[Comprehensive] The number one cannon fodder

Su Xueyun took Weng Wencheng to the apartment she had rented in advance. As soon as Weng Wencheng entered the house, he saw a Bible placed in the most conspicuous place in the house. Looking from the side of the Bible, this book was often read by others. He immediately turned to Su Xueyun again. There are a lot of good feelings.There are also some connotative oil paintings hanging on the wall, all of which reflect the meaning of holiness and atonement. Weng Wencheng felt his tense nerves relieved when he smelled the faint fragrance from the tip of his nose. Ever since he entered this room , I can't help but relax, as if I have returned to my own base, very comfortable.

If Weng Wencheng had doubts about Su Xueyun before, now that he sees the layout of her home, he completely let go of doubts.Su Xueyun beckoned him to sit on the sofa and poured him a glass of water.Weng Wencheng said with a smile: "I thought that a psychiatrist's home would be a very modern one filled with psychology books, but I didn't expect it to be completely different from what I thought."

Su Xueyun raised her eyebrows and said with a smile: "That's an ordinary psychiatrist. I don't like seeing people like that. I have been studying the deep meaning of psychology all these years. I think this is not a disease, but a kind of emotional venting. You cannot be identified as a patient just because you are different from the public.” She shook her head and looked at the painting on the wall, and said, “I think the highest achievement of a psychiatrist is to be the messenger of the Lord, guiding the confused people to the right direction, and Help the sinful to gain redemption."

Weng Wencheng said excitedly: "Doctor Su, you are right! I thought I was normal, but they just said I was sick. They said I was sick when I was young, and my mother said I was possessed by a ghost." body, but after so many years, I’m not the same? I’m fine at all, it’s their fuss!”

"Of course, you are a victim. If they cared more about you instead of drawing random conclusions, they wouldn't let you live without being understood." Su Xueyun nodded in agreement, and then asked seemingly unintentionally, "By the way , your original name is Bao Guoping, why is the split personality named Weng?"

Weng Wencheng showed a nostalgic smile on his face, and said: "My father and I saved Guoping before, and he couldn't stand being beaten by that woman. It happened that we met him and let him escape from the sea of ​​suffering. So he is very grateful to us, Guoping and I have become best friends. It’s a pity that I was so lucky that I died early, and I didn’t grow up with Guoping. Oh no, now I’m resurrected from the dead, and I’m with Guoping every day. It’s a pity that he is so old Still so useless, like a waste, if I don't protect him, I really don't know if he can grow up."

Su Xueyun praised: "You've done a great job. To protect a good friend like this, Guoping must be very dependent on you and admire you."

Weng Wencheng said with a smile: "When our father and son rescued him, my father was driving a taxi, so Guoping especially worshiped the hero of justice who drove the taxi. Now that I grow up, I will continue to be a hero of justice. Once I and My dad saved Guoping who was bullied, and now I will continue to save people."

Su Xueyun followed his words and continued to ask, "Oh? It seems that you have found the person who should be taught a lesson. Is she also a woman who abused children?"

Weng Wencheng shook his head, and said without hesitation, "It's a watery woman. I heard that she has a son. Although she hasn't abused the child now, who knows what happened? In short, she is a watery woman. Si will definitely have a bad influence on her son, and I will not let her go."

"Well, she must be cleared of her sins." She said with some hesitation, "But is it okay for you to do this kind of thing for the first time? Otherwise, if you bring her here, I can try to persuade her."

Weng Wencheng suddenly thought that the Dr. Su in front of him was introduced by Sister E. The relationship between the two of them is still quite ambiguous. If they had told their real names, Dr. Su might turn his back on him. Even if he didn't, he didn't want to see Dr. Su suffer.So he thought for a while and said, "I don't think it's a problem. That kind of woman's persuasion is useless. Since she likes to seduce men, she must let her remember how terrible men are. She is so afraid that she will never dare to approach men again." .Then I will let her shed all her dirty blood and gain a new life under the forgiveness of the Lord. In this way, she will definitely be able to wash away her sins..."

