[Comprehensive] They forced me to die

On the second day, the third day, and the fourth day, Alice didn't see Mycroft again. She just stood quietly in front of the window, looking at the big tree outside the window and the car parked downstairs. Different people come here, they may come here to visit the family members of patients, of course they may be patients, or they may be small vendors selling daily necessities.

When she was bored, she would count the cars for fun. Occasionally, she would see a black Mercedes-Benz, and when her eyes lit up, she would stare at it until the people inside came out of the car, inexplicably sad.

She remembered the time when she was in the VIP mental hospital in London, it should have been earlier.It may be because she stopped taking the medicine, some pictures suddenly appear in her life every day, those pictures are very blurry, but the feeling of loneliness makes her often unable to distinguish between reality, memory or just a dream.I just feel that my head is empty, and the whole world, including herself, is very strange.Everything made her feel insecure, and it seemed that everything could make her fear, as if the minefield she lived in was full of minefields, and if she was not careful, she might be smashed to pieces.

And she will always be a sudden intruder, someone can imprison her and hurt her in the name of expulsion at any time, so she lives in the world where only she is alone.

Lonely people always have ways to entertain themselves, so in spring, the outside is full of vitality. At that time, a very thick plane tree can be seen from the window of her room. She often looks at it in a daze, thinking I was thinking about some weird things, imagining that I might also be a tree, it must be a very beautiful tree.

Once, she saw birds building a nest on it. At that time, she was happy for a long time, imagining that she might become a bird, and she would ask her friends to come and build a nest together.She is amazing, the first nest is the most sturdy and beautiful, and many birds will praise her.

In summer, the hospital is equipped with central air-conditioning, so she can't feel the heat. She will deliberately open the window and stretch her hands outside. The sun is scattered on the back of her hands, and the warmth is felt when she is close to the skin. , warm and comfortable.

In autumn, the leaves on the sycamore tree gradually begin to fall. How can I describe such a mood? I picked up a book "The Last Leaf". It tells about a girl suffering from illness looking at the fallen leaves outside the window. "When the last piece of the tree falls, it will also be the time for me to wither." Later, a painter drew a leaf and stuck it on the tree.The patient found miraculously that the leaf did not fall even in the whole winter.

"Will I wither?" Alice murmured.

"Maybe I'll meet a painter too." That's what she said at the time.

"Maybe I will become a painter." So at that time, she started to learn to paint on a whim.

Later, perhaps because of her cleverness, she could walk around in a wide range of places. She met a girl whose quilt was unforgettable, Fanny. She was also a mental patient, but most of the time she was normal.

With curly blond hair, a small cherry mouth, big eyes, and lovely freckles, she was a rare beauty, Alice thought.

But sometimes she would go crazy and yell, which made Alice feel a little scared, and she even thought about leaving here.

"Do you have a home?" was what Alice asked her in her normal circumstances.

"Yes, I have a father, a mother, and a sister."

"That was really a very happy thing."

"But none of them could understand me."

"why?"

"I said I can see the future." The girl's eyes were shining brightly when she spoke.

"Do you really see the future?"

"I just can't see it."

"Then why did you tell them you could see it?"

"Because I can see it." Alice looked at the girl angrily, feeling that she was being played.

The girl bit her lip, lowered her head and said to Alice: "They say that I can't distinguish between reality and dreams. Actually, I think so too, but I think it's very interesting."

"Why is it interesting?"

"Because sometimes I feel like I'm a big hero, you know Batman?"

"An American drama!?"

"I sometimes feel like I saved the world."

Alice squeaked out laughing, but was stopped immediately after being stared at by the other party.

"Damn it, I shouldn't have told you."

"I am sorry."

The girl snorted and ignored Alice.

But they seemed to have hit it off by accident.

"How did you get in here?" Alice asked.

"The family thought I was a trouble and sent me in, but I can go out."

Alice looked at her in surprise.

"Don't look at me so surprised. My mother told me that I'm just sick. When I get better, I can go home."

"What about you?" she asked.

