His personality is not good

Gu Lizhou felt that if he had to use one thing in this world to describe Zhong Weishi, it should be the wind.

Breeze, gust, whirlwind, storm, tornado...

All kinds of things are changing all the time.

One second he was drooping his head with a broken face, and the next second he was already grinning and swearing.

"I wasn't ugly when I was young, I was just thin, okay, and then I was a little playful, so I was a few shades darker than other kids." Zhong Weishi said while logging into Qzone.

Gu Lizhou sat down hugging the pillow.

There are dozens of photos lying in the album, almost all of which were taken with a mobile phone, and the portraits are very blurry.

In the first photo, there are two rows of children in the center. Standing beside them are two grey-haired grandmothers with kind smiles. They look hale and hearty. There are also two younger nurses holding two children in their arms.

In the background is a huge locust tree.

But if you look carefully, you will find that several children have some large and small defects.

There is a girl who is very beautiful, but unfortunately only has one eye, and the boy on the far right has a bright smile, but unfortunately he is missing an arm...

"This is me." Zhong Weishi nodded to one of the children who was being held.

Gu Lizhou made an objective evaluation: "Well, it seems pretty ugly."

"At that time, I didn't even bloom yet!" Zhong Weishi gave him a sidelong glance.

Gu Lizhou: "I was handsome when I was young."

Zhong Weishi rolled his eyes, "Pull you down, why don't you say something if you don't have a plan."

"You're young, don't keep swearing."

"There is no picture to say a chicken feather."

"..."

In the next few photos, it can be seen that Zhong Weishi has grown up, and his appearance has improved a lot, but he is too thin, his arms are as thin as firewood, and he looks like a useless sick child.

But who would have thought that 20 years later, he would be as lively as a sky monkey.

"Every time a child in the orphanage is sent in or adopted, the director will take us to take a group photo as a souvenir. She has several photo albums at her place," Zhong Weishi said.

"Huh? Is this Qiangzi?" Gu Lizhou zoomed in on the photo and pointed to a small cut.

"Yes, you can recognize this." Zhong Weishi said, "I remember he was sent in when he was three or four years old. He only has three toes on his right foot."

"Is that so..." Gu Lizhou frowned.

When he saw these photos, he felt as if a big rock was blocked in his heart, very uncomfortable.

"But he's luckier than me." Zhong Weishi said, "His biological mother found him back."

"Oh?" Gu Lizhou was surprised, "Do you regret it?"

"No." Zhong Weishi shook his head, "It is said that his father owed a lot of money because of gambling and was prone to violence. His mother was unable to support him, so he was sent to an orphanage as a last resort. Later, his father went to prison After that, his mother took him back, and he came to Yucheng with me a few years ago."

It was really difficult for Gu Lizhou to apply such an indescribable family background to the Huangfuqiang he knew.

Similarly, it is hard to imagine that Zhong Weishi, who has a cheerful personality, has experienced so many things.

Perhaps because of this, they have become weeds, a little rain and sunshine are enough to nourish their growth.

It is easy to be content and easy to feel happy.

"Can you recognize which one is me?" Zhong Weishi asked.

"This one." Gu Lizhou pointed to a boy holding a bear.

Zhong Weishi: "Amazing, you can recognize this."

Gu Lizhou: "It's really ugly."

Zhong Weishi let out a "fuck" and slapped his thigh, "Don't watch it!"

Gu Lizhou smiled, grabbed his wrist and pulled him forward, "Don't, let me see again, I already feel that the longer you grow, the more handsome you are."

"I think so too." Zhong Weishi rubbed his nose with a smile, and passed the phone over, "It's a pity that luck is not very good. If I had been good-looking when I was young, I might have been picked up by someone long ago, and now I am forced to inherit billions of dollars. The Wan family business doesn’t necessarily say so either.”

"You have a good idea." Gu Lizhou flipped through several pages, and found that the farther to the back, there were fewer people, and there were only two old grandmas left to take care of the children.

In the last photo, an old woman with a vicissitudes of life is sitting in a wheelchair with a tired smile.

Zhong Weishi pointed to the old woman in the wheelchair and said, "This is the director of our Happy Orphanage. She was almost 90 years old at that time, and she needed someone to take care of herself."

These photos are like a key to unlock childhood memories, each with a story.

When Gu Lizhou heard Zhong Weishi for the first time, he talked endlessly about his childhood, both sour and sweet, bitter and joyful.

"Maybe it's your luck not to be adopted. There are countless possibilities in your life." Gu Lizhou exited the space and handed him the phone back.

"Hey——" Zhong Weishi slumped on the sofa, "That's right, but I really feel that I am too unlucky, and I can't get any serious roles every time."

"You want to be famous that much?" Gu Lizhou asked.

"Nonsense, as an actor, who doesn't want to be famous." Zhong Weishi stared at the ceiling and said.

Gu Lizhou thought he would hear a superficial but real reason from him - to make money.

But this time the answer was beyond his expectation.

"I wonder if they'll regret throwing me away."

