[Comprehensive] Perfect Raiders
Chapter 158
In the silent night, a slender and tall figure quietly appeared in front of the closed door without anyone noticing.
And he just stood there silently, neither intending to open the door to enter nor leaving.
"I thought you wouldn't come back."
A soft and clear female voice suddenly came from behind him, breaking the dead silence and making the standing figure slightly stiff.
Even though he had discovered it first, he still froze uncomfortably because of her words.
His changes were so subtle that those who were not observant and knew him well would not notice it at all.
"Mother."
After pausing for a while, he turned around and faced the woman who was slowly walking over. She had beautiful and dazzling silver hair, and exquisite and cold facial features. There was a coquettish crescent pattern printed on her forehead, which looked noble and inviolable.
They look alike, originally there were seven or eight points of resemblance, but now there are only six points left.
The person who turned around had a handsome face, but his expression was as cold as a lifeless dead object, and his long golden eyes seemed to be looking at a mass of empty air.
He turned out not to be like this.
The woman stared at him for a while, then sighed heavily: "Sesshomaru, why didn't you come to see me when you came back."
She knew her son, he was just indifferent by nature, but he would not close his heart like this, even cold enough to resist his mother.
"I'll be leaving right away." He said something in a low voice, and then stopped talking.
He will leave as soon as he comes, so coming to see her will only make her more uncomfortable, but there is no way for him to stay in this palace anymore.
The woman fell silent when she heard Sesshomaru's words, she moved her eyes to look at the door behind him, no one lived there but it was still there, no one dared to move.
With the death of the original resident, she gradually lost her son.
"Ten years have passed."
Muttering something, the woman shook her head and let Sesshomaru turn around and leave.
Traveling abroad, he became stronger and taller, and he also had monster subordinates who voluntarily followed him, and then he rarely returned to the West Country, only once every ten years.
He looks more and more like his father.
But the woman restrained herself from saying this, she knew that Sesshomaru would not be happy.
Even though he has become a qualified heir to the leadership, he has no intention of taking over Xiguo, so she is basically in charge now.
The original ruler died.
This incident still shocked all monsters until now, because the person who killed the former leader was his son.
It is precisely because all the youkai in the West Country and outside the West know how powerful the Inu-sho is, so they express their horror at the fact that Sesshomaru, who is still very young considering the age of the you-kai, can kill the Inu-sho.
If this happened in the human world, Sesshomaru would have been expelled for killing his father long ago, but in the realm of monsters, they would only surrender to the newborn strong.
Even if Sesshoumaru wants to take over the position of commander after returning from wandering for countless years after forgetting everything about the West Country, there will be no monsters who refuse to accept it.
And the reason is simply because he was able to kill Inu Daisho, which means Sesshomaru is stronger.
They obey stronger people.
But she knows the truth is not that simple.
Even if General Inu's injury hadn't completely healed at that time, and he was still feeding that human being with that disgusting method, he couldn't have died so easily.
The leader of the Western Kingdom, who is no less inferior to any terrifying monster in the past, is the one he wants to die.
Because he killed his beloved woman with his own hands.
And that woman didn't love him at all.
When she escaped for the second time, General Quan decided to kill her. He nailed her soul with the sword Congyunya, so she could never leave again.
Even the messengers of the underworld cannot take her soul away.
After the woman died, General Inu quickly left with her body, and he left everything behind, which meant that he actually decided to die with her.
He fulfilled his promise that he would make Sesshoumaru his heir.
Although Inu Daisho left his inheritance to the half-demon who was born with another human in the end, he left most of it to Sesshomaru.
But she wasn't sure if it was a final gift or a hateful punishment, she preferred the latter.
What Inu Daisho left behind for Sesshomaru was a weapon called Natural Teeth.
It was a sword forged with the fangs of the dog general. This weapon can resurrect the dead by beheading the messengers of the underworld. It is said that if it is activated with true compassion, one swing of the sword can save hundreds of lives.
General Quan possesses the three overbearing swords of the world, corresponding to the three worlds of heaven, man and the underworld, but he left this healing knife for Sesshomaru, who was born to be good at killing.She could fully imagine why General Inu would give Sesshomaru this weapon.
Her son didn't want anything but his natural teeth.
Of course he would accept it, because he wanted to save that woman.
