Bite Your Fingertips

The mobile phone software pushes that there is a cold current that has moved rapidly from the north to the south, and the effect will be very significant, for example, the temperature will drop again in the middle of the night.

Chu Yu lay on the bed, listening to the wind blowing outside the window.

He remembered that when he was a child, he was very afraid of such a night.

In his eyes, all light and shadow will turn into bloody tentacles and sharp minions of monsters.All the rustling of leaves is the dangerous movement of monsters staggering and watching outside the window.

At that time, every night, he would hold the quilt tightly, tell himself stories to hypnotize himself, and hope that he would not be afraid when he fell asleep.

With his elbows propped on the bed, Chu Yu half-raised his body, reached out to fish for a game console, made sure it was still powered on, changed his position, and played with it on the bed.

Opening the newly downloaded puzzle game, the beginning is very simple, hardly needing to use his brain, Chu Yu passed four or five levels in a row, with his finger resting on the button, he couldn't help but look in the direction of the door.

His mother never stayed at home for long. There were too many things to deal with and too many problems to solve.

I don't know if Shi Yaling is still there.

Thinking of what Shi Yaling said just now, and the stern look on his face, Chu Yu felt restless.But it didn't take long for the restlessness to dissipate.

Lying on the soft pillow, Chu Yu thought, does this mean that he has matured a bit?

No matter how much Shi Yaling accused and objected, he was very clear about what he should stick to and what he couldn't give up.

In the past, he lived in a daze, and he also regarded Shi Yaling as very important, and even subconsciously tied a lot of feelings and emotions to Shi Yaling.

So after realizing the truth, it takes such a long period of buffering.

But now, it seems to be different.

Thinking of this, Chu Yu brought his hand to the tip of his nose and smelled it - this is probably the breath of a mature man?

At this time, Chu Yu faintly felt something.He turned his head, stared at the floor-to-ceiling windows for a few seconds, stood up hesitantly, stepped on the carpet with bare feet, walked to the window, and looked down.

The buildings in the Nandao villa area are scattered, and the lights of another household can only be seen from a long distance away.

Correspondingly, for the sake of aesthetics and privacy protection, the greening of every place is done very well. Although it is winter, all the branches and leaves are still dense.

Beside the bushes, beside the dark green painted lamp post, Lu Shi was wearing a black coat, jeans stretched his long legs straight, and put his hands in his pockets habitually.

As if feeling something at the same moment, Lu Shi raised his head.

The boy's facial features are not very clear in the night, and he is even surrounded by shadows, as if he wants to blend in with the background.

Chu Yu heard his heartbeat gradually become stronger, one after another, beating on the eardrum without interruption.

Lu Shi was extremely patient. He just stood by the lamppost and watched him quietly.

Chu Yu couldn't help it anymore, he forgot to put on his slippers, turned around and ran out the door.

Gently opened the bedroom door, walked down the corridor, the downstairs was pitch black, Shi Yaling had probably left, Aunt Lan slept early, Chu Yu stepped on the ground with bare feet, went downstairs silently, and went out the door.

Panting and standing in front of Lu Shi, Chu Yu's eyes seemed to hold a lamp of lingering amber.He wanted to restrain himself and calm down, but the corners of his mouth and the corners of his eyes couldn't be suppressed at all, and his voice was even more excited, "Lu Shi, why are you here?"

Lu Shi looked at the light-colored sweater on Chu Yu's body and the ankle exposed because he didn't wear socks. Before answering, he took off his black coat and put it on Chu Yu.

Surrounded by the familiar breath, Chu Yu realized that he ran so fast that he even forgot his coat.

"Don't you miss me a little bit?"

After reacting for two seconds, Chu Yu understood that this was Lu Shi's answer.

However, is this unavoidable?

Chu Yu discovered that his boyfriend seemed to be careless and indifferent to everything, but in fact, he was horribly small-minded.

He quickly said, "More than a little, I miss you very much!"

"How much is more than one point?"

My day, is it necessary for us to have this kind of discussion at the elementary school level in the winter night?

