A curtain of dream

The door of the ward was suddenly opened.

Ziling stood outside the door, her eyes were red, she looked at Fei Yunfan obsessively, after a long time, she walked in, with an extremely sad smile on her mouth, looked at me, looked at Fei Yunfan, she nodded , Said: So, this is why you keep me by your side?

Fei Yunfan looked at Ziling and said: "Ziling, I didn't give you a hint. I treat you well because of your sister, because you have a sister who loves you more than herself. She is injured in a car accident and can't take care of you. So I will protect you instead of her, this is the truth, if you have misunderstood this, I apologize, it is my fault, I should explain.

Ziling looked at me with big eyes, stared at me fiercely, and slowly raised the corners of her mouth, and said: My good sister, she is really a good sister, I have always been troubled because you also like Chu Lian, and I have always been troubled because you are called Chu Lian. Lian went to a showdown with you and felt deeply guilty. Now I know that you have such perfect acting skills!You are not worthy to say you love me and protect me!

I looked at her, not knowing where to start.Her harsh accusations were like a stone hitting my heart.

Fei Yunfan stood up, looked at me and Ziling, and said: You sisters, I think it is necessary to communicate well, I am outside, call me if you need anything.With that said, Shi Shiran walked out and closed the door.

Zi Ling and I were relatively speechless.

After a while, I tried to calm down and said: Sit down, since you are here, I think it is necessary for you and me to have an open and honest talk about Chu Lian.

When she heard Chu Lian's name, she trembled all over, then twisted her hands, slowly pulled a stool in front of me and sat down, facing me, with hostility in her eyes.

I took a deep breath, looked at her, and said slowly: "Zi Ling, I never thought about acting. In front of you, I have always been the most real me, without any adulteration. Regarding Chu Lian, I admit, I like him, I love him as much as you do.And at the beginning, I always thought that Chu Lian also loved me. My pursuit of love may be different from yours. I just want a plain and warm relationship. The way I get along with Chu Lian has always been indifferent. But they still cared about each other. I thought that kind of relationship could last forever.

Do you think!Zi Ling said sharply: Do you think Chu Lian loves you?Do you think you and Chu Lian have always been in love?Panting, she looked at me and said, "Do you think I'm cheating on you, my dear sister?"I can't see that you love Chu Lian at all. You are always busy with your career and studies. Have you ever cared about him?Chu Lian chose to fall in love with me in the end, and you are also responsible. Chu Lian was squeezed out for half a year when he first joined the company. During that time, he suffered so much! I have been with him all the way. But you are only busy Regarding your own affairs, can you name the person who excluded him? I can! I love him more than you. Everything you think is done by Chu Lian to get close to me!Talking about dating, I think, you are often not at home. When Chu Lian was waiting for you at our house, I chatted with him, talking all over the world. The so-called dating is not what you think, do you know?What you call dating is actually Chu Lian and I, do you understand?

I heard her utter these words like falling beans, I lowered my eyes, and my hands trembled slightly. It took me a long time to raise my eyes, look at her, and slowly say: Yes, I think about it now , The one who is really dating is indeed the two of you, not what I think I am. I have figured this out before, Zi Ling, I don’t want to blame you, you didn’t win love, really.I just want to know, when did you and him really start dating?Can you tell me?

She looked at me full of doubts and confusion, her mouth twitched slightly, and said: It was the time when Fei Yunfan took me to buy a guitar, and then I was drunk when I came back.Stimulated by Fei Yunfan, he came to me and said that he actually loved me for a long time.

My heart became heavy. The time when I was drunk was not too far from the time when I got into a car accident with him. I remember very clearly what happened afterwards. I, who knew nothing, tried hard to catch Chu Lian's heart. Once he came to my house, I was there, and that night fishing night, I said I like him, asked him if he liked me, he hugged me and kissed me.

