A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

It's really incomprehensible. It seems that her father's bones need to be thrown out to test the DNA gene. There is no way. With such an IQ, people can't help but suspect that their biological daughter has already followed them in this dream of mandarin ducks and butterflies. And the one in front of me is just an idiot who was temporarily caught as a fake top bag by accident. Why can't I hear the implication of my words? I want to be with her forever and stay with her forever when I propose to have a child But when I saw her guarded and astonished eyes, I understood everything. In fact, it was not so much a drunken talk in my head, as it was a deliberate test of her mind. The weight in my heart, how much can I pay for me, but the result is as embarrassing and embarrassing as I expected, even worse than I expected. Now thinking of the scene at that time, I really wish I could get in through a crack, I turned around and didn't want to look at her again, because her unabashedly shocked eyes clearly contained the four characters of disdain and dislike, and the degree of disgust spread to my child. Looking at it further, it will only make me feel It's just more embarrassing and embarrassing. I really don't want to save face, just bow my head like that, even if I say something nice to coax me to put on a show, do you still need me to teach this bit of etiquette?Nothing will happen at all. As a man, no one can bear such a useless attitude. She doesn't have any intention of inquiring and caring. It's also a white question, I don't know anything, so I just look at me like that, really convinced her, she can't ignore my attitude, but insist on doing what she thinks is right, what attitude do I have? It's my business, but I can't stop you, you insist on doing yours, whether I respond or not, you always stick to your way, I believe that one day I will come out of my world to dance with you, if she With such boldness, determination and persistence, I think I will bet everything on me and hold hands with her and go on firmly, but there is nothing, she is still her, and I am still me, even though we are physically integrated and united. One body, but still two people, two worlds after all, she didn't have the slightest intention to cater to me sincerely, maybe in her opinion, she still has to calculate for such a small effort.

Helplessly looking up to the sky and sighing, what else is there to say? In the seemingly innocent smile, it would be great if he could stay drunk for a long time like this, let's use this alcohol to make troubles and paralyze his willfulness for once, and never know the true face of Lushan Mountain, only because of the drunkenness in this mountain. Going down, I feel that she is still by my side, where I can touch it as soon as I stretch out my hand, even when I wake up from a dream, I can see her whispering my name with a smile on her lips in sleep, gradually waking up happily, Hugged me tightly, and whispered: "Just now I had a beautiful dream, in the dream there was me, you, our baby, our cuteness, our home, Shaoqian, I love you, I love you very happy!"

Happiness, I now understand what kind of feeling it is, that kind of feeling that even if a person is lonely, he feels satisfied in his heart, that kind of feeling satisfied from the heart, no matter where he goes, he feels satisfied In this world, there is a person who cares about and waits for my sweet satisfaction, but I realized it too late. At that time, I didn’t know the taste of happiness, I didn’t know what I wanted at all, and I was completely lost and couldn’t find my way. , I feel that nothing is what I want and at the same time I feel that I can't afford anything, but even so, I still insist on extravagant expectations. Even after repeated disappointments, I still have small expectations and expectations in my heart. Hope and feel happy, although this kind of happiness makes people feel heavy and painful, but in this long lonely night of death-like silence, when a person puts his heart aside and licks and tastes the faintly bleeding wound alone, When you don't feel any pain, but only feel an unexplainable bitterness, does it mean it's time to let go?

In fact, it’s not that I don’t love, it’s just that I have long been used to the kind of self-deception and lies to paralyze my scarred heart. I thought that I could have it with peace of mind if I didn’t look, listen, or feel. Damn it or not, when I realized what I had done, it was too late, I don’t know who invented the word drunken sex, this time it is suitable for me, as the saying goes, alcohol is not intoxicating People are self-intoxicated, but the consequences of this willful night of indulgence, I thought it was already so numb that it was commonplace, but this time I don’t know why I didn’t have the courage to face the responsibility, but what should come will always come, and it’s useless to escape , I woke up from the wine, and the dream was about to wake up after all. I slowly raised my head. When I saw everything in front of me clearly, I was shocked by the scene in front of me and couldn't recover. At this moment, she was full of sadness and pain. The almost empty eyes just stared at me in a daze, two lines of tears flowed silently along the godless eyes and slowly flowed to the cheeks, obviously crying, but it still makes me still What I don't want to recall is her expression at that time, it wasn't crying bitterly, nor howling ghosts and wolves, but she shed tears quietly and at the same time there was an unconscious and bleak smile on her lips. It's not my favorite kind of pure and warm sweet smile like a spring breeze blowing on my face, but a kind of desperate and miserable wry smile as if there is nothing more sorrowful than heartbreak. Even though I am holding her, I can still feel her The bone-piercing coolness in the depths of her faintly trembling body, her long black and messy hair covered half of her cheeks, looking at her in such a state of distress, my heart felt as if someone was stabbing her with a knife. I felt the pain of being cut, I wanted to stretch out my hands to smooth the long silky hair, but the moment I raised my hands, I realized that my limbs were also cold, stiff and trembling, and I couldn’t control them The face is so close at hand, but I don't have the courage to touch it. I got up silently and exited her world. I wanted to comfort her, but seeing the hatred clearly in her eyes, I hesitated to speak. The words choked in my throat were swallowed back, replaced by the ghostly cold threat that even I myself would shudder when I heard it: "Remember what I don't like you do and don't do it again from now on, you messed with me!" I'm not happy, don't think about it in this life, I will never let you go in this life!"

