[psycho-pass] insane

"Xiu Xing..." Shuangyue didn't understand what happened, she softly called Teng's name, her eyes fell on him holding her hand, which made her wrist turn red.

She was dragged and stumbled all the way.

Shuangyue frowned slightly, struggled a few times, but failed. "It hurts, let go."

Teng said nothing, as if he hadn't heard at all.He dragged Shuangyue halfway into the bathroom in the room, with an indescribably scary expression on his face, just after taking a shower, all the broken hair on his forehead was shaved, covering the emotions in his eyes, and half of his face was hidden in the shadows middle.Water was still dripping from the tips of her hair, and the drops of water dripped onto Shuangyue's arms.

"Xiuxing..." Shuangyue called out in a low voice.

Teng who didn't smile, Teng who didn't speak, Teng who was angry, Teng who looked at her indifferently...

This kind of Teng was not familiar to her, very strange and frightening.

"Being a surveillance officer is not an easy task. Not only do you have to face all kinds of criminals, but you also have to face all kinds of twisted spirits of the executive officers around you." Shuangyue suddenly thought of the words Director Hesheng said to her at the beginning.

"fear me?"

Teng closed the bathroom door and asked with a sneer.

Frost Moon walked backwards.

Shuangyue took a step back, and he followed slowly.Until Shuangyue had no way to retreat, he held one hand in his hand, and the other hand propped on the glass door of the shower room.

Shuangyue pulled up the corners of her mouth guiltyly, with a vain smile: "No, no... um"

Her words were roughly interrupted and her face was pressed into the sink.

Shuangyue struggled to slap his hands away, her body had been trained very sensitively in the training ground, she turned around quickly and hit elbows.His face and the neckline of his clothes were soaked, and when he broke out of the water, the water slid down his cheeks.A little embarrassed, but looked alert.

Teng held her elbow with such strength that Shuangyue gasped.Teng looked at her coldly: "Do you really want to do it?"

She took a deep breath and shook her head: "No. What are you doing?"

Teng looked down at her indifferently and calmly: "He kissed there."

What is he saying?Shuangyue was angry and anxious.

Teng leaned forward, took two steps closer, and pulled the sliding door.Although Frost Moon was on guard, she still fell into the shower room. There was still water on the ground. She couldn't stand still, and subconsciously took Teng's hand.Teng didn't give her any time to breathe this time, he pressed Shuangyue's shoulders and pushed against the wall, his body completely covered up, he lifted Shuangyue's chin, and touched her lips.A strong kiss that went deep into the soul, as if it wanted to swallow her in her belly, and it seemed to destroy everything about her.

"Break her..."

A voice was so clear in Teng's heart.

Frightened by the sudden situation, Shuangyue widened her eyes in a daze, and stared at Shi Teng's eyes in a daze.In Teng's dark eyes, which were always full of smiles, there was nothing else to be seen except forbearance and pain.

Teng raised his hand to press down on Shuangyue, but his other hand went straight down along the waistline, quickly pulled away the cumbersome belt, and cut Shuangyue's hands backwards.After the belt fell to the ground, the girl's delicate dress looked extraordinarily thin and empty.

"Let her have nothing like you, and she will never be able to leave you." The voice repeated.

Teng hastened his movements.

He unzipped the zipper on the back of the dress, and the clothes were easily undone.He kissed very fiercely, like the lick and bite of a very hungry beast.Shuangyue panicked, the accident with Shenye two years ago, and the fear she tried so hard to forget, all came back to her mind!Such a humiliation, such a desperate memory.She wanted to push him away, but his arm was firmly cut behind her back, unable to move at all.He had no choice but to let Teng deepen that cruel kiss and let him do whatever he wanted on her.

His tongue curled around hers, sucking hard, fierce and deep.It was so intense that Shuangyue's legs began to go weak, the air in her chest was getting less and less, but her face turned sickly red.

"Hurry up, let her belong to you completely, and belong to you completely." The voice in his heart kept urging.

Is it just me?

But... Mika she...

No.

He will never force her.Because it's Mika...

