Su Yan stood there blankly, his mind blank.

The silence was long and silent.

After a long time, Gu Feidi finally couldn't help but say, "Su..."

As if waking up from a dream, Su Yan suddenly pushed away Gu Feidi's hand like an electric shock, stumbled and groped for the stone wall, and ran out of the room.

Back in the stone chamber illuminated by the fire, Su Yan took a deep breath, raised the back of his hand and put it on his lips.He could feel his cheeks and ear pinnae were hot, his heart was beating fast, his whole body seemed to be melting, and he was so soft that he couldn't exert any strength.

He didn't want to guess the meaning of Gu Feidi's kiss, nor did he want to think about the metaphor of Gu Feidi's last sentence.

But the thoughts in his head were completely out of his control, and they couldn't stop coming out.

Gu Feidi... like him?

Or, it was just because he accidentally left the plot of the heroine that Gu Fei was hostile to him and had a wrong empathy?

Or is it because he has repeatedly snatched the leading role of the heroine, and because he has a "masculine" attribute in the world, that Gu Feidi misunderstood something?

Anyway, anyway, it won't be because of his charm that he will turn away a good hero like Gu Feidi!

... Then, what about himself?

What kind of mood did he have towards Gu Feidi, so that he felt that the kiss just now was like an electric shock, making his whole body numb from the head to the soles of the feet, almost dizzy?

It shouldn't be.

He never thought he would feel this way about a man's kiss.

But the warmth and softness that he felt in the darkness just now remained on his lips, and he even began to reminisce about that light kiss that Gu Feidi had dipped into the water before he lifted the poison.

His heartbeat still didn't calm down, and the strange desire in his body that was inexplicably awakened by the kiss reminded him clearly—his relationship with Gu Feidi might not be a simple brotherhood or classmate friendship.

But it was too sudden.

Su Yang didn't know what expression to use to face this sudden situation.

Light footsteps sounded behind him, Su Yan turned around, and saw Gu Feidi standing under the arch, looking at him quietly.

Su Yan's heart trembled suddenly, and he subconsciously took two steps back.

Gu Feidi's eyes dimmed, lowered his eyelashes, and said softly, "Thank you...for detoxifying me."

Seeing that Su Yang didn't speak for a long time, he twitched the corners of his mouth and showed a wry smile: "Just now, I was impulsive, sorry."

Su Yan hurriedly avoided the other party's gaze, not daring to look at each other, leaned over and began to pack the packages that the two of them had spread out on the couch.

While muttering: "Okay, now that I've detoxified, it's time to go out. We'll go back to Iris Island today, and tomorrow..."

"Suzhou."

Gu Feidi interrupted Su Yan's words.

Su Yang pretended to be calm: "What's the matter?"

Gu Feidi walked up to Su Yan, looked down at the person squatting on the mat, and said in a low voice, "Although I want to apologize for offending you, but..."

Su Yang didn't dare to breathe anymore, and had a strange premonition of what he was going to hear next.

Gu Feidi asked: "...Do you understand my feelings for you?"

Suddenly, it seemed as if the dust had settled.

Su Yan closed his eyes and sighed.

He fell backwards from a squatting position, and sat on the couch as if he was powerless, with his head hanging down.

His thoughts were confused, and he couldn't express his true feelings for a while.

Happy?Maybe a little scared.Pleasure?But with a little unspeakable tension.There is still a little bit of disbelief, a little bit of worry about gain and loss, and a little bit...wanting to retreat.

These complicated emotions seemed to squeeze all of Su Yan's thinking ability out of his brain. After a long while, he only said one sentence that he himself hadn't thought through:

"Gu Feidi, I am the Holy Son of the Demon Cult."

Gu Feidi knelt beside Su Yan and said in a low voice, "I know."

Su Yan continued: "And you are the son of the leader of the martial arts. We are destined to be old enemies. You, this relationship... will not have a good result."

Gu Feidi stared at Su Yan: "... so what?"

Su Yan's heart was already in a state of confusion, but when he heard such words, his heart seemed to be covered with thorny thorns, disturbed and stinging, and he couldn't scratch it.

