xianzong was about to die, and he died in front of her again, and she died too, her whole body soaked in the cold air.She didn't understand why she couldn't save him despite all her tricks.

"Look, I have met you in my last life, in my previous life. So in my next and next life, I will definitely...meet you." Shen Jianli slowly slid a tear from the corner of his eyes, "I'm going to die, Qi Luo, Don't blame me."

He was going to die, these words exploded in Yue Qiluo's mind, knocking her out of her mind.Shen Jianli's blood gradually dried up, and his breathing became more and more gentle.She is proficient in how to take someone's life, but now she doesn't know how to squeeze his life back and force him to get better.She almost died so many times, didn't she still get better?Why can't Zhang Xianzong!She was at a loss in panic, and the corners of her eyes gradually became moist, which were probably the tears of mortals.It has been gone for hundreds of years. When Zhang Xianzong died last time, this tear was in his eyes, but it didn't fall when he arrived, and she swallowed it back.

Shen Jianli vomited a few mouthfuls of blood again, mixed with pieces of internal organs.He had regarded death as home, and had long been prepared to die here.But when Yue Qiluo came, he began to regret it, and a sense of guilt welled up in his heart.He can't take care of Qiluo anymore, he can't bear her.

"When you go back, bury me...in the backyard. On the grave...plant an osmanthus tree," Shen Jianli barely held on, and continued word by word, "When the flowers bloom next year, give me You make... sweet-scented osmanthus...candy."

Shen Jianli was speechless, he looked at Yue Qiluo quietly, searching her face for something.His eyes were like dead lakes, reflecting the blood-red sunset.At that moment, she thought he recognized her, but the last light in those eyes was extinguished immediately, and it really became a pool of stagnant water.

"Stupid!" Yue Qiluo screamed, bit her lower lip, a tear flowed from the corner of her eye, Zhang Xianzong, this idiot, he is dead!His soul floated out from between his eyebrows, mixing with thousands of dead soldiers.He wouldn't let her chase him, and she couldn't catch it, and lost it.

She hugged the person in her arms even tighter, it was still warm, but no matter how much she shouted, he would not answer her.Zhang Xianzong grew capable and drugged her again, but now he ignored her again, she had to settle the score with him properly.Zhang Xianzong lied to her three times in total, she remembered it clearly.The first time, he lied to her that he would take her to the dentist, but he died under the crescent gun.The second time, he lied to her that he wanted to go to Suzhou with her, but in the end she was the only one in the car, and he died in the wild in the cold winter of February.The third time, he still lied to her, and he was the one who died.Yue Qiluo couldn't figure out why she couldn't get out of this old-fashioned maze after going around in every life.

The tear fell from her cheek, and she reached out to wipe it, and the tear fell from the edge of her chin.A gust of wind suddenly cut like a sharp blade, and it caught the tear. I don't know if it was because of the setting sun, but the edge of the tear still shone with golden light, like a precious gem.

Yue Qiluo was stunned, and looked down in a daze.The golden tears hung in the air, gradually dissolving and disappearing.Suddenly a whirlwind blew up, the golden light was blinding, and a human figure with arms and legs appeared in front of her eyes. When she took a closer look, it turned out to be Bai Liuli.

"Yue Qiluo, the deal between you and me is complete." Bai Liuli said in a deep voice, "Half of the seal on your inner alchemy has been lifted. According to the agreement, I will take the half and you will take the memory. The rest of the seal is all up to you." You made it."

"What..." Yue Qiluo couldn't understand, she was still immersed in Shen Jianli's death, and couldn't think of any deal for a moment.Wuxin rushed over from a distance, and when she saw this situation, she froze in place.Bai Liuli took half of her inner alchemy and transformed into a physical body, no longer a wandering soul.Wuxin was stunned for a long time before realizing it, rushed up and grabbed Bai Liuli by the collar and said sharply: "Bai Liuli, you also have different occasions to do things, how can you take advantage of the fire?!"

"Wuxin, calm down." Bai Liuli broke away from his hand, "Her inner alchemy is sealed in tears, if I don't take it now, I'm afraid it will be the next time. How could it be taking advantage of the fire?"

"What inner alchemy?" Yue Qiluo finally realized, "I remember a thousand years ago, didn't I suffer a catastrophe and lose all my cultivation?"

"I can't explain the specifics clearly. You can go and see for yourself." Bai Liuli gathered a ball of light with one hand and sighed, "I have kept this memory for you, and now, it is time to return it to you."

Before she finished speaking, Bai Liuli turned her palm over and patted the light into Yue Qiluo's brow.She only felt a rush of heat rushing in, and then the world was spinning, and her soul was separated from her body, as if she had lost her support, and she was swaying and falling into the abyss.For a moment, the consciousness is blurred, and when the eyes are dark, they don't know anything.

The author has something to say: This article is actually the whole process of Lao Yue’s recognition of himself, from denying that he likes Zhang Xianzong all the way to the end, and Lao Yue is a master who takes hard but not soft, if Zhang Xianzong hadn’t died back then , it is estimated that she will never find out her feelings for Zhang Xianzong in her whole life.

For Lao Yue, it was the first time she deeply realized that killing someone is easy but saving someone is too difficult.

I was very reluctant to write Lao Shen to death, and I was also very reluctant to write Tang Shanhai to death at the beginning...so much so that I still miss Tang Shanhai occasionally in the middle of the second volume

But there is no way. The structure of the whole article has been fixed when writing the outline. If he is here, there are many things that cannot be explained.There are still many plots to tell, and many characters to have an ending.Among the characters that have appeared now, except for ordinary people who have already been stamped dead, such as Xu Bicheng and Yueya, others still have a chance to appear.There are so many stories to tell.

Just now I saw a reader say that the original author also thinks that "Zhang Xianzong will be moved three or five times, and Lao Yue will not realize his feelings for him", hahaha, Lao Yue is this kind of deadly tsundere.If you want to become a human from a monster, you have to go through a lot of hardships.

In fact, at the beginning of the idea, this article is at most 22 to [-] words, so the process will not be too tortured.Who would have thought that one didn't stop, [-], um... so the process may be a bit cruel.

However, good things take time.

I hope everyone will not abandon the article when they are sad, I will try my best to post candy QWQ