His personality is not good

The signing session lasted for more than two hours before it ended. Gu Lizhou came out of the room rubbing his sore eyes, and the two staff members behind him pulled a small cart full of letters and gifts from book fans.

Gu Lizhou moved a lot of things into the car, and returned the small stroller. When he came back, Zhong Weishi was still sleeping in the back seat of the car.

Gu Lizhou drove a very low-key four-seater car today, which didn't have a lot of space. Zhong Weishi's two long legs curled up awkwardly, and his body was covered with his coat.

Gu Lizhou bent down and pushed him, "Wake up, do you want something to eat?"

Zhong Weishi's face was pale and he didn't move at all, he didn't even hum in a daze.

After reading too much social news, a terrible thought popped into Gu Lizhou's mind. Could it be that he passed out due to lack of oxygen?

The car was so small and slept for hours.

His heart was beating violently in fright, and he stretched out his hand to pat his face, "Wei Shi, Wei Shi, wake up! Don't scare me! Wei Shi?"

Zhong Weishi couldn't hold back anymore, opened his eyes suddenly, bared his teeth and screamed strangely, his boyfriend trembled in fright, and froze in place.

One gritted his teeth in shock, and the other laughed with his head up.

"What's the good of scaring me to death, you?" Gu Lizhou pinched his nose.

"Just teasing you," Zhong Weishi also raised his hand to pinch his face, "Who kept you from coming out for so long, my stomach twitched from waiting."

"Then why don't you go buy something to eat?"

"My mobile phone is out of battery." Zhong Weishi patted his pocket, "I don't even have a wallet with me."

"Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner." Gu Lizhou spread his hands, "Give me your mobile phone, I have a power bank in my bag."

The campus on Christmas Eve was not the same as usual. Decorative lanterns were hung everywhere, echoing the stars above the head, lighting up the dark night.The campus cafe and dessert shop are very warmly lit, and there are various Christmas trees outside.

Zhong Weishi didn't dare to wander around without navigation, he would jump around like a wild dog.

"Why didn't you tell me about your book writing earlier?"

"Did I not tell you?" Gu Lizhou was so angry that he uttered obscenities, "I told you on your birthday last year, but you didn't believe it yourself, okay?"

When Zhong Weishi thought of this, the roots of his ears turned red again. Fortunately, he didn't say anything bad about Wan Lizhou at the beginning, otherwise the relationship would be broken at will.

This can also be regarded as fate in the dark.

"Then you can tell me frankly, okay? Just go backstage and let me see."

"But I just want to hear you blow rainbow farts." Gu Lizhou said honestly.

"Fuck." Zhong Weishi couldn't help laughing, "People are shameless and invincible."

"Then what do you think of my new pit?"

"It's still pretty!" Zhong Weishi snapped his fingers, "The murderer is the protagonist's father, right? That corpse wasn't him at all. He killed his brother and used his brother's corpse to pretend to be himself. Alibi."

"Then have you thought about DNA technology?"

"That's true, who is the murderer?"

"If I don't tell you, the suspense will be boring if I tell you. Let's chase after it slowly."

"Then how long will you write this book? How many stories?"

"Don't tell you."

"Hey..." Zhong Weishi tugged at his arm, "Don't I have some privileges to be your boyfriend?"

"Privilege?" Gu Lizhou thought for a while, "You can send me a red envelope directly for rewarding in the future."

"..."

Several shops in the school have been open since Gu Lizhou was studying, and the aunts in the supermarket still remember him.

"My son also likes your book very much. He is studying abroad now and can't come back. He asked me to sign it. Can you sign one for me? My store is too busy to go and line up." The aunt said.

Gu Lizhou has always been very talkative: "Where do you sign?"

Auntie took out a small note from your drawer, "here, thank you so much, if only my son would be as promising as you in the future."

While signing, Gu Lizhou asked, "Are you in college?"

"Not yet, I'm a sophomore in Shanghai." The aunt looked at him and said.