Chu Yu racked his brains and tentatively gave an answer, "Probably, you think a little more than you think about me!"

Only then was Lu Shi satisfied, "Yes."

Standing in place, Lu Shi lowered his eyes, looked at Chu Yu who was wrapped in his coat, and suddenly said, "Hug me?"

Chu Yu originally thought that there was something to hug, but he had only seen it this afternoon!He is not such a hypocritical person!

But Lu Shi seemed to have a magnet installed on his body, he felt that he couldn't refuse at all.

Without further entanglement, he took a step forward, and Chu Yu leaned over, resting his chin on Lu Shi's shoulder.

Take the night bus and go in the direction of Qingchuan Road.

It was late, and there were far fewer cars still running on the road than during the day.

In the bus compartment, apart from Lu Shi and Chu Yu who were sitting in the penultimate row, there were only two passengers in the front row.

The light was dim, Chu Yu was holding the phone, chatting a few words in the class group, and when he was about to check Weibo, the screen was suddenly turned off by Lu Shi.

He was puzzled, and looked at Lu Shi who was sitting next to him, "What's wrong?"

The light from the street lamp came in from the car window, falling into Lu Shi's dark eyes, like shining stars.

His voice was very low, "I want to kiss you."

Chu Yu really wanted to kiss, but this was on the bus, so he was a little hesitant.Just as he was debating whether to agree or refuse, Lu Shi had already kissed her first.

It's not asking for his opinion at all, just telling.

Without struggling, Chu Yu grabbed the plastic handrail, and was quickly kissed softly by Lu Shi.

He quietly opened his eyes, looking at Lu Shi's thin eyelids, the tiny blue blood vessels, and the shadows cast by his eyelashes, the emotions that had been brought up by seeing Shi Yaling before slowly sank back to the bottom of his heart.

This man, can always make him settle down.

When Chu Yu began to try to kiss Lu back, the tips of their noses rubbed against each other, their hot breaths mingled together.

Suddenly, Chu Yu sensed something was wrong.

He withdrew his lips, pressed his forehead against Lu Shi's, and frowned, "Lu Shi, you seem to have... a fever?"

After getting off the bus, the bus stop sign on Qingchuan Road was bright.Chu Yu searched around and found that all pharmacies and clinics were closed.

Lu Shi put his hands in his pockets and followed behind unhurriedly. Seeing that Chu Yu was in a hurry, he put his arm on Chu Yu's shoulder, hugged him close, and buried his face in Chu Yu's neck, "It's not serious. ,go home."

After confirming that only Internet cafes and barbecue stalls were open near Qingchuan Road, Chu Yu had no choice but to give up.

Walking on the road, when he was close to Lu, he was worried, "If you are not walking steadily, just support me and I will lead you."

Lu Shi wanted to say that he wasn't that weak, but seeing that Chu Yu's eyes were full of worry, he said "yes" without saying anything else.

Chu Yu was still trying to analyze, "Why do you have a fever all of a sudden? Didn't you feel fine when you left school in the afternoon? You didn't catch a cold either... Wait, when you go home to take a bath, what you don't know is cold water, right?"

"No."

When Chu Yu looked directly at Lu, he asked, "Really?"

"... lukewarm water."

Chu Yu sighed, and wanted to say something, but seeing Lu Shian standing there quietly, with a pitiful look with red eyes from a high fever, he shook Lu Shi'an's hand, "Let's go, go back."

Lu Shi didn't have any fever-reducing medicine thermometer at home, and the refrigerator was even more empty, not even a piece of ice.Chu Yu had no choice but to guess based on the feeling of the hand that the temperature should not be low.

After boiling the water unskillfully, and then cooling it to the right temperature, Chu Yu brought it to the bedside and supervised the water to be finished when he landed.

After making sure that there was not a single drop left, Chu Yu was about to put the water glass away, but just as he got up, the hand hanging by his side was held.

It was different from the cool feeling in the past, because of the fever, Lu Shi's palm was very hot and dry.

"Lu Shi?"

Lu Shi was lying on the bed with a pillow on his head. Because of the heat, the quilt only covered his waist.

