[Comprehensive] The days of Qianxia

Chapter 101 Chapter 10

"Do you like him that much?" Jiu Lanshu asked this question again, and the young man's eyes turned bright red in an instant, "You like him so much that you want to wipe out the relationship between us?"

"It has nothing to do with him," Asakura Chinatsu's eyes moved slightly, with a faint vitality, "You are too dangerous, Jiulan."

She chased away the two vampires from the Neijuan family, so how could she let this immediate family member of Cain go?

"I don't accept this reason." Jiu Lanshu said so, withdrew his hand and moved it to his mouth.

"Enough!" Asakura Chinatsu pressed down on the young man's wrist, with anger flickering in his eyes, "I don't need it."

"Now is not the time for you to be willful." Jiu Lanshu was aroused by Asakura Qianxia's repeated resistance, "If you don't replenish enough energy during the growth period, you will die!"

The air in the car seemed to freeze at that moment.

Asakura Qianxia's eyes flashed red, but after sensing Jiu Lanshu's real worry, she couldn't help but become weak.

"I know it in my heart." The girl said coldly, turning away her frozen face.

If it wasn't for this incident, she wouldn't have chosen to use her wish to make up for it, and she would have just stunned and frozen herself or sealed it for a month.The current situation is extremely bad. She cannot completely lose consciousness so that she cannot absorb energy during the growth period, nor can she be manipulated by desire to hurt others to satisfy her bloodthirsty desire, and she cannot really use her willpower to fully survive the growth period and cause the vampire's ability to grow.

... With a little more willpower, if she retrieves all the knowledge of the system, she will probably be able to seal her vampire blood again or even strip it off.

But she can't do that.

She would never do that until it was time to die.

Jiu Lanshu's face became extremely ugly, he closed his mouth tightly, but looked at Asakura Chinatsu with worried and puzzled eyes.

"...I can't die." Asakura Chinatsu said in a low voice, nothing reflected in her eyes, only stubbornness.She put down Jiu Lanshu's cuffs and emphasized again, "I can't die."

After a long time, Jiu Lanshu asked in frustration: "Are you so unwilling to become a real vampire?" The only explanation he could think of was this.

"I said, you don't have enough blood." The corner of the girl's mouth was slightly curved, and there was only helplessness on her face, "And—"

"You don't even want to do it yourself, why bother to ask me?" Asakura Chinatsu mocked lightly.Although she couldn't remember the intersection of Jiu Lanshu and the system, she could know that the other party's heartfelt sorrow for the bloodthirsty race of vampires.

In the beginning, the vampire blood was sealed because of self-protection. Now I hope that there will be no vampire blood, but it is just for self-protection.Strictly speaking, Asakura Chinatsu is not against the thing of vampire blood.

Although the purified vampire gene had brought her great trouble, there was no doubt that it originated from Enoch.

From the very beginning, System 000 has held an equal attitude towards all creatures in the world. It will neither smile at the angels in the light, nor show disgust at the vampires in the dark.Although Asakura Chinatsu seems to be biased towards humans after living in the human world, she has never felt disgust or joy about her own racial issues.

As long as it is a living thing, no matter how long it has passed, its hunting behavior for survival is correct.The vampire's diet is blood, and humans are one of the food.Asakura Chinatsu understands this kind of thing very well, and has always accepted it calmly.

Jiu Lanshu was aware of this, and felt incomprehensible because of it.

"But I'm standing here now." Although he still wanted to be human, he accepted his identity as a monster who couldn't embrace the sun and was crazy about blood.Otherwise, if he hadn't eaten for ten thousand years, he would have turned into ashes long ago.

He resisted blood-sucking because he was originally a human being. Asakura Chinatsu was not a pure human from the beginning to the end, so why did he resist it so much?

"Maybe one day I will choose to accept like you." Asakura Chinatsu looked down at her palm, her eyes seemed to be covered with a sticky red, she murmured, "But at least, not now."

She couldn't explain much about Jiu Lanshu's confusion.Things about Cain can't be revealed, things about the Lord God can't be revealed, she doesn't know what the ultimate purpose of the Lord God is, and she doesn't know whether her persistence will follow his wish... But at least, she will never regret what she once did. Make the next decision.

After struggling for four years, Yukimura Qianxia, ​​who was no longer stopped by anyone, still became a murderer.

But now, as long as Kudo Shinichi is around, Asakura Chinatsu won't cross that line.

She is a heterogeneous, she will never deny that.

But she hopes that, at least, when her family and friends are still alive, she is just an ordinary person with some special abilities.

Ever since Kudo Shinichi stopped her ten years ago, she actually had this wish vaguely.

Even if her race is special, even if her thinking logic is weird, she was accepted by her father, younger brothers, and Shinichi Kudo without any hesitation.

Now that more people know her identity, and more people accept her, how can she ignore their expectations and run counter to them?

Jiu Lanshu was silent, the person in front of him was almost something he had grown up with since he was a child, at first the person only knew to smile like a robot.After that kidnapping incident, the girl began to really learn how to be a human being.She is naturally well-grown, and every frown and smile can attract people's attention and affect the hearts of others.She also seemed to know about this, and she always had an energetic and sunny appearance to the outside world.

Troubled by a nightmare three years ago, the smile on the other party's face became less.Although she regained her smile soon, it seemed that something was wrong, and that sense of disunity lingered all over her body.

Until now, the sense of disobedience disappeared, but she even smiled reluctantly.

