Soon, Matsushimae discovered that he did not need to worry about Suzuki Suzuka's resistance to psychological counseling treatment.

On the contrary, the state she manifested was even more familiar than Song Daojiang, who spent most of the night searching for information, and she might be called a semi-professional.

Suzuki Suzuka can answer quickly and proficiently whether it is the process of queuing for registration or when dealing with consultation questions from doctor's assistants and nurses.

It didn't take her much time to get used to it. Obviously, Suzuki Suzuka was not the first to receive this kind of psychological counseling diagnosis.Song Daojiang realized this fact, so he became more guilty and self-blaming.

In every sense, he has a considerable part of the responsibility for Suzuki Suzuka.He was not only Suzuki Suzuka's manager, but also her temporary guardian in Japan, but unfortunately, Matsushima Jiang found that he had only fulfilled the responsibilities of the previous manager's work.

As for the other status as the guardian of the underage girl, Song Daojiang dared to bet that he might be ranked among the top few on the worst list.

As an idol, Suzuki Suzuka is indeed a rising star. The positive effects of disclosing her true identity are far greater than the negative. In addition to the manipulation of third-party forces, Matsushimae is also dealing with these issues It took a lot of work.Big brand endorsement, award-winning movies, covers of first-class magazines, important appearance positions in large-scale evening parties of popular shows... He has given Suzuki Suzuka many excellent resources that other artists are craving.

Of course, this is inseparable from Suzuki Suzuka's stunning beauty and quick learning ability, but it is also due to the fact that Matsushima Jiang has been busy for her. This girl rookie idol who has become so popular can rise so quickly and make her debut. More than two and a half years later, her development momentum remains unabated.

However, turning over this chapter of gorgeous idol articles, and then looking at the other side hidden under the shining coat of stars, Matsushimae felt annoyed.

Look at the dream he created, look at how bad the girl who is so perfect as a dream is.The relationship with the popular idol group is still unclear, and the difficult chaebol and power are involved... Once in the outside world, Suzuki Suzuka can receive countless flowers and applause, and Matsushimae has long since given up Counting the olive branches extended to her, but back there, she was alone again.

At that moment, Matsushimae vaguely realized that in many cases, Suzuki Suzuka was alone, but those lonely moments that occupied more were hidden in places he could not see.

When he gets used to Suzuki Suzuka's intelligence, precociousness, calmness and strength, Matsushimae will often forget her immaturity and fragility. While he is used to it and tries his best to pamper and spoil his girl, he unconsciously uses the right The demanding high standards of a good adult are expected of her.

This makes things even worse.

He is an extremely professional and excellent agent, but definitely not a qualified guardian.Matsushimae couldn't deny the fact that Suzuki Suzuka's personal life would evolve into such a chaotic and depressing situation today, and he must bear most of the responsibility, if not all of it.

This private hospital pays attention to protecting the privacy of patients, but Matsushima Jiang is not worried that he will see headlines about Suzuki Suzuka's mental illness in newspapers and online the next day.Sitting in the waiting room, they waited for a while, and Matsushimae couldn't help asking Suzuki Suzuka. He slightly modified his questions to make them sound less aggressive: "Are you okay? I thought you will not adapt."

Different from the gentle and considerate appearance on the surface, Suzuki Suzuka is actually not a person who opens her heart easily to others. In fact, Matsushimae often feels that she is a little indifferent.

There are not many things that she really cares about. Suzuki Suzuka doesn't care about her career prospects and opportunities to show her face. Don't blame him for anything.At such a time, Matsushima would be amazed that President Luo Li could persuade her to enter the entertainment circle, or maybe she became an idol with other goals besides fame and money.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me." Suzuki Suzuka's reaction was a little colder than usual, and Matsushimae guessed that this probably had something to do with where they were. Even though she concealed it well, she was more or less still A little contradictory.

A doctor's assistant walked in and smiled at Suzuki Suzuka. He wanted to make Suzuki Suzuka relax. Besides, Matsushimae was basically sure that some of them were attracted by this amazingly beautiful girl. One reason is at play.

Many people will have this kind of thinking. The glamorous idol stars on the screen will be much bleak in real life. In fact, this situation is true most of the time, but Suzuki Suzuka is not included.

Without those shining lights, gorgeous makeup and exquisite costumes, Suzuki Suzuka in life is more beautiful and real. She is already extremely beautiful and moving, and those convincing words are just embellishing her natural beauty. beauty of.

She really looks so good-looking, she feels even more beautiful than on TV... Song Daojiang has heard similar words like these many times, the staff of the program team, brand partners, his colleagues, other artists, Even himself, still feels a little amazed occasionally.