And they didn't even know where her body was, General Quan took her away before he died, and he buried her in his own bones.
That would be equivalent to using his own corpse to build a cage for that woman, and this time she would never be able to escape, because she was already dead.
No one knows the location of the burial either.
Therefore, General Inu left a hope for Sesshomaru, but it is a hope that may never be realized.
She knew that even if she found it, it would be impossible to save it.
If it is really possible to call back the soul, why didn't General Inu not use it himself?
Because it doesn't work.
Thinking of her nominal husband, the woman sighed deeply. She could think of Sesshomaru, but she couldn't tell the truth, nor could she stop him from continuing to search.
Because she was afraid that if Sesshomaru didn't leave even this little hope and fantasy, he wouldn't continue to stay in this world.
Why did that human being, who lived for such a long time, have to die at that time?
If she died early, Sesshomaru wouldn't care about her so much, if she didn't die sooner or later, Sesshoumaru would get tired of weak and boring humans sooner or later.
But she died when Sesshomaru cared about her the most and liked her the most, and then her position in his heart could never be changed.
It is precisely because of her death that Sesshoumaru will love her irrevocably and forever.
Whenever she thinks about this, the noble woman regrets a little, she shouldn't have agreed to let humans raise her son, look, that woman made her son so weak and made him so terribly tough and cruel.
"lady."
A maid reminded her softly, "Master Sesshomaru has left."
She turned her head and glanced at the maid who lowered her head, nodded and said nothing. The human was dead, but she kept the maid.
The maid knew too much, she should have killed her.
But in the end, the noble and beautiful lady leader still left behind that humble and very weak monster.
She thought, really no more life should die.
She pity her son, but who is not pity, the dog general who can't ask for it, the weak human being who doesn't choose freedom... Mrs. Commander took a light breath and gradually calmed down.
The situation here has fallen into chaos due to the sudden death of the leader, and it is impossible for the human side to remain indifferent to the death of Suzuki Suzuka.
The more devout the belief, the more obvious the induction will be.
At least she knew that the female monarch who ruled everything was dead, and without the courageous and wise ruler and the god who united the hearts of the people, the country controlled by religion was completely scattered and full of loopholes.
As for the half-demon child born to the dog general and another human being, he was also sent away from the kingdom that was about to collapse before his mother died.
She doesn't know the rest, she is just responsible for giving the child what the dog left behind, as for how he will survive between humans and monsters in the future, it is none of her business.
She didn't kill him for the sake of the face of the pure blood of the dog clan, it was because she was benevolent.
After losing so much all of a sudden, she still became weak after all.
Looking back on the past, Mrs. Commander still inevitably thought of that human being that even a monster respecting strength had to admit to being beautiful.
She died at the wrong time, Mrs. Commander thought about it unpleasantly.
In the final analysis...she actually didn't want Suzuki Suzuka to die.
"you are dead."
In the chaotic darkness, there was a voice saying something, maybe she had been in a coma for too long, so the voice she heard was also indistinct, not only slightly but also with some strange noises, she couldn't hear clearly at first What was that voice saying.
But that voice repeated the same sentence in her ear repeatedly, and she finally understood it after listening to it so loudly.
The voice was saying she was dead.
Even though she didn't believe the inexplicable voice, Suzuki Suzuka was still frightened by the meaning behind this sentence, she felt a chill in her heart, and suddenly felt a chill.
Even if she is dead now, only her soul is conscious, and the dead will not feel it.
Thinking of this, Suzuki Suzuka relaxed a little, but the next moment she felt terrified because of the vague premonition.
When she feels this way, nothing good happens.
She hadn't given serious formal thought to death.
As a human being, Suzuki Suzuka has lived for a long time, and her appearance will always stay young and beautiful. How long she has lived in the West Country, she has been out of touch with the outside world, so in fact, Suzuki Suzuka’s psychological age It also stayed at the age when she was brought back by the dog general.
Birth, old age, sickness, death, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, and all kinds of life, she actually feels very little.
It's not because Suzuki Suzuka doesn't have abundant emotions, it's just that she is locked in a beautiful and comfortable ivory tower, so she can only react to the only few people and things she can see.
Suzuki Suzuka was still a girl when she was brought to the West Country.
Then she grew up slowly under the care of the dog general, more and more mature, and more and more beautiful, but no one can give her this kind of feedback, very few people can see her, people who see her Nor will those words of praise be uttered.
