[Comprehensive] Perfect Raiders
Chapter 139
The heroine in the movie doesn't die because she never will, and Suzuki Suzuka tries to be like her.
The girl on the big screen looks a little different from the original Suzuki Suzuka. Although director Kuroki’s camera language is melancholic and depressing, it is more delicate and beautiful. catch the audience's attention.
Sitting in the best movie viewing position in the middle row of the cinema, Suzuki Suzuka was still a little surprised.
The elite red-haired man just sat beside her elegantly, silently watching the film that was playing on the screen that was officially entering the plot, and the cold color tone was reflected on his face, carving out the delicate and distinct facial features more profound.
He didn't speak anymore, apparently he wanted to watch a movie, so Suzuki Suzuka didn't make a sound anymore, and watched along with him.
When he looked up, Suzuki Suzuka couldn't even recognize him.
She did not recognize herself.
She knew she had become more beautiful.There are many signs, the reactions of the surrounding people, and the response of the target of the attack, all of which are telling Suzuki Suzuka this fact.Whenever Suzuki Suzuka feels that this has reached a critical point and it is impossible to surpass it, but the value is still increasing.
And she wasn't quite sure if that still made sense.
Beyond the extreme, is there any difference between beautiful and more beautiful?
The previous changes were very obvious. It was so obvious that Suzuki Suzuka could find the changes in himself when he looked in the mirror. Later, those adjustments and changes became subtle, or in other words, they were no longer changes in appearance.
Suzuki Suzuka couldn't see much difference between herself and the previous episode.
The initial charm value adjusted her appearance, but now the role of the charm value should be added to the inner temperament, maybe this is the role of spiritual power?
Increases her attractiveness to raid targets.
In fact, the beauty value of four weeks is already enough, Suzuki Suzuka thinks it doesn't make much sense to increase it, but all these are not decided by her, she can only accept it passively.
But now, Suzuki Suzuka was watching her acting on the silver screen from the audience's point of view, she suddenly couldn't recognize her.
She never looks at her own work, and this is the first time Suzuki Suzuka looks at herself on the screen.
The girl in the movie is still unparalleled, and the gothic dark tone makes her look even more glamorous, with blood-red lips, snow-white skin, and jet-black hair. Even though everything about her comes from Suzuki Suzuka, she is a completely different person.
Of course, she doesn't need to pretend, she doesn't need to please anyone, she doesn't need survival points, she can live forever.
If you live too long, you get tired and want to die.
But once threatened by death, he wants to live forever.
What a strange psychology.
Suzuki Suzuka was really used to the gentle and hypocritical face on her face, so now she felt strange when she saw the same cold face.
If you act for too long, you will not be able to distinguish between characters and real people.
She has played "Suzuki Suzuka" for too long, so she can't remember her original appearance at all.
Even if there is no strategy target around her, and no one else is around, the girl in the mirror is still gentle and beautiful, so perfect that it makes people sick. The upgraded system is responsible for modifying her appearance, and she polishes her character through strategy again and again.
Until I make myself the kind of girl everyone will like.
At first, she still remembered, but later, Suzuki Suzuka forgot without knowing it.
Yes, she remembered everything, every strategy, every ending, she remembered too many things, and she could only squeeze out the part related to herself.
If the original affection and gentleness are still warm, but now, Suzuki Suzuka feels that she is just completing the work step by step.
Even though the past strategy process is still clearly visible, Suzuki Suzuka can recall the whole process with a little thought, but those subtle touches and momentary temptations seem to be out of reach.
If you have been touched too many times, the touch will be worthless. If you have felt guilty too many times, the feeling of guilt will be numb.
She is indeed less and less "human".
She has lost a lot of things, Suzuki Suzuka sometimes thinks, when will she lose her desire to live?
Maybe one day, she too will be numb to death.
"Suzuki." The man sighed in a low voice, and the soft sigh matched the solemn music that set off the oppressive atmosphere in the movie without appearing abrupt.
The girl on the screen turned her head, even if she looked coldly and distantly, she was astonishingly beautiful, Suzuki Suzuka suddenly felt suffocated, as if that cold gaze pierced through the screen.
Trembling imperceptibly, Suzuki Suzuka turned her head and looked at the red-haired man sitting beside her. He was more handsome and calm than when he was a teenager, and he also knew better when to restrain his edge and when to make a move to defeat the enemy. He was strong and wise. Excellent and excellent, transformed into mature and perfect.
Such a man can have everything, and he does have a lot of things, but he is entangled by a cunning girl, so no matter how smooth his life is, he will feel deeply unwilling.
It's not fair.
"What's wrong, Akashi-san?"
Suzuki Suzuka doesn't like this kind of attack target, and an overly outstanding target will always make her deeply aware that she is the one who will destroy everything for them.
The red eyes stared at her deeply, and the light reflected from the film flickered in the other's eyes. After looking at her for a long time, the man's eyes finally changed from scrutiny to shallow tenderness.
Akashi Seijuro sighed softly, barely audible, "You are crying."
Blinking her eyes, Suzuki Suzuka felt the wetness on her face. She raised her hand to wipe away the tears, but Akashi Seijuro moved faster than her.
The man stretched out his hand, stroked the girl's face, and wiped away the water stains.His fingertips were warm and soft, and they felt a little hot against the skin that had become warm and cool with tears.
After staring at each other for a while in the background of the dialogue between the male and female protagonists, Akashi Seijuro moved his eyes away, and he turned back to watch the movie again.
"You acted well." He made a simple and sincere comment, just like his serious tone, Akashi Seijuro stared at the girl in the movie with focused and deep eyes, more explicit than when he looked at Suzuki Suzuka , "This year's best actress is yours."
He did not use such words as should and would, but calmly expounded a fact that will eventually come true.
"But I already..." Suzuki Suzuka still wanted to talk about her withdrawal, but thinking of Akashi Seijuro's methods, she kept her mouth shut and accepted it, "Director Kuroki is too good."
