Bite Your Fingertips

I don’t know if I have received Lao Ye’s repeated instructions. Throughout the day, in the first few minutes of each class, the teacher will first serve a piece of chicken soup.It will be poured directly to you, if you don’t listen to it, you have to listen to it.

While waiting for dinner, Zhang Yueshan looked at the crock pot tea tree mushroom stewed chicken soup on the menu, quickly looked away, disgusted, "I have been fed too much today, and I don't want to see the word 'chicken soup' these two days!"

"Me too!"

Brother Meng was also surprised, "But what's going on, why did the teachers turn on the Chicken Soup mode for the soul one by one? And they all have a set, without repetition! I heard it this day, and I feel like I can lift my hand. Canglong, bowing your head and writing papers can get full marks. As long as I practice for a summer vacation, I will be able to advance to the NBA in a blink of an eye. If I can’t do it today, I will definitely be able to do it tomorrow. I’m so confident!”

Li Hua said, "Because something happened in the school next door."

Chu Yu was leaning his head, looking at the menu in Lu Shi's hand, and was taken aback for a moment, feeling a little bad, "What happened?"

The "next door school" Li Hua refers to is No. [-] Middle School, which is just a few streets away from Jianing Private School, in the same district.

Because this area is full of dozens of middle schools, they call each other "next door".

"A junior high school classmate of mine who was studying there secretly revealed that three students have died since the beginning of the term. One died suddenly in the morning self-study, and the other fell to the ground while running exercises and was sent to the hospital for rescue. It was because he failed the mock quiz, went to school in the middle of the night to abandon the teaching building, jumped off the building and died.”

For a while, several people fell silent and did not speak.

I can't even tell what it feels like, but I feel a little cold.

Chu Yu didn't want to be so close to death at all.

Li Hua continued, "These things are all suppressed. We haven't heard the news, but the teacher must know. I guess it should be for this reason. Lao Ye and the others just poured chicken soup for us in a different way, just because we are afraid that we will learn. The pressure is high, or the mentality collapses if you fail the exam, and you just jump off the building or something."

After he finished speaking, the gazes of several people turned to Fang Ziqi who was peeling peanuts, very unified.

Fang Ziqi was holding the peanuts, he stopped, a little scared, "Why, what are you looking at me for? Do you want me to teach you how to peel peanuts?"

Zhang Yueshan worried, "Academic committee, are you... in a good mood?"

Fang Ziqi rolled his eyes, threw the peanut into the air, and fell into his mouth, "What horror stories are you all thinking about? Look at me, am I the kind of person who can jump off a building? Someone who died suddenly on the playground?"

Brother Meng also looked worried, "Yes."

Fang Ziqi: "..."

He looked at Chu Yu again, "School beauty, what do you think?"

Chu Yu was also a little scared when he thought of Fang Ziqi's heroic deeds of laughing at his report card and being carried out of the study room after working too hard.

"I also think that there is a great possibility. School committee, you must take care!"

Fang Ziqi: "..."

The food that happened to be ordered was served, and several people were so hungry that they quickly served food and vegetables.

Chu Yu had quick eyes and quick hands, and first helped Lu Shi grab two pieces of plum blossom ribs.

Zhang Yueshan asked Fang Ziqi, "Academic committee, to be honest, I just started school and thought I had already worked hard enough in my studies. Only when I met you did I realize that I'm still far from fucking. Why do you think you are working so hard?"

Fang Ziqi really didn't think about this question.

He bit his chopsticks, "Probably because he is afraid that he will regret it in the future?"

I adjusted my wording, "I think that one age does the same thing as another age. I don't seem to have anything else to do now except study. If I want to do it, I have to work hard. To be honest, I'm quite afraid to wait until I'm [-]. A few times, when I look back, I regret that I didn’t work hard for three years in high school.”

Brother Meng gnawed at the gap between the ribs and gave a thumbs up, "The school committee is deep!"

He remembered, "By the way, when I was going to the bathroom with the school committee today, I ran into those clubs from class D. I beat them to the core yesterday, and after seeing me and the school committee, I knew that I gave way consciously! "

Everyone's topic turned to yesterday's basketball game again. Brother Meng hopes that all his good brothers can experience the joy and passion of playing, and everyone will advance to the NBA together!

Chu Yu was absent-minded.

Thoughts were running around in my mind, but I couldn't figure it out.

After dinner, Brother Meng was in high spirits, and dragged Zhang Yueshan and the others straight to the basketball court, saying that he wanted to exercise to eliminate food.

Chu Yu and Lu Shi returned to the classroom first.