The country of monsters is different from the village Suzuki Suzuka lived in before.
People didn't hesitate to show affection to the poor girl, so even though Suzuki Suzuka didn't remember anything and was wary of everyone around her, she still had a good time in that place.
But in Xiguo, the only people she could see back and forth were her maid, Sesshomaru, and one or two trusted subordinates of General Inu.
She doesn't even need to be on guard.
Because there is no use.
Any Yokai there could have easily killed her, and the reason they didn't is simply because Suzuki Suzuka was the one brought back by Inu Daisho.
It took Suzuki Suzuka a long time to adapt to that lonely atmosphere, and it was impossible for General Inu to accompany her forever, and she was always alone when he left.
At the beginning, Suzuki Suzuka didn't have any maids around, so she just stayed in the palace and waited alone.She couldn't and couldn't get out, there were monsters outside, and she was afraid they would kill her.
Suzuki Suzuka didn't want to die, and when she was dug out from the cold snow by the people in the village, she almost died. She came back from the gate of hell.
Once she survives by chance, she will regret her life, and Suzuki Suzuka is not willing to die so early.
When she was brought back by General Inu, she was still too young.
It didn't grow much after that.
Although she was a little afraid of death, Suzuki Suzuka tied her life under the shadow of death when she made a request to that monster.
The monster who sleeps with her can kill her at any time, and the maid who serves her can also take her life.
So of course she felt scared, just worried that General Inu would not like her like this, that's why Suzuki Suzuka kept suppressing her fear.
She acted well, Inu Daisho liked her even more, and he even wanted to officially marry Suzuki Suzuka.
But she doesn't like it.
At that time, Suzuki Suzuka had gradually gotten used to it.
No matter how frightened she is, she has grown from a young girl to an adult, and she can adapt even if she doesn't adapt, not to mention her current situation is not that bad.
Later, General Inu took her back to the village, and Suzuki Suzuka realized that it was really bad.
It's so boring to live like that.
The people there are different from her, and Izayoi is also different from her.
Her tenderness is lifeless, and she is only habitually attached, but there is something else about Izayoi, which is the freshness and vitality that only a girl who has been truly pampered and grown up will have.
That's why the country governed by Izayoi can have such vitality. Even if she uses religion to centralize power, it will not change the fact that she is excellent.
The days in Wangcheng are not so exciting every day, but it will not make Suzuki Suzuka feel meaningless.
Izayoi will not restrict her whereabouts, she can even roam the streets in the city, as long as she wears a veiled hat, she can go anywhere in this huge city, and no one will dare to stop her.
Devout citizens will avoid her when they see her, and secretly offer their gifts, sometimes fruits and vegetables, sometimes flowers...
The doors of the temple were always open to her, always welcoming her as Master.
Then when Suzuki Suzuka returned, a maid came to her with Inuyasha in her arms, and she needed to take care of this noisy half-demon child when Izayoi was busy.
People need her to exist, Inuyasha needs her to take care of, and Izayoi needs her to help share the pressure of stabilizing the country, everyone needs her, and not just because Suzuki Suzuka was brought back by their female monarch.
Suzuki Suzuka didn't tell Izayoi all this time, in fact, she lived a very happy life, and then she didn't have a chance to tell, because she was brought back to the West Country.
Listening to that strange voice that kept repeating, Suzuki Suzuka blankly recalled his past, as if looking back on his entire life like a horse on a horse.
Like really dying.
Realizing this, Suzuki Suzuka's heart ached more and more, she felt the chill on her body getting heavier and she wanted to tremble, but her hands and feet were so cold that she couldn't move.
Not just her limbs, she can't even open her eyes now.
She remembered throwing it up, and then Suzuki Suzuka passed out uncomfortably—
But the tearing pain in her chest woke her up.
It was really painful, she seemed to be back when she was buried in the snow, the snow was covered layer by layer, making her breathless, and she couldn't dig it out at all, and she couldn't push it even if she tried her best She didn't move, just letting the snow fall and hit her.
The rough snow tore through her skin, and then the cold frost poured into her flesh and blood, freezing her from shivering to unconsciousness.
Then it went from freezing Suzuki Suzuka numb to making her feel the pain of the severe cold again.
