Do not lie to me
Chapter 118
Ji Shuping got off work very late again today.Because of Yao Caier's endorsement before, the company's overall business situation this quarter was not very good.The marketing department is pulling new projects day and night, and the planning department is also trying to find a way to disentangle the relationship with Yao Caier's incident.Ji Shuping wasn't very worried about the company's operations, he just listened to the charter and made a final decision.It's just that he now needs to carefully observe every link of the activities undertaken by the company, so as to find out the drug spread that Xu Xueshi said.
Ji Shuping pinched the corners of his eyes, and was about to look out the window to relax his eyes, only to realize that it was already dark outside.He was still thinking about Shang Xuechen, he packed up the documents in a hurry, and was about to leave for get off work.After leaving the office, I found that Uncle Kang was waiting at the door.Ji Shuping saw Uncle Kang, concealed the eagerness on his face, and pulled his tie, "It's time to get off work."
"Okay, young master." Uncle Kang lowered his head in response, and then looked back at the cabinet under Zhou Yuan's desk.
Ji Shuping saw it and asked him, "Why are you staring at Zhou Yuan's cabinet? Could it be that there is something in her cabinet that you want?"
Uncle Kang turned around and explained embarrassingly, "No, I just thought it was a little strange. Last night, the director Xu came over anxiously to look through Zhou Yuan's cabinet. Today he came back after work. If you didn't get off work late , I'll wait here, he looks like he's about to pry open Zhou Yuan's cabinet."
Ji Shuping glanced at Zhou Yuan's desk, "It seems that the accounts on the financial side are not reconciled. I will notify the front desk tomorrow to strengthen security."
"Yes, master." Uncle Kang glanced at Ji Shuping who was walking towards the elevator quickly, then turned his head to look at Zhou Yuan's desk, then turned and left to follow Ji Shuping.
It was not too late when Ji Shuping was sent back to the villa by Uncle Kang.He went into the villa to prevent Uncle Kang from becoming suspicious again, but this time he was not in a hurry to go out.First, he went into the kitchen and took out a bucket of ice cream to eat. Shang Xuechen was not around, so eating more ice cream was his sympathy for his hard work all day.
After taking two bites, the phone rang. It was Shang Xuechen calling, "Hey, is Uncle Kang gone?"
Ji Shuping thought it was Shang Xuechen who was in a hurry and called to urge him, "Wait. I'll go over right away." After speaking, he scooped up two more spoonfuls of ice cream and ate them, and was about to hang up.
"Oh, don't hang up in a hurry, I just want to ask if Uncle Kang is gone." Shang Xuechen shouted anxiously on the phone.
Ji Shuping swallowed the ice cream, bit the spoon, went to the living room and picked up the tablet computer to watch the surveillance at the door, "Uncle Kang is gone. But it seems that a thief came at the door."
"Thief?" Shang Xuechen asked him suspiciously.
Ji Shuping walked towards the gate with a smile, "Yes. There is a person who has been wandering around the gate, looking like a thief. But you don't have to worry, I have already called the police."
"What? You have already called the police?" Shang Xuechen's voice on the phone sounded particularly guilty.
Ji Shuping walked to the door, "Yes, the police told me they would be there soon."
"The police will be here soon?" The person on the phone only knew to repeat Ji Shuping's words, and asked after a while, "Why didn't I see the police?"
Ji Shuping smiled and opened the door. Shang Xuechen, who had been standing by the door outside the door, couldn't stand firmly because the door was suddenly opened, and almost fell into the door. Fortunately, Ji Shuping moved quickly and hugged the person by the waist. "Mr. Thief, you have been arrested by me now."
Shang Xuechen supported his shoulders and stood up straight, "Why do you arrest me? I lived here before, and I know the owner. I came to visit him. What charges can you use to arrest me?"
Ji Shuping did not let go of his arms around his waist, and looked at him with a smile, "The charge is burglary. You will be sentenced to life."
Shang Xuechen shook his head and pushed him through the door and walked straight into the kitchen. Ji Shuping closed the door and turned to him and asked, "Why didn't you ask me how I sentenced you?"