"Don't do this, Gu Feidi." He almost panicked, "You are the only son of the leader of the martial arts alliance, have you considered your father's feelings when you treat me like this? He must be looking forward to your marriage and having children, right?"

Hearing this question, Gu Feidi didn't speak for a long time.

Su Yan didn't say any more, and decided to give Gu Feidi time to figure it out, and also to give him a chance to sort out his emotions, and silently turned around and began to pack the package.

The two of them didn't bring many things, and there were not many things that needed to be cleaned up.Soon, Su Yan packed the package, and finally looked at the stack of papers neatly stacked on the couch table.

Those were the scriptures that Gu Feidi silently wrote during this time, Su Yan reached out to pick them up and read them to calm his mind.

Gu Feidi's handwriting is very beautiful, because the scriptures are written, so he used the standard lower case.Even so, there is still a hint of sharpness between the strokes of the pen, and every stroke is pleasing to the eye.

The paper was turned over page by page, and suddenly, a running script that was different from lower case script fell into Su Yan's eyes.

Compared with lower case, running script can better reflect the temperament of the writer.Logically speaking, Gu Feidi's lowercase script can be full of vigor, and running script should be more imposing.

But for some reason, when Su Yan looked at this page of running script, he actually felt a bit of affectionate tenderness from it.

"You taught me the song." Gu Feidi said suddenly.

Su Yan subconsciously turned his head to look, but Gu Feidi's eyes fell on the paper, and he didn't look at him.

Gu Feidi said: "The original song was too sad, so I rewrote the lyrics."

Su Yan's eyes flicked over the lines of words and sentences, and stopped at the last eight words "I hope this life will be with you in this life", only to feel that my heart was burning and panicking.

"Su Yan." Gu Feidi spoke again, his voice soft and deep, "I can actually tell that you are lonely."

Before Su Yan could answer, he quickly went on to say: "At the farmhouse outside Xiaoyulou, I woke up in the early morning and saw you practicing swords in the courtyard alone, and I vaguely felt it. Later...do you still remember the stone forest formation?" Is that the cliff ahead?"

Recalling the scene at that time, Su Yan nodded.

Gu Feidi said: "At that time, you were standing on the edge of the cliff alone. I looked at it and felt...you wanted to jump off."

Surprised, Su Yan retorted, "I didn't."

Gu Feidi smiled, and continued: "I also remember clearly the way you fell asleep at the exit of the Stone Forest Formation. Also, at that time, Senior Sister Di Ling forgot to light the lamp, the mountain road was pitch black, and I also remember clearly the sound of your sighing. Later... you and I were in the same room, half a year was enough for me to see that you... didn't seem to have any attachment in this world."

After a pause, he closed his eyes slightly, and said with difficulty: "It seems that even if you are asked to die in the next moment, you can calmly abandon this world."

Su Yang was speechless.

Gu Feidi chuckled again, and said, "But I don't understand why you, like this, are desperately cultivating and practicing swords, why are you... risking your life to save me?"

"I..." Su Yan got stuck.

"three times."

Gu Feidi pressed on step by step.

"You came to look for me at Yujiantan, you blocked the knife for me during the melee in the wasteland, and even though you knew the blood gu was cruel, you still had to detoxify me. You have risked your life and saved me three times."

Su Yan said helplessly, "Gu Feidi, I..."

"I don't believe that you are just a classmate to me, Su Yan." Gu Feidi stared into Su Yan's eyes very seriously, "I can't really believe what you did, it's just because we were in Xiaoyulou We've been together for half a year. Not to mention half a year, even if it's Pu Lingyun or Xu Yunzhan, we have been friends for more than ten years since we were young, and they can't be like you, betting their lives for me without hesitation."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his eyes, bit his lips, and said in a low voice, "I still remember what you said when facing that leader before."

"I'm just..." Su Yan said anxiously, "It's just, just..."

Gu Feidi didn't say a word, just stared at Su Yan, waiting for his final verdict.

Su Yan gritted his teeth, and said cruelly: "...he lied to him."

The room was silent.

After a long time, Gu Feidi suddenly stretched out his hand and took away the paper with new words from Su Yan.