The street trees on both sides of the street have few leaves left and are bare.

The shops set up Christmas trees early, and the glass was covered with "Happy New Year". The colorful strings of lights were shining brightly, and the atmosphere was lively, dispelling the chill of winter.

Chu Yu put his hands in his pockets, holding a hand warmer.

He was still thinking about what Fang Ziqi said just now.

"What are you thinking about?"

When Lu Shi asked, Chu Yu didn't hide it.

"Probably suddenly discovered that everyone actually lives very clearly. For example, Zhu Zhifei, such as Shitou, such as the school committee."

"Then?"

"Then I realized that I didn't quite understand my own life."

Chu Yu was a little upset.

When facing the landing, he had nothing to hide, "I used to live like a dream, ignorant, dazed, and happy all day long. Then I found a goal and studied hard for a while. Then Later, and later, this goal collapsed.”

He paused for two seconds and continued, "I don't want to do my best for some so-called goal now. But, there is no way to go back to the way it was before."

Seeing clearly what is real, it is impossible to return to the previous ignorance, confusion and silly joy.

Chu Yu didn't realize that he was unconsciously seeking Lu Shi's advice.

From childhood to adulthood, there was no elder around him to teach him or guide him.Aunt Lan can only take care of his food and clothing, and can't interfere with him.Chu Yu grew up in a daze by himself, and it was not easy to not grow crooked.

The friends around him, those who are underage racing cars, those who smoke marijuana, those who hang out all night, those who drink heavily, and those who have a bad relationship, can't be counted on ten fingers.

Because Chu Yu cherishes his face, he thinks that overturning his car will hurt his face, smoking marijuana and drinking too much all night will lead to bad skin, and no one looks better than him, so he refuses to fall in love.

So the same did not stick.

But now, he has Lu Shi.

A boyfriend is a more intimate relationship than other relationships.

In Chu Yu's heart, he was subconsciously relying on Lu Shi.

Lu Shi noticed it.

He walked beside Chu Yu, protecting him from the wind, without saying much, just said, "Any thoughts now?"

Chu Yu shook his head honestly, "No."

Before that, he spent a long time digesting and acknowledging the fact that his mother had given up on him a long time ago and would never see his efforts again.

Only recently has he gradually found his balance.

Looking at the peers around him, everyone was very clear about what he was going to do and how to do it, Chu Yu was a little impatient, a little dazed and anxious.

Lu Shi raised his hand and pinched the back of Chu Yu's neck, "Take your time, you will know."

Itchy from being rubbed, Chu Yu shrank his neck and turned his head to look at Lu Shi.

The boy's tone was understated, but also revealed a strong determination.

Chu Yu felt his heart slowly calm down.

He nodded heavily, and smiled with his eyes bent, "Okay!"

Because of the cold wave going south, the temperature, which was not very high, dropped by two or three degrees. Within a few days, many people in the class caught colds.Even those with a strong physique like Brother Meng kept a pack of tissue paper at hand so that they could wipe their nose while taking notes.

Lao Ye was careful, bought a lot of cold medicines and put them at Zhang Yueshan. When he heard a classmate coughing and sneezing, he paid close attention to it, determined to kill the cold in the cradle, so as not to delay the monthly exam.

In the evening self-study, Zhang Yueshan drank hot water from a thermos cup, muttering, "Today's NO.18, nineteen, twenty..."

Chu Yu directly gave the final answer, "There are still six days until Christmas Eve!"

Zhang Yueshan couldn't swallow the hot water anymore, and just worried, "School beauty, if you say I confessed, do you want to change it to New Year's Day? Look, New Year's Day, the first day, what a meaningful day!"

Chu Yu despised, "Squad leader, why don't you just confess, if you procrastinate, it will be until next year!"

Zhang Yueshan sighed heavily, "You haven't confessed your love, so you won't understand my inner anxiety."

Damn, you actually said that I didn't confess my love!

If I tell my love story, I will scare you to death!

Chu Yu thought so, but said nothing.

Zhang Yueshan struggled again, "School beauty, tell me, after I confess my love, do you want...do you want..."

Seeing Zhang Yueshan's eyes wandering, Chu Yu was surprised, "Do you want something?"

Putting the vacuum flask aside, Zhang Yueshan touched the tips of the index fingers of his left and right hands, and whispered, "Do you want to kiss her?"

Chu Yu subconsciously looked at Lu Shi.

Lu Shi was listening to English, and the white headphone cable snaked down from the corner of his jaw.

He lowered his head slightly, pinching the pencil with his knuckle-knuckle fingers, and when he was concentrating on something, his expression was indifferent, without superfluous expressions, but it seemed to be shrouded in a certain aura, which was very attractive.