Weng Wencheng talked a lot more, describing his envisioned revenge scene in great detail, and even became more excited as he talked.Su Xueyun praised him from time to time, but she hated him very much in her heart.She noticed that Weng Wencheng's eyes were a little slack, and his speaking speed was slower, so she seldom spoke, and only let Weng Wencheng speak alone.

Gradually, Weng Wencheng felt as if he was punishing that bitch right now, as if he was on the ground in a trance, he couldn't distinguish between imagination and reality, and began to punish the person he had just caught according to his own ideas.

Su Xueyun glanced at the half-burned spices in the corner of her eyes, her lips curled slightly, and her voice revealed a faint doubt, "Weng Wencheng, why did you do this? This woman is pregnant, and you killed a child who is about to be born. .”

Weng Wencheng paused suddenly, and said in surprise: "What? I killed this bitch's child? How could it be? Why... Yes, because the bitch is pregnant with wild species, so..."

Su Xueyun continued to question, "However, this woman and her husband have been looking forward to this child for five years. This child begged for 100 years at the knee of the Lord before he could be reincarnated. Now you have killed him. What should I do? ? He has no chance to be reincarnated again. Guoping was abused and he is still alive. You killed this child, and he will never live again."

Weng Wencheng's eyes were blank, and he was a little frightened after serious thinking, "Abused? Killed? This child has been begging at the knee of the Lord for 100 years? How could this happen?"

"Of course it is. Every reincarnation is a new birth, and all sins must be washed away in heaven. Therefore, every child who comes to this world is clean and comes with the blessing of the Lord. Yes. You, alas, the Lord will disappoint you." Su Xueyun made up nonsense in a serious manner, but Weng Wencheng, who was distracted by spices and hypnosis, was completely caught in it, hugging his head in pain.

Weng Wencheng's voice was a bit painful, "The Lord is disappointed in me? I just want to punish this bitch, I want to help her wash away her sins, am I wrong?"

Su Xueyun said calmly: "You have punished many promiscuous women. You raped them before they were cleansed of their sins. You have been polluted, and the Lord will not let you serve anymore. Heaven is pure, absolutely I can't let you, a filthy person, be defiled."

Weng Wencheng had already forgotten who Su Xueyun was at this time, grabbed her arm and said anxiously: "Messenger, you must be the Lord's messenger, right? Help me tell the Lord that I am right, those whores are wrong, I , I'm just doing justice for the sky..."

Su Xueyun pushed him away coldly, playing the role of the Lord's messenger with a haughty tone, "You don't need to say anymore, the Lord is the most powerful existence representing the way of heaven. Have you ever seen when the Lord had a relationship with a person? You have seen the Lord put blood? The Lord would never have done that because it was sin."

"A crime? A crime?" Weng Wencheng staggered a bit, unable to accept it.

Su Xueyun continued to question: "You keep saying you believe in the Lord, but the things you do are despised by the Lord. Don't use the banner of justice anymore, because your behavior is worse than the dirtiest mouse!"

Weng Wencheng shook his head excitedly, "No! That's not the case! I'm helping them atone for their sins!"

"Jesus would rather be crucified for the sake of his followers, to use his own blood to wash away their sins, and to influence them. And you, alas, you run counter to Jesus, you call yourself the messenger of the Lord, and you make those people fear you , and then afraid of the Lord, no longer believe in the Lord, no longer a believer, then naturally the Lord will not be able to wash away your sins. You caused the Lord to lose his followers, and you are not loyal to the Lord." Su Xueyun was talking nonsense again, but Weng Wencheng It makes sense to my ears, after all, the aloof Lord is merciful and tolerant, and has never forced believers to do anything, but there are more and more trustworthy believers, who know how to repent, pray, and correct themselves.Could it be that he did something wrong?