After recovering the feeling, the cold feeling was even more bone-piercing, as if countless knives had been pierced into the flesh, and because the stabbing was too heavy, he didn't even have the strength to roll over and scream.
The knife not only pierced her chest, but also pierced her heart.
The more carefully she recalled, the clearer the pain and pain Suzuki Suzuka felt, as if she had experienced it all over again.
The only difference is that this time she couldn't even move a simple thing, so she could only sleep stiffly in the dark
But why is she still conscious?
"you are dead."
The voice was still chattering, but Suzuki Suzuka couldn't refute it anymore, and she realized that she was no different from death even if she wasn't really dead.
But it was completely different from what she had imagined.
Shouldn't the dead soul be taken to the underworld? Why was she trapped in this dark darkness and endured the last pain she felt.
If this is a punishment from hell, then why should she be treated like this, not even giving Suzuki Suzuka a process of interrogation to make her understand.
But slowly, the pain also went away from Suzuki Suzuka, and she couldn't feel anything anymore.
It frightened her more than being tortured by pain.
Seeing nothing, touching nothing, feeling nothing, the air, wind, light, and temperature are all far away from her, Suzuki Suzuka seems to have changed from a living creature to an unconscious object .
Yet she was still conscious, but nothing else was left for Suzuki Suzuka.
No one is with me and no one cares, even with Suzuki Suzuka, I can’t feel——
Killing pills!
where is he?Is he still with her?
It seemed that one second she was still lying in the arms of that young man who said he would be with her forever, but the next moment she was imprisoned in this boundless darkness.
Suzuki Suzuka didn't know, she didn't know if she had—
"you are dead."
There was nothing but the voice still for her to hear.
It turns out that death is such a terrible thing.
She seemed to be able to vaguely feel that her consciousness was becoming more and more numb. The memories of Suzuki Suzuka's life gradually dissipated after revisiting, and the piercing pain and cold she felt in the end could not be felt. Her consciousness It became more and more dull, and then her thinking...
"Yes, I'm dead."
Suzuki Suzuka couldn't make it up anymore, she thought of countless reasons to explain everything now, but in the end she had to admit that she died.
Even though the remaining sanity made Suzuki Suzuka realize her death, she still felt a deep pain at the moment of admitting it.
She was unconscious.
It's just that that kind of blow seemed to be transformed into substance, and it struck hard in the depths of her soul, shaking all her consciousness to tremble and sink.
And she wasn't even sure if it was the final pain she felt as she realized she was dead, or if it was just her spirit fading away too.
"Ding—the target's body confirms death."
Although he still didn't know what the sound was, Suzuki Suzuka was sure that what he heard was physical death, not death.
That is, her soul is still alive.
However, how long can her soul survive without the body?
"Your name is?"
Gradually realizing that the voice was talking to him, Suzuki Suzuka hesitated for a while before answering his own name, "... Suzuki Suzuka."
She has nothing to lose now.
"Ding——confirm the target name: Suzuki Suzuka."
"Detect target properties."
What followed was a long series of words, Suzuki Suzuka didn't quite know what that meant, but she wrote down all the information while she was still awake.
"Strength: 2
Speed: 4
Intelligence: 8
Charisma: 10
Mental power: 100 (reach the standard)"
Why are the previous numbers all within 10 and the last one is 100?
As soon as the mysterious voice fell, Suzuki Suzuka realized something was wrong.
Spiritual power, her spiritual power...
Is it faith?
Still thinking, Suzuki Suzuka heard the voice continue to ring, "Confirm that the target perfectly meets the game standards, please choose whether to revive."
resurrection.
Does she still want to live?
of course!
Even if he opened his eyes and went back to the moment when he was killed, Suzuki Suzuka wanted to come back to life.No matter what she faces, she must live.
She doesn't even care if she has been taken back by General Inu, or if Sesshomaru has abandoned her, she doesn't care anymore, even if she has to accept revenge and torture later, Suzuki Suzuka doesn't care.
The excited consciousness was chaotic and mixed, but in the endless darkness without time, it gradually unified into a persistent and firm answer: "I want to live."
"Ding - the target chooses to resurrect, enter the strategy game, and the soul is being transmitted..."
And of course she doesn't know what her choice means now.
But Suzuki Suzuka can be sure.
No matter how many times she repeats it, her choice is the same.
Even if she knew what she would go through, she would not change this decision.