She was actually not that involved in this movie. At first Suzuki Suzuka was just to compensate her agent, and later she was to facilitate the strategy of Camus, and later, Camus’s strategy was completed, and that line was also because of Momoi May was at an impasse, Suzuki Suzuka could only end this cooperation as soon as possible.
If it weren't for the highly demanding and high-tech director Kuroki to supervise, Suzuki Suzuka didn't know what he would be like in the end.
In the end, she still handed in an answer sheet that satisfies Director Kuroki, and everyone was happy, only Suzuki Suzuka felt uncomfortably depressed about the role she played.
A girl idol who does not intend to continue to engage in the entertainment industry won the Best Actress Award, so the name Suzuki Suzuka will never be silent.
But it doesn't matter, Suzuki Suzuka will leave sooner or later.
Get through this week, and there's the next one.
After restarting, the whole world will once again forget the existence of Suzuki...
"Why were you crying just now?"
Just when Suzuki Suzuka thought that Akashi Seijuro would expose the incident like this, he suddenly mentioned it again and caught Suzuki Suzuka off guard.
If he wanted Suzuki Suzuka's real answer, he couldn't ask at the girl's pace.
Facing this distrust and suspicion, Suzuki Suzuka had nothing to say.
"……I do not know either."
It wasn't that Suzuki Suzuka was being perfunctory to Akashi Seijuro, nor was it that he didn't know how to answer.
She really doesn't know.
In fact, she didn't feel too sad. She just thought about the past a little bit. She felt calm and breathed naturally, and everything was normal physically and psychologically. If it wasn't for Akashi Seijuro's reminder, Suzuki Suzuka didn't even know that she was crying .
The movie was over, and the lights in the projection room were brightened up as the picture darkened.
Just like the script that Suzuki Suzuka had read, the ending is that the hero played by Camus managed to keep the heroine, even though he knew he couldn't keep her forever.
After the screening was over, the only audience was still sitting inside without moving.
Of course, it is impossible for staff to show up and drive them away.Akashi Seijuro hadn't left this place, and this movie theater would not have opened to the public.
"When she laughed, you cried."
Knowing that Akashi Seijuro said she was referring to the character played by Suzuki Suzuka, the girl thought for a while before thinking about the plot, that is, the heroine smiled when recalling the past with human beings.
The plot of the movie is not complicated, it is the story of the entanglement between human beings and the immortal heroine.
The heroine won't, she was once caught and studied by a man, and later he fell in love with her, so he agreed to let her go in order to let her stay.She watched the man get married, have children and die, so she left.After the heroine left, the man's grandson, the heroine, found her.
Later, the male protagonist also fell in love with her, and asked the female protagonist to stay with him in a similar way.
This is the beginning of the story and the end of the story.
And the paragraph Akashi Seijuro pointed out is a small disagreement between Suzuki Suzuka and Director Kuroki.The director thinks that the heroine loved the hero's grandfather, but Suzuki Suzuka doesn't think so.
Many times she felt that she might really have a good impression of the target, but the jump of that cold number brought Suzuki Suzuka back to reality.
"Suzuki, have you ever liked me?" After a long silence, Akashi Seijuro asked again. He put his hands on his raised knees and rubbed the fingertips that had wiped the girl's tears. Before Suzuki Suzuka could answer, he asked He chuckled again and continued, "That's right, you should still be doing it now."
His eyes fell on Suzuki Suzuka again, Akashi Seijuro raised his eyebrows slightly, this time he asked more naturally: "Have you ever loved, no, have you ever loved anyone?"
Suzuki Suzuka knew the answer to this question, but she didn't know how to answer him.
The man's body moved along with his pair of red eyes, he approached Suzuki Suzuka, and gently combed the girl's gradually growing soft hair, "If there is, I will kill the person you like, if not , I will kill you."
The delicate and beautiful eyebrows were wrinkled, making her look cute, Suzuki Suzuka tilted her head, sensing the girl's resistance, Akashi Seijuro took away the hand that touched her.
"I lied to you." Akashi Seijuro smiled, his eyes changed from dangerously dark to steady and soft, the dazzling bright gold flowed in one eye, reflecting each other with the other crimson eye, beautiful and dazzling, " How can I be willing."
With a slight movement of the finger on the armrest, Suzuki Suzuka was held down by Akashi Seijuro's outstretched hand, "Akashi..."
"Stop calling me sir."
Interrupting Suzuki Suzuka's words, Akashi Seijuro put away his smile, he sat on his seat and held Suzuki Suzuka's hand, he didn't know what he was thinking, and was speechless for a while.
But Suzuki Suzuka couldn't keep silent, she called softly according to the man's wish, "Akashi-kun."
This address finally elicited a response from the other party, and Akashi Seijuro looked sideways at her.
"Even if you have a way to keep me alive, you will die." If she can rely on this way to survive, then she is truly immortal, "When the time comes, you won't be able to keep me."
If Akashi Seijuro really found that method, Suzuki Suzuka would not stay as he wished.
It was because of her existence that his life was destroyed.For Akashi Seijuro, or other clear targets, Suzuki Suzuka is a bug, and she should not continue to affect them after earning survival points.
What's more, the strategy system is not dead, she still needs to continue to complete the strategy, the difference is that Suzuki Suzuka took the initiative to find the target of the strategy, or Akashi Seijuro helped her complete the strategy.
Then it becomes torture.
Suzuki Suzuka is not so cold yet, in fact, they all know that forgetting is the best ending.She should have revised Akashi Seijuro's memory ten years ago, but he remembered it by himself.
If you can't get it, you want it more.
Human nature.
"But while I'm alive, you will be mine." Suzuki Suzuka has already made it clear, and Akashi Seijuro is unmoved, he is almost staring at the girl paranoidly, half of the coquettish heterochromatic pupils Crazy and half calm, "Isn't it?"
"If you've never belonged to anyone, then I'm the first to have you."
"……does it worth?"
