[Comprehensive martial arts] Hundreds of no taboos

When I came back from the outside, I fell into thinking.

Of course it's not about what to eat for dinner.

I found that there was a problem with my mentality. At the beginning, I had a mentality of resignation to feelings, or not resignation, but low self-esteem and unwillingness to bend down. It was not until I met the right person that this mentality slowly began to change. After going through a few more relationships, my mentality changed from low self-esteem at the beginning to arrogance. It is obviously not advisable to use this mentality to face new relationships.

If I have to give an analogy, I think I am a bit like Shi Zhixuan. Although I can't find many faults in him, his extremely arrogant personality obviously doesn't suit me.

Li Shen is also a proud person. He is not a quack. He was born in a family of officials. He has a handsome appearance and outstanding talent. He can be regarded as the pride of heaven.

I was a killer when I was 17.

But I'm different from Shi Zhixuan, I'm not an extremely proud person, or I'm just an ordinary character, any warrior who is picked at random is much more eye-catching than me, if I go back to the original state of mind, I am You shouldn't be so impatient.

After learning from the pain, I found Mr. Lin and asked him to have another talk with Lao Li Tanhua who hadn't left Beijing yet. I think it's really inappropriate to get engaged when the two of them haven't made any obvious progress.

Master Lin was a little surprised, and frowned, and said, "Did Shen'er ask you to tell me?"

I shook my head and said, "It's me, I don't think it's good."

Lord Lin said in surprise: "Don't you like Shen'er?"

I shook my head, "I like it, but it's because I like it, so I want to get along with him in an upright manner. I know that he is different from my big cousin. Don't talk about getting engaged, even if you are married, if you don't like it, you still don't like it. Treat yourself like a guest in the future, so it’s better to start right now.”

Mr. Lin looked at me fixedly, and said: "There is no news about this marriage, you should think about it yourself. If I tell Brother Li, I won't regret it later."

I nodded and said, "I thought about it before I came."

Master Lin said: "Although Shen'er is not very old, many people have already taken his fancy. If you don't get along with him and want to get engaged in the future, maybe you won't be able to find someone better than Shen'er. I really don't regret it." ?”

I still nod.

Master Lin sighed, "I really don't know how you have such a temper."

I laughed.

Maybe it's because I've seen more things and more people, so I don't need to think about anything like Lin Shiyin, and I don't need to care about anything, just waiting to get married happily.

Coming out of Mr. Lin, I looked up at the moon in the sky and let out a long breath. It was only then that I felt a sense of sobriety.

I changed my clothes and turned out of the Lin Mansion.

Now it’s just after dinner, it’s summer again, Li Shen hasn’t slept yet, old Li Tanhua is talking to Li Tian in the study, old Li Tanhua is very talkative, he can talk for a long time every time, I’m very happy It was the one who confidently threw a small stone at Li Shen who was practicing daggers in the yard.

Li Shen raised his head, I stood on the roof and gave him a wink, then I walked into his room.

Li Shen put away the knife, looked over to the study, and walked towards the room.

I comforted him, "Your father may have to talk for a long time."

Li Shen said: "It's not possible, it's certain. He talked non-stop for an hour and a half yesterday."

I showed a look of rejoicing, and said, "Fortunately, Mr. Lin doesn't talk much."

Li Shen laughed and said, "I thought so too when I first arrived at the Prefect's Mansion."

He poured me a cup of tea, but I didn't drink it. I just talked about business, "I discussed with Mr. Lin just now, and the engagement between us can be dissolved. Don't you feel much more at ease?"

Li Shen was stunned for a moment, and said, "Why do you want to break off the engagement?"

I raised my head, put down the tea cup in my hand, looked straight into Li Shen's eyes, and said, "Because I don't want to embarrass you, and I don't want you to think that I'm taking advantage of others. I know, Master Li doesn't say anything. , but the reason why he agreed to the marriage must be because I saved his life and healed his eldest cousin and his wife. Since ancient times, practicing medicine to save lives has been paid for by real gold and silver. If Mr. Li is grateful, he can give me more money for consultation , I can’t take you as a living person to pay for it.”

Li Shen paused, and said: "I didn't think so, besides, getting married is a good relationship between two families, as long as the family is right and the temperament is compatible..."

I sighed and said, "You clearly want to be Li Xun Huan, why do you force yourself to be Li Shen?"

Li Shen was silent.

I sat on the chair, took his hand, looked up at him, and said: "If you like it, you just like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. If two people have no feelings or only one party is willing to marry, even if they can live forever, there is no need for love." What does that mean?"

Li Shen frowned beautifully, and said, "But this has wronged you so much."