He leaned forward and put the thin page onto the quietly burning candle beside the couch table.

"Hey don't!" Su Yan subconsciously stepped forward to stop Gu Feidi's movements.

However, the paper was too thin, and it was ignited almost instantly.Tongues of fire devoured the writing on it, and finally, it turned into a mass of gray and black embers.

Gu Feidi stared at Su Yan with red eyes for a while, then suddenly stood up, strode to the narrow well in the corner of the stone room, scooped up a ladle of water, and poured all of it on his face.

He half-kneeled by the well with his back to Su Yan, his hands supporting the edge of the well, his head and neck drooping, motionless.

Su Yang suddenly panicked.

But he didn't know how to deal with this situation, and he was a little at a loss.

My heart was also in a mess, at one moment I wanted to rush forward to hug Gu Feidi regardless, at another moment I felt that this scene should not have happened at all, at another moment I thought of the kiss between the two in the dark just now, at another moment I recalled that in the script the two should have kissed each other. The end of life and death.

Such confusion made his heart feel a little cold, Su Yan raised his hand and grabbed the skirt of his clothes, frowning.

The chill became more and more severe, piercing into the limbs and bones, and then straight to the mind along the spine.

Su Yan took a sharp breath, trying to dispel the darkness that appeared in large chunks in front of him, but in the end he could only bow his body and slowly knelt down on the ground.

The moment before he lost consciousness, he seemed to see Gu Feidi rushing towards him with a face full of horror, and a fearful call echoed in his ears:

"—— Su Zai!"

Gu Feidi hugged the limp Su Yan, and called out anxiously a few times. Seeing that he had passed out completely, he tightly closed his arms, and hugged Su Yan, who was covered in cold air, into his arms.

"I'm sorry!" He wiped the water stains on his face, his voice choked with sobs, "I'm sorry... I, I shouldn't force you like that. I just... just have no idea in my heart, and I'm afraid of you... I've been hiding from me from now on .”

It was naturally impossible for Su Yan to say anything.

Gu Feidi closed his eyes, sighed, and sat cross-legged on the couch with Su Yang in his arms.This time, he was finally able to use the exercises, and use the warm internal force cultivated by Niwa Wutong to warm up the frozen ball.

……

After an unknown period of time, a slight sound of footsteps outside Shiwai woke Gu Feidi up.

He hugged Su Yan, who was still unconscious, in his arms, stretched out his hand and pulled out the long sword from the side of the bag, and looked warily at the entrance of the stone room.

Su Huaizhu stepped into the stone room from the outside, and gave Gu Feidi an indifferent look.

Gu Feidi clenched the hilt of the sword in his hand, with no emotion on his face, he protected Su Yang behind him, squatted on the spot, and stared at the leader of the Demon Cult without any fear.

Seeing Gu Feidi looking like he wanted to fight him desperately, Su Huaizhu laughed lightly: "You are quite similar to League Leader Gu."

Gu Feidi calmly said, "I am my father's son, so I naturally resemble him."

Su Huaizhu's eyes were dark, he was silent for a moment, and changed the subject: "Now that the poisonous Gu has been cured, should the Young Pavilion Master leave my teaching?"

Hearing this obvious order to evict guests, Gu Feidi's face changed slightly.He opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything in the end.

Su Huaizhu cast a glance at Su Yan who was unconscious behind Gu Feidi, changed the subject, and said: "Now that the blood gu is in his body, although it is suppressed by half-red, it is not a long-term solution. I know someone who I can help him, or I can give you a token to find that person. It depends on... whether the young pavilion master is willing to do me a favor."

Seeing the meaningful smile in the demon leader's eyes, Gu Feidi subconsciously wanted to refuse.

But at this moment, Su Yan behind him let out a slight muffled groan, shrank his body into a ball, and shivered from the cold.

Gu Feidi immediately grasped Zhuo Yang's wrist, and channeled a wave of internal energy for him.

Su Yan hugged Gu Feidi's arm unconsciously, as if trying to absorb a little warmth from him.

After a while, the trembling of Su Yang's body finally calmed down a bit.Gu Feidi looked back at Su Huaizhu, and said in a low voice, "...please tell me."

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