Because she wanted to live, no matter how painful it would be.
And he just stood there silently, neither intending to open the door to enter nor leaving.
"I thought you wouldn't come back."
A soft and clear female voice suddenly came from behind him, breaking the dead silence and making the standing figure slightly stiff.
Even though he had discovered it first, he still froze uncomfortably because of her words.
His changes were so subtle that those who were not observant and knew him well would not notice it at all.
"Mother."
After pausing for a while, he turned around and faced the woman who was slowly walking over. She had beautiful and dazzling silver hair, and exquisite and cold facial features. There was a coquettish crescent pattern printed on her forehead, which looked noble and inviolable.
They look alike, originally there were seven or eight points of resemblance, but now there are only six points left.
The person who turned around had a handsome face, but his expression was as cold as a lifeless dead object, and his long golden eyes seemed to be looking at a mass of empty air.
He turned out not to be like this.
The woman stared at him for a while, then sighed heavily: "Sesshomaru, why didn't you come to see me when you came back."
She knew her son, he was just indifferent by nature, but he would not close his heart like this, even cold enough to resist his mother.
"I'll be leaving right away." He said something in a low voice, and then stopped talking.
He will leave as soon as he comes, so coming to see her will only make her more uncomfortable, but there is no way for him to stay in this palace anymore.
The woman fell silent when she heard Sesshomaru's words, she moved her eyes to look at the door behind him, no one lived there but it was still there, no one dared to move.
With the death of the original resident, she gradually lost her son.
"Ten years have passed."
Muttering something, the woman shook her head and let Sesshomaru turn around and leave.
Traveling abroad, he became stronger and taller, and he also had monster subordinates who voluntarily followed him, and then he rarely returned to the West Country, only once every ten years.
He looks more and more like his father.
But the woman restrained herself from saying this, she knew that Sesshomaru would not be happy.
Even though he has become a qualified heir to the leadership, he has no intention of taking over Xiguo, so she is basically in charge now.
The original ruler died.
This incident still shocked all monsters until now, because the person who killed the former leader was his son.
It is precisely because all the youkai in the West Country and outside the West know how powerful the Inu-sho is, so they express their horror at the fact that Sesshomaru, who is still very young considering the age of the you-kai, can kill the Inu-sho.
If this happened in the human world, Sesshomaru would have been expelled for killing his father long ago, but in the realm of monsters, they would only surrender to the newborn strong.
Even if Sesshoumaru wants to take over the position of commander after returning from wandering for countless years after forgetting everything about the West Country, there will be no monsters who refuse to accept it.
And the reason is simply because he was able to kill Inu Daisho, which means Sesshomaru is stronger.
They obey stronger people.
But she knows the truth is not that simple.
Even if General Inu's injury hadn't completely healed at that time, and he was still feeding that human being with that disgusting method, he couldn't have died so easily.
The leader of the Western Kingdom, who is no less inferior to any terrifying monster in the past, is the one he wants to die.
Because he killed his beloved woman with his own hands.
And that woman didn't love him at all.
When she escaped for the second time, General Quan decided to kill her. He nailed her soul with the sword Congyunya, so she could never leave again.
Even the messengers of the underworld cannot take her soul away.
After the woman died, General Inu quickly left with her body, and he left everything behind, which meant that he actually decided to die with her.
He fulfilled his promise that he would make Sesshoumaru his heir.
Although Inu Daisho left his inheritance to the half-demon who was born with another human in the end, he left most of it to Sesshomaru.
But she wasn't sure if it was a final gift or a hateful punishment, she preferred the latter.
What Inu Daisho left behind for Sesshomaru was a weapon called Natural Teeth.
It was a sword forged with the fangs of the dog general. This weapon can resurrect the dead by beheading the messengers of the underworld. It is said that if it is activated with true compassion, one swing of the sword can save hundreds of lives.
General Quan possesses the three overbearing swords of the world, corresponding to the three worlds of heaven, man and the underworld, but he left this healing knife for Sesshomaru, who was born to be good at killing.She could fully imagine why General Inu would give Sesshomaru this weapon.
Her son didn't want anything but his natural teeth.
Of course he would accept it, because he wanted to save that woman.
And they didn't even know where her body was, General Quan took her away before he died, and he buried her in his own bones.
