A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

The naked care shown in the face of her crying and emotional emotion made me want to hug her uncontrollably and kiss her affectionately to express the emotional impact in my heart. I couldn't believe the scene at that time. I felt like I was dreaming. I was completely unprepared. At that moment, I was completely shocked by her care, because this was the first time she took the initiative to admit that she was my woman. , the first time she took the initiative to share my concerns, the first time my emotions affected her mood, the first time she started to care about me, and the first time I saw her cry for me, facing her so naked Caring, I can't hide my excitement. This is the caring I have been looking forward to for three years, but when it really comes true, I am so embarrassed that I don't know how to face it, so I choose to escape and run away. She ran out of the room, stood on the rock by the sea, faced the sea, calmed herself down, was angry at her for not asking the matter clearly, and lost her temper impulsively and out of control, angry at why she was always so impatient, Angry at how I get along with her so I don't betray my father, angry at myself wandering between love and hate, love and hatred, hey, helplessly looking up to the sky and sighing, why do I feel so disturbed when I encounter something related to her? Angry, in the final analysis, I was still afraid that she would be implicated, and wanted her to love herself more, see herself clearly, live a good life for herself, and stop sacrificing and betraying herself for others, but seeing her call Mu Zhenfei I know that she is determined to sacrifice everything for her good friend. That's why I was so angry and angry that I lost my mind and hurt her with my words, just because I was still angry at her self-abandonment. Holding on to her and going backwards, angry and helpless at her hatred of iron and steel, but when I really understood her intentions, I felt deep remorse and apology for my misunderstanding, and wanted to say sorry, As for her sudden caring for her, I wanted to impulsively say "I love you" and at the same time hold her in my arms and kiss her warmly and affectionately, but I still didn't say anything at that time. This is what I have been looking forward to for the past three years. No matter how coldly I reject people thousands of miles away, she will just be herself, rush into my world without hesitation, wait for me there, and actively offer her care to me , then one day Jin Cheng will be as good as gold and stone. I am willing to go out of my own world for her and dance with her. We are in love and we are also happy. The next step is to witness the miracle. It turns out that reality also has fairy tales It's a miracle, it's not a good phenomenon for me and her, it turns out that we can do it.

It’s just that my impulsiveness messed up the atmosphere again. I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t think I’ve gone through any trials and storms in the mall, but when it comes to such trivial things as falling in love, I feel like a fledgling and inexperienced layman. In addition, cowards, after waiting for so long, once it really comes true, I feel insecure, unreal, and dare not take that step, what is wrong with me, what should I do with myself?A heart that worries about gains and losses, what should I trade it for?This time, God didn't let me hesitate for long, and told me the answer in the most direct way. Seeing her falling for me was full of scars, and hearing her sorry full of guilt, I couldn't help but feel sad, and a feeling of saying Unstoppable sadness welled up in my heart. At that moment, I heard the true voice in my heart. As a man, I should give my woman a safe haven where I can settle down and live. I hope I can, after weighing the pros and cons. Afterwards, I finally made a decision, I want to let go of the hatred in my heart, in exchange for my own freedom and for her a happy life where she can stand in the sun and smile freely, so that I can live a good life again once.

This is the only thing I can do for her and for my father. At the same time, this is the last chance for me. Dad, I already have the answer. My son finally knows what he should do. What the mother taught was that the son is just too lacking in ambition, this time the son will not let you down again, just watch my performance, the son will definitely carry forward your spirit of forgiving and forgiving.Tong Xue, thank you. You taught me how to love and be loved. In the past, it was because I was too persistent. The one who should say sorry is me. I want to tell you that starting today, we owe nothing to anyone. Who is it, you don’t owe me anything, I’m sorry for you, don’t say sorry to me in the future, I really can’t bear it, I didn’t want to tell you the truth of the whole thing, I didn’t want to destroy your father The tall image in your heart, but after hearing your comfort and concern inquiries, it is still a momentary feeling and slowly spreads the dark past that has been accumulated in the bottom of my heart in front of you, without any reservation, completely exposed to the sun Now, when I said it, even I was surprised, it happened so naturally, without any symptoms, and it was not as difficult as I imagined. Until this moment, I finally realized what true love is I finally understand that you and I can also communicate with each other calmly and sincerely. Is this a good start and a memorable trip.