He seems to have done many things wrong.

Examine whether she is really the system that successfully helped Alisa, let her touch the world alone, and struggle to grow up.

The person who cooperated with SA tampered with her dreams and made her re-experience the past, but the negative effect was even greater.

Even just now, he seemed to have done something wrong when he said that.

"If you don't want to give a reason, then forget it." The young man said slowly, his voice becoming extremely cautious, "I apologize for what I did to you before, but at least, I hope you will not refuse my approach."

"...Give up, Jiulan." Asakura Qianxia blinked, the clean as if spotless palm was still in front of her eyes, the girl's voice was as gentle as the warm light from the morning sun, but what she said made Jiulanshu feel a biting chill .

"I never had what you wanted."

Yesterday at noon when she said that she would not break up, Yuka Yagyu was extremely depressed. She originally thought that the other party was sad because they might not be able to wait for them to break up, but after thinking about it, she realized that the other party was sad for herself .But why?Asakura Chinatsu couldn't figure it out.

Until today, when she saw Jiu Lanshu and remembered the words of love from the other party, she vaguely understood it.

No matter how much Asakura Chinatsu looks like a human being, even if Asakura Chinatsu has a body full of vitality.

——In essence, it is still a system 000 that cannot analyze emotions.

It doesn't seem to be accurate to say that, after all, she has felt the emotions of family and friendship very well over time, and she thinks that she has repaid those givers with the same emotions.But only in the narrow sense of love, even if she sensed it, she couldn't understand it.

There is love between Suisheng and his wife, between Kudo and his wife, between the couple who died tragically, between Chiwa and Chiba, between Yukimura Chizuru and Hijikata Toshizo... even , After solving the bomb, love also sprouted between Matsuda brother and Sato sister.

The cause of these loves may be because of their good looks, casual actions, the company of long-lasting water, and the heartbeat caused by accidents... But in the end, love appeared and they uttered the word.

Asakura Chinatsu watched from the sidelines, capturing all the subtle traces, but gradually became confused.What should be the state of falling in love with someone?Will you be able to ask but not be filled with pain, or will you be happy when you love each other, or will you have a tacit understanding and tenderness, or will you stick to it through life and death?

... Or is it like Jiu Lanshu, who will give her something she doesn't want at the expense of self-harm?

She has never felt the pain of getting what she asks for, and she often feels full of joy when getting along with her relatives and friends. If it comes time to make a choice, she will not hesitate to give up her life for them.But the chemicals in her brain that symbolize love have never been secreted abnormally because of being alone.

Asakura Chinatsu can wish from the bottom of her heart that everyone around her will become happy, and she can also express her love to them frankly, but she doesn't think that any emotion she has during this can be classified as narrow sense, which can only be It belongs to the love between two people.

Should it be as gentle as water, or as passionate as fire?

"I want love."

This was the request she made to the Lord God back then.

But now, when she couldn't even remember the operation logic when she first proposed this matter, she couldn't understand why she made that request at all.She doesn't understand love, doesn't desire love, and doesn't need love.

"I can indeed treat you as you treat me, but I don't think it will be easy for you."

"If you think this is love, what you want from me, if you insist..." Asakura Qianxia was interrupted by Jiu Lanshu before finishing her sentence.

"Stop talking," the young man showed genuine sadness in front of Asakura Chinatsu for the first time, he reached out his hand to cover Asakura Chinatsu's eyes, and begged in a low voice, "Stop talking any more."

He didn't want to hear those hurtful words.

He also didn't want to see those eyes that were so empty to nothingness.

Asakura Chinatsu closed her mouth, and with the darkness in front of her eyes, she turned her attention to the subtle sounds in the car.The sound of a person's breathing, the sound of a person's blood gurgling, the sound of a person's heartbeat... Yes, only her.

Unlike her, Jiu Lanshu is a pure vampire with no heartbeat and no need to breathe.

But such a guy silently clenched the cloth on his chest, as if his heart was in great pain.

He shouldn't be like this.

A thought flashed through Asakura Chinatsu's mind.

But what should he be like?

She had already forgotten, but she asked a question in an almost whispering voice like a ghost.

"Jiulanshu, do you want to become an ordinary human?"

Jiu Lanshu was taken aback, almost thinking that he had heard wrong.Still covered by his eyes, the quiet and obedient girl who was as good as a doll repeated it again.

"Although this may seem like a blank check, but when all my affairs are over, I can let you return to your human identity."

Get rid of Jiulan Litu, get rid of Cain, help Helaier find a suitable body, get back all the memories and perfect the spell that made Jiulan Shuli lose his life... After that, she should be able to make Jiulan Shuli Lanshu returned to human identity.

She didn't know why her attitude towards Jiu Lanshu was so strange, but at least, she hoped that the other party would be happy, it was from the bottom of her heart.

"Although I don't know how much time it will take, or even the risks, but..."

This time, before she finished speaking, she was interrupted again.

Jiu Lanshu let go of her right hand holding her clothes, moved away her left hand that covered Asakura Chinatsu's eyes, and the moment she sensed the light, she took the girl into her arms.

The young man spoke with a trembling voice, "Help me realize another wish, okay?"

"...It seems that I can only do this for you." Asakura Chinatsu moved her fingertips slightly, but she still gave up pushing away this extremely fragile young man.He was sad for her, but this time, she couldn't figure out why.

"You never need to do anything for me." Jiu Lanshu's voice was slightly trance, "I just want you to be well."