I was engaged in construction in ancient times

On the treetops of the moon, the two sat drinking in the long pavilion. Above the shadows of the trees, a piece of light blue colored the entire sky, but there was a light white disc hanging in the center, and the figures of the two happened to be on the disc. among.

The weather is getting hotter, but the night wind is cool.

The hem of the clothes blown by the wind brought a heavy chill in the icy cold. Ma Chongjin was drinking wine, the water was clear, his white clothes were stained with wine stains, and the wind was blowing in his face. In such a southern country, he suddenly There is a feeling of returning to Xiyuan.

In the yellow desert, there is also such a vast blue behind.

He looked at Duan Shubai who was drinking with him in front of him, his long hair was simply tied up, and the red rope studded with pearls and jade hung all the way from his shoulders to his chest. The atmosphere of the two colors of Xuan is not monotonous. Under the moonlight, there is a sense of vastness and grandeur.

The first time he saw General Duan, he thought he was like a goshawk soaring in the sky in the desert, and his nephew Xiao Yuhe was the fat oriole in the capital chirping on the branches in spring. It's amazing how people who are so different can get along as a couple.

It was the same with him and Maoyan back then.

Meeting a similar person under such a moonlight, Ma Chongjin couldn't help but confide all his thoughts to the other person, and the people sitting in front of him kept holding glasses.

He didn't ask if the other person was drinking or listening to him.

He just wanted to talk casually, even to the wine in his glass.

……

Duan Shubai is naturally good at both drinking and tasks. He sees every stitch, and drinking a little more is a little bit. He is a good listener. When others are talking, he will not interrupt them, so that Ma Chongjin sees him so focused on drinking without making a sound. Look, think he is impatient to listen.

"Shubai, uncle thank you for being with me like this."

Seeing him stop talking, Duan Shubai shook his head with a smile, and after a few excuses with Ma Chongjin, he stopped his cup and spoke, "Actually, after hearing so much from my uncle, I think..."

Ma Chongjin was curious, "What do you think?"

Duan Shubai raised one eye slightly, and looked at him from bottom to top, "Uncle has a grudge against Uncle Fulang in his heart."

The cup in Ma Chongjin's hand fell to the ground and shattered with a bang. He dumbfoundedly looked at the fragments on the table and smiled at Duan Shubai, "What are you talking about? How can I have a grudge against Maoyan? I love him It's too late, I know, I've been sorry for him these few years."

Poured another glass of wine for himself, Duan Shubai said: "Uncle, although you say that you love Fulang in both inside and out, you are resenting him in your heart."

"Uncle, don't rush to refute, it's better to listen to my son-in-law."

"You met the Ma family, whom you hadn't seen for many years. They accused you of betraying the family when you were young and ignorant, and blamed you for being sorry for your parents. You felt guilty because of what they said. You felt that you were wrong, but elopement was a matter of two people. Humans, heh, always like to excuse themselves..."

"So you passed your guilt on to your uncle Lang, and you also thought in your heart that what the Ma family said was right. If it weren't for him, you would not have left the capital back then. You could stay with your parents. After your parents passed away, you This biological son can be buried beside them."

"You also believe that he is the instigator of everything, so you actually resent him in your heart, so when you see him suffering, you feel distressed, but you also feel the pleasure of revenge, and use this to repay your guilt towards your parents .”

"You deliberately indulge the Ma family, because you love him, so you can't say some hurtful things yourself. After these three years, you are a timid and hypocritical—"

"Stop talking!!" Ma Chongjin yelled, and at the same time, with a wave of his palm, he threw the jug on the table to the ground and smashed it to pieces. Huarong was startled by his startled shout.

When encountering such a scene, someone else might be frightened for a while, but the one sitting there is Duan Shubai, he has no fear in his heart, he doesn't even lift his eyelids, just like a normal person.

Only when dealing with Xiao Yuhe would it make him flustered.

Duan Shubai picked up another wine jug, poured himself a glass of wine, and after taking a sip, he showed Ma Chongjin a nasty smile, "Uncle, do you think I'm right?"

He looked up at Ma Chongjin standing in front of him. The 35-year-old Ma Chongjin was in excellent condition. His appearance was still young and elegant. He was dressed in white and looked graceful under the moonlight. I don’t know how much a man like this can become if he walks around outside. The man in a beautiful woman's boudoir's dream.

However, at this time, the personable man no longer had any demeanor. His elegant white clothes were wet with wine, and his wet sleeves were tightly pressed together. His expression was flustered and even mad.