Chu Yu didn't dare to look more, worried that he would be fascinated by watching it again, so he quickly looked away.

He's really inexperienced in kissing or something.

He hasn't kissed Lu Shi yet.

Lie down on the desk, Chu Yu also lowered his voice, "Squad leader, what do you think?"

Zhang Yueshan gestured with his fingers, "I have eight plans!"

"Eight? So many?"

Chu Yu suddenly realized that in comparison, he was too good at it!Anyway, there must be nine kinds of ten kinds of plans!

"Three of them end with a hug, two end with a face kiss, and three end with an affectionate look."

"Ah?" Chu Yu was surprised, "The kiss you said...is it just a kiss on the face?"

"if not?"

Zhang Yueshan had an expression of "I got to know you again", "I didn't expect that Xiaohua's thoughts are so dirty!"

Chu Yu grimaced, "Get lost! Who is dirty? My heart is as pure as snow!"

As soon as Chu Yu finished speaking, Zhang Yueshan quickly turned around and sat down, pretending to recite words.Chu Yu was also alert, knowing that Lao Ye was probably here.

Sure enough, Lao Ye came in from the back door of the classroom and called Lu Shi to go out together.

Zhang Yueshan turned around again, looked at Chu Yu, and sighed.

Inspired by Zhang Yueshan, Chu Yu asked hesitantly, "By the way... what does it feel like to kiss?"

Zhang Yueshan looked at him, "Are you asking me?"

Chu Yu nodded, "Yes, I'm asking you."

Zhang Yueshan: "How could I know?!"

It's right to think about it, the squad leader has only had a crush on a girl since the beginning of his love affair, and he is still at the stage of not confessing.

Better than myself.

Chu Yu felt that asking someone is worse than searching on his mobile phone, he can't be a party member, he has to check it himself!

The time for checking the information passed extremely quickly. After ringing the bell, Zhang Yueshan and Li Hua were about to leave, and asked Chu Yu, "Together?"

Chu Yu shook his head, "When I was waiting for Lu, he was called away by Lao Ye, and he didn't know when he would come back, so you go first."

Wait until everyone in the classroom has left.

Chu Yu raised his head and moved his neck.

On the blackboard is the writing on the blackboard left by the teacher of the last class. One of the windows was left open, and the cold wind came in, blowing the papers piled up on the table.

Chu Yu got up, went to close the window first, then walked around to the front, closed the classroom door, and turned off the front lights by the way.

He also looked outside and found that the entire floor was gone, and the lights in other classrooms were all turned off.

Turning around and looking at the two bright lights at the back of the classroom, Chu Yu felt a sense of bleakness for no reason—keep the room alone with the lights?

Thinking about it this way, he laughed himself out first.

Holding the phone, Chu Yu went to the back door to wait for Lu Shi.Bowing his head, Chu Yu deleted the text in the search box and typed again.

"Chu Yu."

Too concentrated, Chu Yu was startled by Lu Shi's voice.As soon as he let go of his fingers, the phone fell to the ground with a "click".

Lu Shi bent down and picked up the phone, seeing that Chu Yu's eyes were slightly wide open, very nervous.

He looked down at the brightly lit phone screen.

Below the search box is a row of search records.

Lu Shi read it out word by word.

"What are the precautions for kissing?"

"What should I pay attention to when kissing for the first time?"

"When should the first kiss be chosen?"

"Where should I kiss for the first time?"

Lu Shi's voice was low and hoarse, and he deliberately read out the last sentence slowly, inexplicably tinged with confusion in the empty classroom.

"How can I kiss my partner until I want to die?"

The ending sound also raised slightly.

Chu Yuren was a little unwell, and really wanted to act like he died on the spot!

He didn't notice that Lu Shi's hand passed him and pressed the switch on the wall.

The end sound fell, there was a soft "pop", the lights were turned off, and the classroom was pitch black.

At the same time, the screen of the phone was turned off, and Lu Shi inserted it into Chu Yu's pocket.

Lu Shi approached inch by inch, moving very slowly, but with a strong sense of aggression, completely trapping Chu Yu between his chest and the wall.

Chu Yu's vision has not yet adapted to the darkness, and his hearing and smell have become more and more sensitive.

The tip of his nose was filled with Lu Shi's smell, and even every pore seemed to be covered with this smell.

Lu Shi stretched one hand in from the corner of his clothes, and wrapped his arms around his waist without hindrance.

Palm burning.

"So, how are you going to kiss me to death, huh?"