[Comprehensive] They forced me to die

How does that feel?

Wearing a snow-white floor-length dress, standing on a high platform, looking at the outside world through the glass window.

where is this place?

Alice looked around in a trance, and gradually the somewhat blurred scenery became clear.The surrounding walls are all carved from white stone bricks. Orchids carved from jade are blooming coquettishly between the white stones. The yellow circular arched windows and the pillars of white jade rose totem stand at the four corners of the room, which look solemn and yet at the same time romantic.

"Alice, how many times have I told you that you shouldn't sneak out."

A steady voice sounded from behind, and a middle-aged man in a black suit walked up to her little girl. His expression was solemn, his eyebrows were raised slightly, and the corners of his mouth were pursed.

"dad."

The girl cried weakly, her voice was hoarse, as if a guy who couldn't play the violin tried to pull the G string of the violin vigorously, but accidentally broke the string again.

Alice involuntarily looked at the girl in front of her.

She is short in stature, with a long neck that seems to have grown a few knots.

The big and small eyes are particularly obvious, the tetrahedron-shaped nose, and the horseshoe-shaped mouth are indescribably ugly. Perhaps it is because they have not been exposed to the sun for many years, the entire skin color looks bloodless, pale as if A piece of thin paper can be torn at a pinch, and the freckles are like ink dripping on the white paper, which looks very funny.

"I'm very sorry."

The girl continued, her tongue was not sharp, she seemed to be spitting and drowning others when she spoke.But it was obvious that the man called father didn't feel any discomfort, and his expression was quite calm.

An extremely strong desire to control was hidden under a pair of black eyes, and his breathing was as steady and smooth as usual.

"But I really want to go out." The girl insisted.

"The outside world can't accept you." With a helpless tone, the man gently stroked the girl's black hair, and still sighed softly, almost imperceptibly.

The little girl paused, as if thinking of something, she arched her back, shrugged her shoulders, and there was a liquid called tears in the corners of her eyes.There was a flash in his eyes, which is not the resignation that one should have at this age.

There is no cheating, distress, and unexpected sincerity.

"I'm sorry." The little girl said softly, barely audible.

Father nodded and left with big strides, as fierce as a gust of wind, leaving behind a powerless sigh.

Alice looked at the crying little girl, and felt a little distressed for no reason, maybe because of her relationship with the same name. She wanted to hug this little girl, but just as she reached out, she found that her hand had actually passed through her body.

"Oh, what's going on here."

The little girl seemed too frightened to speak, she wiped away her tears and scanned the empty terrace.

Alice frowned and said tentatively. "Can you hear me?"

The little girl staggered, jumped to the corner, touched the hard white wall behind her, and looked around vigilantly.

Alice understood that the girl could hear her but not see her.

The atmosphere became a little stiff, which made the little girl forget to cry for a while.

Alice coughed a few times, and lied to the little girl that she was an elf, and that she was separated from her friends because she got lost. The point is that the little girl believed it instantly.

"What's your name?" the little girl asked.

Her voice was as deep as an old man's, and the heavy hoarseness seemed to use her life to say every word, which made Alice inexplicably horrified.

"My name is love...uh."

"Love?"

Alice nodded hesitantly, and found that the other party didn't respond, and suddenly realized that she forgot that the other party couldn't see her, so she snorted lightly.

"... Holmes."

"Nice to meet you."

"Me too." Alice wanted to give the other party the impression that she was very mature and stable.

"But can I teach you Miss Elf?"

Although her voice was not flattering, the childlike innocence still made Alice feel a softness somewhere in her heart. Alice called it a woman's natural motherhood.

"can."

After that, the little girl's life can be said to be extremely boring, eating, sleeping, reading, and occasionally lying in front of the window in a daze, step by step, as if she was going to spend her whole life in a daze.

"no target."

"There is no ideal."

"Then what is she living for?"

"die?"

Alice sat on the window sill and talked to herself. Her body was translucent, and the outside light could still shine on the ground through her body.

"Why doesn't your father let you out?"

Finally, one day, Alice broke out. She seemed to be trapped in this castle, and even the sunshine seemed more luxurious. The point is that her soul seemed to be controlled, and she couldn't leave this girl's side.

And she couldn't understand why this girl could sit in a chair and read a book very calmly.

She obviously wanted to go out so much, why didn't she try to fight for it anymore?

The little girl was silent for a long time, so long that Alice thought she would not answer herself.

"Because people always have a negative attitude towards things that they cannot accept."

Alice couldn't understand such a small child uttering such profound words, and subconsciously thought that "after reading a few books, human beings always like to pretend for no reason."