After finishing speaking, I turned around and didn't dare to look at her again, and walked into my room with a slightly staggering step, completely shutting her out of the door, leaning on the door panel and sitting on the ground slowly, which is really ridiculous to say, just In just a few short steps, I needed to use all my strength to support me to walk over. Now I am the only one in the room. I slowly raised my hand to touch the water marks on my cheeks, and I did not accidentally touch the wet palms. It turned out that she was still crying. She wanted to try hard to calm down her emotions, but she failed in the end, because her eyes were full of tears of hatred, but her lips were sad with an indifferent smile. The appearance is always lingering in my heart. I have seen her smile at me like that before, but today she made an exception and gave me such a smile. Seeing her smile, as long as she smiles at me, I can't help but get angry, but I get angry when she always does something that makes me unhappy, but when she smiles, I don't know what to take. No matter what she does, she will be so angry that she will vent her anger through sex, and this time the situation is the same, the reason for her anger is because she gave Mu Zhenfei the design style of my study without knowing it. I’m actually not angry with whom she is decorating the house, but angry that she doesn’t know, angry that she doesn’t know anything, doesn’t know what I’m talking about, and angry that she doesn’t know why I’m angry and can’t figure it out at all. My mind, and what makes me even more angry is that she doesn't care about everything about me, she doesn't know anything about me, she doesn't care, she doesn't ask, she listens but doesn't see, she doesn't ask what should be asked, and she just breaks the casserole When I asked the end, she was even more angry that she didn't want to have my child, didn't want to have anything to do with me, didn't want to be with me, and what was even more angry was that when facing me, she always pretended to be stupid and confused expression.

In fact, I am not as normal as my mother said. I am not a magnanimous person. What is magnanimity? In fact, it’s hard to say, some things are hard to predict, everything happens suddenly when you are unprepared, and what you test when you are completely unprepared is the first reaction of human instinct to IQPQEQ when dealing with external emergencies. It is the most direct and intuitive reaction of my own nature, and the actions that often do not go through brain thinking, rational analysis and judgment are the most true reflections of the true emotional confession hidden in the deepest part of my heart and soul. I know what I really want. What I want is nothing more than her active care. No matter whether I will respond or not, she will continue to do it for me as always. For the things I don’t like But it is something she likes. I hope she understands, understands and tolerates me and does not force me, and at the same time, she tries not to do it herself. For example, I don’t like her repeatedly sacrificing herself for her uncle, making me I want to tell her more than once that her uncle and I conspired to betray her. I don’t like her being afraid of my bad behavior but missing Xiaoshan’s goodness in her sleep. Unauthorized copying my study to Mu Zhenfei's home, I don't like the expression of her pretending to be a fool when I say anything to her, I don't like her always being afraid of me, making me feel that she is far away from me Far away, I don't like the things she never gave me, but put her heart and soul into other men. I don't like that she always makes origami cranes for Xiaoshan. I don't like that the jewelry I carefully selected for her is perfunctory by her. Yixiao casually put it at the bottom of the jewelry box and dismissed it hastily. I don’t like that she wants to escape from me all the time. I don’t like that she doesn’t want to have my child. I don’t like that she doesn’t take everything I give seriously. I like her treating this house as a cage, I don't like her smiling at me, I don't like her saying that it's okay to bear with it, I don't like her long black hair like a waterfall, I don't like her I don’t want to be my woman, I don’t like her humble saying that I’m willing to do anything you want me to do, I don’t like her laughing even though she wants to cry, and that smile is uglier than crying, I don’t like it I like that she hates me, I don't like that she doesn't love me, I don't like my current yin and yang appearance, which makes her unable to figure it out, I hope she understands, but I'm afraid of taking that step, so I simply refuse to reject her Outside the door, she can't come in and I can't get out. I have always maintained such a balanced relationship, which is the best result for her and me, isn't it?Even if the angle is never accurate and the size is never suitable, she makes her obtuse angle and continues to make mistakes, while I still make my acute angle and maintain a sharp style. We are in our respective worlds and no one hinders the other. This is Isn't it better?But why didn't I think so in my heart? At this time, in the quiet night of the night, looking at the ruby ​​diamond ring of the pigeon egg in my hand, facing the real self, I really heard the song of the suppressed and forbearing self deep in my heart. The faint Saxophome voice turned out to be so strong that he wanted to overcome reason and pour out his love and devotion: "I want to have a fairytale date with Snow White in the fairy tale in spring, Ihaveadatewithspring!"