Watching Suzuki Suzuka's long-wearing gentle mask gradually peel off, Akashi Seijuro even showed a gentle and affectionate smile, "You shouldn't ask me this question, Suzuka, you choose me."
But the truth is it wasn't her choice.
He opened his mouth, but the voice was silent, and Suzuki Suzuka closed his mouth again.She is an outsider to this world, and everything related to the strategy will be blocked by the world. Even if one day she gets drunk and talks nonsense in her sleep, she will not reveal any information.
She pitied her target, but she pitied herself even more.
At least they can forget that without Suzuki Suzuka, there is still a wonderful life that can go on, but she can't.
Her life is stacked with the favorability of the target.
In this sense, they are all of Suzuki Suzuka's life, she was born for this, and she is not the other's.
The girl sighed, even though the tenderness became a little cold after putting away the money, the subconscious tenderness still came out from the sigh, which made people's hearts move, "Then what will Akashi-kun do?"
"If you are willing to stay, everything will be the same as before." Akashi Seijuro said slowly, "I will not stop you from looking for 'food'." But under his control.
Akashi Seijuro didn't say the latter sentence, but Suzuki Suzuka understood what he meant.
"What if I don't want to?"
The man's steady breath paused, and he patted Suzuki Suzuka's hand comfortingly, but the tight knuckles revealed his uneasy mood.
"Suzuka, you don't know what my ability is, do you?" Akashi Seijuro suddenly changed the topic, looked at Suzuki Suzuka for a long time, then raised his hand to caress the girl's face, "Why don't you guess?"
"I'll give you a hint." His tone became calm and tender again, but the hint in his words was not so gentle, "I have two abilities."
"Control and command?"
Suzuki Suzuka answered one at random, and she found that their abilities are more or less related to their personalities.
The other party smiled softly, "I can control the space."
The girl nodded, she was about to speak, but Seijuro Akashi continued, "There is still time."
Maybe they sat in the screening room for too long, the movie started playing again, and the lights in the hall suddenly dimmed, just like Suzuki Suzuka's mood.
Suzuki Suzuka's words were startled: "You..."
"Yes, I opened the time gap in Teiko Middle School, but I can't go back by myself." In the dim light, Akashi Seijuro's expression was inexplicable, "Look, I want to change the past, but instead become Helping the correct development of history.”
"But history doesn't make it clear. Where you went after you disappeared, whether you died, returned here, or went to another place, it all conforms to the law of cause and effect."
Although Akashi Seijuro was vague, Suzuki Suzuka vaguely felt that her disappearance ten years ago must have something to do with Akashi Seijuro.
It is impossible for her to leave voluntarily when the favorability of the targets of the raid reaches such a high level. If the favorability does not reach 100 points, then the restart will restore the initial value of 0 points, and everything will be in vain.Suzuki Suzuka didn't think he would do such a stupid thing.
In the darkness, the girl approached him, "Then, will Akashi-kun let me die?"
She took the initiative to put a kiss on the man's side face. This time, she didn't want to gain favorability, nor did she want to beg Akashi Seijuro for mercy. Suzuki Suzuka knew that he would not kill her, she just—
I empathize with the loss and despair of trying to change everything, only to find out that nothing will change.
"Didn't I say that?" Akashi Seijuro closed his eyes slightly as the girl kissed his face softly, "How could I be willing?"
"...Stay here." The man embraced her, and whispered in the girl's ear, it was not so much an order, but more like a request from Akashi Seijuro.
For a brief moment, Suzuki Suzuka really thought about staying.
Why not stay, he likes Suzuki Suzuka so much, he is even willing to allow her to attack other targets, he will always be by her side.
She can no longer be alone.
Because if she stayed, she would completely ruin Akashi Seijuro's life.
This time the strategy is too unfair, Suzuki Suzuka not only wants to invade their boyhood, but also to see what the ending will look like after he finishes the strategy.
In the past, she would leave after completing the strategy, and the target of the strategy would not remember her, but this time, everyone remembered her, and everyone was waiting for her.
Suzuki Suzuka had to swallow the consequences of the selective forgetting of the previous week. As the culprit, what could she use to refuse the target?
Let him love someone who won't respond forever, and let him watch her seduce others, just thinking about it makes Suzuki Suzuka feel terrible.
It's really going to destroy him.
Seeing the still fluctuating blackening value, Suzuki Suzuka was silent for a while, then crossed the armrest between them and hugged Akashi Seijuro tightly, she started it, and she should end it.
The movie that was screened again reached the climax stage of the plot, but it was no longer able to attract the attention of the only two audiences in the field.
Kissing the man's thin lips softly, Suzuki Suzuka suddenly felt a bit of indescribable sadness, although subtle, it was enough to impress her deeply.
"Okay, I'll stay, Seijuro." She finally said the line from the movie, "As long as you will always love me, I will not leave."
This is not the first lie Suzuki has told.
She would never make such a promise that could not be fulfilled before, but what can she do?
Don't lie, it's really hard.
If she doesn't lie to others or herself, how can she persevere.
Pulling the tie, Suzuki Suzuka bowed her head and kissed her. The plot of the movie was still playing on the big screen, and the glamorous girl cast a silent and cold mocking look at the camera.
Her close-up eyebrows and red lips are vaguely printed on the bare back of the girl who is sitting straddling the man and has taken off her clothes through the reflection of the screen. It is gorgeous, passionate, charming and seductive.
Tell a lie ten thousand times and it will come true.
She told herself too many times that Suzuki Suzuka wouldn't like anyone.In the end, she really never fell in love with any target of the strategy, and the interplay of life and love is indeed difficult to produce a real affection.
But there is still a momentary touch, but now recalling those moments, Suzuki Suzuka can't feel that kind of emotion anymore.
Raiders changed not only her physical appearance, but also her soul.
Feeling the hot breath wrapped around her body, Suzuki Suzuka couldn't help but raised her slender neck and let out a low moan, the man wrapped her up and bit her neck.
