[Comprehensive] I want to be a widow

Ye Gucheng found something wrong with his wife when he came back from sword practice.

He knew her work, rest and living habits too well. At this moment, she should be still asleep, and she shouldn't be sitting on the edge of the bed with a dazed and unbelievable appearance.

If it was because of some nightmare, with her personality, she should have told him with a bitter face when she saw herself coming back from sword practice, instead of subconsciously tightening her shoulders and stepping back like seeing a stranger like this now .

But even so, Ye Gucheng didn't directly think of the possibility of changing his soul.

He just walked over cautiously and asked her softly: "What happened?"

And she was obviously still a little flustered, her body was tense all the time, and she couldn't help but exert force on the hand holding the edge of the bed. The next moment, she pursed her lips tightly and said, "Who... are you?"

Ye Gucheng was taken aback for a moment, but he was not very surprised.

"You don't know me?" Confirmed again.

Shen Bijun bit his lip and nodded.

She... really didn't know this person, and she didn't know why she would appear here when she woke up after parting with Feng Siniang.

The two of them managed to escape from the man in black. After walking together for a while, Feng Siniang left, probably still wanting to find Xiao Shishilang's whereabouts, but she...

They parted in Jiangnan, after parting, Shen Bijun didn't know where else he could go, so he had to find an inn to stay.

But who would have thought that it was only after a nap that they came here.

When she just woke up, she thought that someone had kidnapped her while she was asleep, but she clearly slept well, and there was no sign of being drugged, so she couldn't detect it for no reason.

And looking at this person's expression and movements... it seems that he knows himself?

Shen Bijun felt strange, if she had seen such a person before, she would definitely not have no impression of him.

The next moment, she heard him say, "I am your husband."

Shen Bijun: "...?"

Judging by his appearance and talent, he doesn't seem to be suffering from hypocrisy, why are you talking nonsense?

"How can you be my husband?"

Her husband... Although he didn't want to recall it, he was indeed Lian Chengbi.

This tone and expression were very different from the Shen Bijun Ye Gucheng knew, but it didn't look like it was pretending, so Ye Gucheng thought about it and decided to invite the doctor to see what was going on.

But before he went out, he heard the footsteps of Caiyue who used to come in at this time to wait for Shen Bijun to wash up.

The next moment, Caiyue had already entered the door and said directly: "City Lord, madam."

Ye Gucheng noticed Shen Bijun's extremely shocked expression at this moment, and his heart tightened, but before he had time to ask her what happened, he heard her panicked: "You are... Caiyue?!"

Caiyue was baffled by this question, who else could she be if not Caiyue?What happened to Ma'am?

"The servant girl is of course Caiyue."

"But you weren't..." Did you die in Shenjiazhuang with grandma?The corpse she saw with her own eyes? !

"What's wrong with me?" Caiyue was looked at by her for the first time, instinctively felt that something was wrong, she turned her head to ask Ye Gucheng, but Ye Gucheng just shook his head at her.

But looking at it like this, she should know Caiyue, but she doesn't know him?

Still have to ask the doctor to take a look, he thought so, and then signaled Caiyue to watch her here with his eyes, and then strode away.

Caiyue didn't know about their previous conversation, so although she was still a little surprised, she didn't think too much, just walked to the bedside to help her as usual: "How about slave maid to help Madam wash first?"

The warm breath and the heat on the arm are not fake, but Shen Bijun still can't believe it.

"You...are you really Caiyue?"

"Otherwise?" Seeing that she didn't want to get up, Caiyue became even more puzzled, "Why did Madam say that?"

Shen Bijun looked at the vivid expression on this face, and didn't know how to say that you should have died, so he could only ask her first: "Then who was that person?"

Caiyue's jaw almost dropped from shock: "Ma'am, don't you...don't know the city lord?"

"Is he really my husband?"

"Yes, yes." Caiyue nodded, "Don't you remember anything?"

Shen Bijun couldn't understand just because she remembered everything, her husband was obviously Lian Chengbi, how could he become that city lord, and Caiyue, who was obviously the corpse she saw with her own eyes, was standing here with her in good condition at this moment Speaking, and it seems, is a little older than I remember.

