who am I

Qi Zhi was standing by the water dispenser, holding a glass of water, thinking about something silently, calming down the restlessness of his body a little, I walked over slowly, gently touched his shoulder, and watched him turn around without surprise , I pointed outside the door, "Do you want to go outside and chat?" He didn't refute, but simply nodded, with something hidden in his eyes, but reached out to help me take the violin, which was a little heavy for me Box.I was a little surprised, the former Qizhi was not so cute and sensible, I don't know why, I suddenly felt like being a sister... Ah no, I feel like being a brother, really, after being a woman for a long time, is it possible that the reality will subtly change?

The other brothers who gathered together and talked from time to time in the distance cast some strange warmth in their eyes, but I didn't care, it was at this juncture, and I didn't have the energy to think about other things.In fact, I still want to say something to everyone, but what can I say, what else can I say, is it that I am going to die, don't you think about me?Tsk, it's funny.

Die or die, what are you doing with so many fancy things.

The two came to a remote garden where there was no one outside. I motioned him to give me the violin in his hand, but he was indifferent.

"Tell me first, what's going on with your body." Did he find out?How could he find out?I froze.Qizhi continued to explain, "Yachen said that the body of a seriously ill person will be very cold, let me see."

I took a step back, "Who said what? It's not good to spread rumors."

"If it's a rumor, why don't you let me touch it?"

"Because that has nothing to do with you." Kiori was stunned by the sudden and hard words and closed his mouth. I took a breath and continued, "Anyway, I'm just a sister who came here. I You don’t need to care about the matter, do you?” Yes, that’s it, I have no relationship with you brothers at all, but we’ve only been together for a few days, so why do you have to act familiar.

"...Yes." He admitted so, that's good, I took a breath, took the violin and put it on my shoulder skillfully, "A woman asked me to tell you that she loves you."

"What?" Kiori couldn't figure it out, I looked at his confused expression and laughed, and merged the soul of that woman into one, feeling the few chapters and the indescribable longing, Expressing them completely through music, the body is also making a decaying sound at the same time. The blood permeates the throat, like a water pipe full of water. As long as the plug is pulled out, it will be the time of my death.When is my death?What does that look like?Perhaps I have experienced death once?I don't remember, I don't remember when I came here, what I did here.

At the end of the song, Kiori was not as deeply moved as I imagined, did I not express my emotions?I stretched out my hand to test his reaction, but I didn't expect him to knock me to the ground and run away so far away.Immediately, my body fell on the grass as if falling apart, my blood flowed beside me and formed a stream, and the rusty smell in my mouth reminded me all the time of my condition.What, why on earth should I pretend to be a good person? I'm a bad person, aren't I a bad person?

Holding my aching chest, I stood up with great effort, and tried my best to wipe off the blood on my face before I dared to run to the side street and take a taxi to Xingzuo Academy when there was no one there.I dare not go back home, their eyes make me panic. "Hey, Ema, why did it happen like this?" Kanade's expression was just a normal worry, which made me think that she probably didn't know about it yet. "It's nothing, I accidentally got rubbed by the car and fell down." Well, this level is acceptable.

"God, I'll help you, let's go to the hospital." I hurriedly avoided the support that refused to play, wouldn't I be exposed?

"Xuan, can you take me in? At home...well, something happened."

"Hey? What's the matter, did you have a stalemate with the brothers?"

"Okay, let's join the orchestra first." Kisaragi stood by the door, and I didn't know when he appeared. I noticed that his wrist was wrapped with bandages, "What's going on there?"

He pushed his glasses to hide the injury, "It's nothing. Cough, how do you feel?"

I smiled wryly, "Yes, yes, but I'm afraid I can only participate in one game." Based on my physical condition.

"What's going on?" Kano looked at me and then at the man, "Let's take Ema in, anyway, there are a lot of rooms here."

"Ema? Have you brought the medicine? Let's live next to Kanou." The man's meaningful eyes made me feel relieved, didn't he?It was still found.I really didn't mean to.

I didn't bring many things with me, and I used to make up everything else first, because I was really too lazy to go back.

"Hey, Brother You Jing, um, I'm staying at a classmate's house for the time being, and I won't be going back in the next few days."

"...What, Ema, what are you doing outside, go home!" Youjing's tone seemed very anxious, did something happen at home?

"It's okay. I've been busy participating in music competitions recently. I promised my parents to take the trophy back. I ran back before I had time to take pictures. Say sorry to my mother for me." I tried to control my speaking speed and not let my strength insufficient.Heh, now you don't even have the energy to speak?This body is really about to come to an end.

"Really? Then you should come back to live, not to mention, Yachen has been at home recently, we can rest assured that he is here, Ema, come back quickly, what do you want to eat tonight?"

I choked up and said, "Brother You Jing, I hate that place, I don't want to go back." Please forgive me for lying.

"...What..." I stopped him from finishing, "I hate those brothers who have no relatives and no reason, so you still don't understand! I don't want to go back at all!" Heh, according to Brother Youjing's inertial thinking, I guess It’s because I feel that my rebellious period is coming, and I will be released for a few days, but a few days is enough, enough for me to finish some things, the same things as Xiaokui.