He bit hard, and the delicate and delicate skin was bitten with a circle of red marks, which would not bleed, but it also broke the skin, which made Suzuki Suzuka feel raw pain.
The heroine in the movie had her wrist cut, and the blood flowed down, tick-tock, entangled into dark red bloodstains that could not be melted away, and it looked terrifying on the snow-white skin.
However, it didn't take long before the wound began to heal.
Like a man's feelings.
Akashi Seijuro really did not expect that Suzuki Suzuka would agree.He had envisioned thousands of possibilities, and the chance of her agreeing was extremely low, but she still agreed, no matter it was true or not, he would make this sentence true.
Sensing the girl's pain, Akashi Seijuro opened his lips and kissed it, and gently licked the place where he had just bitten, rubbing the deep scar to soften Suzuki Suzuka's body that had become a little stiff due to the pain, and also softened his own. heart.
The heartbeat and love that sprouted in the youth, the anger of being betrayed, the pain of not being able to get it and then losing it, the hatred that was remembered after forgetting it, the loss and despair waiting to be found, and the ecstasy and sadness of finding it again... everything , Intertwined together, and finally turned into complete love.
Their encounter is not simple, whether in the past or now, everything they have experienced is too complicated.Akashi Seijuro can't say that he just loves Suzuki Suzu, his feelings are mixed with too many other things, so he can't let go.
He can't let go, and he won't die.
Even if it meant more pain and suffering, Akashi Seijuro would rather take Suzuki Suzuka along with him.
Akashi Seijuro, favorability: 100.
He has always loved Suzuki Suzuka deeply, and what Akashi Seijuro is waiting for is a word that can reveal a little bit of his heart.
But Akashi Seijuro ignored it, and Suzuki Suzuka added a premise to that sentence, as long as he continues to love.Of course he thought he would always love Suzuki Suzuka.
But after restarting, forget everything?
The props that modify the memory will be invalid, and restarting the game will not fail again, because everything will be cleared when time goes back.
After she completes the strategy ten years ago, everything will return to normal.
Whether it's Akashi Seijuro or Suzuki Suzuka.
The world stopped at that moment. The girl walked out of the cinema tiredly and silently. She stood beside the lit street lamp to calm down. Before restarting, she finally decided to modify the memories of the targets.
For them, that is again.
Momoi Itsuki underestimated her, and it wasn't just her targets who were growing, they became stronger and liked her more, Suzuki Suzuka's various attributes would also grow accordingly.
click-
When it was so quiet that a needle could be heard, the sound of leather shoes stepping on the road gradually sounded from far to near.
To Suzuki Suzuka's surprise, a man with long hair in a bundle appeared at the dark end of the street. He walked over calmly and indifferently, without any reaction to the situation where time stood still. It didn't do anything to him either.
Looking at his right eye wrapped in a white bandage, Suzuki Suzuka didn't speak, she just leaned against the streetlight quietly, and now, it's hard for her to be surprised by what happens in this world.
However, when she saw him draw some strange luminous symbols with his bare hands, the girl still slightly opened her eyes, "You are..."
His speed was so fast that Suzuki Suzuka had no time to dodge.
The strong wind mixed with strength didn't come towards Suzuki Suzuka maliciously, it softened the edge before it really touched the girl.
Suzuki Suzuka stood up straighter, and she felt a little more comfortable.
He walked to the other side of the street light and separated Suzuki Suzuka from what he thought was a safe distance, "I'm a little worried, so I'll come and have a look, but it looks like you've already made a decision."
The girl glanced at him, the man's unshielded eyes were dark red, cool and indifferent, but there was a little coldness in the sardonic smile at the corner of his mouth.
"Akashi approached me a few years ago, and he hoped that I could find someone for him. I said I would only eliminate demons, but he still used other methods to get me to agree." He felt that Suzuki Suzuka was looking at him, But he didn't look back at the girl, "I thought he wouldn't succeed, but Akashi found it anyway, and then he asked me how to keep her."
"I'm not going to help him this time."
The man leaned against the street lamp railing and exhaled slowly. His posture and works were too elegant, and when he sighed, he exhaled as if it was full of cloud and mist, "But I am a little worried that his ability will lose control, which will bring great harm trouble... now it seems that I was worrying too much."
Suzuki Suzuka didn't speak, and she didn't know what to say, she just listened silently.
"Suzuki."
He suddenly called out, but Suzuki Suzuka didn't respond.
The girl turned her head and asked softly, "What?"
"It's nothing." The long-haired man's eyes flickered slightly, and he paused for a moment before continuing, "...it seems that you are not her." This time he turned his head to look at Suzuki Suzuka for a while, and then turned back quickly.
"You're still too young, 30 years? 50 years?" He murmured a few words, then stood up straight with his hands on the lamppost, "If it was her...she has already..."
Suzuki Suzuka couldn't hear the words clearly after that, until the man was about to leave, the girl stopped him, "Well, Mr. Exorcist, are you going to leave like this...Are you going to catch me?"
"No...forget it." Staring at Suzuki Suzuka for a while, the man finally turned his head, and his long black hair flicked behind him, "This is not something I should interfere in the first place."
"Then, may I ask you to tell me your name?"
"Please allow me to refuse." He hooked his lips, and his smile was a little cold with a slight sarcasm, "...No, newborn, young Suzuki, I will not be your prey, and don't let the target go. On me, you'd better hope we don't see each other again, you don't want to see an exorcist too many times."
Watching him disappear into the night, Suzuki Suzuka turned his head to look at the movie theater which was still lit.
After standing for a while, Suzuki Suzuka turned around and walked away until all those thoughts were exhausted.
Before the man disappeared, Suzuki Suzuka also asked him a question.
"...Am I really a monster?"
"Who knows, you have to ask yourself."
Yes, she can only rely on herself to find all the answers——
This is the case every time, over and over again, over and over again.
But at least, at least, Suzuki Suzuka is not living aimlessly.How could she be willing to die before she found the answer?
