A curtain of dream

Chapter 15 Waiting

Many days have passed since that night.

I started to take advantage of the busy things in the company to postpone my time to go home. Chu Lian still sent me text messages as before, urging me to eat and telling me to go home early. He hesitated to speak, seemed to have something to say to me, but couldn't say it, Chu Lian, what do you want to say to me?Although I have liked you for a long time and have deep feelings for you, but after you kissed me that night, you put all your attention on Zi Ling who was fishing with Fei Yunfan, and I finally saw clearly, you You are still a child, you don't know who you should choose between me and Ziling, right?

It was past 9 o'clock in the evening, and I stayed alone in the company to work overtime.I stared at the computer and carefully looked at the contract, feeling a little dazed. Some efforts, even if I did, were of no avail, because the person who decided the fate didn't care about those efforts, just like Chu Lian.Chu Lian, this name slowly hurt me. From I always thought that he liked me, to knowing that Ziling also liked him, and then to the fact that he was not indifferent to Ziling. Waiting... I stood up suddenly, I needed some external force to stop my heartache and think about Chu Lian, so that I could keep my smile, otherwise, I couldn't hold on anymore, I would go crazy, but I couldn't Crazy in front of the public, I can't, I think of my parents looking at my proud smile, excited and humble words in front of relatives and friends, my eyes are blurred.

V bar.

I have nowhere else to go, I can only come here.I didn't call any of those friends who belonged to my night, just a person, sitting at the bar, listening to music, looking at the wanton limbs writhing under the flickering blurred lights, looking at those people drinking and having fun, my heart is like a stop water.

I drank the Long Island iced tea in my hand, looked coldly at the enchanting beauties in the venue, and all kinds of men, and rejected the nth man who struck up a conversation.The bartender suddenly handed me a glass of red wine and smiled.

I point to myself.

He nodded and made a please gesture.

I picked up the wine glass and shook it. Under the flickering light, the red liquid reflected a blood-like stern and coquettish color.I drank it down and pushed the glass back to the bartender.At this time, the bartender handed over another piece of paper, which said: Can I come over and have a drink with you?

I stared blankly at the note. The words on the note were flamboyant and written vigorously. I lowered my eyes, smiled, squeezed the note into a ball, and shook my head.

The bartender nodded knowingly and walked away slowly.

I held my chin, beat the beat to the music alone in the dark, and watched all the people carnival in the intoxication of alcohol.

Loneliness is a carnival of one person, and carnival is the loneliness of a group of people.I sighed.

A hand suddenly grabbed my wrist, pinching me forcefully and painfully.I was startled and angry, turned my head, and met Fei Yunfan's furious eyes, I was stunned, but I didn't speak.He ruthlessly tore off the bar stool. I stumbled a few steps and stood still, but he dragged me to the depths of the bar. I struggled and shouted: Fei Yunfan, what are you doing?

He didn't say a word, but looked at me with fire in his eyes, I couldn't help shrinking my shoulders, startled by his inexplicable anger.I stopped shouting, but desperately wanted to break away from him. At this moment, a man came over, grabbed the arm he was holding me, and said: Let her go.

Both Fei Yunfan and I were taken aback. The man who came was a man I didn't know, with half-length hair dyed golden brown, wearing a punk-style jacket and vest, and a gray T-shirt inside. Wearing a leather wristband on his hand, he looked a bit gangster, but he looked at me with bright eyes. This is a very manly man. With a provocative taste, he looked at Fei Yunfan unrelentingly. Yun Fan frowned slightly, looked at me, and asked: Your friend?

I shook my head blankly.

The man said to me: If you don't want to go with him, just nod.

I stared at him blankly, his eyes were frank without any evil thoughts, and he looked upright, I nodded in a strange way, and he immediately turned his head to look at Fei Yunfan.

Fei Yunfan smiled gently, looked at him sharply, and then said slowly: This one, did you misunderstand something?she is my friend.

The man smiled, snorted, and said: She is also my friend.

Fei Yunfan's eyes were full of fun, he laughed, let go of his hand suddenly, looked at me, and said: "Okay, Luping, do you know this person?"

I exchanged glances with this man, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and suddenly there was a ferocious look on his face, I burst out laughing like Cheng Yaojin, I don’t know why, this man didn’t make me feel displeased at all. Looking at Fei Yunfan, he said, "Uncle Fei, don't worry about me, I'm just here for a while, and I'll leave right away."

Fei Yunfan looked at me, his face regained his gentleness, raised his eyebrows, and said: Are you sure?

I nodded.

He nodded and said: You'd better come with me.Otherwise, there is no guarantee that I can keep my mouth shut.

I had no choice but to look at this man who was righteous and wielding a knife, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you."I smiled, and followed Fei Yunfan to the back door helplessly.

Fei Yunfan's steps were steady, calm and composed at every step, but tonight, he seemed to be walking in a hurry, I raised my eyebrows, followed him lazily to his glass cabin, and sat down on the soft cushion familiarly , looked at it, poured himself a shallow sip of wine, was looking at him, and he was looking at me thoughtfully.

I asked: what's wrong?Uncle Fee?

He asked: Come to my place today to get drunk?

I thought about it, laughed at myself a few times, then put down the glass, and said softly: Actually, I don't want to drink at all tonight.

He approached me, sat cross-legged beside me, straightened his back, and asked: Who was that person just now?

I thought about it, and honestly said: I don't know.

He laughed, looked at me, seemed to be thinking about something, and said for a long time: You haven't come to V for a long time.

how do you know?I asked, and after asking, I suddenly realized that he is the boss here, and it is very easy to pay attention to a customer.

He asked: Is it because of Chu Lian?

I squinted at him and said: Are you curious?

He raised his eyebrows, looked at me, and said: As far as I know...you seem to be more thunderous than rainy.

I imitated him, raised my eyebrows and said: As far as I know, you should be from the country of Ziling, right?

He stared at me and asked: Why do you say that?

Because...you have a deeper friendship with Ziling than I do, not to mention, you are Ziling's guitar teacher.

He looked at me puzzled, and asked: Does this mean that I am from the country of Ziling?

I tidied up my clothes slowly, and then said slowly: Uncle Fei, if you want to say something, just say it.If you want to ask, ask too.

He was silent, looked at me for a long time, and suddenly laughed, very happy, and then he said: Luping, I am really happy to be with you.

I stared and asked: What do you mean?

He also said slowly: I do have something to say and something to ask.But it was funny for you to ask it so directly, so I laughed.

I said angrily, "Oh, that's it, I can speak more rudely, hey, Fei Yunfan, if you have something to say, speak up, and if you fart, let it go!"How, direct enough?Laugh if you want, I don't mind.

He didn't smile this time, but just looked at me deeply and said: You entered the mountain and met a tiger, then what?

I looked at him blankly, and for a long time, I said: I will lose without fighting.

Hearing this, he sighed deeply.

Hey, uncle tip, you don't need to do this, do you?I said lightly: I just saw some things clearly, and what I have to do now is to wait for the ending.

He looked at me deeply and said: Sometimes, waiting can make people grow, Luping.You are more mature and rational than I thought.

I tilted my head and said: No, actually, I am not mature and irrational at all. If I were mature and rational, I would not wait for the so-called ending at all, would I?

He said: It depends on how you wait for the ending, doesn't it?

I whispered: I'm just afraid that I will use my truest self to meet this ending.

I raised my eyes and looked at him, he frowned slightly, his eyes were clear or otherwise, I had no time to explore.