Where is Our Agreement to be Each Other's Arch-Rivals?

Gu Feidi stared straight at Su Yan's eyes with complicated expressions.

After a while, he said softly, "Yes."

Su Yan's fingers were still resting on the back of Gu Feidi's neck, and at this moment, they slipped slightly, and the fingertips fell from the side of Gu Feidi's neck, caressing his collar.

Gu Feidi was only wearing a middle coat and an inner shirt. The necklines were loose and intertwined, and they were not fastened. Su Yan pulled them a little and they messed up.

The setting sun shone through the window a little, and the orange-red shimmer reflected on Su Yang's face, and his eyes reflected a warm light brown that seemed to be shining.

Gu Feidi immediately understood what Su Yan wanted to do.

"Brother," he sighed softly, "your body..."

"I'm fine." Su Yan intentionally made a nasal voice, trying to be coquettish, "It's just that I'm a little weak... So, junior brother, take the initiative, okay?"

Gu Feidi still refused: "Senior said you are weak, you can't..."

Su Yan blinked and looked at Gu Feidi: "You said you would fulfill my wish."

Gu Feidi: "But not including..."

Su Yang: "You said you would fulfill my wish."

"Be obedient, I can't..."

"You said you would grant my wish."

"Brother..."

"You said you would not refuse any of my requests."

Gu Feidi grabbed Zhu Zhan's hand that was tugging at the lapel of his shirt, and said helplessly, "You should rest more."

With that said, he turned around and was about to leave, but was grabbed by the corner of his clothes by Su Yan.

"Don't let me leave with regrets, okay?" Su Yan whispered.

Gu Feidi's whole body trembled violently, and he couldn't help pinching the medicine bowl tightly with his fingers. There was a crisp crackling sound from the thin porcelain wall, and the shattered porcelain pieces fell to the ground, bursting into pieces.

Su Yan was taken aback, and immediately sat up, asking in surprise, "Are you hurt?"

Silently throwing away the fragments in his hand, Gu Feidi lowered his eyelashes, pressed his slightly trembling fingers with two tiny wounds on his lips, and sucked off the blood.

Seeing that Gu Feidi was silent with his back turned to him, Su Yan suddenly panicked.

"I'm sorry." He lifted the quilt and was about to stand up in a hurry, "I just said nonsense, don't take it for..."

The second half of the sentence was blocked by a sudden kiss.

Gu Feidi grabbed the collar of Su Yan's jacket, pulled him towards him, and the kiss gradually softened from uncontrollable anger, and finally melted with affection.

But it has not been disconnected.

It wasn't until Su Yan started to have difficulty breathing that he stretched out his hand and pushed Gu Feidi's shoulder twice, and then he slowly left Su Yan's lips.

Gu Feidi's eyes flickered with an extremely complicated look full of pain and hope, and his voice was low and hoarse: "...you won't leave."

Su Yan gasped for breath, trying to adjust his heartbeat back to a normal frequency.

After a while, he pulled out a smile, looked at Gu Feidi, and said, "Give me some deeper memories."

Gu Feidi stared at Su Yan's eyes, his throat trembled, but he couldn't speak.

"For yourself too..." Su Yan continued, "...leave something you will never forget, okay?"

Gu Feidi hugged Su Yan tightly, and buried his face in his neck.Su Yan embraced Gu Feidi, quietly waiting for his answer.

After a long time, Gu Feidi sighed softly in Su Yan's ear, kissed his forehead, turned and left.

Su Yan was a little discouraged immediately, sat back on the bed, grabbed the quilt to cover himself in it.

He also didn't want to say more on this matter, otherwise it would appear that he was asking for alms from someone.

However, Gu Feidi quickly returned to the bed, put a small round iron box in his hand beside the bedside pillow, hugged Su Shi tenderly, and kissed his lips.

"If you feel unwell, you must tell me." He stared at Su Yan's eyes and said seriously.

Su Yan glanced at the iron box, raised his eyebrows and looked at Gu Feidi.

"Oh," he couldn't help laughing, and deliberately teased, "Isn't this an ointment to prevent mosquito bites? What do you use it for?"

Gu Feidi: ...

Gu Feidi sighed helplessly: "Do you have to ask this kind of question at this time?"

Su Yan said with a sneer: "I just suddenly remembered that time..."

...the sound disappeared into the long kiss from Gu Feidi.

……

In the western sky, the last touch of crimson gradually dimmed, and layers of light clouds turned into a deep blue-purple.

The stars quietly lit up the sky, and it was a clear winter night without snow.In the quiet courtyard, only the steaming mist from the hot spring is quietly enveloping. Occasionally, water drops drip from the stone bank somewhere, making a few crisp ding-dongs.

Suddenly, the wind blows and wrinkles a pool of warm spring water, and blows the evergreen trees with a thin layer of snow beside the hot spring.The snowflakes on the branches are flying down, like a dense light snow falling in the courtyard.

Clumps of needles swayed and rustled with the rhythm brought by the wind, which made the small courtyard look a bit full of vitality...

……

Gu Feidi held Su Yan in his arms from behind, and lightly kissed the hair on the back of his neck.

Su Yan was so lazy that he didn't even want to move his fingertips.But strangely, he didn't fall into a deep sleep directly because of fatigue, instead he felt more relaxed physically and mentally.

——I don’t know if it’s because of the weeping intertwined in the abyss of despair and the deepest attachment just now, which vented all the negative emotions in his heart.