Weng Wencheng murmured unconsciously, "Then what should I do?"

Su Xueyun said sternly: "Haven't you come to your senses? You made a mistake! You committed sex crimes, committed murder, and abused children to death! You have become the kind of person you hate the most. You have committed crimes with them. The same mistake, you should be punished!"

Weng Wencheng's mind became a mess, but he could hear Su Xueyun's words clearly, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that it made sense, yes, he just killed the child, it was reincarnated, a brand new child, just He was as innocent as the young Bao Guoping, but he was killed by him.He also took the initiative to have sex with women, what is the difference from those women who actively seduce men?Most importantly, he caused the Lord to lose his followers, and he was so sad that he didn't want to see him again.He should be punished!

Su Xueyun waited for the time to come, and asked plainly, "How do you think you should be punished? Weng Wencheng?"

Weng Wencheng squatted on the ground in a daze, lost in thought.Su Xueyun said again: "You once thought of a method that seemed to be very good. If you made a mistake, shouldn't you be punished like that?"

Weng Wencheng discarded the thoughts just now, and followed Su Xueyun's thoughts. According to his own original thinking, the first reaction of punishment is of course to abolish him first, so that he can no longer have sex with women, and then...then blood Put it clean and become a pure person.He said what he thought, and it felt like something was wrong, but he couldn't turn his mind around and couldn't think of it for a while.

In fact, it was because Su Xueyun denied his revenge method before, but now let him come up with this method, which is fundamentally inconsistent, but sometimes the more you think about this paradox, the more difficult it is to turn around. Taking advantage of this, Weng Wencheng made a plan to torture himself to death.Moreover, self-abuse can be understood as guilt and self-redemption, which is different from punishment by others. Strictly speaking, it is not a paradox, but a bunch of inexplicable theories that are enough to confuse people, and the three views are seriously damaged.Fortunately, Su Xueyun's mind is strong enough to fool him so calmly and rationally.

Then Su Xueyun said: "But it was Weng Wencheng who made the mistake, but this body belongs to Bao Guoping. When you punish yourself like this, it is actually Bao Guoping who is suffering. The Lord is the most merciful. How can the innocent Bao Guoping suffer?" What about all of this? If you use this body to commit crimes, Bao Guoping will also be in debt. You killed your best friend. Didn’t you say that you want to protect him? Didn’t you say that your father and son are the ones who saved him? Is he a hero? But he was abused and was still a simple victim. Now you use his body to commit crimes and make him a person full of debts. He can't go to heaven, he can't see the Lord, you really Are you saving him? In fact, you killed him."

Weng Wencheng shuddered suddenly, his condition was very unstable, and a painful expression appeared on his face.Su Xueyun was not in a hurry, and continued to casually talk about Weng Wencheng's theory that Bao Guoping was harmed, whether it was an enemy or a savior, and so on.She knew that this was two personalities competing for the body, especially Bao Guoping was the master personality, Weng Wencheng was just a split personality because he admired and envied his savior too much, now Bao Guoping suddenly heard that Weng Wencheng was not his savior , but the person who harmed him immediately struggled to control the sovereignty.

Psychology is so wonderful, just like some people with low self-esteem will suddenly become confident because of a few words, some strong people will suddenly become guilty because of a few words, everyone has weaknesses, as long as you grasp that point, you can naturally break through the defense cover.

Weng Wencheng's biggest weakness is that he cannot be completely independent, he can only be Bao Guoping's subordinate, he is a personality derived from Bao Guoping's admiration and dependence.Once Bao Guoping detested him and felt that he was just a despicable and shameless person from the bottom of his heart, then Weng Wencheng's personality would no longer be stable.Especially now that Weng Wencheng has not completed any cases, his belief has been shaken by Su Xueyun's nonsense, and he has become unconfident.The two personalities Weng Wencheng and Bao Guoping can no longer restore their former harmony.