I am happy with you GL

Lin Yue had this dream again.

She dreamed of a netizen she met when she was 13 years old.

Netizens can’t remember Lin Yue’s exact real name, but she only remembers that she said: “My friends call me Xiaoyu, but you can call me Xiaoyu.”

Ten years ago, when non-mainstream slayers were everywhere, and in the era of push-button mobile phones, Lin Yue, a junior high school girl addicted to the Internet, originally only concentrated on playing games.

One day, she saw her brother chatting with a netizen. The netizen opposite Lin Yue vaguely remembered that she seemed to be a girl who was very depressed and needed someone to enlighten her. basketball.

Lin Yue seldom saw the gentle side of her brother. After all, the brother and sister often fought at that time, and her brother could only educate her. This was the first time she was so patient. When she grew up, Lin Yue recalled that maybe her younger sister was too "rebellious" ", so my brother can only show his tenderness to netizens...

Looking away from the dialog box, Lin Yue noticed that the QQ show used by her brother was a girl, and even the avatar was one of the classic avatars of the year-Huangfamei's head.

Lin Yue watched the two chatting for a while, and the notes did not look like acquaintances, so she asked curiously, "Who are you chatting with?"

"Netizen." The elder brother didn't even look back, staring at the computer screen, typing like flying with his hands.

"Oh…"

Lin Yue felt a little bored and left. Thinking about it afterwards, I only had classmates in my QQ, and there was nothing to play except reading novels. The computer was basically occupied by my brother.

She also wants to be a listener, to give strangers a little healing, and of course she hopes to get to know more people.

then……

Lin Yue created a new account and changed the gender to male.

Start to randomly add a large number of people in the search for friends.

At that time, the Internet was not full of chatting like it is now. OnePlus friends always greeted in a very serious way, "Hello, who are you?", "How old are you?", "Where are you from?", "Nice to meet you. you".

Lin Yue met Xiaoyu at that time.

I don't remember how many friends Lin Yue added at that time, I just remember that there was only this one netizen who chatted harmoniously in the end.

Xiaoyu introduced himself at the time as 18 years old and a freshman.

When asked about her age and name, Lin Yue introduced herself as 20 years old. As for the name, she thought about it for dozens of seconds, but she couldn't think of any literary name for a while, so she made up a bad street name: Liu Yat.

Xiaoyu is very close to her, in a nearby city, about three or four hours away by car.

Xiaoyu is a very lively girl, and the Internet at that time was not as complicated as it is now, and the two soon became acquainted.

She learned that Xiaoyu had a boyfriend, and they were together when they graduated from high school. The university and school were not in the same place, so it was a long-distance relationship.

Lin Yue has seen pictures of Xiaoyu, but the detailed appearance is now blurred. She only remembers that Xiaoyu looks very pretty, with a little baby fat.And Liu Yi's photo was sent to her by Lin Yue casually from a photo of an Internet celebrity on Baidu. Lin Yue had long forgotten the name.

Lin Yue is not allowed to bring her mobile phone to school. She only has time to chat online every day when she comes home from school. Even this does not affect the two of them chatting.Lin Yue can't remember what we talked about in detail now, but I only remember that Xiaoyu would occasionally tell Liu Yi about her troubles in love, and Lin Yue would use her countless experiences of reading novels to help her answer as much as possible from a male perspective. her troubles.

For example, one time, Xiaoyu's boyfriend came to play with her during the holiday, and Xiaoyu nervously asked Liu Yi what clothes he should wear, checking from a male point of view.After meeting her boyfriend and returning home at night, the two would also talk about this topic. At that time, Lin Yue, with the heart of gossip, asked her if they held hands and so on as Liu Yi.

The other party was very embarrassed to reply that they held hands. Now that I think about it, it was a pure era...

Later, as the two became more and more acquainted, Xiao Yu had completely regarded Liu Yi as...in today's words, he is a good friend and gay honey.At that time, voice calls were not yet popular, and only voice messages could be sent. Sometimes Xiaoyu would pester Liu Yi to sing to her.

Of course it is impossible for Liu Yi to sing...because he is a girl himself.

At this time, Liu Yi would type out the lyrics in words to get away with it.

How did the two of them end up at the end? It was probably the second summer vacation after the two met.

Before the holiday was approaching, Xiaoyu said that she was going to S city to meet her classmates and meet Liu Yi by the way.

At that time, Xiaoyu's thoughts were very strong, and Lin Yue was afraid. She was afraid that Xiaoyu would know her true identity.

So the number of chats between the two was unilaterally reduced by Lin Yue, until Liu Yi escaped during the summer vacation, and hung a message on his signature that he would leave S City for the summer vacation and go to other cities as the last message to Xiaoyu, and he never went to it. that account.

Lin Yue didn't know if Xiaoyu had looked for her, at least when Xiaoyu used the password Liu Yi had told her to log in to Liu Yi's account, she sent a message to Lin Yue's queen from the friend group to inquire about Liu Yi's news, and Lin Yue Give her the final reply in a large size, and Liu Yi will not log into that account again because of certain things.

After that, there was no contact at all.

Lin Yue never chatted with netizens again.

Ten years have passed, and Lin Yue has experienced a lot in her life. This incident left a strong mark in her memory, and it has been sealed in her memory.

But I don't know why, I can think of it frequently recently.

Every time she thinks about it, the memories make her breathless, and her heart is filled with unspeakable guilt.

I don't know if she is doing well now...