Gu Lizhou rubbed his hands that were stiff with cold, and wrote on the urinal: Time flies, cherish the present, be diligent and motivated, and hope you can be admitted to the ideal university.

When the aunt was happy, she waived the drink fee for him.

"Being famous still has many benefits." Zhong Weishi said.

"That's because you haven't realized the disadvantages of being famous. When one day, all your privacy is exposed under the eyes of the public, you won't feel that way."

"I don't care. Anyway, I don't have any secrets. At most, I know that I have a boyfriend. If you can accept it, accept it. If you can't accept it, forget it. You can't stop filming me just because I have a boyfriend, right?"

"You're thinking too hard."

Zhong Weishi curled his lips, "I don't have much pursuit, it's good if I can make a living in this line of work, if it really doesn't work, I'll write in another line of work."

"You want to write too?" Gu Lizhou was surprised.

"Actually, to tell you the truth, I also have a dream of writing. When I was in high school, I liked to read gangster novels the most. I wanted to write it at that time, but..."

"But you found out that your IQ is not good, right?" Gu Lizhou picked it up for him.

Zhong Weishi smiled and cursed, "Is your current IQ used to hurt me? It only gets worse every day, and the gap between your teeth is not enough."

"It's because you have too much appetite." Gu Lizhou said.

The temperature was very low at night, the two of them walked around the campus in a low-key manner, their noses turned red from the cold, and decided to eat hot pot to warm their bodies.

After finally finding a restaurant with private boxes, I went in without hesitation.

After Zhong Weishi signed the contract with Tianyao, his assistants and managers monitored his daily diet, and he didn't dare to eat casually. Artists are most afraid of getting fat and getting acne.Finally caught the opportunity, ordered a lot of fat beef and meatballs, and loosened my belt halfway through.

Gu Lizhou knew his appetite, so he didn't tell him to cut it down, but he might touch something that was too spicy, for fear that it would be bad for his throat.

This is the most satisfying meal Zhong Weishi has eaten in the past few months. Under the temptation of food, the impact of the fact that "Wan Lizhou is my boyfriend" gradually faded away, leaving only secret joy and curious.

"Oh, by the way, why did you suddenly stop writing back then?"

"I'm not in good health, I can't sit for a long time, plus some psychological problems..."

In fact, Zhong Weishi can occasionally feel Gu Lizhou's moodiness. Although this man has been deliberately suppressing his inner unhappiness, as a boyfriend, he can feel it.

He once guessed whether Gu Lizhou's family background was rather special, for example, he was the illegitimate son of a certain industry boss, who was rich but not favored by the family... which made him withdrawn and rarely talked about his past with others.

But I never thought it would be such an unknown past.

Zhong Weishi is not a conspiracy theorist, and the friends around him are also simple-minded, and they will never harm anyone because of jealousy. Sun Jiarong's behavior has already shocked the three views, so it is hard to imagine that there will be such a despicable Cui Sheng people exist.

After listening to this past, his biggest feeling was disbelief and heartache, and then he was angry, so angry that he wished to fight back.

He also finally understood why Gu Lizhou cried when he was drunk that day.

"The doctor said that I can't close myself up all the time, so it's not suitable for me to continue writing, otherwise the situation will only get worse."

"Then why are you starting to write again now?" Zhong Weishi asked.

"For so many years, authors have come and gone in batches, and readers have come and gone in batches. How many people still remember that incident? I'm thinking about it myself, just like you said , A person's life cannot be done in vain, and there are some things that cannot be given up even in the face of doubts all the way."

Gu Lizhou couldn't eat anymore, and looked at him with his cheeks propped up, "Besides, some people have been arguing to read it, so I have no choice but to continue writing."

Zhong Weishi pursed his lips and smiled, "Who is that 'someone'?"

"I love the one who I love so much that I can't extricate myself. If I don't update, I won't have the motivation to get up." Gu Lizhou said with a smile.

Zhong Weishi let out a flattering "呿".