Teng let out a low growl in pain, and slightly loosened the grip on Shuangyue.He turned on the switch, and sprinkled cold water on the two of them.All desire|fires are quenched.

Frost Moon, who was able to breathe freely, panted heavily, and the icy water drenched her whole body. Like a fish in a dry rut, she escaped her temporary fate.Breathing deeply, shivering with cold.Childish and pitiful, with empty eyes.

Is cold, but also afraid.

Those memories, bad memories, such a fearful experience, the fear went deep into the bone marrow, and a man I trusted at the time.Shuangyue admits that she has not overcome her fear of that memory.She didn't even dare to think about it and just acted like it never happened.She's afraid that Teng is doing the same.

Both of them were drenched, and Shuangyue's eyes were too wet to open.

In the water, Teng's black eyes looked at her oppressively, with indescribable sadness.His hair was all wet, like a lion cub in the rain, without its usual majesty, and he wanted to be rubbed by someone, which was very distressing.

Shuangyue was startled suddenly.

What was wrong with her, and why should she be afraid?

This man is Teng.

The man she loved deeply.

She stretched out her hand hesitantly, wanting to wrap his arms around his neck, want to hug him, and wanted him not to show such eyes.She will be very heartbroken.

She had just stretched out her hand, and at the same moment, Teng had let go of her, bowed his head, not daring to look at her, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have treated Meijia like this", and then acted like someone who had done something wrong. The child walked out with his head down.

Shuangyue wanted to call him to stop, but she couldn't speak, she could only watch him go away in a daze, and looked at her hand that was frozen in the air, with bruises and red marks.

His eyes slid to his body again, and his clothes were already out of shape.She didn't know what made Teng stop, she didn't have time to think about it.

All she knew was that Teng loved her more than she loved him.

She quickly changed into a pajamas in the bathroom, thinking that Teng was also wet, and chased him out with a towel.

Teng sat on the window sill, his back was very lonely.

Shuangyue unfolded the bath towel, stood behind him, and helped him wipe his hair: "Go and change your clothes, or you'll catch a cold."

"Meijia, have you watched "The Melody of the Fairy"?" Teng ignored it and asked other questions.The way he spoke, Shuangyue felt that her nose was sore and she wanted to cry.

She thought for a while: "It's a work from a long time ago. I haven't read it because it was banned."

Teng watched the night scene outside the window, the starry sky was so beautiful.He said calmly: "My past is somewhat similar. I was isolated and treated when I was five years old, you know. But before that, I had a very happy life. Although, because I look like a little girl, I am often bullied. You can hardly imagine how evil those children are. My puppy was also stoned to death by them and thrown on my bed at night. Even killing people is like a game in their eyes. fun..."

"If you don't want to say it, you don't have to. It's all over..." Feeling Teng's body trembling, Shuangyue couldn't bear him to continue talking.

"Listen to me." He still had a flat and relaxed tone, but he was very persistent.

Frost Moon stopped talking.The permanent supervisor told her that whether Teng was willing to tell her his past or not, it was out of consideration for her protection.

What she needs to know, Shuangyue thinks, is that her girlfriend is actually very incompetent.

But I heard Teng narrate lightly: "There are too many things like this. At this time, I met a girl from the neighbor's house who was about the same age. She was different from other children who bullied me. She said that I was like a girl. I wear hairpins. She said it’s okay to look like a girl, and she thought it was good, how beautiful. I believed her so much, and she was like an angel when she said those words.”

Teng's hairpin.

It turns out there is a story... Shuangyue glanced at the hairpin lying beside the bed, suddenly she was very jealous of this little girl who lived in Teng's life so early.

"She also encouraged me to try to get a new puppy, otherwise I would never get out of the shadows. She walked with me for a long time, picking the cutest puppy in the pet store, and she laughed It looks so cute, and it really looks like that puppy." Teng said, laughing lowly, and that smile was tired.

Shuangyue's hands froze, probably knowing that the deterioration of Teng's index was related to this little girl.She hugged Teng from behind, rubbed her face against his back, and asked softly, "And then?"

