After transmigrating into a cannon fodder, I married a villain

The young man's tears wet Yan Weilan's clothes, and at the same time completely collapsed the line of defense he had built up these days.I thought about the truth thousands of times in my heart, but it was no match for the boy's red eyes.

Yan Weilan wanted to hug Yu Sheng with all her strength, but she was afraid of hurting the boy in her arms. "I'm sorry, I don't know." He said hoarsely, "I don't know any of these."

He thought that Yu Sheng would be safe and sound under the protection of his parents and elder brother if he stayed in the capital, and he thought that he was the only one suffering.He never thought that the person he desperately wanted to protect would suffer so much grievance.

Yu Sheng hated the way he was crying, he was too unmanly, but he really couldn't control himself!He hid the matter of not being able to paint for a long time alone, without telling anyone.He hid in the study late at night and practiced secretly, went to see a doctor alone, and told himself that as long as he practiced hard, he would recover. However, half a year later, he made no progress at all. , I felt scared instinctively. As soon as I picked up the pen, my hand seemed to be someone else's hand, completely out of his control.

If the boyfriend has no news, he can wait; if the older brother is in trouble, he can save him.But he couldn't paint, he was really on the verge of collapse every day, in order not to worry his family, and not to disappoint Jiang Huamei and Yu Ce, he endured all this alone, he felt like he was on the sea Like a wandering survivor, opening and closing eyes every day is endless waiting and despair.After finally waiting for Yan Weilan to come back, he thought that he would finally be picked up, but Yan Weilan didn't want him.

Yu Sheng was crying out of breath, he hadn't cried like this since his mother stopped beating.Accidentally, he said what was in his heart: "Why don't you want me..."

Yan Weilan lowered his head and pressed a light kiss on his cheek, "How could I not want you," he murmured, "Even if I don't want anything, I won't want you."

Yu Sheng couldn't help hiccupping, looked up at Yan Weilan, "Really?"

Yan Weilan kissed the corner of his eyes again, chuckled lightly, and said, "Really, how can anyone not want to be naked?"

Yu Sheng looked confused, with tears still hanging from his eyelashes, "Then, are you kidding me these days?"

Yan Weilan sighed, as if she had completely given up struggling, "This is not a place to talk, let's talk about it later."

"Then go to your house and talk." Yu Sheng said without thinking, "Can I go to your house?"

"can."

"Can I play with Xueya?"

"can."

"Then you still call me 'cousin'?"

Yan Weilan put one hand on the back of Yu Sheng's neck, put the tip of his nose against Yu Sheng's nose, and rubbed slightly, "Sometimes, I still bark."

The good thing about Yan Kong having a good-looking boyfriend is that he was so angry that he was about to explode on the spot, but he was kissed, hugged, coaxed, and finally looked at his face, and most of his anger disappeared .

The two stopped sitting in line, Yu Sheng lay in Yan Weilan's arms with peace of mind, and Yan Weilan gently played with his fingers.His Yu Sheng's whole body was tender enough to pinch water, but his fingers were relatively rough, and there was a thin callus on the side of his middle finger.Yan Weilan remembered that every time he was close to Yu Sheng in the past, he could smell the faint fragrance of ink and paper on his body, and there were often light ink stains on his wrists.Yu Sheng really likes to draw.

"Your hand..." Yan Weilan said, "Is it related to the wound on your forehead?"

Yu Sheng smiled wryly, "It should be." Ever since he was hit on the head, there have been more or less sequelae.There is still no problem with his right hand in daily life, but once he does some delicate things, such as painting, such as tea ceremony, it will show abnormalities.It was also because of this that he was able to hide it from his family.Now that he finally told the secret hidden in his heart, and someone shared it with him, he suddenly felt a lot easier.

"How did you get hurt?" Yan Weilan said, "I asked you several times, but you didn't tell me, are you trying to hide it from me?"

Yan Weilan's tone was a bit downcast, and Yu Sheng sat up straight in his arms after hearing this, "I'm not, I don't!" Yu Sheng didn't want to be questioned by his beauty, and explained: "It's just ...The past is unbearable, and when I think about it, I..."

"Then stop talking." Yan Weilan said.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just...um..."

Yan Weilan lowered his head and kissed Yu Sheng's lips, blocking all his unfinished words.

When the heat wave hit, Yu Sheng could no longer think about other things.

The carriage stopped at the gate of Yan Mansion, Yan Weilan got out of the car first, and then hugged the blushing Yu Sheng out of the car, and then he said to the servants: "Go and inform Madam that the second young master of the Yu family is here."

Since Jiang Zhizhu wanted to marry Yan Yuanlan, who had lost his reputation, to Yu Ce the year before last, Jiang Huamei was furious, and the two families broke off contact.One of the two sisters lost her temper to save face, and the other pretended to be noble and refused to give in. She had to stagger the dates when she returned to her natal home during the holidays.Yu Sheng hadn't seen Jiang Zhizhu for a long time, and said embarrassingly, "Don't tell my aunt? I just want to be with you, not to see her very much."