How could she be willing to let others live with her in pain...
The girl on the big screen looks a little different from the original Suzuki Suzuka. Although director Kuroki’s camera language is melancholic and depressing, it is more delicate and beautiful. catch the audience's attention.
Sitting in the best movie viewing position in the middle row of the cinema, Suzuki Suzuka was still a little surprised.
The elite red-haired man just sat beside her elegantly, silently watching the film that was playing on the screen that was officially entering the plot, and the cold color tone was reflected on his face, carving out the delicate and distinct facial features more profound.
He didn't speak anymore, apparently he wanted to watch a movie, so Suzuki Suzuka didn't make a sound anymore, and watched along with him.
When he looked up, Suzuki Suzuka couldn't even recognize him.
She did not recognize herself.
She knew she had become more beautiful.There are many signs, the reactions of the surrounding people, and the response of the target of the attack, all of which are telling Suzuki Suzuka this fact.Whenever Suzuki Suzuka feels that this has reached a critical point and it is impossible to surpass it, but the value is still increasing.
And she wasn't quite sure if that still made sense.
Beyond the extreme, is there any difference between beautiful and more beautiful?
The previous changes were very obvious. It was so obvious that Suzuki Suzuka could find the changes in himself when he looked in the mirror. Later, those adjustments and changes became subtle, or in other words, they were no longer changes in appearance.
Suzuki Suzuka couldn't see much difference between herself and the previous episode.
The initial charm value adjusted her appearance, but now the role of the charm value should be added to the inner temperament, maybe this is the role of spiritual power?
Increases her attractiveness to raid targets.
In fact, the beauty value of four weeks is already enough, Suzuki Suzuka thinks it doesn't make much sense to increase it, but all these are not decided by her, she can only accept it passively.
But now, Suzuki Suzuka was watching her acting on the silver screen from the audience's point of view, she suddenly couldn't recognize her.
She never looks at her own work, and this is the first time Suzuki Suzuka looks at herself on the screen.
The girl in the movie is still unparalleled, and the gothic dark tone makes her look even more glamorous, with blood-red lips, snow-white skin, and jet-black hair. Even though everything about her comes from Suzuki Suzuka, she is a completely different person.
Of course, she doesn't need to pretend, she doesn't need to please anyone, she doesn't need survival points, she can live forever.
If you live too long, you get tired and want to die.
But once threatened by death, he wants to live forever.
What a strange psychology.
Suzuki Suzuka was really used to the gentle and hypocritical face on her face, so now she felt strange when she saw the same cold face.
If you act for too long, you will not be able to distinguish between characters and real people.
She has played "Suzuki Suzuka" for too long, so she can't remember her original appearance at all.
Even if there is no strategy target around her, and no one else is around, the girl in the mirror is still gentle and beautiful, so perfect that it makes people sick. The upgraded system is responsible for modifying her appearance, and she polishes her character through strategy again and again.
Until I make myself the kind of girl everyone will like.
At first, she still remembered, but later, Suzuki Suzuka forgot without knowing it.
Yes, she remembered everything, every strategy, every ending, she remembered too many things, and she could only squeeze out the part related to herself.
If the original affection and gentleness are still warm, but now, Suzuki Suzuka feels that she is just completing the work step by step.
Even though the past strategy process is still clearly visible, Suzuki Suzuka can recall the whole process with a little thought, but those subtle touches and momentary temptations seem to be out of reach.
If you have been touched too many times, the touch will be worthless. If you have felt guilty too many times, the feeling of guilt will be numb.
She is indeed less and less "human".
She has lost a lot of things, Suzuki Suzuka sometimes thinks, when will she lose her desire to live?
Maybe one day, she too will be numb to death.
"Suzuki." The man sighed in a low voice, and the soft sigh matched the solemn music that set off the oppressive atmosphere in the movie without appearing abrupt.
The girl on the screen turned her head, even if she looked coldly and distantly, she was astonishingly beautiful, Suzuki Suzuka suddenly felt suffocated, as if that cold gaze pierced through the screen.
Trembling imperceptibly, Suzuki Suzuka turned her head and looked at the red-haired man sitting beside her. He was more handsome and calm than when he was a teenager, and he also knew better when to restrain his edge and when to make a move to defeat the enemy. He was strong and wise. Excellent and excellent, transformed into mature and perfect.
Such a man can have everything, and he does have a lot of things, but he is entangled by a cunning girl, so no matter how smooth his life is, he will feel deeply unwilling.
It's not fair.
"What's wrong, Akashi-san?"
Suzuki Suzuka doesn't like this kind of attack target, and an overly outstanding target will always make her deeply aware that she is the one who will destroy everything for them.
The red eyes stared at her deeply, and the light reflected from the film flickered in the other's eyes. After looking at her for a long time, the man's eyes finally changed from scrutiny to shallow tenderness.
Akashi Seijuro sighed softly, barely audible, "You are crying."
Blinking her eyes, Suzuki Suzuka felt the wetness on her face. She raised her hand to wipe away the tears, but Akashi Seijuro moved faster than her.
The man stretched out his hand, stroked the girl's face, and wiped away the water stains.His fingertips were warm and soft, and they felt a little hot against the skin that had become warm and cool with tears.
After staring at each other for a while in the background of the dialogue between the male and female protagonists, Akashi Seijuro moved his eyes away, and he turned back to watch the movie again.
"You acted well." He made a simple and sincere comment, just like his serious tone, Akashi Seijuro stared at the girl in the movie with focused and deep eyes, more explicit than when he looked at Suzuki Suzuka , "This year's best actress is yours."
He did not use such words as should and would, but calmly expounded a fact that will eventually come true.
"But I already..." Suzuki Suzuka still wanted to talk about her withdrawal, but thinking of Akashi Seijuro's methods, she kept her mouth shut and accepted it, "Director Kuroki is too good."