Shang Xuechen looked back at him with a smile, "I stopped playing your tricks 800 years ago. It's nothing more than saying that I stole your heart and sentenced me to life imprisonment by your side. You are really good at such an old trick." Old fashioned."
Ji Shuping caught up with the man, grabbed him, led Shang Xuechen around, and returned to his arms, "Even though you're old-fashioned, you should give me some face when I'm in love for the first time."
"Why do you wear serious clothes, all suits look monotonous and boring, but your love words are gaudy?" Shang Xuechen reached out to grab his tie, "Ji Shuping, we honest people don't engage in flashy things. We are down-to-earth , Actions prove that you have been busy all day, you don’t have to rush to my place, I’ll just come here by myself.” Shang Xuechen raised the bag in his hand, “I specially bought ice cream in cups, any flavor is fine. Yes, you can only eat one a day, just treat it as my sympathy for your hard work."
Ji Shuping let go of him with a smile, "How can you just reach my heart every time?"
Shang Xuechen raised his eyebrows at him triumphantly, turned around and walked into the kitchen, "Of course. No one else cares about you so much except me."
Ji Shuping stood there smiling and watching Shang Xuechen's back walking into the kitchen, "That's right, there is no one else but you."
Shang Xuechen didn't hear it, so he turned his face and asked him, "What did you say? Also, although I bought so many ice creams, it's not because you have no restraint, you can only eat one a day, hear me?"
Ji Shuping, who was standing there, immediately stopped laughing, and hurried to the kitchen.But it was still too late, because Shang Xuechen had already seen the unsealed big tubs of ice cream on the bar counter.Shang Xuechen put down the ice cream in his hand, then turned around with folded arms, looking at Ji Shuping who had rushed over with a rare serious look.
"What is this? You have already dug half of a bucket? Ji Shuping, you are so intemperate, it seems that you have not set a good example for me." Shang Xuechen looked at the spoon in Ji Shuping's hand, walked over to it He snatched the spoon from his hand, put it on the bar, turned his back to him, and sounded extremely unhappy, "You don't even have a binding force, and you come to ask me not to drink, if you don't listen to me like this, I am Isn't it also possible not to listen to you, but to drink behind your back?"
Ji Shuping was never very good at using words to deal with the angry Shang Xuechen, and he always took action.Looking at Shang Xuechen, who was facing away from him and kept scolding him, Ji Shuping stepped forward and put his arms around his waist without making a sound.
Shang Xuechen had figured him out, knowing that he only used the third trick to deal with him, hugging behind his back, burying his face, and rubbing his neck.Shang Xuechen made up his mind this time not to soften his heart easily to him, "Don't think... ah——Ji Shuping, let me go!"
This time Ji Shuping didn't use his old third trick to calm down Shang Xuechen, but directly picked him up and walked to the living room, "I see, just let me go this time, I don't know how powerful your mouth is Don't you still worry that I'm too tired from work? Then don't talk about me anymore. "
If playing hard to get is Shang Xuechen's strong point, then using retreat as an advance is Ji Shuping's most powerful method, especially when it has been tried and tested on Shang Xuechen.Being hugged by him, Shang Xuechen felt annoyed and amused, "Do you think I came here to scold you on purpose? It's because you did something to scold me. How many times have I told you, don't eat too much Ice cream, be careful of diarrhea."
Ji Shuping put Shang Xuechen, who was still chattering, on the sofa, and pressed against the person, "Say it again, I can only shut you up the old way."
Shang Xuechen rolled his eyes at him and pushed him to get up.Ji Shuping was like Wuzhi Mountain, pressing down on people steadily, and he had no intention of getting out of the way. Shang Xuechen pushed him, "Don't push your nose on your face. I still dislike you for your tricks. Poor technique."
Ji Shuping frowned at what he said, and his hand had already reached in from the hem of his clothes, "Where is my technique bad?"
Shang Xuechen tilted his mouth halfway, raised his eyebrows and glanced at him, and harvested people's hearts with such a casual expression, "How can you have any skills?"
"I can do it?" Ji Shu thought about it in his paperback form, "Not to mention whether I can do it, but there is an absolute way to subdue you?"