By the way, age!

"How old are you?" Shen Bijun asked, pursing her lips tightly.

"26, my wife and I were born in the same year." Caiyue said.

But she's only 24?

Where did this go wrong? No matter how long that sleep lasted, it couldn't have been as long as two years. It was simply unbelievable.

When she was wondering, Caiyue was also wondering.

Shen Bijun clearly recognized her, but he didn't seem to know Ye Gucheng, as if he still didn't quite believe that she was 26 years old, so he looked at her carefully for a while.

Just when the two of them looked at each other and were speechless, Ye Gucheng who went out to find a doctor also came back.

Seeing that Shen Bijun was still sitting there fascinated, he asked the doctor to wait outside the door for a while, and then walked in by himself.

"Caiyue." He ordered, "You wait for Madam to wash up."

"Wait a minute." Shen Bijun suddenly stood up and stopped him.

"What's wrong?" Ye Gucheng asked.

"I have something to ask you." She said softly.

Ye Gucheng looked at her, raised his hand, and signaled Caiyue to go out first.

After the door was closed, he said, "Ask."

Shen Bijun took a deep breath, trying to make herself look calmer, but when she really said it, her voice still couldn't help trembling.

"So we're husband and wife?" she asked.

Ye Gucheng nodded.

"Then when did I marry you?"

"Nine years ago."

If she is 26 now, she was seventeen nine years ago.

She also... was married to Wugou Villa when she was 17 years old.

"So you have no memory of these nine years?" He frowned.

"I don't know what's going on." She wanted to explain, but she was afraid that he wouldn't believe it. After all, she couldn't believe such an unbelievable thing.

"Why were you so surprised when you saw Caiyue just now?" Ye Gucheng suddenly remembered this.

Shen Bijun was startled, she didn't expect this man to even notice such details, so it seems that even if he made up a lie to prevaricate, it would make him aware of something wrong.

It's too hard to do.

While she was hesitating, Ye Gucheng was also observing her expression.

Strange to say, he always felt that the person in front of him was probably not his wife.

In the end, Shen Bijun didn't answer his question, but only asked if he could call Caiyue in again.

Ye Gucheng looked at her, still unable to suppress the strange feeling in his heart, but still nodded.

The doctor outside the back door was still curious: "What's wrong with Madam?"

Ye Gucheng thought for a while, then waved at him: "You go first, you shouldn't be needed for the time being."

What he said was puzzling, but the doctor didn't dare to ask more questions, he just bowed his head and stepped back.

inside the door.

Shen Bijun finally knew his identity as "husband" in the process of dressing up, and also knew that he was in Baiyun City at the moment, and he had been the wife of the city lord for nine years, and gave birth to a son.

She tried her best to listen calmly before, but when she heard her son, she still touched her belly unconsciously.

She also had a child, unfortunately...

The more she learned, the more certain she was that it wasn't because she lost her memory for two years out of thin air and woke up two years later.

Because as early as nine years ago, it was completely different from her memory.

This "Shen Bijun" did not marry to Wugou Villa, nor did he meet such vicious people as the young master.

At the age of 17, she married to Baiyun City in the South China Sea, and her life went smoothly.

It can be said to be the complete opposite of her.

To be honest, she was a little envious.

Especially when I heard Caiyue talk about how well Ye Gucheng treated "her".

But apart from being envious, she couldn't help but feel a little sorry for this person.

He loves his wife so much, now that "wife" suddenly says that she doesn't know him, I'm afraid it will make her feel uncomfortable.

After thinking about it, Shen Bijun decided to tell him about this unbelievable thing.

So after finishing her makeup, she asked Caiyue, "Where is the city lord now?"

Caiyue: "At this hour, the city lord should be in the study."

Shen Bijun: "You take me there."

Although she didn't know why she was looking for Ye Gucheng, Caiyue nodded immediately.

The study room was a little far away from the courtyard where the couple usually lived, so they naturally met many maids in the mansion along the way.

Hearing the sound of "Ma'am", Shen Bijun felt that neither should nor should not, so he could only reluctantly nod his head and quicken his pace.

Ye Gucheng is indeed in the study.