She was actually not that involved in this movie. At first Suzuki Suzuka was just to compensate her agent, and later she was to facilitate the strategy of Camus, and later, Camus’s strategy was completed, and that line was also because of Momoi May was at an impasse, Suzuki Suzuka could only end this cooperation as soon as possible.
If it weren't for the highly demanding and high-tech director Kuroki to supervise, Suzuki Suzuka didn't know what he would be like in the end.
In the end, she still handed in an answer sheet that satisfies Director Kuroki, and everyone was happy, only Suzuki Suzuka felt uncomfortably depressed about the role she played.
A girl idol who does not intend to continue to engage in the entertainment industry won the Best Actress Award, so the name Suzuki Suzuka will never be silent.
But it doesn't matter, Suzuki Suzuka will leave sooner or later.
Get through this week, and there's the next one.
After restarting, the whole world will once again forget the existence of Suzuki...
"Why were you crying just now?"
Just when Suzuki Suzuka thought that Akashi Seijuro would expose the incident like this, he suddenly mentioned it again and caught Suzuki Suzuka off guard.
If he wanted Suzuki Suzuka's real answer, he couldn't ask at the girl's pace.
Facing this distrust and suspicion, Suzuki Suzuka had nothing to say.
"……I do not know either."
It wasn't that Suzuki Suzuka was being perfunctory to Akashi Seijuro, nor was it that he didn't know how to answer.
She really doesn't know.
In fact, she didn't feel too sad. She just thought about the past a little bit. She felt calm and breathed naturally, and everything was normal physically and psychologically. If it wasn't for Akashi Seijuro's reminder, Suzuki Suzuka didn't even know that she was crying .
The movie was over, and the lights in the projection room were brightened up as the picture darkened.
Just like the script that Suzuki Suzuka had read, the ending is that the hero played by Camus managed to keep the heroine, even though he knew he couldn't keep her forever.
After the screening was over, the only audience was still sitting inside without moving.
Of course, it is impossible for staff to show up and drive them away.Akashi Seijuro hadn't left this place, and this movie theater would not have opened to the public.
"When she laughed, you cried."
Knowing that Akashi Seijuro said she was referring to the character played by Suzuki Suzuka, the girl thought for a while before thinking about the plot, that is, the heroine smiled when recalling the past with human beings.
The plot of the movie is not complicated, it is the story of the entanglement between human beings and the immortal heroine.
The heroine won't, she was once caught and studied by a man, and later he fell in love with her, so he agreed to let her go in order to let her stay.She watched the man get married, have children and die, so she left.After the heroine left, the man's grandson, the heroine, found her.
Later, the male protagonist also fell in love with her, and asked the female protagonist to stay with him in a similar way.
This is the beginning of the story and the end of the story.
And the paragraph Akashi Seijuro pointed out is a small disagreement between Suzuki Suzuka and Director Kuroki.The director thinks that the heroine loved the hero's grandfather, but Suzuki Suzuka doesn't think so.
Many times she felt that she might really have a good impression of the target, but the jump of that cold number brought Suzuki Suzuka back to reality.
"Suzuki, have you ever liked me?" After a long silence, Akashi Seijuro asked again. He put his hands on his raised knees and rubbed the fingertips that had wiped the girl's tears. Before Suzuki Suzuka could answer, he asked He chuckled again and continued, "That's right, you should still be doing it now."
His eyes fell on Suzuki Suzuka again, Akashi Seijuro raised his eyebrows slightly, this time he asked more naturally: "Have you ever loved, no, have you ever loved anyone?"
Suzuki Suzuka knew the answer to this question, but she didn't know how to answer him.
The man's body moved along with his pair of red eyes, he approached Suzuki Suzuka, and gently combed the girl's gradually growing soft hair, "If there is, I will kill the person you like, if not , I will kill you."
The delicate and beautiful eyebrows were wrinkled, making her look cute, Suzuki Suzuka tilted her head, sensing the girl's resistance, Akashi Seijuro took away the hand that touched her.
"I lied to you." Akashi Seijuro smiled, his eyes changed from dangerously dark to steady and soft, the dazzling bright gold flowed in one eye, reflecting each other with the other crimson eye, beautiful and dazzling, " How can I be willing."
With a slight movement of the finger on the armrest, Suzuki Suzuka was held down by Akashi Seijuro's outstretched hand, "Akashi..."
"Stop calling me sir."
Interrupting Suzuki Suzuka's words, Akashi Seijuro put away his smile, he sat on his seat and held Suzuki Suzuka's hand, he didn't know what he was thinking, and was speechless for a while.
But Suzuki Suzuka couldn't keep silent, she called softly according to the man's wish, "Akashi-kun."
This address finally elicited a response from the other party, and Akashi Seijuro looked sideways at her.
"Even if you have a way to keep me alive, you will die." If she can rely on this way to survive, then she is truly immortal, "When the time comes, you won't be able to keep me."
If Akashi Seijuro really found that method, Suzuki Suzuka would not stay as he wished.
It was because of her existence that his life was destroyed.For Akashi Seijuro, or other clear targets, Suzuki Suzuka is a bug, and she should not continue to affect them after earning survival points.
What's more, the strategy system is not dead, she still needs to continue to complete the strategy, the difference is that Suzuki Suzuka took the initiative to find the target of the strategy, or Akashi Seijuro helped her complete the strategy.
Then it becomes torture.
Suzuki Suzuka is not so cold yet, in fact, they all know that forgetting is the best ending.She should have revised Akashi Seijuro's memory ten years ago, but he remembered it by himself.
If you can't get it, you want it more.
Human nature.
"But while I'm alive, you will be mine." Suzuki Suzuka has already made it clear, and Akashi Seijuro is unmoved, he is almost staring at the girl paranoidly, half of the coquettish heterochromatic pupils Crazy and half calm, "Isn't it?"
"If you've never belonged to anyone, then I'm the first to have you."
"……does it worth?"