That would be equivalent to using his own corpse to build a cage for that woman, and this time she would never be able to escape, because she was already dead.
No one knows the location of the burial either.
Therefore, General Inu left a hope for Sesshomaru, but it is a hope that may never be realized.
She knew that even if she found it, it would be impossible to save it.
If it is really possible to call back the soul, why didn't General Inu not use it himself?
Because it doesn't work.
Thinking of her nominal husband, the woman sighed deeply. She could think of Sesshomaru, but she couldn't tell the truth, nor could she stop him from continuing to search.
Because she was afraid that if Sesshomaru didn't leave even this little hope and fantasy, he wouldn't continue to stay in this world.
Why did that human being, who lived for such a long time, have to die at that time?
If she died early, Sesshomaru wouldn't care about her so much, if she didn't die sooner or later, Sesshoumaru would get tired of weak and boring humans sooner or later.
But she died when Sesshomaru cared about her the most and liked her the most, and then her position in his heart could never be changed.
It is precisely because of her death that Sesshoumaru will love her irrevocably and forever.
Whenever she thinks about this, the noble woman regrets a little, she shouldn't have agreed to let humans raise her son, look, that woman made her son so weak and made him so terribly tough and cruel.
"lady."
A maid reminded her softly, "Master Sesshomaru has left."
She turned her head and glanced at the maid who lowered her head, nodded and said nothing. The human was dead, but she kept the maid.
The maid knew too much, she should have killed her.
But in the end, the noble and beautiful lady leader still left behind that humble and very weak monster.
She thought, really no more life should die.
She pity her son, but who is not pity, the dog general who can't ask for it, the weak human being who doesn't choose freedom... Mrs. Commander took a light breath and gradually calmed down.
The situation here has fallen into chaos due to the sudden death of the leader, and it is impossible for the human side to remain indifferent to the death of Suzuki Suzuka.
The more devout the belief, the more obvious the induction will be.
At least she knew that the female monarch who ruled everything was dead, and without the courageous and wise ruler and the god who united the hearts of the people, the country controlled by religion was completely scattered and full of loopholes.
As for the half-demon child born to the dog general and another human being, he was also sent away from the kingdom that was about to collapse before his mother died.
She doesn't know the rest, she is just responsible for giving the child what the dog left behind, as for how he will survive between humans and monsters in the future, it is none of her business.
She didn't kill him for the sake of the face of the pure blood of the dog clan, it was because she was benevolent.
After losing so much all of a sudden, she still became weak after all.
Looking back on the past, Mrs. Commander still inevitably thought of that human being that even a monster respecting strength had to admit to being beautiful.
She died at the wrong time, Mrs. Commander thought about it unpleasantly.
In the final analysis...she actually didn't want Suzuki Suzuka to die.
"you are dead."
In the chaotic darkness, there was a voice saying something, maybe she had been in a coma for too long, so the voice she heard was also indistinct, not only slightly but also with some strange noises, she couldn't hear clearly at first What was that voice saying.
But that voice repeated the same sentence in her ear repeatedly, and she finally understood it after listening to it so loudly.
The voice was saying she was dead.
Even though she didn't believe the inexplicable voice, Suzuki Suzuka was still frightened by the meaning behind this sentence, she felt a chill in her heart, and suddenly felt a chill.
Even if she is dead now, only her soul is conscious, and the dead will not feel it.
Thinking of this, Suzuki Suzuka relaxed a little, but the next moment she felt terrified because of the vague premonition.
When she feels this way, nothing good happens.
She hadn't given serious formal thought to death.
As a human being, Suzuki Suzuka has lived for a long time, and her appearance will always stay young and beautiful. How long she has lived in the West Country, she has been out of touch with the outside world, so in fact, Suzuki Suzuka’s psychological age It also stayed at the age when she was brought back by the dog general.
Birth, old age, sickness, death, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, and all kinds of life, she actually feels very little.
It's not because Suzuki Suzuka doesn't have abundant emotions, it's just that she is locked in a beautiful and comfortable ivory tower, so she can only react to the only few people and things she can see.
Suzuki Suzuka was still a girl when she was brought to the West Country.
Then she grew up slowly under the care of the dog general, more and more mature, and more and more beautiful, but no one can give her this kind of feedback, very few people can see her, people who see her Nor will those words of praise be uttered.
