A curtain of dream

When the car stopped at the gate of my father's company, I looked at Fei Yunfan, who turned to look at me and said: Don't want to come here?

I stared out the window. There were several cars parked in front of the company. They belonged to the court and the police. Several employees came out with cardboard boxes filled with things. I watched quietly and clenched my hands secretly.I can imagine the chaos in the company at this time.You can also imagine his face in the company to the executors sent by the court.In Fei Yunfan's ear, he said lightly: Your father may not be a good father, husband, or manager, but he may be a good person.

I turned my head suddenly, displeased, and asked: What do you mean?

Fei Yunfan took out a cigarette, lit it, leaned on the seat and said: He plans to sell all the remaining assets of the company to settle the wages and severance pay of the company's employees.

I am silent.In terms of employee salaries and severance pay, they are actually only tens of thousands. Most of the employees have already transferred to the new company, and the rest are basically clerks and other people with low salaries. They really don’t have to pay much. He sold his assets. With the remaining money in the end, he can probably settle down his life, right?

You have achieved your goal, why are you unhappy?he asks.

I looked back at him and said: You don't agree with my behavior, you think my behavior is cruel or disfilial, right?

He laughed, and said gently: Do you think I will care about this?

I frowned slightly, unable to speak, so I could only look at him, he really didn't care about these things, he himself was a deviant person.

He breathed in the smoke slowly, and said softly: I only care about whether you can get by in your heart, that's all.You are a very smart girl, but you have given yourself too much restraint. There is a word to describe you like this.He paused for a moment, his black eyes were like jade, he stared at me and said: I'm bound by myself.You wrap all the responsibilities and obligations on yourself, aren't you tired?Just like today, I will take you to see your father's company go through bankruptcy proceedings. Do you know what is written on your face?There are two words written: Guilt!You are still very contradictory, but, Lu Ping, there are some things in life, you have to do it for the people you care about most, and it may hurt some people, this is an inevitable thing, you can't ask for everything to be perfect, You can only give up some and keep some.

I was silent for a while, then whispered: Do you see so many things on my face?

He smiled slightly.

I smiled bitterly and said: Yes, you are right, I am such a cocoon-bound person.He stretched out his hand and gently held my tightly clenched fist. I felt his body temperature, and unconsciously held his hand back, and said softly: I'm very tired.

He held my hand calmly, looked at me intently, and said: I know.

I raised my eyes and asked: Why are you always by my side like this?

His eyes were quiet, with a touch of pampering in his expression, he smiled and said: I like to be by your side and watch you grow up slowly.

I asked: Have I grown up?

He laughed, this time with a bright and happy smile, and said: In time, maybe he will grow into a little falcon that can fight in the sky.

I was very surprised by his answer and asked: Isn't it now?

He said softly: Do you hope so?

I smiled slightly, watching him beside me, we talked softly, my hand was his temperature, not hot, just like him, his warm and strong palm held my hand, I lowered my eyes, I don’t know why From the beginning, I got used to the temperature of his palm, got used to his broad and thick hand holding my hand, got used to his gentle and calm smile and warm smile, and slowly began to rely on him.Rely on his warmth, his wisdom, his kindness, his indifference, and his—companionship.I looked at the people coming and going at the gate of the company, looking at everything that was about to end, I chewed carefully in my heart what he said to me just now, and it slowly turned into a clear stream of water, which washed away the worries in my heart. Bored, I calmed down, took a deep look at the company, and said softly: Let's go.

Fei Yunfan didn't say anything, started the car and drove out of the company's yard.

I'm tired leaning against the car window, the company goes bankrupt, and Ruger's investigation is stopped, and then what?I thought of Ziling, my dearest sister ever. I turned my head to look at Fei Yunfan who was driving the car, and asked: Do you know Ziling's current situation?

He glanced at me and said: What do you want to know?

You really know everything.I said.

He looked at me and said: I never try to understand things that don't matter.

So the matter of Ziling has a lot to do with you?I asked.

He glanced slightly at the corner of his mouth, just at the red light, the car stopped, he turned his head to look at me with a smile, and said: Are you jealous?

I said: Do you mean I'm jealous of you?

He nodded and said: I hope so.

I sighed and said: Uncle Fei, I'm afraid you will be disappointed.

He shrugged, smiled indifferently, and said: Well, although I have been disappointed, I believe that one day I will wait for what I hope for.

I asked: Can you tell me about Ziling's current situation?

He said: What do you want to know?

I thought about it and said: Is Chu Lian's affair true?The two of them are now...

He started the car and said, "It's true, and it's very noisy."

I'm speechless.

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He glanced at me and said: Why did you suddenly ask her?

I looked out the window, was silent for a while, and said: Mom is worried about her.

oh?how about you?he asks.

I smiled wryly and said: I don't know.

He didn't speak, and I didn't speak anymore. I just looked out the window, with many entanglements in my heart.Thinking of Zi Ling, I don't know what attitude I should use to face it. Even in front of my grandpa and mother, I tried my best to hide the hesitation in my heart, but when I really think about it carefully, I am chilled but also reluctant to part with this sister. Sighing in my heart, after all, I spoiled her too much, and finally let her live in a willful world. Even though my mother still strictly demanded her, it had the opposite effect. After marrying Chu Lian, the real married life did not Bringing any positive effects to her, Chu Lian's cheating...she... I turned to look at Fei Yunfan, and asked: "Do you think I... take care of her affairs, would it be... too much?"

Will it be too self-indulgent?Or will it be too nosy?He asked, without waiting for my answer, he continued: Hearing about her, what is your most immediate thought?

When I heard this, I silently recalled Ziling's cry that day, and recalled my feelings when I heard Chu Lian's cheating. Not that qualified!I subconsciously stretched out my hand to hold my heart, lowered my eyes, and after a long time, sighed, and said in a low voice: I should have resented Ziling for being ruthless, resenting her selfishness, resenting her not understanding my painstaking efforts, I should have... …

He said slowly: People's first reaction is the most real, so you should know how to do it, right?

I looked up at Fei Yunfan, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and the corners of his eyes were calm and clear. I asked: Is it possible that a man at your age already knows everything in the world and can solve a thousand worries with one word? ?

He asked: Did I solve your thousand worries with one word?

Ok.

He smiled happily, and said: Thank God, you see that I racked my brains to please you, tried every means to express myself, and now I finally waited for you to praise me, it was really not easy.He sighed and shook his head slightly as he spoke, seeming to be working hard.His appearance made me laugh, and I lightly put my hand on his right arm and said: Uncle Xiao Fei...

He raised his eyebrows and looked at me.

I smiled slightly, and a lot of words rolled over in my heart, but under the gaze of his calm and wise eyes, I calmed down, and he and I seemed to be friends who have been together for a long time. At that moment, I suddenly felt that I wanted to say In fact, he already knew what to say, and whether to say it or not was hidden in the moment our eyes met.At this moment, I am so dependent on him, on this man.I smiled and said: Do you mind lending me your shoulder to lean on?

The corner of his mouth twitched slightly, he smiled and said nothing.

I leaned slightly and leaned my head on his shoulder, feeling his muscles tense, then relaxed and leaned my shoulder towards me, my hand was still on his right arm, smelling The familiar scent of cologne on his body mixed with the faint smell of tobacco, I whispered: This is not acceptable...

He didn't make a sound and drove the car quietly.

I stared ahead, and after a long time, I slowly closed my eyes and took a deep breath.