Watching Suzuki Suzuka's long-wearing gentle mask gradually peel off, Akashi Seijuro even showed a gentle and affectionate smile, "You shouldn't ask me this question, Suzuka, you choose me."
But the truth is it wasn't her choice.
He opened his mouth, but the voice was silent, and Suzuki Suzuka closed his mouth again.She is an outsider to this world, and everything related to the strategy will be blocked by the world. Even if one day she gets drunk and talks nonsense in her sleep, she will not reveal any information.
She pitied her target, but she pitied herself even more.
At least they can forget that without Suzuki Suzuka, there is still a wonderful life that can go on, but she can't.
Her life is stacked with the favorability of the target.
In this sense, they are all of Suzuki Suzuka's life, she was born for this, and she is not the other's.
The girl sighed, even though the tenderness became a little cold after putting away the money, the subconscious tenderness still came out from the sigh, which made people's hearts move, "Then what will Akashi-kun do?"
"If you are willing to stay, everything will be the same as before." Akashi Seijuro said slowly, "I will not stop you from looking for 'food'." But under his control.
Akashi Seijuro didn't say the latter sentence, but Suzuki Suzuka understood what he meant.
"What if I don't want to?"
The man's steady breath paused, and he patted Suzuki Suzuka's hand comfortingly, but the tight knuckles revealed his uneasy mood.
"Suzuka, you don't know what my ability is, do you?" Akashi Seijuro suddenly changed the topic, looked at Suzuki Suzuka for a long time, then raised his hand to caress the girl's face, "Why don't you guess?"
"I'll give you a hint." His tone became calm and tender again, but the hint in his words was not so gentle, "I have two abilities."
"Control and command?"
Suzuki Suzuka answered one at random, and she found that their abilities are more or less related to their personalities.
The other party smiled softly, "I can control the space."
The girl nodded, she was about to speak, but Seijuro Akashi continued, "There is still time."
Maybe they sat in the screening room for too long, the movie started playing again, and the lights in the hall suddenly dimmed, just like Suzuki Suzuka's mood.
Suzuki Suzuka's words were startled: "You..."
"Yes, I opened the time gap in Teiko Middle School, but I can't go back by myself." In the dim light, Akashi Seijuro's expression was inexplicable, "Look, I want to change the past, but instead become Helping the correct development of history.”
"But history doesn't make it clear. Where you went after you disappeared, whether you died, returned here, or went to another place, it all conforms to the law of cause and effect."
Although Akashi Seijuro was vague, Suzuki Suzuka vaguely felt that her disappearance ten years ago must have something to do with Akashi Seijuro.
It is impossible for her to leave voluntarily when the favorability of the targets of the raid reaches such a high level. If the favorability does not reach 100 points, then the restart will restore the initial value of 0 points, and everything will be in vain.Suzuki Suzuka didn't think he would do such a stupid thing.
In the darkness, the girl approached him, "Then, will Akashi-kun let me die?"
She took the initiative to put a kiss on the man's side face. This time, she didn't want to gain favorability, nor did she want to beg Akashi Seijuro for mercy. Suzuki Suzuka knew that he would not kill her, she just—
I empathize with the loss and despair of trying to change everything, only to find out that nothing will change.
"Didn't I say that?" Akashi Seijuro closed his eyes slightly as the girl kissed his face softly, "How could I be willing?"
"...Stay here." The man embraced her, and whispered in the girl's ear, it was not so much an order, but more like a request from Akashi Seijuro.
For a brief moment, Suzuki Suzuka really thought about staying.
Why not stay, he likes Suzuki Suzuka so much, he is even willing to allow her to attack other targets, he will always be by her side.
She can no longer be alone.
Because if she stayed, she would completely ruin Akashi Seijuro's life.
This time the strategy is too unfair, Suzuki Suzuka not only wants to invade their boyhood, but also to see what the ending will look like after he finishes the strategy.
In the past, she would leave after completing the strategy, and the target of the strategy would not remember her, but this time, everyone remembered her, and everyone was waiting for her.
Suzuki Suzuka had to swallow the consequences of the selective forgetting of the previous week. As the culprit, what could she use to refuse the target?
Let him love someone who won't respond forever, and let him watch her seduce others, just thinking about it makes Suzuki Suzuka feel terrible.
It's really going to destroy him.
Seeing the still fluctuating blackening value, Suzuki Suzuka was silent for a while, then crossed the armrest between them and hugged Akashi Seijuro tightly, she started it, and she should end it.
The movie that was screened again reached the climax stage of the plot, but it was no longer able to attract the attention of the only two audiences in the field.
Kissing the man's thin lips softly, Suzuki Suzuka suddenly felt a bit of indescribable sadness, although subtle, it was enough to impress her deeply.
"Okay, I'll stay, Seijuro." She finally said the line from the movie, "As long as you will always love me, I will not leave."
This is not the first lie Suzuki has told.
She would never make such a promise that could not be fulfilled before, but what can she do?
Don't lie, it's really hard.
If she doesn't lie to others or herself, how can she persevere.
Pulling the tie, Suzuki Suzuka bowed her head and kissed her. The plot of the movie was still playing on the big screen, and the glamorous girl cast a silent and cold mocking look at the camera.
Her close-up eyebrows and red lips are vaguely printed on the bare back of the girl who is sitting straddling the man and has taken off her clothes through the reflection of the screen. It is gorgeous, passionate, charming and seductive.
Tell a lie ten thousand times and it will come true.
She told herself too many times that Suzuki Suzuka wouldn't like anyone.In the end, she really never fell in love with any target of the strategy, and the interplay of life and love is indeed difficult to produce a real affection.
But there is still a momentary touch, but now recalling those moments, Suzuki Suzuka can't feel that kind of emotion anymore.
Raiders changed not only her physical appearance, but also her soul.
Feeling the hot breath wrapped around her body, Suzuki Suzuka couldn't help but raised her slender neck and let out a low moan, the man wrapped her up and bit her neck.