Shang Xuechen has always used the lack of importance in bed as a way to make fun of Ji Shuping's incompetence, but he never admits that Ji Shuping has a way to subdue him absolutely, "I don't believe it, ahahahahaha... Ji Shuping...you... ...Hahahahahahaha...you...beast...hahahahahaha..."
Ji Shuping scratched Shang Xuechen's waist, showing a rare complacent expression in his life, "I said, I have an absolute way to subdue you."
Shang Xuechen laughed so hard that his neck was tilted up, his tears were about to flow, and he couldn't escape being pressed down by Ji Shuping, "Hahahahaha... Ji Shuping...hahahaha...don't...it's okay...let me go ...hahahahahahaha..."
Hearing the begging for mercy, Ji Shuping let go of his hand, Shang Xuechen reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and was about to turn his face and deny anyone, when his face changed, Ji Shuping's hand reached in from the hem of his clothes again, Shang Xuechen was frightened His temper was gone, he turned over and avoided, "Okay, I'm really afraid of you."
Ji Shuping smiled and lay down, hugging him from behind, "I don't want you to be afraid of me, I want you to love me."
Although Shang Xuechen's face was still pretending to be tense, the corners of his mouth slightly turned up, just pretending to look at the goldfish, he reached out to touch the fish tank, and asked Ji Shuping, "Have you fed all the fish?"
Ji Shuping buried his face in the back of his neck, took a deep breath, and took a deep breath before replying, "Yes, I've fed you."
"That's good. What about the water, have you changed the water for them these two days?"
"Well, it's changed."
"When changing the water, you have to be careful not to change all the water. The goldfish will not get used to it, and only change one-third of the water each time."
Ji Shuping stood up and looked at him, "Why do you care more about fish than me?"
Shang Xuechen glanced at him, "I care too much about you, I'm going to break my heart, I might as well care about the fish."
When Ji Shuping heard this, he immediately pinched his waist. Shang Xuechen knew that he was about to scratch his itch again, so he quickly grabbed his hand and wrapped it around his chest, "I'm just talking. Where am I?" I have less concern for you, it’s just that I haven’t seen the goldfish for too long and asked a few more questions. You must treat them carefully, because I made a wish to them.”
Ji Shuping lay behind him, grabbed his hand and hugged him tightly, "What wish did you make?"
"I promise you peace, and promise us a long time."
Ji Shuping's hand trembled, but Shang Xuechen didn't feel it just looking at the fish.Ji Shuping remembered what Shao Ji said again, why a person would make a wish, it was because of his inner instability.
"You..." Although he opened his mouth, Ji Shuping hadn't organized his words yet, so he didn't know how to ask him.
"What?" Shang Xuechen only thought that Ji Shuping wanted to talk to him about ordinary topics.
Ji Shuping thought for a while, but he still only talked about his awakening from a dream last night, "You had palpitations again last night, what are you afraid of?"
Shang Xuechen swallowed when he heard it, and looked at the fish in the fish tank, "Maybe I'm having another nightmare."
Ji Shuping hugged him tightly, and kissed behind his ear, within a short distance, Shang Xuechen heard him call softly, "Xuechen."
He responded, "Yeah."
"I never thought that kidnapping was bad. That kidnapping made me, who was always alone in the world, realize that I am not the only one struggling to live. I only have you in this world, so I take it for granted Thought you had only me too. Isn’t that so?”
Shang Xuechen grabbed his hand tightly, is Ji Shuping the only one in this world?Perhaps that should be the case as things stand.For Ji Shuping's disobedience to Xu Xueshi's arrangement, he was ready to reckless.But he still didn't want to bind himself and Ji Shuping with an absolute relationship, because of the lessons learned by his father and uncle.Sometimes when I think about it carefully, the relationship between him and Ji Shuping seems to have too many similarities compared to the relationship between his father and his uncle, such as the gap and opposition in identity, such as the not-so-good beginning.Thinking of this, Shang Xuechen only felt his throat constrict, a sense of suffocation, and fear in his heart.He finally understood where his uneasiness came from.