Because of this, he also searched the list of Nine-pointed Star's works. The latest works were opened at about the same time as Gu Lizhou, but the collection was average, completely overwhelmed by a few rising stars.

Zhong Weishi felt very refreshed, but Gu Lizhou was much calmer than he imagined.

"Renewal is the law of nature, just like an app, there is always a new one to replace the old one, and no one can keep that position for a lifetime. Besides, writing requires a strong and peaceful heart. Cui Sheng is too thoughtful. It is difficult to write a good article. He has now entered a downhill road where no matter how hard he tries, he cannot surpass others. For a person like him who has too much desire to win, it is a kind of torture."

Cruel torture.

The long downhill road will make people fall into a vicious circle of self-doubt and self-denial, which cannot be exited or circumvented.

Once a person loses his original intention and self-confidence, the article will naturally lose its color.

Zhong Weishi is not an expert, so he doesn’t quite understand the psychology of their writers. The most obvious thing is the various list rankings. The top one is the 24-hour favorite increase list. His boyfriend’s new work is currently ranked second, No. .1 is a writer who has only become popular in recent years, and the nine-pointed star ranks eighth.

The top position of the glory force of the Galaxy Century has also been changed from the nine-pointed star to the ten-thousand-mile boat.

This shows that he is by far the most valuable person on the website. Although there is no clear income displayed above, it is well known that the copyright fee for his works has exceeded [-] million.

The nine-pointed star followed closely behind.

"The copyright of "Blaze" was sold to Tianyao, and the previous company even contacted me to adapt it together, and it is going to be filmed on TV."

"Wow!" Zhong Weishi was dumbfounded, "Really?"

"Of course, but I have to finish the new pit before changing it. They have booked me for the second half of next year. Next year, you may not be chasing after it for a long time, what should I do?"

"Then I'll do it again! You change it quickly, I'm still waiting to watch TV!"

Gu Lizhou really wanted to say that the company had decided to be the male number one, but he still gritted his teeth and held back from revealing it.

He loves watching Zhong Weishi's silly face when he receives an unexpected surprise.

"If you have nothing to do, you can check the list. I read the top few. It's very interesting. You can read it when you have time." Gu Lizhou said with a smile.

Zhong Weishi pouted, "I still think your writing is the best."

Gu Lizhou was amused by him, "Your fan filter is too thick, isn't it?"

Zhong Weishi corrected, "It's a family filter."

Gu Lizhou laughed loudly, "Sure, then keep it up, don't let me find you climbing the wall."

"Impossible! How can I still have time to read such a long article now? I'm tired of chasing your serials every day, okay?" Zhong Weishi leaned forward slightly, "How many manuscripts do you have left?"

Gu Lizhou shook his head, "No."

"You liar!" Zhong Wei entered Galaxy Century, "It was just updated 10 minutes ago."

"Save the manuscript for that chapter. I have to write tomorrow's after I have dinner with you today." Gu Lizhou said.

"I don't believe it," Zhong Weishi picked up the last few meatballs, "How do you usually write, can you teach me?"

"Writing requires a bit of talent." Gu Lizhou said.

Zhong Weishi frowned, "What does fine points have to do with writing?"

"Only one person plays N roles. Think about it, every character in the book and the world they live in are all imagined by me, and sometimes I read lines along with them..."

When Gu Lizhou said this, he said "Hey", "If I explain it this way, do you suddenly feel very disillusioned?"

Zhong Weishi chuckled, "I was already disillusioned when I found out that you are Wanlizhou, okay! How can you have a sense of substitution if you let me see it in the future? When the critical moment came, a voice popped out in my head, 'This is you It’s a book written by my boyfriend, and these characters are all created by him’, it always feels a bit strange.”

"What's wrong with your boyfriend?" Gu Lizhou rubbed his chin, "I'm so handsome, you can completely substitute my face, okay?"

"Fuck," Zhong Weishi lay down on the table and laughed loudly, "Can you still show some face?"

