Dagami is seriously ill [Quick Transmigration]

Yang Ruichen's liking was too heavy, he wished to lock himself in the room and no one was allowed to come in, and he was not allowed to go out. This kind of liking was undoubtedly depressing, and the desire to escape was too strong.

"I don't want such a liking." He didn't want such a liking at all, and he was so depressed that he was about to suffocate.

Zhang Rui didn't know the specific situation, that is, when she was downstairs, she heard some quarrels upstairs, so she could only comfort her: "It's okay, it will be fine after a while, Brother Yang loves you so much .”

She had noticed that Brother Yang was staring at him several times before.

"I hope." Doesn't he hope that Yang Ruichen can get rid of his bad mood and depression as soon as possible, but this is not up to him, it needs Yang Ruichen to understand what he is doing and whether he has caused harm to the people around him. is the most important.

Anyway, he wanted to hide away now, to avoid Yang Ruichen, and let Yang Ruichen think about it for himself.

"Brother, tomorrow Sunday our class organizes an autumn outing, can you accompany me?"

Yan Zhi wondered: "Why didn't you tell your mother and let her go with you." How could he be in the mood to think about this now, he just wanted to lie on the bed and think about nothing.

My mind is full of Yang Ruichen's stupid behavior.

"If it was my mother, she would definitely not accompany me, and she would not allow me to go. First, she was worried about my health and second, she felt that it was a waste of time." Zhang Rui felt a little sad when she said this: "Brother, you can go with me." , just take it as a trip to relax, okay?"

Facing the anticipation in Zhang Rui's eyes, somehow it made him think of Yang Ruichen again, hiding the strangeness in his heart, why the hell did he think of Yang Ruichen again.Quickly let himself divert his attention, seeing Zhang Rui's expectant appearance, he was a little embarrassed to refuse, but it's okay to think about it, at least he won't be thinking about Yang Ruichen all day long after going out to play.

"Okay, I have nothing to do tomorrow anyway."

It doesn't matter if I breathe, my heart is too depressed during this time, and I feel that I can't hold on any longer.

Now he is really the only one left.

That bastard Yang Ruichen!If he didn't apologize to himself and step on the horse's forgiveness, he would never let Yang Ruichen go so easily this time.Which bastard likes people so much!

Don't scare away.

"Thank you, brother!" Zhang Rui was so happy that she jumped and walked ahead, as if her whole body was brightened.

Yan Zhi was a little dazed looking at Zhang Rui jumping up and down happily, and thought of Yang Ruichen again for some reason, and gradually slowed down.

I don't know how long ago he also saw this expression on Yang Ruichen's face. It was fine then, and everything was not as bad as it is now.They are still good brothers who depend on each other for life, and they are still in the state of not being full of lovers above friendship, and they can still warm each other, saying that they will never let go of each other.

Now it's really... too bad.

He smiled bitterly.

boom -

Seeing that it was going to rain, Yan Zhi quickly ran forward and carried Zhang Rui's schoolbag to the bus stop. Sure enough, the weather was just like his mood. The morning was sunny and the evening was covered with dark clouds.

Nothing went his way, neither did Yang Ruichen, nor did the weather.

Zhang Rui pouted and looked at the sky that suddenly thundered, can I go out to play tomorrow?But don't let it rain.

It started to rain heavily in the middle of the night, but the weather on the second day was fine, the sky was clear and cloudless, as if the heavy rain last night was an illusion, and the lightning and thunder were just a cutscene.

The classmates in Zhang Rui's class organized a barbecue. The location was on a hill. I heard that there was a barbecue site there, and you could climb the mountain and cross the rope bridge.The children were very excited, chattering non-stop after getting in the car, and the parents of the children were chatting about some things about the children, Yan Zhi silently sat by the window with arms folded and looked out the window.

In fact, I was still in a bad mood when I came out to relax.

He didn't sleep well all night, because as soon as he closed his eyes, Yang Ruichen stretched out that hand to himself with red eyes, saying it hurt, how could he sleep well.

Then he started to complain about himself, why he couldn't help but think about Yang Ruichen again, the grandson didn't understand why he was always thinking about him.

Extremely irritable.

"Brother, do you want to eat?" Zhang Rui handed Yan Zhi a pack of biscuits.

At first I wanted to say no to it, but when I saw that it was tomato-flavored, I reluctantly picked it up, and I will eat it later.

The car drove up the mountain very smoothly. The scenery of this mountain is good, and it feels very comfortable to look at the greenery.Yan Zhi looked at the tree shadow passing by the window and was still depressed, because Yang Ruichen and the knife mark were all on his mind.

Just can't let go.

After the car arrived at the destination, everyone got off the car one after another, and then followed the staff of the barbecue site up the mountain, and told everyone the precautions on the way up the mountain.

"Because there was a heavy rain last night, it is not recommended to climb up the mountain. The facilities near the barbecue site are available..."

