Ode to Joy clearly loves you

"This is the truth you think, it's not the truth." Tan Zongming sat and looked at her back standing not far away, "The truth is that I dare not shoulder Andy, and I dare not burden you, but I am only willing to shoulder the burden for you." , no matter what! I know you heard those words, those words that made you sad, I dare not say that you misunderstood me, because I can't bear to criticize you, really, Ming Zhen, you said that I am unique to you Yes, why don’t you have self-confidence and you are normal to me? Just because I have a past, just because you think I love Andy more than you?! You know me so well, but you think of me like that, Mingzhen, it’s really hurt .”

He walked over and rested his forehead on her shoulder who did not speak.

"Zhenzhen, I saw the news exchanges between you and Annie. I knew you hadn't slept for several days. I really panicked." He held her arm with his hand. You were in an accident due to fatigue driving, so I was relieved when I saw that the driver of the Volkswagen was someone else; I watched you accept Zhao Qiping’s gift, saw you smile at him, I have the heart to kill him, Zhenzhen, I know that you hate male chauvinism, and even more hate that others have the slightest confinement towards you, but I really can't, I don't accept that you go to see a man who has other feelings for you, so I just think about how to get Zhao Qiping Erase it from your eyes; I don't have that with Andy, remember, you asked me loudly at the door why I didn't send someone to take Andy home who was emotionally unstable, and emotional instability may also cause driving errors, but I I really don't mean to send someone to send her off, because I believe she can handle it, and of course you can handle it too, and you can get over the pain caused by the breakup. I fully believe that you will not die when you break up with a broken relationship, but I will worry , I am very worried. I can think of thousands of accidents when you drive, do things, and meet customers, such as car accidents, mobile phone explosions, and what lights fall off when you see customers. Everything will come out by itself." I stuttered " Zhenzhen, I have never been so worried about anyone, but since you appeared, I have been thinking wildly, especially after that time in the cemetery, what is the relationship between you and Lao Ji, how did you know each other? What is the relationship between you? But I can't find you at all, let alone your relationship with Lao Ji; Zhenzhen, I don't mind being beaten back to my original shape, because I did something wrong and said those words that made you sad. It's because I'm so proud that I can't help but want to remind Andy after knowing Wei Wei's past thoroughly, because I feel that I am so lucky to be favored by you, so I am so proud..."

Ming Zhen struggled a bit: she didn't want to hear what he said.

"Zhenzhen, this is not an excuse, it's that I proudly thought that I understood the problems between them, because I think there is absolutely no problem between us; you are not Andy, and my feelings for you are absolutely true, I think Wei Wei's affection for Andy is not as good as mine for you, so I think Andy should have a better choice." Tan Zongming felt her struggle and held her arm tightly, "You know, When you fell asleep, I was alone in the study. Looking at the back garden, I remembered the last time you were riding a bicycle in the garden. You were so happy, so I realized how lucky I am to see you happy and carefree under my wings. …In fact, I haven’t closed my eyes since I got the news, but I didn’t feel tired. Thinking of you sleeping in this big room, not far from me, I am very at ease, but I can’t sleep, I’m afraid You will leave when I fall asleep, so I dare not sleep... I am very self-aware, I can't survive the breakup that you can survive."

Ming Zhen stopped struggling, but still turned her back to him.

"Let's go back to the original point, and I'll chase you again." Tan Zongming raised his hand this time to embrace her from behind, sticking to her back, "You scold me and laugh at me, you can do anything, I did something wrong, please forgive me. "

Ming Zhen didn't move.

Tan Zongming didn't know how she would answer. He couldn't see her expression behind her, but he tightened his arms and pressed her ear from behind. "Life is short, I just hope to be with you."

Ming Zhen pulled away his arm that was holding her, not that kind of throwing away, but just holding his palm to pull away.

Tan Zongming took her hand and waited for her to turn around.

Ming Zhen turned around, there were no tears on her face, she was very calm, "Then you promise me one thing first."

"Okay." He still didn't know what she would say.

"Zhao Qiping's transfer order, please cancel it." Ming Zhen bluntly demanded, "This has nothing to do with him, you shouldn't blame others."

Tan Zongming smiled, and held her hand with the other hand, pulling her closer to him, "So, don't be angry anymore?!"

"Is it because I'm easy to coax?" Ming Zhen curled her lips unwillingly, "It's so easy to stop getting angry."

"How could it be?" Tan Zongming smiled like a flower, "It's President Ming who is magnanimous, a lady, aristocratic style, and knowledgeable. He knows that anger hurts the body."

"President Tan really has a brilliant tongue." Ming Zhen asked bluntly, "Then you still plan to hurt me?"

Tan Zongming shook his head again and again, "One bad experience is enough."

Ming Zhen stopped talking, looked straight at him, and twitched the corner of her mouth slightly: she seemed to disagree with this understatement answer.