He was still looking through the classics left by his father.

When Shen Bijun came in, he heard the voice, but he didn't turn his head back immediately.

Until she closed the door and stood still, she took the initiative to speak: "I have something to tell you."

Ye Gucheng stopped moving, turned to look at her sideways, and said, "But it's okay to say."

"I'm not your wife, though I don't know exactly how," she said.

"I know." He was not surprised, and even his expression remained unchanged.

"you know?"

Ye Gucheng didn't speak.

He felt that there was no need to explain his intuition to her, and now that he had confirmed it from her, he didn't want to say more.

"Then you may not believe what I say next." She paused, as if mustering up her courage, "Although I am not your wife, I am also called Shen Bijun."

Ye Gucheng's expression finally became a little turbulent: "So you know Caiyue?"

She nodded: "But the Caiyue I knew died a long time ago."

This sounds like nonsense, but Ye Gucheng couldn't help but believe it.

But believe it or not is not so important to him, what is important is how to get his wife back now?

So after pondering for a moment, he still couldn't help asking: "Do you still have a wish?"

Shen Bijun: "..."

Did this man treat her as a ghost? ? ?

Although it was understandable intellectually that he wanted to get his wife back, Shen Bijun was still a little speechless, and it took a long time to say no.

In fact, this is a lie.

How could she not have her wish fulfilled? For so long, she has always wanted to see Xiao Shishilang again.

But what's the point of saying this wish?What's more, even if it is really realized, it is also meaningless.

She lowered her eyes: "Then I'll go out first."

Ye Gucheng hummed without making any unnecessary gestures.

This indifferent appearance is indeed like two people in the morning, which is why Shen Bijun is even more moved.

***

And in the world she was originally in, Shen Bijun, the wife of the lord of Baiyun who occupied her body, was also collapsing at this moment.

She was fine when she was sleeping, but when she woke up, she was in a broken inn. Her legs were so sore that she felt pain when she moved, which woke her up directly.

Only after waking up did she realize that it wasn't her dizziness.

Is she really in a broken inn? !

"My God? Where the hell is this?" She looked down at her clothes and was even more surprised. Why are they so torn? !

The next moment, enduring the pain, she rolled out of bed and went straight to the dresser by the window.

The face reflected in the bronze mirror was exactly the same as in her memory, even though she was dressed in shabby clothes at this time, it still did not hide her beauty, on the contrary, it added a touch of cuteness and pitifulness.

This is her, but why is she here?

What kind of place is this? ? ?

Just when she was thinking like this, she suddenly heard a somewhat familiar female voice sounding by the window.

"I thought about it, why don't we go find him together." The person said in a female voice.

Shen Bijun turned his head to look, startled: "Si Niang?!"

After parting with her, Feng Siniang, who couldn't help but turned back to look for her, was a little puzzled by her surprise, but she didn't think too much about it. She jumped in through the window, sat next to her, and then sighed: " I heard that he disappeared after the battle with Lian Chengbi. I don't know how long it will take for him to disappear this time, let alone whether he can be found. If we can't find him, it's good for us to be together. "

Shen Bijun: "..."

Wait, don't tell her it's what she thinks?

But he disappeared after the battle with Lian Chengbi, how could Feng Siniang mention it in such a tone——

I'm afraid there is only Xiao Shishilang!

So she just woke up and transmigrated into the original book that she didn't deviate from?

Day, do martial arts also play parallel worlds? !Too trendy, right? !

"Why do you keep looking at me and not talking?" Feng Siniang was puzzled.

"No, nothing." She wanted to smile, but found that she couldn't.

"Anyway, we have been dependent on each other for so long, I have nowhere to go, and you are similar, so why not stick to it." Feng Siniang's tone was bleak, "Otherwise, the world is big, and it's hard to be alone."

She spoke with sincerity, and Shen Bijun couldn't respond other than nodding.

What's more, at this time, she is not a golden needle expert like Shen Bijun in the original book, and she is not without danger.

"Then it's decided." Feng Siniang said, "But where shall we go next?"

Shen Bijun shook his head, originally he didn't want to speak again, but when he saw the pearl pendant on her ear, he suddenly thought of a very important question——

Is this original world the pure world of "Xiao Shishilang"?

