[Shadow Day] If a crow were to fly a light year

"Hey, Hinata, help me unpack my bags."

He was able to easily hold Hinata in his hugged arms, and he was naturally capable of throwing the satchel and the sundries that hadn't been put into the second-floor stand easily.Hinata let out an "ah" and subconsciously stretched out her arms to pick it up. The backpack, knee pads, nutrition biscuits, and finally the towel that was tied up and thrown up had her face covered.

Hot, with a familiar smell. "Are you my boss?" Hinata blushed a little, tore off the towel, and smashed down the empty mineral water bottle in his hand.

"I have to take a shower. If you want me to hurry up, do it!" Kageyama hurriedly changed his shoes with his back turned, and rushed into the lounge on the side, running so fast that he tripped over the untied shoelaces .

"Hey—— Feixiong sauce is so fierce——" Gong Yoo, who was passing by, squeezed his throat and stomped his feet, and said "be gentle with me" in his mouth, laughing so hard that Xinghai, who was closing the net, almost stepped on it. Volleyball at the feet.

"Who would talk like that!" The little man raised his fists angrily, wishing he could immediately fall off the railing and fight with them.

There are a lot of things hanging on his arms in a mess, and his teeth and claws are like the portrait of the god of fortune hanging at the entrance of a small shrine during the Chinese New Year.Xinghai suddenly poked his head and asked, "Have you grown taller, Hinata?" Hinata's aura suddenly weakened, and he stretched his neck and said, "I've, I've been working hard!"

"Indulgence will not grow tall." Gong Yoo kicked off his volleyball shoes, turned around and gave a thumbs up, "You see, Xinghai has grown a little taller since he couldn't get a girlfriend, so let's break up quickly."

Xinghai rushed over and kicked him violently.

What, does that kind of thing really matter?People in the gymnasium left one after another. Hinata squatted on the steps of the stands, and secretly counted the number of times Kageyama stayed overnight. I didn’t remember when I ran out of fingers. I had been single for so long before I didn’t grow taller. .Got tricked again.It seems that without some flaws in character, one cannot be the setter of the national team.Hinata stomped her feet angrily, and finally unwrapped Kageyama's nutritional biscuits and put them in her mouth one by one.

Unzipping the zipper, Kageyama's bag was still the same as before, things were put in order honestly, and he was frigid as hell.Hinata chewed the biscuit and pushed aside the volleyball diary and stuffed his knee pads in. His fingers suddenly touched a book next to the volleyball diary. He took it out and saw that the cover looked familiar. It was the one that Kageyama wrote down the date plan before. Book.

That guy is so clever on the court, but this kind of place is too simple, completely forgetting how he kept it secret from Hinata before.It's not easy to gather the right time, place and people, and it's all delivered to your door, so what's the point if you don't open it?Excited and guilty at the same time, Hinata put the notebook on his knees, clasped his hands together, and whispered devoutly: I only look at it, I just look at it, I didn't mean it, and if the gods see it, don't blame me.

I pinched a corner of the cover and lifted it, and found that there was not much written in the book, and the content was simply memorizing what I did on each date.Kageyama's characters were so ugly, Hinata tilted his head to look at them with difficulty, and couldn't help but read each word in a low voice. "'You should bite the corners of your mouth when kissing.'" After he finished reading, he remembered that he had vaguely said that it was so comfortable when he was kissed until his legs were weak. He was stunned and quickly turned the page, his face was so hot.

There was a drum in the middle of the book, and Hinata hunched over and flicked through it in a panic, jumping to the raised page immediately.He saw two tickets sandwiched side by side in the very center. On the tickets were the faint "K" and "H" written in pencil. The "Bi Sheng" he wrote on the spur of the moment was carefully pasted with transparent glue, and a little bit of ink India did not faint out.From the method of sticking the tortoise hair, I could imagine the look of the guy when he gently stroked the air bubbles with his fingertips. Hinata put his chin on his knees, and suddenly felt very soft-hearted.