The country of monsters is different from the village Suzuki Suzuka lived in before.
People didn't hesitate to show affection to the poor girl, so even though Suzuki Suzuka didn't remember anything and was wary of everyone around her, she still had a good time in that place.
But in Xiguo, the only people she could see back and forth were her maid, Sesshomaru, and one or two trusted subordinates of General Inu.
She doesn't even need to be on guard.
Because there is no use.
Any Yokai there could have easily killed her, and the reason they didn't is simply because Suzuki Suzuka was the one brought back by Inu Daisho.
It took Suzuki Suzuka a long time to adapt to that lonely atmosphere, and it was impossible for General Inu to accompany her forever, and she was always alone when he left.
At the beginning, Suzuki Suzuka didn't have any maids around, so she just stayed in the palace and waited alone.She couldn't and couldn't get out, there were monsters outside, and she was afraid they would kill her.
Suzuki Suzuka didn't want to die, and when she was dug out from the cold snow by the people in the village, she almost died. She came back from the gate of hell.
Once she survives by chance, she will regret her life, and Suzuki Suzuka is not willing to die so early.
When she was brought back by General Inu, she was still too young.
It didn't grow much after that.
Although she was a little afraid of death, Suzuki Suzuka tied her life under the shadow of death when she made a request to that monster.
The monster who sleeps with her can kill her at any time, and the maid who serves her can also take her life.
So of course she felt scared, just worried that General Inu would not like her like this, that's why Suzuki Suzuka kept suppressing her fear.
She acted well, Inu Daisho liked her even more, and he even wanted to officially marry Suzuki Suzuka.
But she doesn't like it.
At that time, Suzuki Suzuka had gradually gotten used to it.
No matter how frightened she is, she has grown from a young girl to an adult, and she can adapt even if she doesn't adapt, not to mention her current situation is not that bad.
Later, General Inu took her back to the village, and Suzuki Suzuka realized that it was really bad.
It's so boring to live like that.
The people there are different from her, and Izayoi is also different from her.
Her tenderness is lifeless, and she is only habitually attached, but there is something else about Izayoi, which is the freshness and vitality that only a girl who has been truly pampered and grown up will have.
That's why the country governed by Izayoi can have such vitality. Even if she uses religion to centralize power, it will not change the fact that she is excellent.
The days in Wangcheng are not so exciting every day, but it will not make Suzuki Suzuka feel meaningless.
Izayoi will not restrict her whereabouts, she can even roam the streets in the city, as long as she wears a veiled hat, she can go anywhere in this huge city, and no one will dare to stop her.
Devout citizens will avoid her when they see her, and secretly offer their gifts, sometimes fruits and vegetables, sometimes flowers...
The doors of the temple were always open to her, always welcoming her as Master.
Then when Suzuki Suzuka returned, a maid came to her with Inuyasha in her arms, and she needed to take care of this noisy half-demon child when Izayoi was busy.
People need her to exist, Inuyasha needs her to take care of, and Izayoi needs her to help share the pressure of stabilizing the country, everyone needs her, and not just because Suzuki Suzuka was brought back by their female monarch.
Suzuki Suzuka didn't tell Izayoi all this time, in fact, she lived a very happy life, and then she didn't have a chance to tell, because she was brought back to the West Country.
Listening to that strange voice that kept repeating, Suzuki Suzuka blankly recalled his past, as if looking back on his entire life like a horse on a horse.
Like really dying.
Realizing this, Suzuki Suzuka's heart ached more and more, she felt the chill on her body getting heavier and she wanted to tremble, but her hands and feet were so cold that she couldn't move.
Not just her limbs, she can't even open her eyes now.
She remembered throwing it up, and then Suzuki Suzuka passed out uncomfortably—
But the tearing pain in her chest woke her up.
It was really painful, she seemed to be back when she was buried in the snow, the snow was covered layer by layer, making her breathless, and she couldn't dig it out at all, and she couldn't push it even if she tried her best She didn't move, just letting the snow fall and hit her.
The rough snow tore through her skin, and then the cold frost poured into her flesh and blood, freezing her from shivering to unconsciousness.
Then it went from freezing Suzuki Suzuka numb to making her feel the pain of the severe cold again.
After recovering the feeling, the cold feeling was even more bone-piercing, as if countless knives had been pierced into the flesh, and because the stabbing was too heavy, he didn't even have the strength to roll over and scream.