"Ji Shuping. Don't be so absolute, we're just in an ordinary relationship. Like all ordinary young people in love, there are sweetness and quarrels. You also know how chaotic my life was in the past. You just met me I also knew that I was a prodigal son. For a prodigal son, establishing a relationship means ruining freedom, especially if you still pursue such an absolute. I feel that I will be scared away by you."
Ji Shuping touched his ring finger, there was no ring he gave him there.He knew that they were just in love now, but what he wanted at the beginning was not just such a simple relationship. He worked so hard to get Shang Xuechen to stay, not just for a relationship, what he wanted was for Shang Xuechen to stay forever. By his side, what he wants is not to be separated from now on.Ordinary love has sweetness and quarrels, but most of the ordinary love endings are ordinary breakups, Ji Shuping doesn't want this.
"You know I want more than that."
Shang Xuechen looked at the fish tank, and felt that he was the one who was stuffy in the water, and he couldn't breathe.Shang Xuechen closed his eyes and opened them again, looking at the water in the fish tank reflecting the light, feeling a little dazed for a moment.
Xuechen, do you want to watch the fireworks?
For a moment he had auditory hallucinations, and Shang Xuechen replied in panic, "No!"
"what happened to you?"
Shang Xuechen breathed steadily, turned his head to look at Ji Shuping with a calm smile and replied, "I'm fine." After speaking, he turned his head and looked at the fish tank, his smile gradually disappeared.Shang Xuechen remembered that father and uncle had quarreled many times.When my uncle became addicted, he always coaxed Dad to let me go.Dad never just answered, you know I want more than that.
Shang Xuechen looked at the fish tank. He had never had a clear relationship in the past. First, he found it troublesome, and second, he was afraid of the suffocation feeling that the clear relationship would bind him, and every night he quarreled with his father and uncle back then. It's the same suffocation it brings to him.Shang Xuechen looked at the fish tank blankly and thought, so it is like this, it turns out that he has always lacked the ability to love.It's just that he loved Ji Shuping without hesitation, and now the side effects of the perverse behavior are vividly reflected in his heart, and those fears and anxieties are all filled in his sleep.
Ji Shuping didn't speak, and stretched out his hand to touch the top of his head, stroking along the back of his head to calm him down.Shang Xuechen hugged his arm tightly and shrank into his arms.
Ji Shuping pinched the corners of his eyes, and was about to look out the window to relax his eyes, only to realize that it was already dark outside.He was still thinking about Shang Xuechen, he packed up the documents in a hurry, and was about to leave for get off work.After leaving the office, I found that Uncle Kang was waiting at the door.Ji Shuping saw Uncle Kang, concealed the eagerness on his face, and pulled his tie, "It's time to get off work."
"Okay, young master." Uncle Kang lowered his head in response, and then looked back at the cabinet under Zhou Yuan's desk.
Ji Shuping saw it and asked him, "Why are you staring at Zhou Yuan's cabinet? Could it be that there is something in her cabinet that you want?"
Uncle Kang turned around and explained embarrassingly, "No, I just thought it was a little strange. Last night, the director Xu came over anxiously to look through Zhou Yuan's cabinet. Today he came back after work. If you didn't get off work late , I'll wait here, he looks like he's about to pry open Zhou Yuan's cabinet."
Ji Shuping glanced at Zhou Yuan's desk, "It seems that the accounts on the financial side are not reconciled. I will notify the front desk tomorrow to strengthen security."
"Yes, master." Uncle Kang glanced at Ji Shuping who was walking towards the elevator quickly, then turned his head to look at Zhou Yuan's desk, then turned and left to follow Ji Shuping.
It was not too late when Ji Shuping was sent back to the villa by Uncle Kang.He went into the villa to prevent Uncle Kang from becoming suspicious again, but this time he was not in a hurry to go out.First, he went into the kitchen and took out a bucket of ice cream to eat. Shang Xuechen was not around, so eating more ice cream was his sympathy for his hard work all day.
After taking two bites, the phone rang. It was Shang Xuechen calling, "Hey, is Uncle Kang gone?"