Yan Weilan comforted him: "You don't need to see her, just follow me."

Yan Weilan led Yu Sheng into Yan's mansion.Along the way, all the servants were respectful to Yan Weilan, stopped what they were doing to say hello to him.Seeing that Yan Weilan has such a high status in the Yan Mansion, Yu Sheng was quite relieved.

"By the way, Duke Wu's illness... is better?" Yu Sheng asked.

Yan Weilan said calmly, "It's okay."

Yu Sheng knew that Yan Weilan and Duke Wu had never been close, so he didn't ask any further questions.When the two passed by the backyard, they saw a girl in a pink skirt walking towards them.This girl was pretty and lovely, she looked not much older than Yu Sheng, and Yu Sheng thought she was some concubine from the Duke's Mansion.

Yan Weilan stopped in her tracks, nodded lightly at the girl, "Aunt Bai."

Um, this young girl is actually Yan Weilan's concubine, Duke Wu's concubine? !That Duke Wu is really... always strong.

Bai Xirong smiled pretty, "Master Seventh. Is this the young master of the Yu family?"

Yu Sheng smiled politely, "I'm Yu Sheng."

Bai Xirong sized Yu Sheng up, covered Cherry's mouth with a cattail fan, and said, "You're such a handsome young master, no wonder Seventh Young Master is so worried."

Yu Sheng was a little surprised, did this Aunt Bai know too much?

"However, Seventh Young Master, you'd better be careful." Bai Xirong said meaningfully, "If someone else sees it, you may not know what others will think."

Yu Sheng cast a puzzled look at Yan Weilan, and Yan Weilan said without changing his face, "Don't bother Auntie."

Bai Xirong blessed Fushen, "Then I won't bother the two young masters for now."

After parting with Bai Xirong, the two came to Yan Weilan's courtyard. To Yu Sheng's surprise, Yan Weilan still lived in the remote north-facing courtyard, and the furnishings inside were the same as before, even less.It seems that Yan Weilan doesn't care much about material life.

Just as Yu Sheng was thinking about it, she heard an "ooow", Xueya walked to Yan Weilan's feet with graceful steps, and raised her head proudly.

Yan Weilan touched Xueya's head, and said to Yu Sheng, "Do you want to touch her?"

Yu Sheng has always had no resistance to fluffy things, but after all, Xueya is a snow wolf with fangs, which can reach his waist when standing up, and he can't lick a wolf like a cat.

"She won't hurt you." Yan Weilan took Yu Sheng's hand and placed it on Xueya's scarf.

The snow wolf's hair is softer than Yu Sheng imagined, it is white and spotless, and it looks a bit like a husky when it squints its eyes and wags its tail.

... Please, you are a wolf, it's not good to be cute like this.

While Yu Sheng was masturbating the wolf, he didn't forget the sound Xueya made when he threw the man down and bit him, so he didn't dare to masturbate presumptuously.After pawing the wolf, Yan Weilan asked him: "Are you hungry, do you want to eat something?"

Yu Sheng's eyes lit up, "Are you going to feed it to me?"

"Ah."

Yan Weilan's proposal was very tempting, and Yu Sheng resisted the temptation with great difficulty, "I still want to know the reason why you treat me coldly first."

Yan Weilan nodded, "Then where do you want to listen?"

"what?"

"Would you like to make a pot of tea and sit in the yard and listen, or..." Yan Weilan paused and smiled slightly.His lips were redder than ordinary people's, as if he had been kissed by someone who put on rouge, just looking at it made people imagine, blushing and heartbeating. "Go to bed?"

"..." Yu Sheng felt that his nasal cavity was hot, and there was a sign of a nosebleed, but even so, he still shouted loudly: "Go to bed!"

Yan Weilan chuckled, and pulled Yu Sheng into the room.At this moment, his servant came back from Jiang Zhizhu's place, and said, "Seventh Young Master, Madam said she knew, and asked you to keep Second Young Master Yu for dinner at the house."

Yan Weilan nodded, and then ordered: "The emperor rewarded a lot of precious supplements today, the sixth young master is not in good health, you can take them for him for me."

After sending the servants away, Yan Weilan took Yu Sheng into the study.Yu Sheng was puzzled and said, "Didn't you say go to bed?"

Yan Weilan raised the corner of his mouth, "You can also lie down here. And," he looked at Yu Sheng with autumn water in his eyes, "if you really go to bed, I will do something to you."

Yu Sheng's face became hot for a while, and he also thought about doing something with Yan Weilan, especially when he was in a climax, it was really too much to think about.But his body is still full for more than a year, and what happens at this time must be harmonized.Moreover, once he prescribed meat, he would bear the risk of pregnancy.Although sex with a man is the most likely to be recruited when a man is hot, it is also possible to get pregnant in normal times.In this era, there is no particularly good contraceptive method, and everyone thinks that having more children is more blessings, so there are often brothers who have seven or eight children in their lifetime. It is very rare for brothers like Lin Hou who only have one child.