"How nice, you have boyfriends of N different styles." Gu Lizhou entangled his legs under the table, "Which one would you like to accompany you tonight? The police or the doctor? Handcuffs or an anesthetic?"

Zhong Weishi had a flash of inspiration, and suddenly became interested, "Then can you talk to me in the tone of the character in your book in the future, the kind of male protagonist who is domineering, gentle, salty and sweet?"

"Is it the kind that just throws you a black card and swipe it casually?"

Zhong Weishi chuckled and nodded.

"Then can you be as hot as you are on TV when you are in bed?"

"..."

"Bidong, forceful kiss, sex, I think you're having a good time." Gu Lizhou listed his "crimes" one by one, and imitated the tone of the protagonist in the play, "I'll let you know what it means tonight. Drunken sex."

"Oh——" Zhong Weishi supported his head, his face turned red with a smile, "Didn't I tell you not to watch that kind of plot? It's embarrassing, okay?"

"Shame? I see you are enjoying yourself in bed." Gu Lizhou clicked his tongue twice.

Zhong Weishi lay on his arm, blinking at him, "Do you know what I'm doing?"

"of course."

Zhong Weishi hooked his fingers and pulled them towards him, and kissed the back of his hand several times to please him, "I didn't really chew on it, the kiss on the neck was just an excuse."

Gu Lizhou took advantage of the opportunity to scratch the bridge of his nose.

While chatting, a light snow suddenly fell outside the house, and the pedestrians on the road quickened their pace to go home. Gu Lizhou saw fluffy snowflakes falling on the window lattice, slowly melting bit by bit.

"It's snowing." Zhong Weishi picked up his coat, "Let's go for a walk, I'm full."

"Aren't you afraid of the cold now?"

Zhong Weishi straightened his back, "It's hot enough to explode."

There was something wrong with the machine at the checkout counter of the hot pot restaurant, and it was being repaired urgently. When they finished paying and went out, the snow had already fallen heavily.

There were bursts of cheerful music on both sides of the street.

Gu Lizhou wrapped the scarf around his neck, "Don't catch a cold."

When crossing the road, Zhong Weishi glanced at a young couple who passed by him. They drank a cup of milk tea together, with a shy and sweet smile on their faces.

He suddenly remembered that the self he was a year ago would also be overjoyed because he touched arms with Gu Lizhou and drank the same cup of coffee.

Can't help sighing, "It's so good to fall in love."

Gu Lizhou sipped the rest of his drink, but before he understood what was going on, he looked back at the back of the young couple, took his right hand and put it in his pocket, "Is it like this?"

Zhong Weishi clasped his fingers tightly, "We are all old husbands, and we don't have that feeling of heart pounding for a long time."

"Then you treat me like a boat of thousands of miles. This is the first time we have met." Gu Lizhou suddenly let go of his hand, and stretched out his right hand again after stepping back a long way, "Hello, nice to meet you, we have had dinner ?"

Zhong Weishi raised his head and laughed loudly, "You really are the reincarnation of a playwright."

"What we write is like this, and we are always in the drama." Gu Lizhou sipped the leftovers and asked, "Do you still drink? If you don't drink, I'll finish it."

"Didn't we just meet Teacher Wan?" Zhong Weishi took a step back, "Isn't it good to kiss indirectly for the first time?"

This time it was Gu Lizhou's turn to laugh wildly.

For Gu Lizhou, the most wonderful relationship is not being respectful to each other as a guest, but when he turns the details of life into the beginning of a story, the other party will always substitute in, wondering what the next sentence is, instead of telling him, "You should wake up." woke up."

Some people are like this. When you chat with him for a few days, you can already be sure that he is right and a trustworthy person.

"Should you be free during the New Year?" Gu Lizhou turned his head and asked.

Before the clock ticked, he opened the memorandum, a long one.

"There are arrangements from New Year's Eve to Spring Festival. I should be free after the second day of the new year. What's wrong?"