He bit hard, and the delicate and delicate skin was bitten with a circle of red marks, which would not bleed, but it also broke the skin, which made Suzuki Suzuka feel raw pain.
The heroine in the movie had her wrist cut, and the blood flowed down, tick-tock, entangled into dark red bloodstains that could not be melted away, and it looked terrifying on the snow-white skin.
However, it didn't take long before the wound began to heal.
Like a man's feelings.
Akashi Seijuro really did not expect that Suzuki Suzuka would agree.He had envisioned thousands of possibilities, and the chance of her agreeing was extremely low, but she still agreed, no matter it was true or not, he would make this sentence true.
Sensing the girl's pain, Akashi Seijuro opened his lips and kissed it, and gently licked the place where he had just bitten, rubbing the deep scar to soften Suzuki Suzuka's body that had become a little stiff due to the pain, and also softened his own. heart.
The heartbeat and love that sprouted in the youth, the anger of being betrayed, the pain of not being able to get it and then losing it, the hatred that was remembered after forgetting it, the loss and despair waiting to be found, and the ecstasy and sadness of finding it again... everything , Intertwined together, and finally turned into complete love.
Their encounter is not simple, whether in the past or now, everything they have experienced is too complicated.Akashi Seijuro can't say that he just loves Suzuki Suzu, his feelings are mixed with too many other things, so he can't let go.
He can't let go, and he won't die.
Even if it meant more pain and suffering, Akashi Seijuro would rather take Suzuki Suzuka along with him.
Akashi Seijuro, favorability: 100.
He has always loved Suzuki Suzuka deeply, and what Akashi Seijuro is waiting for is a word that can reveal a little bit of his heart.
But Akashi Seijuro ignored it, and Suzuki Suzuka added a premise to that sentence, as long as he continues to love.Of course he thought he would always love Suzuki Suzuka.
But after restarting, forget everything?
The props that modify the memory will be invalid, and restarting the game will not fail again, because everything will be cleared when time goes back.
After she completes the strategy ten years ago, everything will return to normal.
Whether it's Akashi Seijuro or Suzuki Suzuka.
The world stopped at that moment. The girl walked out of the cinema tiredly and silently. She stood beside the lit street lamp to calm down. Before restarting, she finally decided to modify the memories of the targets.
For them, that is again.
Momoi Itsuki underestimated her, and it wasn't just her targets who were growing, they became stronger and liked her more, Suzuki Suzuka's various attributes would also grow accordingly.
click-
When it was so quiet that a needle could be heard, the sound of leather shoes stepping on the road gradually sounded from far to near.
To Suzuki Suzuka's surprise, a man with long hair in a bundle appeared at the dark end of the street. He walked over calmly and indifferently, without any reaction to the situation where time stood still. It didn't do anything to him either.
Looking at his right eye wrapped in a white bandage, Suzuki Suzuka didn't speak, she just leaned against the streetlight quietly, and now, it's hard for her to be surprised by what happens in this world.
However, when she saw him draw some strange luminous symbols with his bare hands, the girl still slightly opened her eyes, "You are..."
His speed was so fast that Suzuki Suzuka had no time to dodge.
The strong wind mixed with strength didn't come towards Suzuki Suzuka maliciously, it softened the edge before it really touched the girl.
Suzuki Suzuka stood up straighter, and she felt a little more comfortable.
He walked to the other side of the street light and separated Suzuki Suzuka from what he thought was a safe distance, "I'm a little worried, so I'll come and have a look, but it looks like you've already made a decision."
The girl glanced at him, the man's unshielded eyes were dark red, cool and indifferent, but there was a little coldness in the sardonic smile at the corner of his mouth.
"Akashi approached me a few years ago, and he hoped that I could find someone for him. I said I would only eliminate demons, but he still used other methods to get me to agree." He felt that Suzuki Suzuka was looking at him, But he didn't look back at the girl, "I thought he wouldn't succeed, but Akashi found it anyway, and then he asked me how to keep her."
"I'm not going to help him this time."
The man leaned against the street lamp railing and exhaled slowly. His posture and works were too elegant, and when he sighed, he exhaled as if it was full of cloud and mist, "But I am a little worried that his ability will lose control, which will bring great harm trouble... now it seems that I was worrying too much."
Suzuki Suzuka didn't speak, and she didn't know what to say, she just listened silently.
"Suzuki."
He suddenly called out, but Suzuki Suzuka didn't respond.
The girl turned her head and asked softly, "What?"
"It's nothing." The long-haired man's eyes flickered slightly, and he paused for a moment before continuing, "...it seems that you are not her." This time he turned his head to look at Suzuki Suzuka for a while, and then turned back quickly.
"You're still too young, 30 years? 50 years?" He murmured a few words, then stood up straight with his hands on the lamppost, "If it was her...she has already..."
Suzuki Suzuka couldn't hear the words clearly after that, until the man was about to leave, the girl stopped him, "Well, Mr. Exorcist, are you going to leave like this...Are you going to catch me?"
"No...forget it." Staring at Suzuki Suzuka for a while, the man finally turned his head, and his long black hair flicked behind him, "This is not something I should interfere in the first place."
"Then, may I ask you to tell me your name?"
"Please allow me to refuse." He hooked his lips, and his smile was a little cold with a slight sarcasm, "...No, newborn, young Suzuki, I will not be your prey, and don't let the target go. On me, you'd better hope we don't see each other again, you don't want to see an exorcist too many times."
Watching him disappear into the night, Suzuki Suzuka turned his head to look at the movie theater which was still lit.
After standing for a while, Suzuki Suzuka turned around and walked away until all those thoughts were exhausted.
Before the man disappeared, Suzuki Suzuka also asked him a question.
"...Am I really a monster?"
"Who knows, you have to ask yourself."
Yes, she can only rely on herself to find all the answers——
This is the case every time, over and over again, over and over again.
But at least, at least, Suzuki Suzuka is not living aimlessly.How could she be willing to die before she found the answer?
How could she be willing to let others live with her in pain...
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