Tan Zongming naturally saw her obvious dissatisfaction, "Really, it is definitely the worst time; it is not easy to coax, because you can live beautifully by yourself, you can get everything you want with your own efforts, and you have long been used to expensive luxury. Clothes, gorgeous jewelry, and your spiritual world is also very rich, with your own thoughts, judgments, and opinions; My favorite song is Narcissus, but there is no actor in China who has acted in this opera..."Some things are really not easy to solve with wealth or connections, because the problem is that there is no such thing at all." But the good thing is You saw my apology and accepted it."

"I forgot where I saw this text." Ming Zhen looked at his eyebrows and eyes, "I knew it would be so difficult to forget you. Back then, I shouldn't have fallen in love with you easily, and let you go easily. I am the most afraid in this life. I haven't missed you for a long time, but you quietly came to my dream." Looking at him, I was really anxious.

Tan Zongming bowed his head and pressed against her forehead "But..." She must have a turning point.

"But I never dream. Since you are the only one in my dream, why do you let go so easily and make other women cheaper? I don't want it!" She just looked at him like this, "You make me feel emotional and sad, and I I don't want to let you go either."

"Thank you for never dreaming." His lips were getting closer and closer to hers, "Thank you for not letting go."

This time, without waiting for her to answer, he bit all the words she could say into his mouth; his big palm dragged her neck, not allowing her to dodge, expressing his current thoughts with his lips and teeth, wanting to She swallowed everything into her stomach and completely became her own...

"No, don't, like this." Ming Zhen was already infatuated, but she still tried her best to stop him from continuing, "Zong Ming, don't..."

Tan Zongming kissed her neck, and walked around her body with his hands, "Really, can't you?" Why not, since the two are in love, they should express their true emotions.

Ming Zhen panted, and stopped his hand from unbuttoning her clothes, "No, you said you would chase again." Finally, she grabbed his big hand.

Tan Zongming also had shortness of breath, raised his eyes to look at the person who stopped him, and finally stopped insisting, and stepped back a little.

Ming Zhen couldn't help but choked on herself while adjusting her breathing.

Tan Zongming couldn't help it, so he got up and got her a cup of tea, then sat down behind her and patted her on the back, "Can I say I like your lack of skill?"

Ming Zhen took the teacup, gave him a look, "No." She took a sip of tea.

Tan Zongming patted her on the back and pulled her into his arms, "Honey, why not."

Ming Zhen didn't answer immediately, but pointed to her mobile phone on the coffee table.

Tan Zongming stretched out his long arms, and took the mobile phone on the coffee table for her, "Is the answer in the mobile phone?" and handed it to her.

Ming Zhen clicked on it, and found a picture to show him.

Tan Zongming frowned when he saw the picture: This is a very clear bloody picture. It can be seen that the woman's naked back is facing the sky, and a capital W was drawn on the woman's back with a sharp knife. This letter is Composed of thick and thin lines cutting the skin, bloody and cruel.

"She is Andy who was supposed to live in Ode to Joy." Ming Zhen said in a deep voice, "She is dead, and she has such marks on her back, but she is not the first victim of this kind of cruelty, the first The person with the pinyin initials of the word 'Wang' is me, and his English name is Will, and he said he would use this method to make me always remember that I am his person..."

"Bastard!" Tan Zongming hugged her tightly. "This bastard, Mingyao should kill him!"

"Because the wound is too deep, skin grafting can't remove the scar. Things have changed, and I can forget many things..." She turned slightly and buried her head in his arms, "But I can't let you see this ugly one. scar, I don't want you to see it."

Tan Zongming took a deep breath and hugged her, "But I'm not afraid to see your pain, Ming Zhen, you are not his, you have always been mine." The bastard came to China, China has a vast land, and occasionally a tourist encounters a landslide or a mudslide, and it is normal for one or two people to disappear, but the US embassy may not be able to do anything about it."

"Are you really not afraid?" Ming Zhen raised her head, "My past is no easier than Andy's. Her danger is not fatal, but around me..."

"You said that you would not let me go, the words have been spoken, the goods have been sold, and there will be no refunds." Tan Zongming's lips pressed against her forehead, "You dare to abandon me all the time, I will go to your company's door to pull a banner to protest .” Knowing her worry, he purposely said something light-hearted.

Ming Zhen finally put her arms around him again, "Oh, Mr. Tan is welcome to hold the banner."

"Little thing, you still want to separate from me?" Tan Zongming tightened his arms, "No, I have to find a way to tie you firmly to my waistband, and you are not allowed to go anywhere."

"I'm afraid of you, I'm not sure who has the best solution." Ming Zhen was self-willed.

But before she could say anything, Tan Zongming overwhelmed her, condescendingly, and kissed her lips lightly, "We are going to have a baby, and when we have a baby, let's see where you go."