I covered my face weakly, my God, what's going on!Now that he had confessed his love to Ziling and the two of them confirmed their relationship as lovers, why did he still kiss me that night?If he didn't do that, maybe I, who didn't get a response, wouldn't wait for the so-called ending, what ending?When everything is clear, will anyone be so stupid as to wait for the ending?It is precisely because of that kiss that I have hope in my subconscious mind, hoping that I can get him in the end, looking forward to a miracle!

I laughed at myself, looked at Zi Ling, and said: Okay, now everything is clear, he and you are in a relationship, but I am just wishful thinking.

There was a trace of sympathy in Ziling's eyes, she looked at me, and said: Actually...you are just too confident, too attached to your career, you only have your career in your heart, and you are dedicated to being the best person, how about Chu Lian? , you don't care a lot of the time, no man can stand that his woman is better than him, busier than him, and ignore him.

I couldn't help laughing, Zi Ling's words made sense, even though they were not pleasant to listen to.This world is indeed very realistic, at least she knows something, I thought sourly, and felt a little wronged, my excellence is not my own will!I stopped entangled in this issue, nodded lightly, supported my head with my hands wearily, and said wearily: Yes, I know, this is my shortcoming.

Ziling stared at me and said: But, I don't understand why Fei Yunfan proposed to you?

I slowly developed a bitter smile and said: To be honest, I don’t know either.

She looked at me with a disappointed expression on her face and said: Luping.Am I bad bad?

I looked at her and said nothing.

She bowed her head and said: Chu Lian was injured and lost a leg. I only went to see it a few times, but I didn’t dare to see it again. During this time, I was with Fei Yunfan. Playing the guitar, driving to the mountains to see the night view, he listened to me talking about my thoughts, listening to my complaints, and then, I thought, I don’t really love Chu Lian that much, I think I like Fei Yunfan, who is kind and considerate Mature man.

My face was still calm at first, but I was completely dumbfounded when I heard such words. My sister, you just said lightly that you don't really love Chu Lian that much. You think you like Fei Yunfan, who is kind. An understanding mature man?What about Chu Lian?You kept saying that you and Chu Lian loved each other, what should he do?Your turn is too big, right?

I was stunned, and asked stupidly: What about Chu Lian?

Zi Ling frowned, grabbed her hair and said: I don't know, I don't know!Don't ask me, I don't know what to do anymore!You don't know how regretful and uncomfortable I am. If I hadn't forced Chu Lian to have a showdown with you, things like this wouldn't have happened, and Chu Lian wouldn't have lost a leg, but if these things hadn't happened , I won't realize that I actually like Fei Yunfan!

I rubbed my hands on my face, trying my best to keep myself awake, but what Ziling said was like a bomb, it blown me out of my wits, and even made me lose my mind, Ziling, your words come and go Go, twists and turns, in the end, you actually throw out such a statement, what do you want me to do?On one side was Chu Lian who had a broken leg and almost no will to survive, and on the other was the personable and understanding Fei Yunfan. I sighed deeply and looked at Ziling's face that was about to cry, what should I do?

She and I, unconsciously, had tears on our faces.

She was struggling and crying with restlessness, but my tears were for poor Chu Lian, yes, poor Chu Lian, who lost her legs and lost her beloved Ziling, naturally she was pitiful.

I stretched out my hand, touched her messy short hair, and said softly: Don't cry, it's okay, I have my sister here, no matter how difficult your problem is, I will help you solve it, okay?

Ziling raised her eyes eagerly, looked directly at me, with tears dripping, she choked up and said: Can you help me solve it?

I nodded and said: You just need to answer my question, I will only ask you once.

She looked at me, big eyes twinkling with hope, and nodded.

I asked: You loved Chu Lian, right?

She nodded heavily.

I sighed and asked: So, what now?Now that he has a broken leg, do you still love him?

Ziling said in a low voice: I still love, but, with Fei Yunfan, I don't think I love Chu Lian.

I asked sternly: Love or not?