"Miss Suzuki, please go in."

Hearing what he said, Matsushima Jiang stood up first, and he looked sideways at Suzuki Suzuka, "Let's go in." Seeing Matsushima Jiang's movements, some young doctor assistants quickly added a sentence talk.

"Ah, I'm sorry, please let Ms. Suzuki go in alone." Before Matsushimae could raise any questions, he began to explain: "If others are present, it will not be conducive to the treatment."

Song Daojiang frowned. It wasn't that he didn't know these things, so he opened his mouth and asked: "I will only stay until the end of the previous consultation stage. I can help the doctor understand the situation faster."

The young doctor's assistant shook his head resolutely. He didn't give Matsushimae much leeway, "I'm very sorry, but this is Dr. Midorima's rule. He doesn't accept other people present during the consultation. "

Opened his mouth, Song Daojiang wanted to say something else. He was used to dealing with people like a broker, so he had the habit of thinking that he could use various channels to accommodate everything.Before Matsushimae could say anything, Suzuki Suzuka interrupted him: "That's nothing to do, I can only trouble Matsushima-kun to wait for me here."

Suzuki Suzuka said so, and Matsushimae followed her. He saw Suzuki Suzuka walk into the inner single-layer compartment, so he bent his legs and sat back on the sofa outside.The doctor's assistant turned to smile at him, and that smile was a little weaker than when he faced Suzuki Suzuka. Matsushimae was used to this, and he didn't care.

"Would you like some tea?"

Without thinking for too long, Song Daojiang quickly replied: "No, thank you." The other party smiled, turned and walked away without disturbing him.

But he couldn't help recalling the scene where Suzuki Suzuka walked in. Matsushimae had seen Suzuki Suzuka's back countless times.He watched her walk into the center of the stage where the lights were focused in the backstage, he watched her step into the front of the set that was aimed by the camera in the studio, he also watched Suzuki Suzuka get out of the car and walk back to the apartment, and he also watched She put on her school uniform and carried her schoolbag and walked into the school gate...

So many times, he watched Suzuki Suzuka leave in silence, but this time, Matsushimae felt something different.

Maybe it's the hospital's characteristic white and shiny surrounding walls, maybe it's the dazzling fluorescent lights on the ceiling, Matsushimae actually felt that the white-painted door that Suzuki Suzuka opened was like a terrifying blazing fire. The giant white beast opened its huge pale and frightening mouth, and swallowed the girl completely.

"pat-"

The opened door was closed again, and Song Daojiang had no time to see the scene inside, nor could he see the doctor sitting inside from his angle.

Suzuki Suzuka closed the door carefully, and then she turned around slowly and walked to the seat opposite the doctor. There was a table between them. Suzuki Suzuka noticed that the table was very clean, almost too clean. What was on the table? Nothing.

No computer, notebook, paper or pen, not even a pack of tissues, nothing.Only the doctor's hands rested on it. He pressed his elbows on the table, his forearms were wrapped in the sleeves of the white doctor's uniform and pressed on the table, his wrists were slightly raised, his fingers were crossed but not completely overlapping. Buckle up, thumbs touch each other, and palms are raised above each other.

This left his somewhat baggy sleeves on the table, exposing the tightly buttoned shirt cuffs at his wrists, and he buttoned the second inner cuff button, tightening his wrists slightly.Even the collar of the neck, he buttoned it to the first one on top, the young and handsome doctor has a slender neck, so this will not make him look shy, but will only add to his rigor and abstinence.

From this perspective, it makes him all the more fascinating.

He likes to be clean and tidy, and he probably has a certain degree of cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder.He has a desire to control but not so strong, and maybe acting too strong will make his patients resist, so he subtly conceals some of it.

Another thing that caught my attention was that he wore a bracelet on his wrist, which seemed to be a woman's style, which didn't match the tall man's figure, but he didn't mind it at all.

She knew what she would face next, so Suzuki Suzuka was a little nervous, and she unconsciously began to analyze the doctor she saw as soon as she came in, as a kind of psychological defense.She also knew very well that at the same time she was reading him, the doctor must be analyzing her.

And he must be better at it than Suzuki Suzuka. Realizing this, the girl felt a little frustrated, and the calm look of the doctor opposite seemed to confirm this.

"Please sit down." Seeing that she was standing next to the chair and did not sit down, the doctor broke the silence. He watched Suzuki Suzuka pull the chair away, and the four chair legs were covered with soft plastic covers, so there was no loud noise, girl He also sat down obediently and quietly.

His interlocking fingers moved slightly, and he pressed his right index finger on his left index finger and tapped lightly, "Although we already know each other, I think we still need a self-introduction, which will help us get to know each other better."