Is there... Ye Gucheng?

Feng Siniang noticed her abnormality, and thought that something was wrong with her when she first came in, so she couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

Shen Bijun knew that no matter how roundabout he asked, it would look strange, so he simply said directly: "Do you know Baiyun City Lord?"

Feng Siniang raised her eyebrows: "The Baiyun City Lord who died under Ximen Chuixue's sword?"

Shen Bijun trembled almost subconsciously, and nodded.

Then she heard Feng Siniang asking her: "Why did you suddenly ask this person?"

"It's nothing, I just heard someone talk about Baiyun City yesterday." She said nonsense, "I'm just curious."

"They fought a decisive battle in the capital back then, so people are still talking about it." Feng Siniang also thought it was normal when she thought of those rumors, "But it was a few years ago."

So this world also has Baiyun City and Wanmei Villa, but Ye Gucheng died, died in that rebellion, and died under the sword of Ximen Chuuxue.

And "she" is the same as the original book, she married Lian Chengbi, met Xiao Shishilang, was rescued by sinking water, and finally was taken away with Feng Siniang without a trace.

There is no point of intersection.

Even knowing that this is not the world he is in, Shen Bijun couldn't help but feel sad.

She wants to go back, she doesn't want to stay in this world, let alone find Xiao Shishilang's whereabouts with Feng Siniang!

In the next half day, under her probing, she knew that there is also Shenhou Mansion here, there is Liufen and a half hall, and there is Yihua Palace.

And the lord of Yihua Palace is also Kuang Guang.

"I heard that she once stopped your sedan chair on the Jinan Mansion Street to see you." Speaking of Palace Master Yihua, Feng Siniang couldn't help but think of this anecdote.

"There is such a thing." Shen Bijun pursed his lips, and the scene of that year was already recalled in his mind. Looking back now, it really looks like a plot in a storybook.

"But it's understandable." Feng Siniang tilted her head and glanced at her, "She always has such an attitude towards beauties. When the luthier in Yihua Palace died, I heard that she played three times for him. It's a funeral song."

Luthier...?Ah Yue?

It seems that it is really completely different from the world she is in, but it is understandable when you think about it, "Shen Bijun" did not marry Ye Gucheng, and naturally there is nothing to do with Baiyun City, and there will be no future Because of Yan Nantian's fate, he obtained the matter of using "Sword Formation" to change the medicine, so Tian Xinyue's Fang Fei couldn't solve it, only a dead end.

She sighed and said nothing more.

Seeing that she was not in high spirits, Feng Siniang stopped talking.

This whole day, Shen Bijun has been in a trance and listless, all he can think about is what to do if this parallel world can't recover from the disordered state of the soul?

Then she will never see Ye Gucheng and Ye Yunjian again.

Leaving aside Ye Yunjian, who does not exist in this world, even Ye Gucheng, who used to exist, has already died because of the battle at the top of the Forbidden City. She can't even go to the South China Sea to have a look at him from afar. comfort.

Just thinking about it makes me feel like I can't breathe.

During the day, she had to pretend nothing happened to deal with Feng Siniang, so it was okay, but after lying down at night, she couldn't hold back and cried while hugging the quilt.

Want to see him, especially want to see him.

I want to act like a baby with him, I want to wrap my arms around his neck and bury him in his arms, I want him to hug me whole.

All the getting along and sweetness rushed towards her face at this moment, but she couldn't just turn over and meet him like before, she could only wrap the quilt tightly and cry, tears and hair smeared on her face, and she didn't care. I finally fell asleep when I had no strength left.

Before she fell asleep, what she thought was, if she really can't see him again, then let her dream of him, it's good if she can.

But maybe because she was too tired from crying, she slept very deeply this time, and she didn't dream.

I thought my eyes would be dry when I woke up, but it turned out to be fine.

Opening her eyes, she raised her hand and rubbed it twice, but before she could put it down, she suddenly heard a knock on the door outside, thinking that Feng Siniang was coming to look for her, and wanted to say wait a moment, but then heard an all-too-familiar voice: "Is madam awake?"

Shen Bijun: "!!!"