Maybe it's because the brains of idiots can't think too abstractly, and they can't pretend to be too far and too detailed in the future, so they are extra serious about the things in front of them.It’s not that beautiful rhetoric is used to be shocking. There are not many things worth remembering around me. When I saw beautiful stars and wrote "the stars are so beautiful", I wrote the throbbing together.A date on a certain day, and what said on a certain day, seem to be nothing more than ordinary things, but together they become evidence that the hardworking family has been through the wind and snow all the way.Today's weather is fine, sunny today with a little thunderstorm.Paying attention, pondering and correcting, this is probably a habit started in Kageyama High School, Hinata didn’t think much of it before, but now that black and white words appear in front of him, he feels clumsy and precious.

How difficult it is, but anyone who is smart or slack can miss it. It is as far as a light year, and only stubborn fools are willing to approach it step by step.Hinata was silent for a while, took out the gift he had prepared and clipped it on this page, then stuffed the book back firmly.Kageyama had already called him outside, Hinata answered, jumped out a few steps along the steps with two bags on his shoulders, and ran to Kageyama's side.

"What's on the corner of your mouth? It's so dirty." Kageyama lowered his head and asked Hinata to hang the bag back around his neck.

"Stealed your biscuit." Hinata licked off the crumbs of the biscuit, smiled, and wrapped the strap around Kageyama's neck again, "And peeked at your love diary."

"What?" Yingshan was taken aback, then became angry from embarrassment, and reached out to grab someone but it was in vain. "If you can't catch it, you can't catch it." Hinata yelled and ran out far away, turning around and making faces at him while running.

"Idiot! Stop!" Kageyama ran after him.

As Christmas Eve was approaching, I turned a corner and ran on the streets of Tokyo, and saw the newly hung lights on the shops on both sides shining brightly, like falling stars. "Sorry, sorry! Excuse me!" Hinata grabbed his backpack and slipped through the gap between the crowd and the lanterns. Kageyama dodged left and right to avoid the lanterns and chased after him, gnashing his teeth, feeling like he was chasing a runaway reindeer.

It's not fair, one has just finished training and the other is still full of energy, how can it be possible to catch up?Kageyama opened his mouth and kept scolding Hinata's idiot, the cold wind choked his throat, and he couldn't help coughing several times.Hyuga, who was running ahead, paused, looked back at him, suddenly slowed down and grabbed his hand, and continued to run forward regardless.

"Do you remember!"

Hinata just said something with a smirk, and Kageyama immediately understood what he was referring to.They ran like this in Tokyo in high school, and they held hands tightly, leaving everyone behind.It's cold in winter, and if you talk too much, your stomach will hurt. Kageyama stretched his fingers and clasped Hinata tightly.

The cool wind blows on the face, and the footsteps become free and brisk, as if you can go to any corner of the world.Hinata pulled him up the overpass, Kageyama really felt that they were flying for a moment, the red taillights of the traffic jams on the road, and the sporadic neon lights singing Christmas songs on the street, making Tokyo look like an upside-down starry sky, coming from under their feet Fall slowly.

At last they reached the highest point of the skybridge, hovering side by side in the very center of all the glowing lights of this vast world.Kageyama leaned against the railing and panted softly, but Hinata suddenly stepped on the edge of the overpass, grabbed the railing, and suddenly leaned out half of his body——

"Whether it's on or off the court, I'll run next to Kageyama!"

Hinata shouted at the top of his voice, so the car horns and the Christmas songs on the roadside stopped for a second to listen to him.The orange-haired little king is surrounded by the world, all the light surrounds him, and all the light is in his eyes.Kageyama looked at his side face and thought, Hinata is indeed the sun, when he shines, all the stars are under his feet.

"Mr. Kageyama over there, did you hear—"

"How can you not hear that voice of yours." Kageyama coughed dryly and turned his head away, reaching out to lift Hinata off the edge of the bridge, "Don't fall off."