Suzuki Suzuka pursed her lips, which meant that she was thinking and resisting.She knew that the other party wanted her to come first, Suzuki Suzuka slightly parted her lips, and said something briefly: "Hello, I'm Suzuki Suzuka."

The man sitting opposite him raised his chin slightly, his sharp and tightened jawline made him cool and handsome, and the doctor was signaling her to continue.

So the girl took a light breath and continued, "Although the new year has not passed, my birthday has passed, so I think I can be counted as 15 years old..."

"Has your birthday passed? May I ask when is your birthday?" The doctor suddenly said, Suzuki Suzuka answered, but he didn't respond. He still had the indifferent look of knowing everything. Suzuki Suzuka couldn't help feeling that he was actually early. Just know, "You're a Virgo."

He made a summary, and after a while he asked again: "Could you tell me, who is celebrating your birthday with you?"

Seeing that Suzuki Suzuka was hesitant, he lowered his voice a little, "Family? Friends? Staff or... lovers? If you don't want to talk, you can."

When he asked them one by one, Suzuki Suzuka felt that her reaction had already answered the question, so she sighed and chose to answer: "I have no one to accompany me, I celebrated my own birthday."

"one person?"

"Well, alone."

This time he slightly nodded the opposite thumb, "Then why don't you find some friends?"

The handsome doctor found that Suzuki Suzuka was looking at his wrist. He simply raised the hand that attracted the girl's attention. He lowered his eyes and gave a little explanation: "This is my lucky thing today."

"Lucky item?" Suzuki Suzuka couldn't help being surprised, "You believe in these?"

As a doctor, the man couldn't deny his own superstition, and he admitted it without any difference: "People have to find some sustenance for themselves, don't they?"

"Then... are you lucky today?"

"It can be counted." He said a little ambiguously, and the man frowned slightly, "Go back to the question just now, Suzuki. Why don't you celebrate your birthday with your friends?"

Leaning her upper body forward, Suzuki Suzuka moved closer to the table. She bent her ten fingers and pressed lightly on the table, her arms hanging in the air. The girl whispered: "It's your turn to introduce yourself, doctor."

"Oh, that's right." He responded without much sincerity. The man with green hair and blue eyes opened his shoulders, and the white loose doctor's suit made him slender. "My name is Shintaro Midorima, I am 25 years old, and my birthday is July 7th, Cancer. My birthday was at work, so I spent it with the sick.”

He was answering completely in accordance with the information given by Suzuki Suzuka, which seemed very fair, so it seemed that the relationship between them was equal.

Suzuki Suzuka took advantage of the situation to change her title, "Doctor Midorima——"

But she was cut off by Shintaro Midorima before she finished speaking: "Okay, can we go back to the previous question?"

The girl pursed her lips again, "Because I don't have any friends."

"You don't look like someone who has no friends."

Her fingers pressed against the edge of the table moved and tapped on the surface. "I don't know, maybe it's my problem, I'm not too—"

"This is your problem." Unexpectedly by Suzuki Suzuka, Midorima Shintaro said it directly. He didn't mean to be tactful at all, but he immediately explained to the girl, "But this is excusable. yes, isn't it?"

"what?"

The pair of pure blue eyes under the cold lens are as clear as emeralds. Nana Saga's eyes are also green, but it is completely different from the feeling that Shintaro Midorima gave her. Maybe it is because men's eyes are narrower and longer. The eyelashes are thicker, so Suzuki Suzuka always feels that there is a vague affection mixed with his alienation.

Perhaps, this is not an illusion.

Midorima Shintaro slowed down his deep and magnetic voice: "Your parents are abroad, and living alone for a long time will make you wonder how to get along with others."

"The information can be found on your official website." He added a sentence to explain.In fact, Matsushimae also said some things, but Midorima Shintaro erased his existence.

Suzuki Suzuka remembered that she had already debuted with her real identity, so it was normal to update this information on the Internet. Even if the company didn't announce it, those reporters and fans would be able to dig it out sooner or later, but she still frowned, "Then It's really unfair, I can't even find your information."

He raised one hand and pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "Maybe you can find some, after all, my resume is pretty passable."

Amused by this seemingly modest show off, Suzuki Suzuka finally showed her first smile since entering this room, although it was light, it was still moving. "Isn't that all work?"

"If you can't find it online, you can ask me." After pushing the glasses, Midorima Shintaro put down his hands again, "I will tell you."

His attitude was so natural that Suzuki Suzuka couldn't help asking: "Anything?"

"Yes." Midorima Shintaro emphasized, "So, I hope you don't hide anything from me." After saying this, he was silent for a while before continuing.