"Then..." Teng raised his face and looked at the starry sky outside the window. Too much time had passed, he recalled, "I accidentally ran into her mixing with those children, and they had a very pleasant chat. She told them that Teng Yang I got a new puppy, and if I kill another one, Teng's expression will definitely be very funny."

"Xiuxing..." Shuangyue hugged him hard, trying to warm him.

"After that, the index deteriorated, and I no longer believed in anything. At that time, I only thought about killing them, killing them." Teng still said in that calm tone, but trembling, he paused: "So Meijia, don't give me hope so easily."

Shuangyue took a deep breath, and she felt very uncomfortable when she heard Teng's voice very tired. He was so thin, holding him like a child.

"I want Meijia to be happy. I saw the scene where Meijia was with the teacher, but I was so jealous that I was going crazy. I just wanted to get it desperately. At first, I was sure that I could give Meijia happiness. But I feel more and more that the teacher is like that. It is more suitable for you, you need the feelings of a normal person, but I can't even control the darkness in my heart, I am tired and painful, and I hate myself like this."

Shuangyue rubbed his back, and finally understood Teng's reason, she was slightly surprised: "Why do you think so, teacher, he is different."

She said very seriously, word by word: "The only happiness I want is Xiuxing. Otherwise, if I exchange the whole world, I will have nothing."

Teng froze: "What are you talking about?"

"I don't allow Xiuxing to suffer, nor to be tired. Xiuxing, don't even try to get rid of me in your life." Shuangyue smiled, her smile was so pretty, her eyes were clear, very powerful eyes: "I love you Xiuxing. No matter what kind of Xiuxing he is, he is the man I love."

Teng's voice tried to maintain the calmness before: "Meijia, can you say it again?"

Shuangyue smiled slyly, like some kind of successful fox, and tilted her head: "Why say it again?" She held her waist-tight hand and walked dishonestly on him. She knows how to treat and knows which parts of the body are sensitive .Teng looks thin, but his figure is very good.Shuang teasingly unbuttoned his shirt, slipped his hand in, and said with a smirk, "You just wanted to do something bad, out of the responsibility of your girlfriend, I have to tell you, hold it like this... your body will break of."

Teng grabbed her hand, his body was very hot, turned around, staring at Shuangyue with a pair of dark eyes.

Frost Moon stood on tiptoe, kissed his thinned lips, passed through his teeth and wrapped around his tongue.This kiss ignited all the fires under the cover, and it became inextricable.The moment they were separated due to lack of oxygen, Teng, as if he couldn't bear the separation, forced Shuangyue's face, called Meijia very softly, and kissed her again.

When the kiss was deep, Teng's hands took off Shuangyue's pajamas from behind. His palms were a little rough, and they were a pair of hands practicing guns.The rough touch stroked the skin on the girl's smooth back.He couldn't bear it any longer, he took Shuangyue's waist and pulled her to the window sill.

As soon as the window was pushed, he hugged her and fell to the garden under the window sill. In the distance was the beach, and the sound of the tide could be heard.There was a starry sky above her head, and when the sea breeze blew, Frost Moon shivered from the cold, pounded her fists, and cried: "You..."

There are stars in his eyes, and the broken hair on his forehead blocks his eyes. His breathing is quickened, and he falls down, and he lies on Frost Moon's collarbone, kissing closely, and spraying hot breath uninterruptedly. neck.He didn't idle his hands either, he directly stretched them in from under the nightdress, and took off the obstructing barrier.

Shuangyue whimpered: "There will be someone."

Teng imitated her previous appearance with a smirk: "Now I know I'm afraid."

"Xiuxing..." Shuangyue held his neck and begged.

"It's late." He led her hand to undo the zipper of his trousers, where it was bulging, as if it was about to pop out.

Shuangyue's face turned red, and her hands shrank back as if they had been scalded.

The last memory is the starlight all over the sky, as if she was really smiling. When she looked at those stars, she thought it was Teng's smiling face.She was in a daze, and Teng bit her lip dissatisfied. When Teng entered, she still cried in pain.

"No, come out..." She begged in a low voice, but she always listened to her, but this time she wouldn't stop.

The author has something to say: the author is on his way home, and here is the manuscript depositor.

Small mistakes or something, I will correct them when I get home~