The two hugged each other quietly for a long time before Gu Feidi whispered in Su Yan's ear: "Senior brother..."

Su Yan let out a soft "um" from his nasal cavity as a response.

Gu Feidi asked, "Is it okay?"

Su Yan was silent for a moment, his voice still slightly hoarse, and said: "...Tired."

Gu Feidi kissed Su Yan lightly on the cheek, and said softly, "Will you hold on for a little while? I'll make the bed."

After finishing speaking, he turned over and got out of bed, wrapped Su Yang tightly in the quilt with his backhand, carried him to the couch next to him, lit a candle, took out a new set of blankets from the cage to replace the mess on the bed, He prepared a change of clothes, drew a large bucket of hot water from the hot spring in the courtyard, and carried Su Yang into it.

After cleaning up and taking a bath, Gu Feidi used his internal strength to help Su Yan dry his hair.The two put on dry coats, put out the candles, and lay down hugging each other.

But for some reason, Su Yan suddenly lost sleepiness.

He kept his eyes closed for a long time but couldn't fall asleep, so he opened his eyes and looked to the side...but suddenly bumped into a pair of eyes that were shining brightly in the dark.

Gu Feidi was surprised: "Brother, didn't you sleep?"

Su Yan blinked his eyes and said in a low voice, "...not sleepy, can't fall asleep."

Gu Feidi retracted his arms, brought Su Li closer to his arms, and called out: "Senior brother..."

Su Yang: "Huh?"

Gu Feidi paused for a moment, his tone hesitant: "Brother, do you like the...feeling just now?"

Hearing this question, Su Yan was a little dumbfounded, and he couldn't tell whether it was shyness or annoyance, which caused his ears to burn.

"Why do you ask this..." He muttered.

After being silent for a while, Gu Feidi raised his hand, stroked Su Yan's cheek lightly, and said in a low voice, "I want to know, just now...for senior brother, is it a good memory or an unbearable memory..."

Su Yan suddenly didn't know how to answer.

He was holding a sacrificial mood, hoping to make this relationship burn more violently in the last time... Even if moths are thrown into the flames, and they are wiped out, at least they can be engraved in the deepest part of the memory. Never wear out what fades...

He doesn't like the despair in this emotion, but the moment when the love burns to the extreme and turns into fireworks that can illuminate everything, it's damn beautiful...

Even if he fell into darkness, he would not hesitate.

...Besides, at this moment, he did not fall into darkness, but... as if he was born again.

Gu Feidi was still urging in a low voice: "Brother, do you like it?"

Su Yan pursed his lower lip, grabbed Gu Feidi's fingertips that were on his ear, ran away, and changed the subject:

"I've always wondered, since when did you call me that? Before... didn't you always call me by my name?"

Gu Feidi didn't answer immediately.

His eyes were lowered, and his fingers slowly slid down Su Zhan's face and landed on his back.

Gu Feidi couldn't touch Su Yan's skin directly through his shirt, but he knew that there were some old scars that had healed long ago.What those scars formed was a curse that made his heart ache.

After a long silence, Gu Feidi said: "...I just don't want to think of some bad things."

After his reminder, Su Yan also thought of the sixteen-character mantra behind him, and his name happened to be included in it.

Predestined calamity...a predestined disaster.There was an air of fate-like tragedy.

Thinking about it this way, it's really not a good name.

"It's too strange to always call me senior brother..." Su Yan said, "Why don't you call me by my nickname."

Gu Feidi was surprised: "You have a baby name?"

Su Yan looked at the other party's star-like eyes in the dark, and said with a smile, "It's my soul's nickname. In the past...my grandma always called me that."

Gu Feidi asked, "What's it called?"

Su Yan bit his lower lip and said, "Little."

Gu Feidi was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Small? Which one is smaller? The dawn of dawn, or..."

Su Yan said: "Small and small..."

Gu Feidi laughed, "Very cute baby name."

Su Yan asked, "What about you? Do you have a nickname?"

Gu Feidi shook his head and said, "I don't know either. As far as I can remember, my parents have never called me by my baby name, maybe they haven't."

Su Yan said: "Then why should I call you? You call me by my nickname, but I can't call you by your first and last name..."

Gu Feidi suddenly laughed out loud.

Su Yang asked, "What?"

Gu Feidi caressed Su Yan's cheek, and said in a low voice, "Why don't you...call me like you did just now?"

Su Yang didn't realize what Gu Feidi meant for a while.

When he turned the corner, he couldn't help but feel hot on his face, he gritted his teeth and said, "Gu Feidi!"

Gu Feidi smiled and said, "At that time, brother, brother called you kindly, but afterward, you became so vicious?"

Su Yan snorted, "I'm older than you!"

"Really? How can you be older than me?" Gu Feidi approached and teased, "Your baby name is Xiaoxiao, why...are you older than me?"

Su Yang: ...

With a fever on his face, Su Yan pretended to be disgusted and slapped Gu Feidi: "Are you Teddy? Here again? I'm so tired... You said you couldn't bear to touch me..."

Gu Feidi ignored the unintelligible words, found Su Yan's lips, and kissed them lightly.

"Don't move you, I can't bear it." He chuckled twice, grabbed Su Yan's hand, and clasped his fingers in front of his chest, and didn't make a fuss anymore.

As the night darkened, the evening wind suddenly stopped, and the surroundings returned to silence.

The starlight and the crescent moon light up the entire sky, and the faint light shines into the room through the open window, and sprinkles on the two people who are sleeping in each other's arms.

Calm and beautiful.