The knife not only pierced her chest, but also pierced her heart.
The more carefully she recalled, the clearer the pain and pain Suzuki Suzuka felt, as if she had experienced it all over again.
The only difference is that this time she couldn't even move a simple thing, so she could only sleep stiffly in the dark
But why is she still conscious?
"you are dead."
The voice was still chattering, but Suzuki Suzuka couldn't refute it anymore, and she realized that she was no different from death even if she wasn't really dead.
But it was completely different from what she had imagined.
Shouldn't the dead soul be taken to the underworld? Why was she trapped in this dark darkness and endured the last pain she felt.
If this is a punishment from hell, then why should she be treated like this, not even giving Suzuki Suzuka a process of interrogation to make her understand.
But slowly, the pain also went away from Suzuki Suzuka, and she couldn't feel anything anymore.
It frightened her more than being tortured by pain.
Seeing nothing, touching nothing, feeling nothing, the air, wind, light, and temperature are all far away from her, Suzuki Suzuka seems to have changed from a living creature to an unconscious object .
Yet she was still conscious, but nothing else was left for Suzuki Suzuka.
No one is with me and no one cares, even with Suzuki Suzuka, I can’t feel——
Killing pills!
where is he?Is he still with her?
It seemed that one second she was still lying in the arms of that young man who said he would be with her forever, but the next moment she was imprisoned in this boundless darkness.
Suzuki Suzuka didn't know, she didn't know if she had—
"you are dead."
There was nothing but the voice still for her to hear.
It turns out that death is such a terrible thing.
She seemed to be able to vaguely feel that her consciousness was becoming more and more numb. The memories of Suzuki Suzuka's life gradually dissipated after revisiting, and the piercing pain and cold she felt in the end could not be felt. Her consciousness It became more and more dull, and then her thinking...
"Yes, I'm dead."
Suzuki Suzuka couldn't make it up anymore, she thought of countless reasons to explain everything now, but in the end she had to admit that she died.
Even though the remaining sanity made Suzuki Suzuka realize her death, she still felt a deep pain at the moment of admitting it.
She was unconscious.
It's just that that kind of blow seemed to be transformed into substance, and it struck hard in the depths of her soul, shaking all her consciousness to tremble and sink.
And she wasn't even sure if it was the final pain she felt as she realized she was dead, or if it was just her spirit fading away too.
"Ding—the target's body confirms death."
Although he still didn't know what the sound was, Suzuki Suzuka was sure that what he heard was physical death, not death.
That is, her soul is still alive.
However, how long can her soul survive without the body?
"Your name is?"
Gradually realizing that the voice was talking to him, Suzuki Suzuka hesitated for a while before answering his own name, "... Suzuki Suzuka."
She has nothing to lose now.
"Ding——confirm the target name: Suzuki Suzuka."
"Detect target properties."
What followed was a long series of words, Suzuki Suzuka didn't quite know what that meant, but she wrote down all the information while she was still awake.
"Strength: 2
Speed: 4
Intelligence: 8
Charisma: 10
Mental power: 100 (reach the standard)"
Why are the previous numbers all within 10 and the last one is 100?
As soon as the mysterious voice fell, Suzuki Suzuka realized something was wrong.
Spiritual power, her spiritual power...
Is it faith?
Still thinking, Suzuki Suzuka heard the voice continue to ring, "Confirm that the target perfectly meets the game standards, please choose whether to revive."
resurrection.
Does she still want to live?
of course!
Even if he opened his eyes and went back to the moment when he was killed, Suzuki Suzuka wanted to come back to life.No matter what she faces, she must live.
She doesn't even care if she has been taken back by General Inu, or if Sesshomaru has abandoned her, she doesn't care anymore, even if she has to accept revenge and torture later, Suzuki Suzuka doesn't care.
The excited consciousness was chaotic and mixed, but in the endless darkness without time, it gradually unified into a persistent and firm answer: "I want to live."
"Ding - the target chooses to resurrect, enter the strategy game, and the soul is being transmitted..."
And of course she doesn't know what her choice means now.
But Suzuki Suzuka can be sure.
No matter how many times she repeats it, her choice is the same.
Even if she knew what she would go through, she would not change this decision.
Because she wanted to live, no matter how painful it would be.
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