"Me?" Alice scratched her ear.

"I seem to have done something and they won't let me out."

The other party suddenly became interested: "Let's listen."

"Uh..." Alice patted her forehead in pain, the voice in her ear became a little distant...

How on earth did she answer?

At night, the wind blew through the sycamore trees with a rustling sound, and the hazy moonlight reflected on Alice's face through the thin clouds through the glass window, frowning involuntarily.

Suddenly, there was a deep cold feeling in the air, and a smell of tobacco and preservatives...

Those eyes, in the darkness, seemed to merge into one.

A pair of cold hands rested on Alice's shoulders.

Alice groaned a few times uneasily, waking up from her dream with a frown, who was touching me?

Alice opened her eyes leisurely, just in time to see the pair of cold, daggers flickering from time to time under the reflection of the moonlight, and Alice rolled and crawled out of bed.

"who are you?"

The sharp dagger seemed to exude the chill of freezing to death, and the moonlight gradually became brighter.

"Professor Ai Qing!"

"What's wrong with you, I asked the nurses and they said you have been discharged from the hospital a long time ago!"

Alice noticed that the current professor was ruthless. It was obvious that he was the professor who wanted to kill herself. She clutched her stomach and glanced at the red alarm light on the desk.

She felt that she should press it immediately, but she was afraid that this would alarm the other party. Whether it was his quick movement or those people's quickest movement, the answer was self-evident.

"Calm down, Professor."

Alice watched the professor put down the dagger and looked at her with innocent eyes.

"I will not hurt your Alice."

"Are you Professor Ai Qing?" Alice asked hesitantly.

"I am, I'm sorry, Alice, I can't control myself." Ai Qing gradually approached Alice, his eyes were so expressive and serious.

Alice snatched the knife quickly, turned over and pressed the emergency button, and the siren whistled through the entire ward, and the whole room was lit up.

Alice was wearing a blue striped hospital gown, clutching her stomach weakly, and looked at the professor with vicious eyes.

"Do you know how I know you're not a professor?"

"I've been wondering why the professor asked me to stay away from him, and it's especially obvious recently that he is a very careful person. He really didn't notice McCoff's surveillance at the beginning, but he noticed it later, but didn't deal with it. That means he did it on purpose to make me suspicious of him."

"So you suspect me?"

"Of course not. The problem is the smell of tobacco on your body. Professor Ai Qing never smokes. He will remember my birthday, but you can't. When you said that you are the professor, the middle finger and index finger of your right hand are slightly bent , That’s a habit used by smokers. Ever since you wanted to kill me last time, I’ve suspected that Professor Ai Qing has a dual personality, and these details made me more convinced of my inference.”

At this time, a doctor in a white coat and several nurses broke in.

"What happened?"

They looked at Professor Ai Qing, and then at Alice. The two nurses saw Alice clutching her abdomen, with blood stains faintly visible on her hands. They suspected that the wound had opened again, and immediately went to help Alice.

"No, sir, can you help me get someone out?" Alice looked at the doctor weakly and said.

The doctor deeply loved Professor Ai Qing and politely asked him to go out, and made it clear that the hospital is forbidden to visit patients at night, and he needs to record the information in the hospital before he can leave.

"Alice." Alice watched them send the professor out. Before leaving, the professor smiled at her, just like the gentleman when they first met.

At that moment, Alice felt that maybe she was wrong.

The nurses re-packaged Alice's wound very professionally.

"Will you tell Mycroft?"

The other party didn't answer her, so Alice turned cold and told her to go away.

Ignoring the other party's dissatisfaction, Alice closed her eyes until the other party left.

She felt a little flustered, only to find a letter suddenly appeared on the bed.

No name, no address, nothing.

Whose letter is it?

McCoff?

Impossible, because that's not necessary.

Ai Qing?

Alice looked deeply at the envelope in her hand, and put it in the cabinet.

……

When she goes back, everything will return to the original state, and she is still Alice who just came to China, and has not met a professor named Ai Qing.