You are the one I can't beat

"Yeah, I didn't say hanged from a tree, I just didn't understand, what's so cute about a man and a man? Aren't opposites attract?" Lingling sneered.

Xiyun smiled and said: "Actually, to be honest, I didn't understand it before, but now, after getting married and having a child, life is a bit numb. You say that men are good, and men have good times, but most of them Time, women play with women. My husband only invites me to watch movies when he is chasing me. After we are with him, he doesn’t want to watch movies with me anymore. He feels bored and wastes money. Let him go, he sleeps in it, I watch a movie by myself, and I wasted a movie ticket for him..."

Xiyun laughed helplessly as she spoke, and continued: "Now that the child is born, how much time does he have to spend with the child and me? Isn't it all about making money as an excuse, and I don't mind doing anything outside every day." I don’t know, when I get home, it’s like going back to a hotel. I don’t do anything. I have to go to work and make money, but when I come back, I have to take over cooking, taking care of the children, taking care of the children, and bathing the children. , coax her to sleep, and when she falls asleep, I have a little time for myself, but the day has passed, I am also tired, and I am going to sleep too. What fun do you think is in such a married life? Apart from watching Watching my child grow up day by day is like watching my husband be disappointed day by day."

"Xiyun..." Lingling patted Xiyun's hand, "Is your marriage really like this?"

"Are you surprised? In fact, many people's marriages are like this. When I was not married, I thought, maybe we will be different, we are true love, and we will be happier than others, but the reality is always slapped. People wake up, the age of dreaming has passed, look at me now, others look very happy, have a family, children, and a career, but I am exhausted every day, and no one comforts me. When I say my husband After a few words, he got angry and said that he was on a business trip for a few days and didn't go home. I didn't know if he was outside. Is there someone else, but what can I do? The child is only two years old, what can I do? "

Seeing the sudden sadness of her good sister, Lingling also felt a little uncomfortable.

"You guys communicate well, it will be fine."

"I used to persuade others like this before, but I only realized that human feelings are really mysterious things. Up to now, I don't want to communicate anymore. I have given up myself. I understand very well that no matter how hard I try , I am not the single, beautiful and dreamy girl I used to be. When we were in a relationship, we had no pressure. We were relaxed and happy every day, but marriage is a responsibility, love and so on. Now, I may not love him anymore, but we have a child, we are a husband and wife, we still have to play this role, you know? Lingling, I have been expecting many times, let me go back to the past, I will Not getting married and not having children..."

"Xiyun, why do you think this way? It's not easy to be together. Life is like this. When two people are together, they will always experience boring. This stage."

"Yeah, so it's boring for a woman to be with a man. Either find another man or find a woman. Women and women have common topics. Clothes, cosmetics, beautiful things, good-looking men, these are all women. It’s a topic between people, and they enjoy it, but is it useful for you to talk about it with a man? I asked my husband what clothes I look good on, and he said that’s the same, hehe~”

"So miserable?"

"I don't know if it's because of the loss of aesthetics, or because I'm bored. When I watch him, I think it's just like that. Anyway, it's not as good-looking as the ones in TV dramas."