Ji Shuping thought it was Shang Xuechen who was in a hurry and called to urge him, "Wait. I'll go over right away." After speaking, he scooped up two more spoonfuls of ice cream and ate them, and was about to hang up.
"Oh, don't hang up in a hurry, I just want to ask if Uncle Kang is gone." Shang Xuechen shouted anxiously on the phone.
Ji Shuping swallowed the ice cream, bit the spoon, went to the living room and picked up the tablet computer to watch the surveillance at the door, "Uncle Kang is gone. But it seems that a thief came at the door."
"Thief?" Shang Xuechen asked him suspiciously.
Ji Shuping walked towards the gate with a smile, "Yes. There is a person who has been wandering around the gate, looking like a thief. But you don't have to worry, I have already called the police."
"What? You have already called the police?" Shang Xuechen's voice on the phone sounded particularly guilty.
Ji Shuping walked to the door, "Yes, the police told me they would be there soon."
"The police will be here soon?" The person on the phone only knew to repeat Ji Shuping's words, and asked after a while, "Why didn't I see the police?"
Ji Shuping smiled and opened the door. Shang Xuechen, who had been standing by the door outside the door, couldn't stand firmly because the door was suddenly opened, and almost fell into the door. Fortunately, Ji Shuping moved quickly and hugged the person by the waist. "Mr. Thief, you have been arrested by me now."
Shang Xuechen supported his shoulders and stood up straight, "Why do you arrest me? I lived here before, and I know the owner. I came to visit him. What charges can you use to arrest me?"
Ji Shuping did not let go of his arms around his waist, and looked at him with a smile, "The charge is burglary. You will be sentenced to life."
Shang Xuechen shook his head and pushed him through the door and walked straight into the kitchen. Ji Shuping closed the door and turned to him and asked, "Why didn't you ask me how I sentenced you?"
Shang Xuechen looked back at him with a smile, "I stopped playing your tricks 800 years ago. It's nothing more than saying that I stole your heart and sentenced me to life imprisonment by your side. You are really good at such an old trick." Old fashioned."
Ji Shuping caught up with the man, grabbed him, led Shang Xuechen around, and returned to his arms, "Even though you're old-fashioned, you should give me some face when I'm in love for the first time."
"Why do you wear serious clothes, all suits look monotonous and boring, but your love words are gaudy?" Shang Xuechen reached out to grab his tie, "Ji Shuping, we honest people don't engage in flashy things. We are down-to-earth , Actions prove that you have been busy all day, you don’t have to rush to my place, I’ll just come here by myself.” Shang Xuechen raised the bag in his hand, “I specially bought ice cream in cups, any flavor is fine. Yes, you can only eat one a day, just treat it as my sympathy for your hard work."
Ji Shuping let go of him with a smile, "How can you just reach my heart every time?"
Shang Xuechen raised his eyebrows at him triumphantly, turned around and walked into the kitchen, "Of course. No one else cares about you so much except me."
Ji Shuping stood there smiling and watching Shang Xuechen's back walking into the kitchen, "That's right, there is no one else but you."
Shang Xuechen didn't hear it, so he turned his face and asked him, "What did you say? Also, although I bought so many ice creams, it's not because you have no restraint, you can only eat one a day, hear me?"
Ji Shuping, who was standing there, immediately stopped laughing, and hurried to the kitchen.But it was still too late, because Shang Xuechen had already seen the unsealed big tubs of ice cream on the bar counter.Shang Xuechen put down the ice cream in his hand, then turned around with folded arms, looking at Ji Shuping who had rushed over with a rare serious look.
"What is this? You have already dug half of a bucket? Ji Shuping, you are so intemperate, it seems that you have not set a good example for me." Shang Xuechen looked at the spoon in Ji Shuping's hand, walked over to it He snatched the spoon from his hand, put it on the bar, turned his back to him, and sounded extremely unhappy, "You don't even have a binding force, and you come to ask me not to drink, if you don't listen to me like this, I am Isn't it also possible not to listen to you, but to drink behind your back?"
Ji Shuping was never very good at using words to deal with the angry Shang Xuechen, and he always took action.Looking at Shang Xuechen, who was facing away from him and kept scolding him, Ji Shuping stepped forward and put his arms around his waist without making a sound.