"What can I do?" Ma Chongjin murmured, his mind went blank for a while, was he resenting Yang Maoyan in his heart?He obviously loves him...

Does he resent him?

Ask yourself, in the past few years, has he ever regretted, or imagined, what would have happened if he hadn't gone to Xiyuan with Yang Maoyan?

He tried to think about it countless times, but he was suppressed by himself, and he didn't dare to indulge himself in thinking about these things.

He can only numb himself with other things.

Over the past ten years, he has paid so much for Yang Maoyan. He abandoned his family, his identity as a rich son, and all the glory he once had...

"Do you think you have given too much to Uncle Lang, and you regret it?"

At this moment, Ma Chongjin's mood stabilized, he looked at Duan Shubai, "Could it be that in the eyes of you outsiders, I haven't paid enough?"

"Enough, of course enough, enough will become a heavy burden on Uncle Lang, because you have paid too much, so he is suffering now, and he can't make any complaints."

"So no matter what the Ma family say about him, he can only bear it, because you all think that you have paid too much for him, and you take it for granted that he should endure all this."

Ma Chongjin smiled dejectedly, "What you said is somewhat correct, actually think about it, isn't it?"

"Uncle, let me ask you a question, if you were given another chance, would you still leave with Uncle Lang?"

After a long silence, when Duan Shubai drank half of the pot of wine again, Ma Chongjin said suddenly, "Yes, I will still make the choice I made back then, even though you said I resented him, but I know that I love Maoyan very much. "

After hearing his answer, Duan Shubai smiled, "If that's the case, why did uncle make such a fuss? If he is a man, he should take responsibility for what he decided to do back then."

Do you bear it yourself?

Suddenly a big stone fell to the ground in his heart, and Ma Chongjin suddenly discovered that what he had been afraid of facing in his heart was actually not so uncomfortable.

"The dead are dead, and the living should not suffer because of the dead."

A piece of fog in front of him was peeled away, Ma Chongjin was determined, and then looked at this vicious and slightly proud alcoholic in front of him, his unhappiness was rising, he sat down instead, poured himself a glass of wine, and said to Duan Shubai: "Actually , I still want a child."

At the mention of children, Duan Shubai only felt pain between his eyebrows, and the wine in his mouth turned into bitter water. He couldn't help rubbing his forehead, "Having children is not necessarily a good thing."

His family's Yuanyuan is a caring baby, but he is a little weaker, and his family's fat group, it's better not to think about it, the more you think about it, the more headache it will be.

Ma Chongjin snorted, "It's easy for you to say, you have two sons, that's why you say such sarcastic remarks that it doesn't hurt your back when you stand and talk."

"Uncle, if you want a child, go and adopt one. There are many descendants of the Ma family waiting for you to choose."

"It's not your own, can it be the same?"

Duan Shubai dragged his chin to look at him, "Then why do you want your own son?"

"Inherit the family business." His huge family business is waiting for someone to inherit it.

"Then you want to find another woman to give birth to you?"

Ma Chongjin spread his hands helplessly, "If I find another woman, my beloved husband will leave me."

"So, Shubai, what do you think uncle should do?" He asked Duan Shubai a difficult problem with a distressed expression.

"What to do depends on you, Uncle. You make your own decision, whether you want a husband or a child."

"If this happened to you, Shubai, tell the truth, would you feel sorry for Yuhe?"

Seeing what he said, Duan Shubai stopped his cup and looked at him with funny eyes.

"Then uncle, what do you think I will do?"

Ma Chongjin came over, glanced at him with the eyes of "Hello, brother, tell me the truth", and said, "Your family property is countless times bigger than your uncle's. If you don't have children, don't you think it's a pity?"

"We are all men, tell me the truth, I won't tell others."

Duan Shubai felt bored, he picked up a peanut on the table and ate it, "I am a selfish person—"

"uh-huh?"

"I once said a word to Yuhe."

Ma Chongjin smiled, his eyes looked like he was watching the show infinitely.

"My whole life is spent with my husband, not with my children. So, as you know, uncle, naturally, husband is more important to me."

"As for the family business, what will I do with a handful of loess after a hundred years."

Ma Chongjin snorted and said, "You look so carefree. My Xiaoyuhe is lucky to have found a husband like you."

"No, it's my family's Yuhe now." Duan Shubai argued hard.

"All right, all right, it's Yuhe from your family. Hey, military master, after eating and drinking so much, should you go, I don't want to see you at all now—"

Duan Shubai smiled brightly, "You mean the winner in life?"

"If you say one more word, I'll take your Tuan boy away and make him my son."

"Tsk, the seniority is messed up."