You are the one I can't beat

An Moyu didn't dare to speak, holding his breath, hoping that he would hang up the phone by himself.

But Du Yu over there didn't.

"Xiaoyu, I know it's you. Did you come to see me today? Why didn't you call me? I've been waiting for you. The man you saw is my assistant. Xiaoyu, I know you're listening. Have a word with me."

An Moyu gritted his teeth, tears were already streaming down his face, he didn't dare to make a sound, he was afraid to breathe.

Du Yu waited for a long time before saying, "Xiaoyu...I'll wait for you."

After Du Yu finished speaking, after a while, before An Moyu could speak, he hung up the phone.

An Moyu watched the phone hang up before he dared to cry.

Ike came out of the bathroom and saw him like this, sighed and shook his head.

He's like this, he's used to it.

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four years ago.

When Ike saw An Moyu for the first time.

An Moyu, a little boy from the imperial kingdom, is really small.

Walking in front of him, I can't feel his chest. I walk alone, don't talk to anyone, always keep my head down. Others laugh at him and tease him, but he just hides and never speaks back. hand.

He couldn't see it anymore, so he went to help him.

When I helped him for the first time, he said thank you and left without showing any intention of getting close to him.

Later, he helped him many times and greeted him often. After a long time, the classmates in the class knew that he was Ike's man, so they didn't dare to tease him anymore.

After almost half the semester, he worked very hard to become his friend.

Gradually, just know.

He's a gay and he's in love with a man.

But he didn't tell him what happened between him and that man.

He only knew that he loved that man very much, but he couldn't be together.

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Ike watched An Moyu walk over and sit beside him, and reached out to pat him on the shoulder.

"Don't be sad, we're all back, go find him, you can't let him go, can you?"

"I... I'm afraid, you know? Ike, I'm afraid..." An Moyu said, covering his face sadly, tears streaming down both sides of his face, he was so painful that he could hardly breathe.

"What are you afraid of?" Ike asked incomprehensibly.

"I'm afraid..."

An Moyu was unwilling to mention what happened that night.

That was the shadow in his heart that could never be erased for the rest of his life.

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After the college entrance examination, Du Yu took An Moyu to play for a month.

They traveled through many cities together, went to the beach, watched the sunrise and sunset.

An Moyu felt that he was the happiest person in the world, and this moment was also the happiest moment in his life.

Du Yu was very kind to him, responsive to every request, and gave him whatever he wanted.

Hold him in your palm for fear of falling, hold him in your mouth for fear of melting.

After the two of them flew back from the outside together.

An Moyu planned to tell his parents about the two of them.

That night, An Moyu went home by himself, and spent the whole night talking to his parents about where he and Brother Yu went, the photos they took together, and the souvenirs they bought together.

Many, many things to share with parents.

An's father, An's mother, seemed to have a premonition, so the two of them didn't ask anything, just nodded with a smile, echoing An Moyu's words.

An Moyu finally said to his parents: "Mom and Dad, I... I am with Brother Yu, we have been together for a long time, I think I will live with Brother Yu in the future, I mean... like a couple Same, live together."