"you guess."

Zhong Weishi stared like copper bells, "Are you going to take me on a trip?"

"Well," Gu Lizhou nodded with a smile, "Didn't you always want to go to the beach I went to last time? Winter is just over, and it's not too cold or too hot to be comfortable."

Zhong Weishi sighed, "I really want to dive... Unfortunately, I can't swim, and it's too cold to learn now."

Gu Lizhou patiently explained: "In fact, diving has little to do with swimming. It is divided into snorkeling, free diving and scuba diving. Snorkeling is very close to the sea level, and you use a snorkel to breathe. For scuba diving, the instructor will wear it for you. Oxygen cylinders and diving equipment, both require a certain amount of training, you will only be allowed to go into the sea after training in the indoor swimming pool, and it’s okay if you don’t know how to swim.”

Zhong Weishi was confused, "You know a lot."

"I live ten years longer than you, so of course I know more than you. If the weather is good, the visibility on the bottom of the sea is also high, and you can see all kinds of fish. Last time I encountered the wreckage of a sunken ship in the deep sea area .”

"Wow! Really?" Zhong Weishi is very interested in things he has never touched before, "Is it like the one in Pirates of the Caribbean?"

Gu Lizhou raised his eyebrows, "Yes, it's super cool, do you want to see it?"

"I really want to see it!" Zhong Weishi still imagined that he could pick up gold coins and make a fortune, and wished he could book a ticket to set off immediately, "There is something new to look forward to next year! I want to learn how to dive!"

Gu Lizhou poured cold water on it, "But before that, you have to learn the basic terms of travel. I will give you a test paper before you leave. If you can't get 90 points in the test, you can't go abroad."

"Ah—" Zhong Weishi's facial features instantly twisted, and he grabbed his arm, "You can't be so cruel, can you?"

"Ah what." Gu Lizhou raised his hand and flicked his forehead, "You coax me, maybe I can make it easier."

Zhong Weishi rushed forward and hugged him, coquettishly, "Honey, you can't be so cruel, right?"

Gu Lizhou wrapped his hands around his back, and laughed uncontrollably, "Oh, the wind is so strong, I can't hear you clearly."

Zhong Weishi's knees were slightly bent, and he jumped vigorously, wrapping around him like a koala.

"If you take me to the beach, I will love you more. If there is a problem, I will love you less. You choose."

In this battle, even if you get zero points in the test, you still have to go.

Gu Lizhou sighed in his heart, he probably would have nothing to do with this little bastard in his life.

On Christmas Eve, the snow fell harder and harder, and the two walked hand in hand in the silent street, leaving clear footprints behind them.

Above the head is a warm yellow street lamp, surrounded by soft fluff.

Zhong Weishi remembered what Gu Lizhou once said.

The cells of the human body are constantly dying and regenerating. In fact, the me you see now is not the same me as the me you see the next day.

He can now say with certainty——I accidentally fell in love with you at the age of 22, and I fell in love with you at the age of 32 unexpectedly, and I will definitely fall in love with you in the future.

Gu Lizhou is very clever, so there are always treasures that he can't dig.

"Ah! Look at the fireworks over there!" Zhong Weishi quickly patted his arm.

"It was probably released to celebrate the success of my signing." Gu Lizhou said solemnly.

Zhong Weishi raised his head and laughed loudly, "I think so too, so I wish our teacher Wan a new year, with springs of writing and thoughts, and flowers in his pen!"

"Happy new year to my boyfriend..."

Zhong Weishi turned to look at him, "What about the new year?"

After thinking about it, Gu Lizhou didn't know what else he lacked.

young.

have dreams.

are chasing.

The current state is already the best.

Gu Lizhou held his cheek and kissed him, "I hope you will always be curious about this world."

"Then I... um..."

Zhong Weishi gave up struggling, closed his eyes, and responded to his passionate kiss.

——I hope you will always have dreams, love, and me in your heart.

Finish.