"How could it be possible to fall down? It's not the first time I've crossed an overpass." Hinata shook off his hand and propped his chin on the railing. "But I used to walk alone, so it feels a little different."

"What's different?" Kageyama asked.

"Uh, 'Tokyo is so big, but I'm so small', something like that." Hinata squinted her eyes and took a deep breath, "Occasionally, I still think, if only I could really fly."

Every time I pass by the traffic and the busy street, I feel lonely, and I pass by the noisy crowd. I am alone, a bird alone, slowing down and unable to blend in with the crowd.Even if the overpass has such a layer of pavement, the bottom and top are actually empty, and he is the only one hanging here, and no one can touch it.

"When I graduated, I cried after we quarreled with you." Hinata whispered into his sleeve.

In my impression, this is the first time I have brought up this matter on my own initiative. Before that, when others asked about it intentionally or unintentionally, Hinata kept silent with a laugh.After escaping for a long time, I can't even remember clearly.What is the reason for the quarrel?Squinting, all the lights were broken into small pieces, Hinata put those small pieces together, and then slowly recalled.

It didn't explode like that just because of a few words, it seemed that the seeds were planted from the beginning of the third grade, and then fermented a little bit later.Hinata waited for a long time, and the invitation from the national team was delayed. When he was about to graduate, he unexpectedly received an invitation from Z University.On the same day, Kageyama received a letter from University D. Hinata met Kageyama in the long corridor with the invitation letter that evening. The shadow of the pillar separated them far away, and he crumpled the paper in an instant. Can't say anything.

It is not a problem that can be solved by hard work or adjusting the mentality. Everyone is lamenting "what a pity", and even Hinata himself is struggling with reluctance and stubbornness of "I am not a vassal".They all became silent, refused to speak, and kissed roughly, but they became aroused after a few touches.Once, Hinata started a fierce fight, until the pain in front of him persisted, and he would not stop. In the end, Kageyama grabbed his head and pressed him against the concrete wall, saying, "Calm down."

What was touched was the hardest self-esteem, and it was too difficult for others to calm down.Hinata refused to speak, and refused to bow his head, holding back all the time.On the day of graduation, the two of them stayed in the activity room to organize things. When Hinata thought "that's it", Kageyama, who had his back turned to him, suddenly called out his name.

"Don't lose to me so easily."

At that moment, Hinata felt as if he was being roasted on an iron plate.

His mind was buzzing, and before he could react, his fist had already hit Yingshan's face.Yingshan was beaten into a daze, so he pressed up and grabbed Yingshan's collar, gnashing his teeth and asking, "What did you say? Who will lose?" All the suppressed things burst open suddenly, and he wanted to make another punch, but was turned back. Shen Yingshan dragged his waist and overturned, knocking on the shelf and bench all the way and fell to the ground.

Hinata's mind was completely blank that day, and he finally felt cold when he rode his bike home.The wound under the bandage finally knew it was going to hurt. He climbed the seemingly endless uphill, holding his graduation certificate in his hand, and wiped his eyes desperately with his hands while riding.

Thinking about it now, maybe the two of them didn't have such sharp intentions at the time, it was just due to the mood and atmosphere, so they couldn't help being overly sensitive.Hinata pursed her lips, pressed down her memory, and said, "But the few times I hit you at that time, it was quite cool."

"Even if there is a re-election now, I will still say that sentence." Kageyama said.

"What?" Hinata tilted her head to look at him.

"I ask you, if it were you, you can say 'thank you for the past three years', 'you must work harder in the future', you can say it to Gu, to Yamaguchi, or even to Tsukishima, but you can say it to me. Exit?" Kageyama asked back.

There is nothing wrong with it.Hinata let go of the railing and turned to face Kageyama, opened his mouth, tried several times but still swallowed the words. "Forget it, it's disgusting." He gave up and stood there with a bitter face.

"So." Kageyama put his hand on Hinata's head, "Didn't you say it yourself, you want to run next to me, so don't lose to me so easily, you can do it."