I shook my head and said seriously: "If I were a man and you were a woman, others would only say that I am an upright character. Whether it is a relationship or a marriage contract, it is a matter between you and me. Gathering and separation are normal life. , for you and me, why do you feel wronged? You think that I am wronged, but this world is too unfriendly to women, not that I am really wronged. "

Li Shen exhaled lightly, and said, "Shuang'er, you really are..."

He didn't really get it.

Maybe I can't find an adjective to describe such an amazing woman like me.

I stood up, hugged him, and said: "Okay, it's useless to think too much, take a rest in a few days, and then take me to play."

Li Shen smiled and said, "Okay."

I can't find an adjective to describe his smile.

How should I put it, the first ray of sunshine on the thousands of miles of snowfield, the spring breeze with the fragrance of peach blossoms, covered by dark clouds all night, and the moonlight behind the clouds at dawn. .

good looking.

Such a good-looking person broke off my engagement the next day.

His father, Li Tanhua, was extremely unhappy.

Master Lin was actually not happy, but he was much better than Lao Li Tanhua. After confirming my intentions, he let go and let me go. Lao Li Tanhua went home and beat his son without grace.

I only found out when I came to look for Li Shen at night.

The Li family has family rules, and old Li Tanhua came back in a hurry and didn't bring it with him, so he found a chair leg according to local conditions, and beat Li Shen with forty sticks himself.

When I came, Li Shen was lying on the bed reading a book in an awkward position.

I read "Shui Jing Zhu".

I almost laughed angrily at him, and snatched the book, "I still read it, don't you think my butt hurts?"

Li Shen said: "It hurts just as much if you don't read a book, it's better to read a book."

I sat down beside his bed, gritted my teeth and said, "If your father's body wasn't too strong to take a beating, I'd have to let him taste the stick."

Li Shen said with a half-smile in his tone: "Actually, there were not as many as forty sticks, but when I saw that he was going to hit me with a chair leg as thick as an arm, I dodged a few times. He taught me the small staff back then." It's acceptable, but the big stick will go away, and if you get to him, you will have to double if you hide, it's really disgusting."

I heard that there was no complaint in his words, so I sighed and said: "I listened outside when Mr. Lin was talking with him, and he clearly made it clear. I brought up this matter myself. , why does he still beat people!"

Li Shen said: "The family tradition is like this. What's more, I should bear these sticks. In fact, yesterday... I was very happy."

When he said this, he turned his head and looked at me cautiously, as if he was afraid that I would be unhappy, I shook my head and said: "You should be happy, marriage should be consensual, what parents say is bullshit. "

A slight smile appeared on Li Shen's pale face, and he said, "Don't say it anymore, besides, I should go back on my word. I can't just get beaten today and then come to ask for a marriage tomorrow. Then my beating was not for nothing?"

I froze for a moment before I realized what he meant, and I burst out laughing.

I took Li Shen's pulse and confirmed that his injury was not serious. I thought it was true. Old Li Tanhua was recovering from a serious illness after all. Even if he was in good health, who would beat his son to death?If he really wanted to beat him to death, he wouldn't want to spank the most bearable ass.

I judge that out of the forty strokes of the stick, only about ten strokes are solid, and the rest can be said to be knocked.

In this situation, he will be able to walk on the ground in less than two or three days.

Fart family law.

Li Shen also smiled, and said, "My father..."

He didn't go on talking, stopped for a while, and suddenly said: "I tried to practice short swords a few days ago, and it is light but light, but it is not suitable for officials. No matter how short the sword is, it is half the length of an arm. It is a small knife that is slightly larger than the hidden weapons in the Jianghu, usually hidden on the body, and thrown out when in danger, as long as the strength and accuracy are sufficient, it is more convenient than a sword."

I wasn't thinking about what kind of weapons he practiced at all, but I followed his words and thought about it, and said, "Then why don't you just use the hidden weapons of the quack?"

Li Shen said helplessly, "I don't want to use hidden weapons."

I suddenly thought of something and said, "Ming Qi?"

Li Shen said: "What is a bright weapon?"

I thought of my friend who was not a friend in the past, and said: "An upright hidden weapon, if you don't hide it, don't poison it, everyone will know that you have it, and it is no different from a sword."

Li Shen paused, and said, "What I want to use is the bright weapon."

I thought about it carefully, and this really fits Li Shen's character very well.

I said: "When you become famous in the Jianghu, you can also take a nickname in the Jianghu, like Zhang Jiajian and Li Jiadao..."

Li Shen smiled and said: "Where is the world famous, I clearly heard people say that the Li family is famous for their research."

I burst out laughing.

This is probably the happiest night Li Shen and I have spent together these days.