Gu Lizhou was silent for two seconds before realizing that the "they" should refer to his biological parents, not those who did not adopt him.

The fan blows the hair on Zhong Weishi's forehead up and down.

Gu Lizhou remembered a report on psychology that he had read before. A person's mental health is closely related to his childhood experience.

It is difficult for an abandoned child to establish a sense of security in his heart, and the long-term suppressed fear will more or less change his personality.

Turning grief and anger into strength is a good thing, but it may not be a good thing if it goes too far.

Gu Lizhou raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, "People have to live for themselves."

Zhong Weishi was stunned, and turned to look at him.

In fact, he told many of his friends the reason for wanting to be famous, and all of them agreed: "We must earn a lot of money and make a lot of money, piss them off, and let them regret it."

For the first time today, someone told him that 'one has to live for oneself'.

Zhong Weishi picked at the hole in his trouser legs, feeling a little complicated, "I really like filming, even if I can't find them, I won't regret stepping into this circle."

Gu Lizhou said "Hmm", "I can see it."

Zhong Weishi raised an index finger, "I once set a goal for myself, if I don't get any decent roles before the age of 28, I will give up this line of work and find a new job that can support me."

"Why is it 28 and not 30?" Gu Lizhou asked.

"30 years old is too old, and it's hard to find a job." Zhong Weishi blurted out and immediately realized something. He had a strong desire to survive, but unfortunately his mouth couldn't keep up with the speed of thinking, "I, I, I... I didn't say you were old Meaning! Just, just... you know what I mean? In the showbiz, 30 years old is considered... No, no, hey..."

Gu Lizhou snorted coldly.

"How should I put it, a 30-year-old man has the charm of a 30-year-old man, and you are very attractive. Didn't you say that a man has 41 flowers, and you are all flowers!"

"Ah."

"Okay," Zhong Weishi pouted, "Then I can adjust my goal to 30 years old!"

"Don't you say it blooms only at forty?"

"..."

The two chatted along this topic for a long time, and Zhong Weishi suddenly remembered the matter of the rent, and hurriedly called Qiangzi to ask Qiangzi to borrow money.

Gu Lizhou stopped him, "I've already paid for it for you."

Zhong Weishi was so startled that he almost jumped up from the sofa, "So good? Are you afraid that I will run away suddenly?"

"Run away, just run away," Gu Lizhou shrugged, "Take it as spending money to see people's hearts."

When Zhong Weishi heard this, he felt very uncomfortable, "I won't run away. At least I won't run away until the debt is paid off."

Gu Lizhou curled his lips into a smile, "Two months' rent plus water and electricity, the total is four thousand five hundred and sixty-six, just wipe off a small change for you, and just pay me back four thousand five hundred and five."

Zhong Weishi snapped his fingers, pouted his buttocks and dragged out an iron box from under the bed, which was full of [-] cent coins, as heavy as a boulder.

"There should be five hundred in it. You take it back and count it. If you get back what you get, you can make up what you don't." Then he took out four pairs of underwear from the bag. One thousand and one."

Gu Lizhou gritted his teeth, "Are you still a human being?"

Zhong Weishi grinned, "Aren't you rich?"

At ten o'clock, Cao Zhiheng sent a message: Where is the person?

[Awake cripple]: 301, your girlfriend is gone?

[Cao Zhiheng]: No, my girlfriend lives here tonight, and I will sleep in your room later.

[Wake up disabled person]: They all live here and sleep in two rooms?Can you do it?

[Cao Zhiheng]: What do you know!I'm not married yet. How can I do that? It will damage my image of a traditional good man in her mind. Besides, falling in love requires a sense of ritual. I am going to give away the most precious chromosome in my life on the night of our wedding. .

"..."

Gu Lizhou was quite shocked by Cao Zhiheng's thinking mode.

Everyone has been sent home, and they still want to sleep in separate beds! ?

How did this dog man get his girlfriend?

[Cao Zhiheng]: Envy is useless!If you don't like my snoring, you can sleep with me. If you don't like it, you can discuss it with your little brother and squeeze.

Zhong Weishi was counting coins at the side, Gu Lizhou supported his head, not knowing what to answer.

Cao Zhiheng's snoring sound is like driving a tractor, and it can be heard through a wall at night. If you really want to lie together, you won't be able to fall asleep.

As for the one next to him...

"288, 290, 292, 294..."

"that……"

"Huh? 296, 298..."

Gu Lizhou looked at him and pondered for a while, "Will you be afraid when you sleep alone at night?"

"Huh?" Zhong Weishi turned his head and glanced at him, "What are you afraid of? ——Oh shit! Where did I just count!?"

Gu Lizhou hooked his shoulder with one hand, pushed away the pile of coins with the other, looked around, put on a look of covetousness and fear of death, and asked cautiously: "Don't you know that this room was haunted before?"

"What!?" Zhong Weishi's fingers stiffened and his eyes widened.

"So the landlord didn't tell you..." Gu Lizhou smirked sinisterly.