"I don't like lies." He stared straight at Suzuki Suzuka, and then the girl suddenly realized that he was looking at her all the time, the man's gaze was so calm and steady that she would take it as a professional scrutiny Ignore the past, "I'm not good at lying, but fortunately, I'm good at screening."

"...Okay." Suzuki Suzuka looked away, the more dazzling white on the surrounding walls flashed before her eyes, Suzuki Suzuka couldn't help lowering her head and rubbing her eyes.

She slept late yesterday, during which time she and Camus had heavy roles, director Kuroki is also a bad-tempered perfectionist, they often have to retake over and over again, so she felt a little tired and sleepy meaning.

A glass of water at a suitable temperature was put into Suzuki Suzuka's hand in a paper cup, and she realized that Midorima Shintaro stood up from his seat. He poured a glass of water from the water dispenser in the room, and he walked up to the girl and stood up. Suzuki Suzuka said, tall enough to be a model so that his shadow completely covered Suzuki Suzuka, "Drink it, it will help a little."

This creates a considerable sense of oppression.

"Thank you."

After thanking her, Song Daojiang took the paper cup and took a sip. After the first sip, she realized that she was so thirsty, so she drank it all in one gulp.

"You've been making a movie recently, it looks like you've been working hard."

In fact, his probing like this has already been regarded as overstepping. Doctors should not care so much about the patient's private situation, even out of the desire to get closer.

It's not a secret to shoot "Immortal". Suzuki Suzuka wanted to put the paper cups on the table, but when she saw the empty table, she hesitated again and held the empty paper cups in her hand and did not put them down.

"It's okay." Suzuki Suzuka paused, "It's not the hardest time."

Hearing that, Midorima Shintaro didn't answer immediately, and he didn't sit back to his original seat, but stood beside Suzuki Suzuka not too far away, and didn't walk slowly until the girl looked up at him. Return to the original seat, "Pay attention to rest, big star."

When he joked in such a tone that was close to sarcasm, Suzuki Suzuka felt that it was actually very interesting, so she also smiled, and the delicate and beautiful eyebrows and eyes were softened, making them especially moving.

Midorima Shintaro paused, and then he returned to his inhuman and serious appearance. Suzuki Suzuka was surprised that he could become an excellent psychiatrist in such a state of consultation, but the psychiatrist who was rigorous enough to be close to indifference went on to say: "Do you want to talk about your family?"

"...I don't really think about it." Regarding this topic, Suzuki Suzuka didn't know what she could say, maybe she didn't know as much as Matsushimae.

If one day Suzuki Suzuka's parents stood in front of her, she might not even recognize them.

The stern-looking man nodded slightly, and he changed the subject almost indulgently: "Then, what about your lover? You don't have friends, you should have a boyfriend."

"No, I don't have a boyfriend." Under Midorima Shintaro's stern gaze, Suzuki Suzuka smiled a little, and answered him calmly: "I don't have a regular lover."

Midorima Shintaro didn't make any comments on this. Seeing that he didn't speak, Suzuki Suzuka asked him, "What about Dr. Midorima? You are so good, you must have someone."

Her appearance was a bit pretentious, and she felt uneasy in the passive state of being asked and answered all the time. In order not to put herself at a disadvantage, Suzuki Suzuka kept asking questions.This is a little unreasonable, after all, she is the one who came to receive psychological counseling.

But Midorima Shintaro allowed her to do so.

"Not yet." He said very naturally, "Even if you count the past, I have only been in love once."

"……How about it?"

The man pushed his glasses again, and he expressed his feelings very flatly: "It's terrible."

He said that he is not good at lying, Midorima Shintaro did not lie, he is indeed not good at this.Suzuki Suzuka suspected that this was one of the less successful lies.

He had already bluntly said that the situation was not very good, so Suzuki Suzuka wisely chose not to press further, but he continued to talk without minding. "I was about your age at that time, and she was my age, maybe."

"It wasn't very good at the beginning, the process was messy, and the ending was even worse." Shintaro Midorima sighed deeply.

"I will never fall in love with others again." Shintaro Midorima looked at Suzuki Suzuka intently, and the girl couldn't help but look back at his green eyes.Even with the lenses blocking it, the pure green still makes people fascinated. She thinks of the endless wilderness and the lush and deep forest.

Can't fall in love with others - then will you still fall in love with "her"?

Sensing the meaning behind Shintaro Midorima's words, Suzuki Suzuka opened his mouth hesitantly: "Doctor Midorima...do you still want to be with her?"

He paused noticeably before replying, "No."

— Well, that's a really bad lie.

Midorima Shintaro, favorability: 85.

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