He held Chu Yu's hand, half-closed his eyelids without energy, his voice was much hoarse than before, "Don't go."

Chu Yu felt that the softest part of his heart had been scratched.

He casually put the water glass away and sat down on the bed again, "Okay, don't go."

Kneading Chu Yu's fingers, Lu Shi moved to the position next to the wall to make room, "Come up."

Lu Shi at this time is completely different from usual.

He was clearly sick, but because of the restrained ferocity in his eyebrows and the cold aura around him, he became harmless.

There are even some weaknesses that never show others.

Chu Yu felt that at this moment, even if he showed a ten thousandth unwillingness, it would be a kind of cruelty!

Without any hesitation, he lay down next to Lu Shi, letting him hug him like a pillow.

Lu Shi hugged the person, moved closer first, and bit Chu Yu's earlobe.He loosened his teeth only after noticing that Chu Yu's sensitive breathing was slightly disturbed.

Then he put his finger on Chu Yu's lips, and traced along the lip line, "Try it, the blood is not hot."

Opening his mouth and holding Lu Shi's finger in his mouth, Chu Yu controlled his strength to bite down, only sucked a little blood, and then let go.

"It's hotter than usual."

"Ah."

Lu Shi's voice seemed slack, less cold than usual, and a little softer.

Chu Yu lowered his voice, "Do you want to sleep?"

"it is good."

Lu Shi responded, and tightened his arms around Chu Yu, "Come with me."

"Okay, stay with you, don't go."

After nearly half an hour, after confirming that Lu Shi's breathing had calmed down, Chu Yu quietly let out a sigh of relief.

He didn't dare to sleep, carefully felt his body temperature when he landed, and thought, if the fever didn't subside by tomorrow morning, he must take someone to the hospital.

Also, the water heater needs to be repaired.

Lu Shi didn't care about these aspects at all.Chu Yu even suspected that if the water heater came out with cold water instead of lukewarm water, Lu Shi would still do the same.

After thinking about everything, Chu Yu's eyes fell on Lu Shi's wrist that was resting on the bed sheet.

He has always known that Lu Shi is used to wearing something on his left wrist, usually a black broadband watch, sometimes replaced by a black wristband.

Because the wrist is thin and the lines are beautiful, it will look good no matter what you wear.

Wanting Lu Shi to sleep more comfortably, Chu Yu reached out to take off his watch.

Lu Shi, who was in a drowsy sleep, moved his wrist subconsciously, and frowned slightly.But because the fever was too severe, he didn't wake up.

Chu Yu didn't notice Lu Shi's strangeness. He relaxed his movements and carefully unfastened the black strap.

But he froze in the next second.

Under the loosened watch strap, there are cold white skin, blue blood vessels, and thin scars.

Some have been healed and only shallow marks are left, while others are still new and glowing red.

Almost suddenly, Chu Yu figured out the origin of these scars.

He had tried countless times to replace Lu Shi and imagine Lu Shi's psychology.But I found that the most difficult thing is empathy.

He didn't know how Lu Shi got here after such a long period of time after learning the truth.How did it step by step become what it is now.

He also didn't know what kind of environment Lu Shi lived in and what kind of harm he suffered in the 17 years before that.

And how difficult and painful is it that Lu Shi would cut the skin of his wrist with his own hands, wanting to use the pain in his body to relieve the pain and sadness in his heart?

Chu Yu didn't dare to think about it.

Not at all.

He held his breath, trembling his fingertips, and re-fastened the strap that had been untied until all the scars were completely hidden.

Turning around slowly, Chu Yu lay sideways on the bed, looking at Lu Shi who was sleeping.

He didn't know how to describe in words what kind of mood he was in right now.It just felt as if a sharp knife had been pierced into his heart, stirring and cutting inside, the pain was so painful that he couldn't help but want to curl up.

At this moment, all the fog in front of his eyes dissipated.

Before, he didn't know what he wanted and what he wanted to do.I don't even know what kind of person I want to be and what kind of future I want to have.

Now he knows.

He wanted to be strong enough, strong enough to support him, to protect him.