Shang Xuechen had figured him out, knowing that he only used the third trick to deal with him, hugging behind his back, burying his face, and rubbing his neck.Shang Xuechen made up his mind this time not to soften his heart easily to him, "Don't think... ah——Ji Shuping, let me go!"
This time Ji Shuping didn't use his old third trick to calm down Shang Xuechen, but directly picked him up and walked to the living room, "I see, just let me go this time, I don't know how powerful your mouth is Don't you still worry that I'm too tired from work? Then don't talk about me anymore. "
If playing hard to get is Shang Xuechen's strong point, then using retreat as an advance is Ji Shuping's most powerful method, especially when it has been tried and tested on Shang Xuechen.Being hugged by him, Shang Xuechen felt annoyed and amused, "Do you think I came here to scold you on purpose? It's because you did something to scold me. How many times have I told you, don't eat too much Ice cream, be careful of diarrhea."
Ji Shuping put Shang Xuechen, who was still chattering, on the sofa, and pressed against the person, "Say it again, I can only shut you up the old way."
Shang Xuechen rolled his eyes at him and pushed him to get up.Ji Shuping was like Wuzhi Mountain, pressing down on people steadily, and he had no intention of getting out of the way. Shang Xuechen pushed him, "Don't push your nose on your face. I still dislike you for your tricks. Poor technique."
Ji Shuping frowned at what he said, and his hand had already reached in from the hem of his clothes, "Where is my technique bad?"
Shang Xuechen tilted his mouth halfway, raised his eyebrows and glanced at him, and harvested people's hearts with such a casual expression, "How can you have any skills?"
"I can do it?" Ji Shu thought about it in his paperback form, "Not to mention whether I can do it, but there is an absolute way to subdue you?"
Shang Xuechen has always used the lack of importance in bed as a way to make fun of Ji Shuping's incompetence, but he never admits that Ji Shuping has a way to subdue him absolutely, "I don't believe it, ahahahahaha... Ji Shuping...you... ...Hahahahahahaha...you...beast...hahahahahaha..."
Ji Shuping scratched Shang Xuechen's waist, showing a rare complacent expression in his life, "I said, I have an absolute way to subdue you."
Shang Xuechen laughed so hard that his neck was tilted up, his tears were about to flow, and he couldn't escape being pressed down by Ji Shuping, "Hahahahaha... Ji Shuping...hahahaha...don't...it's okay...let me go ...hahahahahahaha..."
Hearing the begging for mercy, Ji Shuping let go of his hand, Shang Xuechen reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and was about to turn his face and deny anyone, when his face changed, Ji Shuping's hand reached in from the hem of his clothes again, Shang Xuechen was frightened His temper was gone, he turned over and avoided, "Okay, I'm really afraid of you."
Ji Shuping smiled and lay down, hugging him from behind, "I don't want you to be afraid of me, I want you to love me."
Although Shang Xuechen's face was still pretending to be tense, the corners of his mouth slightly turned up, just pretending to look at the goldfish, he reached out to touch the fish tank, and asked Ji Shuping, "Have you fed all the fish?"
Ji Shuping buried his face in the back of his neck, took a deep breath, and took a deep breath before replying, "Yes, I've fed you."
"That's good. What about the water, have you changed the water for them these two days?"
"Well, it's changed."
"When changing the water, you have to be careful not to change all the water. The goldfish will not get used to it, and only change one-third of the water each time."
Ji Shuping stood up and looked at him, "Why do you care more about fish than me?"
Shang Xuechen glanced at him, "I care too much about you, I'm going to break my heart, I might as well care about the fish."
When Ji Shuping heard this, he immediately pinched his waist. Shang Xuechen knew that he was about to scratch his itch again, so he quickly grabbed his hand and wrapped it around his chest, "I'm just talking. Where am I?" I have less concern for you, it’s just that I haven’t seen the goldfish for too long and asked a few more questions. You must treat them carefully, because I made a wish to them.”
Ji Shuping lay behind him, grabbed his hand and hugged him tightly, "What wish did you make?"