Here commemorates too many of our firsts, and has witnessed too many of our miracles. For the first time, she didn't mind my poisonous tongue, acted like a baby to me without coddling or pretentious, and clearly expressed her sense of dependence and towards me. Strong needs and caring, the first time I faced her caring, I fought back and teased her "deserved" while giving and giving everything I had, the first time she sincerely coaxed me to take the initiative to pay attention to my thoughts, the first time for her While actively caring and being moved and shocked, it was the first time I confessed my thoughts to her, the first time I carried her behind my back, so close to my heart, and it was also the first time I felt that my heart and her heart were so close. Close, we have no distance.There has never been a moment as easy as it is now, and we walked happily in the kingdom of love. We stumbled and bruised, supported each other and staggered to the end, but in the end none of us had the courage to break the stalemate and take this crucial step. Still the same sentence, I just wanted to take a step forward but was forced to take two steps back. Although we have explained all the hatred to each other in our own way, it stands to reason that there will be no barriers between us, but in the end we still can’t get rid of each other. The wound that was finally healed was completely debrided and cured. Maybe I was still afraid. I don’t know what this step of going out means for the two of us?Before I figured it out, I simply trapped myself in the same place and stayed away from it, because although she expressed her concern for me again and again in the past few days, she couldn't see it in her clear eyes. For the slightest bit of love, I really wanted to deceive myself and pretend to be foolish, and fooled the past ten days, but after she clearly expressed what I did for her, all she could think of was the happy memories of being with Xiao Shan, It made me feel like what I was doing was a joke.

I am a man, with a man's self-esteem, pride and weaknesses. No matter how tough I look, I am still a man after all. I can behave like a real man in front of others, but every time in this lonely night, I habitually put myself in the In this dark and quiet study room, I finally took off the strong and hypocritical mask and faced the most real and fragile self. At this moment, I admit to myself that I am a weak person and a loser in front of emotions. I find that the more I love, the more desolate I am. Obviously, I can make her come back to me with a little effort. Now that I have decided to announce the fake couple's agreement, she and I can be justified, but so far I still haven't completely let go of her, and I still try my best to hide myself. Like these blackened glass, it is actually my protective shell. When I am vulnerable or afraid to face it, I want to shrink into the shell to escape and protect myself from harm. If even this shell is broken , completely showing a scarred self in front of her, what she will do, I am not sure at all, I have not even expected it, but she keeps moving forward in her own way, trying little by little Close to my closed heart, even if my heart is as solid as a rock, it will eventually be no match for her perseverance and perseverance like a drop of water piercing a rock. Sure enough, I am not mistaken. A good woman who will never give up and has a tenacious vitality like bamboo shoots springing up after a rain.

Tong Xue, just go on like this. I believe that the future is not a dream. I offer you my pious blessings silently from the bottom of my heart. I wish you happiness every day in the future. In fact, I have always felt that the fifteen days by the sea are One of my dreams, I want to be immersed in it all the time and don’t want to come out, but the dream will wake up after all, just like Cinderella’s glass slipper, it loses its magic power at twelve o’clock in the middle of the night, everything becomes a bubble, and it will end after all , we finally came to today, the last day of this one-month period, I stayed in bed lazily escaping from reality and didn't want to get up, and I knew you were awake, and you called me to get up for breakfast more than once, but I still want to Taking advantage of this hazy drowsiness to have you again in my dream, I wanted to have you in sight, but a loud noise disturbed my sweet dream, and I failed the opportunity Duke Zhou painstakingly created for me to kiss Tong Xue. I woke up and looked at the source of the sound for a moment. Fortunately, I was stunned by the scene in front of me. I saw her knocking on the black glass of the study with a hammer, and the weak glass was hit by her violently. The blow was overwhelmed and fragmented, I subconsciously stepped forward to stop it, and asked her sharply why she did this?Why do you have to have trouble with me?If I have to be sad, she clearly knows that my dad died for this sea, and clearly knows the meaning of this study to me, it is equivalent to my protective shell, without this shell, you let a person who has no How can a tortoise with a shell all over its body survive?You are enough, don't give me those big reasons, everyone will say the big things, I think you don't feel pain in your back even when you are standing and talking, but it really happened to you. I don't believe you can still be so calm and relaxed. Once I won't tolerate it anymore, I just lost my temper with her regardless, just like in the past, turning my face and ignoring others, I thought I could force her back, how could I know that this time she not only didn't back down, but also bravely and I argued strongly with reason, and clearly emphasized her guiding ideology. In her conception, my dad is in this study. He thinks about this sea. He wants to read it every day, but because of my evasion, let him I can't rest assured that the spirit in heaven can't rest in peace. Facing her first time in front of me, she didn't fear my anger and insisted on her own position. It is unforgiving to fight against her, and this time she did not cry and shout my name helplessly when I was forced to nowhere like before, but insisted on her own opinion and tried her best to enlighten me : "If he can't rest in peace, it's because he sees you like this. He can't feel at ease. He looks at his son, traps himself here every day, seals the window, and closes his heart at the same time. He can't see anything, and you can't see anything either!"