Old Nine Gates of Liuli Love Flowers

September 1939

After years of peace, Japan's ambitions gradually swelled, and the war of aggression against China expanded in an all-round way.

The long black hair is scattered on an army green shoulder, the military uniform is still tall and straight like that night, and the skirt is still flying

"The moon is full tonight."

"The moon waxes and wanes."

"You left out one more sentence."

"That sentence... I said it many years ago."

The sound of artillery fire outside the city, one after another, one after another, illuminated the silent night sky "husband."

"I'm here."

"Tell me, what is the name of our unborn child?"

The night sky is silent again

The night wind blows, and the hair blows on his face, stirring his heartstrings, "If it's a girl, it's You Xin, if it's a boy, it's You Si."

"Walk my heart, wander my mind."

Green Zijin, Youyouwoxin

Qingqing Zipei, leisurely I think

"Tick tock..." There was a drop of hot temperature from the interlocking hands, "Qingli, do you regret it?" He looked at her with a sob

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My mind recalled that night many years ago, when he expressed his heart, she gave herself to him for the first time, and he also asked her

"Qingli, will you regret it?"

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"No regrets."

"No regrets."

answer, like that night

"You know, from the very beginning, I have never regretted it."

"Yes, I knew it from the beginning. It's just that I have to make you wait again."

"I'm not afraid to wait. I always believe that the war will end and you will come back."

The air became quiet, and the sounds of their breathing and heartbeat were intertwined, but they were so clear for a moment. He lowered his eyes, took out the red marriage book from his arms, and handed it to her, "The battlefield is too chaotic, so hand it over to her." Here it is, when the war is over, I will go to Yan'an to pick you up and the children."

She took the marriage certificate and showed a smile

"Ok, I will wait for you."

All words are not as good as each other's hearts

In this period of war, there is a country before a family. They all understand that she understands his mission and responsibility. Now that the country is in crisis, the righteousness of the family and the country will always come first, and the love of children will come later. Protecting the homeland is not only his belief , is also the voice of every Chinese, but this time, she will have to wait again

From the very beginning, I knew that this day would come sooner or later, but I couldn't help falling in love with her, even possessing her, and finally married her. I knew that with his status, he shouldn't drag her down at all, but he controlled her. I can't help my heart, I can't help loving her, thinking about her for so long, he has occupied her selfishly, and kept her waiting, waiting for him to come back from the grave, waiting for him to propose marriage, waiting for his mission to come back, etc. He came home……

Countless times of waiting, in exchange for waiting

He knew that he was selfish, so selfish that he knew that he was ashamed of her, but he never regretted falling in love with her. Having her, Zhang Rishan was worthy of the country in his life, and he was worthy of anyone, but he was sorry for his wife. No one knows how long this war will last

How long will this wait be?

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In the morning of the second day, she buttoned the last button for him one by one, put on the military coat, tidied the placket, put on the military cap. She was wearing a white ankle-length pleated dress with flowers embroidered The white flowers are heroic, she is elegant and refined

Looking at each other, as if returning to the day when the two first met

"The night I first met you, you were also dressed in white."

She chuckled, "It's been several years, you still remember."

"Of course, I will never forget it for the rest of my life." He took her hand and kissed her lightly. "Me too... From the first time I saw you, I will never forget it."

Thinking about the past few years of marrying her, tears flashed in his eyes, "In the past few years, I..."

As if realizing what he was going to say, Ning Qingli raised her hand and gently pressed his lips, "I am very happy. I have you and my child."

"Qingli." The two looked at each other, how much they wished that time could stop at this moment, but unfortunately, the most unstoppable thing was time, "Be careful all the way, and you must take care of yourself."

"Don't worry, grandma sent someone to pick me up, and my brother is waiting outside. It's just that the battlefield is dangerous, so you have to protect yourself."

He squeezed her hand and nodded

"Daddy..." the person next to him shook his legs, his big eyes were full of tears, Adjutant Zhang adjusted his mood, picked him up, stroked his hair, and said, "Tanyu, wait for Daddy to drive away the bad guys." , daddy will pick you up, mother, and the little brother or sister in mother's womb, okay?"

Although the young Tan Tan was reluctant to part with his father, he still nodded his head in a sensible way, with a slightly crying voice, "Then Daddy must drive away the bad guys as soon as possible, and Tan Tan has to wait for Daddy to teach him how to shoot arrows..."

"Okay, then I must obediently wait for Daddy to come back."

Tan Tan stretched out his little hand to wipe away his tears, "Tan Tan will definitely be obedient!"

Adjutant Zhang squeezed his little face, put him down, and took Ning Qingli's hands, "Qingli."

He looked into her eyes, and there was affection that each other could understand.

"Wait for me again."

She smiled and nodded, the same as before

"Ok, I will wait for you."

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The time on the pendulum is ticking, and every time it rings, it is so worrying, so unbearable, after all... the time is up

"Rishan, turn around, okay..."

"…it is good."

When they turned around, the hands that were tightly held by the two gradually separated, "tick..." was the sound of tears dripping

A moment later, there was a hot and humid temperature on his back. She leaned on his back, and the sound of her heartbeat touched his heart again and again, "Don't look back." She said softly

"This time... I'll go first."

Maybe I'm afraid of that moment of reluctance, and even more afraid of that moment of vacillation. It's better not to look at it than to look at it...

He closed his eyes, and his body trembled a little. For a moment, clear tears fell from the corners of his eyes. Suddenly, his waist loosened, and her heartbeat became farther and farther away from him...

Without saying a word, she shed tears silently, took him up, looked at his back, and stepped back step by step...

soon he turned back

But, she is no longer there.