"..."

"Why are you suddenly silent?"

"It turned out to be encouragement, not provocation." Hinata suddenly realized.

"Who provoked!"

Kageyama was furious, and the hand rubbing his hair turned to hit Hinata's head, but Hinata's eye-catching hand quickly pinned it down with both hands, and placed it on top of his head obediently.Sure enough, the new year is coming, and everything reveals that it will transform into a new breath.The soft body temperature spread from the crooked hair to the palm of the hand, Hinata stared at him with a smile, his eyes were shining brightly by the night scene of the city, and Kageyama lost his mind for a while.

"Want to kiss?" he asked.

"what?"

"Want to kiss?"

"...Oh, oh, good." Hinata was stunned for a moment, let go of his hand, stood stiffly at attention, closed his eyes, and waited with his mouth tightly shut.

"Why is there such an expression of going to death?"

"Actually, you want to fight." Hinata opened her eyes and cursed angrily, grabbed Kageyama by the collar, stood on tiptoe and kissed him fiercely.

Caught off guard, he knocked his teeth, as if there was some blood, and the two of them rubbed back and forth, humming and humming in distaste for a while.Hinata let go of Kageyama, and protested, "You lower your head, I'm so tired." Kageyama was speechless, and replied impatiently, "Got it," and started over again with his arms around Hinata's waist.

When Kageyama rubbed the corner of his mouth with his tiger teeth, Hinata suddenly remembered the record he saw in the notebook just now, and it was a bit embarrassing to think about it.They kissed lightly in front of the traffic, buildings and city fireflies, others hurriedly passed through the gap between their foreheads, their breathing became lighter, and the world became smaller.The song played in the shop downstairs was singing: "The more important you feel, the harder it is to say it." Kageyama panted and let go of Hinata, and suddenly asked: "Have you really cried?" Hinata showed a super bright smile, lied and said: "No, they are all lying to you, don't be narcissistic." "

We can't live together tonight, and with Christmas comes the training camp before the start of the volleyball league. The two of them have to adjust their status, so Hinata will go back after dinner.Counting on his fingers, it is estimated that we will see each other before the end of the competition. Hinata stood on tiptoe and patted Kageyama's shoulder, persuading him, "Don't miss me too much." His tone was so complacent that Kageyama almost threw him over the shoulder. on the ground.

Hinata never mentioned birthday from the beginning to the end.When entering the subway station, Kageyama couldn't help but ask, "Did you forget anything?" Hinata still calmly flipped through his bag, and replied "No", looking at Kageyama's stinky face, he couldn't hold back his laughter until his stomach choked. pain.

Hinata finally said "Happy Birthday" at the subway station, afraid of being beaten when he said it, he stepped back a few steps away from Kageyama. "Put the birthday present in your love diary!" He jumped into the subway, gave him a thumbs up on purpose, and said with a smirk, "Little brother's diary is good, keep it up."

If Hinata hadn't brought it up again, Kageyama would have already forgotten about it. "You idiot!" He roared angrily and wanted to catch up, but the subway door closed first.The evening rush crowd squeezed Hinata close to the subway gate, like a squashed orange.Even so, he didn't forget to make faces at Kageyama through the glass door, and screamed away with his eyelids open, making Kageyama half dead with anger.

What gift is so mysterious?Kageyama dodged the crowd and leaned against the wall, unzipped the zipper, and saw that the satchel was neatly packed, as if there was nothing much in it.He took the notebook out, and a thin bag fell out. When he opened it, there were exactly the hairband and earrings that Hinata insisted on trying on that day.

... really thinking of both on and off the pitch.

Yingshan was secretly a little happy, put the two things away and put them back, and suddenly found a square corner exposed between the ticket and the book page.He took some effort to pull that corner out, and it turned out to be an old and brittle piece of paper with familiar handwriting—the title is "My Emotions", signed "Kageyama Feixiong", the structure is messy, and finally It says "That's it".

And there is a frank water stain next to the four characters.

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