Yan Zhi walked at the end alone with his pockets in his pockets, kicking the small stones on the road with his head down, not listening at all.

"Brother, don't you want to come?" Zhang Rui turned around and found that Yan Zhi was several steps behind her, and then ran to him and asked.

"No, I'm just thinking about something. You have fun, play more with your classmates, and handle the relationship between classmates." Yan Zhi picked up the schoolbag on Zhang Rui's shoulder, rubbed her head and smiled: "Don't worry about it." Look at me, I'm here to help you carry your bags, go play with your classmates."

"Are you really not unhappy?" Zhang Rui was very happy to see how good-looking she was carrying her bag.

"I'm not unhappy. If I'm not happy about what I'm doing, go play with them and don't fall behind. I'll just follow behind."

"Then I'll go over there." Zhang Rui happily ran back to the team to chat with her classmates after getting the response from Yan Zhi, so she was relieved that her brother was not unhappy.

Yan Zhi looked at Zhang Rui's back, dumbfounded, but his thoughts soon returned to Yang Ruichen.

Suddenly the phone in his pocket vibrated, and he took out the phone to look at the pop-up message.

——I thought about it for a long time last night. My situation has been really unstable recently, and it has caused you and me to suffer together. I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable.You are right, I am not liking, liking should not be like this, I should always pay attention to your emotions, not just you think about me but I don't think about you.So I will learn to change myself, this time I am very firm, I think as long as you do not appear in front of me, my heart will not always rely on you involuntarily.

This message was obviously not finished, and Yan Zhi received another message in the next second:

——Yanzhi, you are a bright existence to me. From the moment you let me survive, you are the only oxygen in my airtight secret room. Without you, I cannot survive.So hurting you again and again is the most uncomfortable thing for me. Only when you leave will I understand that my current state is wrong, otherwise I can't control myself.

Information is still coming in.

—— Yan Zhi, be more ruthless to me, don't be soft-hearted to me anymore, you will get hurt.Please don't look back when you turn around and leave this time, only in this way will I know that I was wrong, and it was my mistake that caused you to leave.

——I will be fine.

Yan Zhi felt very uncomfortable looking at these messages. He knew that Yang Ruichen understood all these things, and it was indeed because of his existence that Yang Ruichen lost control again and again, so his departure was correct.

But what makes him uncomfortable is that Yang Ruichen clearly said that he is important but he has no effect at all. Does Yang Ruichen really like him?

Can liking be mixed with redemption?

After a while, he didn't receive a message. He watched the team in front of him go further and further away, so he simply left the team and stayed by himself for a while, then walked to a side tree and sat down on a big rock, waiting for a message from Yang Ruichen. .

Little did he know that the soil loosened when he sat on the boulder.

Yan Zhi held his mobile phone thoughtfully, in fact, what made him uncomfortable was what kind of existence he was to Yang Ruichen, regardless of Yang Ruichen, as far as he was concerned, Yang Ruichen's existence was an indispensable existence in his entire childhood, it was him The most precious memories of childhood are always the elder brother who stood in front of him when he was in trouble, and who would hold his elder brother when he was uncomfortable. Such emotions are complicated until they grow up.

Maybe his acquiescence and evasion in that sand pool was an opportunity to let him understand that the feelings have long been rooted in his heart, and with their growth, they have long been irreversible.

That's why he is willing to accompany Yang Ruichen, no matter how bad Yang Ruichen's condition is, he is willing to accompany him.

It was Yang Ruichen who seemed to push him away time and time again, not far away from him to solve the real psychological difficulties. His efforts and patience were hurt because Yang Ruichen was hurt again and again, and he felt very uncomfortable.

He has heard the content of the message Yang Ruichen is sending now, but is it useful?Will something that hurts happen again and again?

He is not a fool, it is impossible to bump into pain.

The phone vibrated again, and he lowered his head.

—— Yan Zhi, will you give me one last chance?Just for the last time, this time you stay away from me, I will go to you when I get better, okay, just wait for me, okay?

Okay?

Will Yang Ruichen really change if he agrees?This time he stayed far away and let Yang Ruichen face those psychological problems by himself, so that he would not get hurt. Is that what Yang Ruichen meant?

After thinking for a long time, he typed two words in the input box, and then his fingertips felt cold when he put it on the screen. He still didn't decide whether to send it out, but at the moment of hesitating, he suddenly felt dizzy!

He only felt a strong sense of weightlessness, his body seemed to be buried by something, and the moment he rolled over, the stones under him made every part of his body ache, and his mouth was covered by the rolling mud.

Landslide?

Yan Zhi seemed to be a little conscious, he realized that he probably encountered a landslide on the top of the mountain, what should he do now?The message on his cell phone hasn't been answered yet, in case...

His body was covered with layers of soil, as if he was about to be submerged.

bang——

Suddenly, my head hit a sharp stone. I don’t know why all the memories in my mind seemed to be replaying at that moment, starting from yesterday’s memory and continuing to