"I promise you peace, and promise us a long time."
Ji Shuping's hand trembled, but Shang Xuechen didn't feel it just looking at the fish.Ji Shuping remembered what Shao Ji said again, why a person would make a wish, it was because of his inner instability.
"You..." Although he opened his mouth, Ji Shuping hadn't organized his words yet, so he didn't know how to ask him.
"What?" Shang Xuechen only thought that Ji Shuping wanted to talk to him about ordinary topics.
Ji Shuping thought for a while, but he still only talked about his awakening from a dream last night, "You had palpitations again last night, what are you afraid of?"
Shang Xuechen swallowed when he heard it, and looked at the fish in the fish tank, "Maybe I'm having another nightmare."
Ji Shuping hugged him tightly, and kissed behind his ear, within a short distance, Shang Xuechen heard him call softly, "Xuechen."
He responded, "Yeah."
"I never thought that kidnapping was bad. That kidnapping made me, who was always alone in the world, realize that I am not the only one struggling to live. I only have you in this world, so I take it for granted Thought you had only me too. Isn’t that so?”
Shang Xuechen grabbed his hand tightly, is Ji Shuping the only one in this world?Perhaps that should be the case as things stand.For Ji Shuping's disobedience to Xu Xueshi's arrangement, he was ready to reckless.But he still didn't want to bind himself and Ji Shuping with an absolute relationship, because of the lessons learned by his father and uncle.Sometimes when I think about it carefully, the relationship between him and Ji Shuping seems to have too many similarities compared to the relationship between his father and his uncle, such as the gap and opposition in identity, such as the not-so-good beginning.Thinking of this, Shang Xuechen only felt his throat constrict, a sense of suffocation, and fear in his heart.He finally understood where his uneasiness came from.
"Ji Shuping. Don't be so absolute, we're just in an ordinary relationship. Like all ordinary young people in love, there are sweetness and quarrels. You also know how chaotic my life was in the past. You just met me I also knew that I was a prodigal son. For a prodigal son, establishing a relationship means ruining freedom, especially if you still pursue such an absolute. I feel that I will be scared away by you."
Ji Shuping touched his ring finger, there was no ring he gave him there.He knew that they were just in love now, but what he wanted at the beginning was not just such a simple relationship. He worked so hard to get Shang Xuechen to stay, not just for a relationship, what he wanted was for Shang Xuechen to stay forever. By his side, what he wants is not to be separated from now on.Ordinary love has sweetness and quarrels, but most of the ordinary love endings are ordinary breakups, Ji Shuping doesn't want this.
"You know I want more than that."
Shang Xuechen looked at the fish tank, and felt that he was the one who was stuffy in the water, and he couldn't breathe.Shang Xuechen closed his eyes and opened them again, looking at the water in the fish tank reflecting the light, feeling a little dazed for a moment.
Xuechen, do you want to watch the fireworks?
For a moment he had auditory hallucinations, and Shang Xuechen replied in panic, "No!"
"what happened to you?"
Shang Xuechen breathed steadily, turned his head to look at Ji Shuping with a calm smile and replied, "I'm fine." After speaking, he turned his head and looked at the fish tank, his smile gradually disappeared.Shang Xuechen remembered that father and uncle had quarreled many times.When my uncle became addicted, he always coaxed Dad to let me go.Dad never just answered, you know I want more than that.
Shang Xuechen looked at the fish tank. He had never had a clear relationship in the past. First, he found it troublesome, and second, he was afraid of the suffocation feeling that the clear relationship would bind him, and every night he quarreled with his father and uncle back then. It's the same suffocation it brings to him.Shang Xuechen looked at the fish tank blankly and thought, so it is like this, it turns out that he has always lacked the ability to love.It's just that he loved Ji Shuping without hesitation, and now the side effects of the perverse behavior are vividly reflected in his heart, and those fears and anxieties are all filled in his sleep.
Ji Shuping didn't speak, and stretched out his hand to touch the top of his head, stroking along the back of his head to calm him down.Shang Xuechen hugged his arm tightly and shrank into his arms.
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