While Yu Sheng was thinking wildly, Yan Weilan had already changed from his official uniform and put on a frost-colored regular uniform.The maid brought hot water and a handkerchief, Yan Weilan asked the maid to step back, wrung the handkerchief and wiped away the tears on Yu Sheng's face, and wiped his hands for him, then carried him to the bed, while she was beside Yu Sheng Lying down on his side, propping his forehead with one hand, playing with Yu Sheng's hair with fingers like green onions, "What do you want to know?"

Yu Sheng was stunned for a while because of the prospering beauty that was so close at hand. After a while, he remembered the business and said, "Are you trying to alienate me these two times?"

"Ah."

"why?"

Yan Weilan moved his hand from his hair to the scar on his forehead, "Did you notice that I changed a servant?"

"I was just going to ask you." Yu Sheng said, "What about Nineteen? Didn't he go to Xunyang with you? Why didn't he come back together?"

Yan Weilan said indifferently: "He is dead."

"What?!" Yu Sheng sat up suddenly, "How did he die?!"

"After the Destiny Regiment occupied Xunyang, the first thing they did was to attack the aristocratic families in the city, wantonly collecting money. The Yan family was a century-old family in Xunyang, so they were the first to bear the brunt. The Destiny Regiment ransacked the Yan Mansion and killed many men. Including nineteen. They took away all the money and beautiful young women," Yan Weilan curled his lips, but there was no smile in his eyes, "They also took me away."

Yu Sheng wasn't surprised by this at all, there was no man with Yan Weilan's devious appearance who wouldn't fall in love with him.He asked nervously, "Do they want you to be Mrs. Yazhai?"

Yan Weilan took Yu Sheng into his arms and let him rest on his lap, "Don't worry, no one has touched me."

"how did you do it?"

"I can't explain the twists and turns in a few words." Yan Weilan said, "In short, I reached a deal with them."

Hearing this, Yu Sheng had a guess: "They let you go back to Beijing, and you pass the news of the court for them?! Your new servant is a member of the Destiny Group?!"

Yan Weilan lowered her head and kissed his lips, "Smart."

Yu Sheng understood everything, "You dare not get too close to me because you are worried that he will take me as a hostage and threaten you in the future?"

"The Destiny Group will not trust me completely, they will try to find my weakness." And Yu Sheng is his weakness.

"Do King Qin and the Emperor know about this?"

"know."

After listening to Yan Weilan's narration, Yu Sheng fell into deep worry.Not everyone can control the identity of a double agent. If he is not careful, he may offend both sides. In the end, he will have no place to die. Anyway, with his IQ, he will definitely not be able to do this.

Yan Weilan saw his worry, and said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine. I didn't want to tell you, who knows..."

"Who knows what?"

"Who knew, you were crying so pitifully." Yan Weilan whispered, "I don't know, I thought I bullied you in the carriage."

Thinking of his own performance just now, Yu Sheng also felt that he was too worthless. "I understand," he said, "for my life, we must keep our distance in front of your entourage, right?"

"Besides him, there are also a few members of the Destiny Group in the Yan Mansion. Although the capital is heavily guarded and anyone who enters will be interrogated, there are still a few secret agents who have sneaked into the city. You should be more careful on weekdays."

Yu Sheng responded obediently, "I don't have much chance to go out, after all, the exam is coming soon. Although I can't hold a pen well now..." He paused, and smiled: "Weilan, I'm hungry, what do you do?" Give me something to eat."

Yan Weilan didn't mention his injury again, and said with a smile, "Okay."

Yu Sheng didn't want to wait, so he followed Yan Weilan to the kitchen.The kitchen seemed to have just been refurbished, and it was twice as big as before, with all the ingredients and utensils in it.Yan Weilan was afraid that Yu Sheng would be starving, so he didn't make too complicated dim sum, but gave him a bowl of noodles.When Yan Weilan was busy with work, Yu Sheng stuck to him, watching the bright and unparalleled young man with his head lowered, his slender and thick eyelashes making soup for himself, the rest of the complaints in his heart disappeared.

Yan Weilan's cooking skills are quite good. The texture of the noodles is moderately soft and hard, the saltiness is suitable, and the freshness of the river. Yu Sheng was very appreciative and ate two big bowls, and he started to feel sleepy when he was full.Yan Weilan said: "I'll carry you to lie down for a while."

Yu Sheng yawned, "But—but, if I don't go home for so long, my mother will be worried."

Yan Weilan said softly, "I'll send someone to talk to your mother."

Yu Sheng didn't say anything anymore, and let Yan Weilan carry her to the room.The two were lying on the bed, talking one after another, Yu Sheng's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally only the sound of gentle breathing remained.

Yan Weilan stood by his side, watching him quietly, and suddenly remembered what the emperor had said to her.

The emperor was right, for the sake of ambition, close relatives can be killed.

But he didn't know who started his ambition.