She opened her eyes almost instantly, and when she saw the familiar furnishings in front of her, she almost cried with joy. She didn't even care about what clothes she was wearing at the moment, she just turned over and got out of bed and ran to the door.

"Where is the city owner?" She grabbed Caiyue's shoulder and asked.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, in the study." Caiyue had never seen her like this before, and was frightened for a moment, "What's wrong with you?"

Yesterday was not quite normal, how come today seems to be more...?

However, Shen Bijun didn't have time to talk to her at all, and went straight to the study after hearing that Ye Gucheng was in the study.

I bumped into many maids along the way, but they were probably taken aback by her disheveled and anxious appearance.

In fact, even Ye Gucheng was taken aback.

He was a little displeased when the study door was pushed open, but when he turned around and saw her rushing towards him, he subconsciously caught her.

"Don't let go!" She put her arms around his neck, unconsciously crying a little while speaking.

This tone is her.

This action is also her.

Ye Gucheng breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time tightened his arms, as if trying to crush her: "You are back."

These words made Shen Bijun cry directly, he knew, he knew it wasn't her yesterday.

"Wuwu is back, it's me."

"It's good to come back." He hadn't heard her crying outside the bed for a long time, and he was a little bit at a loss for a while, before he reacted and patted her on the back, "Don't be afraid."

That tone seemed to be coaxing a child, but Shen Bijun had to admit that it was to reassure her and calm her down.

"I thought I'd never see you again..."

"I'm here, right here." He still patted her on the back gently, with a gentle tone, "Don't be afraid."

It was only at this time that he realized that she was only wearing a thin coat and her shoes were crooked and not properly put on. It was obvious that she had just gotten up from the bed and ran over in a hurry.

She didn't even care about her previous exquisite dress, just to see him soon.

Ye Gucheng only felt that the softest part of his heart was poked hard by her again, so that there was an indescribable pain all over his body.

So Shen Bijun watched as he straightened his clothes and buttoned them, and then bent down to put on his shoes again.

Before standing up, he reached out and touched her ankle: "It's too cold, don't come out like this next time no matter how anxious you are."

"Okay." She felt that no matter what he said now, she would probably nod without hesitation.

Ye Gucheng's heart was softened by this tearful and pitiful look, he reached out to touch the top of her hair, and pressed her into his arms again.

Shen Bijun calmed down in his arms, but he didn't want to leave after he calmed down, so he put his arms around him, "Can you carry me back?"

Well, of course.

After returning to the courtyard where they lived, Shen Bijun remembered to ask him: "How did you find out that the one yesterday wasn't mine?"

"I don't think so at first glance." He said, "Later she also said that she is not you."

So he just rested in the study last night.

But luckily she is back now.

It was the first time for Ye Gucheng to experience this kind of sense of surprise that was lost and found again, but he couldn't help but care about it when he was surprised. Will this happen again?

In fact, Shen Bijun was also worried about this problem, so much so that she still refused to close her eyes and go to sleep after it was time to go to bed that night, always afraid that she would wake up after falling asleep and see the inn.

Then I won't see him again.

"I don't want to cry all night..."

...It turned out that I cried all night.

Ye Gucheng sighed in his heart and couldn't help feeling more distressed, but he didn't want to see her force himself not to sleep like this, "I don't want to, go to sleep, I'm right here."

If you disappear out of thin air again, I will also look for it, no matter where you are.

In the end, she fell asleep when the sky was about to dawn. When she was sleeping, she was still holding on to his skirt tightly and refused to let go, and her brows were furrowed so tightly that Ye Gucheng couldn't help but want to reach out for her. Fuping, afraid of disturbing her sleep, had no choice but to just watch her quietly.

Shen Bijun had a dream from which she never came back. In the dream, she parted ways with Feng Siniang after all, and then went to the South China Sea alone. When she saw the City Lord's Mansion from a distance, she couldn't help but cry. time to wake up.

The hand on her waist was still there, and the warm embrace was still there. She breathed a sigh of relief, met his comforting eyes, thought about it, and leaned over to kiss the corner of his lips.

"I'm still here."

"Yeah." So he will hug her tightly.