"I can't raise a child by myself? My brother might be happy, so the pressure from the elders to urge him to marry will be much less." Ming Zhen withdrew her hand and traced the line of his face with her fingers "smart Like you, why do you only think of such a stupid way? Baby, I can afford it by myself. "

"Who made you beautiful and delicious." Tan Zongming didn't move for a moment, and put one hand on her flat belly. "Future baby, your mother is so cruel, as long as the baby, don't want the father."

"Stop talking nonsense, I'm going home." Ming Zhen was not as shameless as him.

Tan Zongming stopped joking, got up, helped Ming Zhen who was overwhelmed by him, and embraced her again, "Thank you, Zhen Zhen, for not letting my influence on you go negative when your mood fluctuated."

"You can't go to the negative, you are always the light, and you are the guiding light wherever you go." Ming Zhen also greedily absorbed the faint smell of cigars on his body, "My darkness is not you."

"Do you have any news about him?" Tan Zongming wanted to know, "Annie said he was by your side, but he was very cunning, leaving traces but could not find any useful clues."

"He is very smart and talented." Ming Zhen didn't talk much about these things. "When we were studying together, his grades in science were not inferior to mine, and his grades in liberal arts were also higher than mine. He used to be the hope of their Wang family. Something happened to his sister."

"His sister was your elder brother's fiancée?" Tan Zongming wanted to hear what she had to say.

"Not really, the elders in the family don't admit it, but the younger generation likes her very much. She is very good, beautiful, cheerful, funny, humorous, and very confident." Ming Zhen recalled the woman in her dusty memory "She died very suddenly. My elder brother took me to her residence. We made an appointment to go to the movies together, because the elders in the family were very concerned about her surname and origin, and didn't want my elder brother to associate with her, but I liked her a lot. , so sometimes I will be the light bulb between them, and my elder brother is willing to take me with me, because my grandpa likes me very much. If I can get along with her and say good things to her in front of the elders, maybe he can have a normal relationship with her. The elder brother took me there that day, the door was ajar, and then my elder brother and I went in. The elder brother didn't want me to see it, but he was shocked. I saw the person he liked lying on the ground through his fingers. The carpet and the carpet under her body were soaked with blood, and there was a dagger stuck in her back, and the dagger almost pierced into her back; I was young and had a fever for several days because I saw that scared, The family blamed my elder brother, and he was suspected of being interrogated by the police because he was the boyfriend of the deceased. Later, although the police ruled out my elder brother’s murder suspicion by determining the time of death, but at that time, my elder brother was very difficult. The person I loved was murdered. He got sick because of this, and his family members blamed him for not being with a woman surnamed Wang. They had reminded him beforehand that the Ming family and the Wang family had always been at odds, and told him not to go his own way. He was under tremendous pressure; but Wang Qiyao was not like that. I think, he wholeheartedly believes that it was the elders of the Ming family who objected to my elder sister's relationship with my elder brother and let people kill him."

"So he took revenge on you?" For his sister, but also for punishing the elders of the Ming family.

"Yes, he knows that my family loves me the most, and I have no defense against him..." Ming Zhen leaned against him, "I don't want to mention it."

"Don't talk, we won't talk." Tan Zongming knew that she didn't want to continue uncovering the scars.

"Do you want to sleep for a while?" The sofa here is big enough. "You sleep for a while, I will read a book next to you."

"No, I just want to chat with you." Tan Zongming rejected her proposal.

"Go to sleep." She was very gentle, "You sleep for a while, let's have dinner together, and then I will go home."

"No." Tan Zongming disagreed, "The doctor told you to take a good rest these two days, so Annie has rearranged all your itinerary for tomorrow, and I will deal with tomorrow's affairs here, and everything has been arranged; you , must rest!"

"Even if I want to rest, I can go back, I'm not used to living in other people's (houses)..." Ming Zhen felt awkward.

Tan Zongming sealed her lips with his index finger, "Then get used to it quickly, because I have no plans to move for the time being, so our home will be here from now on."

our home? !

Ming Zhen looked slightly hesitant, "Who agreed? I have a home, I have a home, a home in the United States, and a home in China."

"You don't need to agree immediately, but you must know." Tan Zongming pursed his lips and smiled, "Okay, since my wife told me to rest, then I will rest."

"Yeah, the more you say it, the more outrageous it is." Ming Zhen frowned, and nudged him, "Just now I said that I want to chase again. I hate flash marriages."

"If you chase after it again, you will chase it again, but we all know that any relationship that is not for the purpose of marriage is hooliganism. I am a gentleman, and you are a lady." Tan Zongming gave her, 'Isn't that so? ' look "We're not hooligans."

"A thick-skinned gentleman." Is he still a gentleman?How many years have you been a 'rogue', Ming Zhen is not in a good mood.

Tan Zongming pulled her up, "The beautiful lady wants to read a book, so let's choose a book."

after awhile.

The butler watched from a distance: in the semi-open living room, Tan Zongming rested with her legs as a pillow and closed his eyes. Ming Zhen held a book in her hand but looked down at him tenderly. Spring never leaves.