You are the one I can't beat

Lao Xiao.

I don't know if you hate me more now or miss me more.

I hope you don't hate me.

I really love you.

It's because I can't resist the temptation, it's because I thought it was just for fun, after the past, no one knows, it won't hurt you.

I don't want to make excuses for myself.

I admit I was wrong.

But I don't love you. In fact, many times, I go to bed with those men with guilt towards you.

But sometimes I feel that I just used a real toy.

I know this is not my excuse for cheating.

Wrong is wrong.

You hate me, you hate me, you disgust me, I understand and understand.

Lao Xiao, I know it's too late for me to say anything now, too late.

But apart from saying I'm sorry and love you, I also miss you. I really have nothing else to say, and I don't want to say anything else.

Don't blame me if I didn't tell you about my illness. I don't want you to see me being so painful that I can't sleep every day.

Although the doctor said that the operation has a 70.00% success rate, I am still afraid.

I'm afraid that if I'm cured, you won't love me anymore.

It is too painful to live alone.

I was even more afraid that after spending all my money, I would still not be able to survive.

That would be really painful.

Lao Xiao, we have known each other since we were 15 years old, we were officially together, we met our parents when we were 19 years old, we lived together, and we lived together for so many years,

We have agreed before that we will grow old together, retire together, go to a nursing home together, and be buried together in a hundred years.

I can't even do it.

I hope the next person can accompany you to the end.

You are such a good person, I really can't bear to give you up to others.

But I can't take you away either.

forgive me.

forgive me.

Lao Xiao.

You must forgive me.

I didn't take all of them with me.

If my parents don't know about this yet, please keep it a secret for me.

Let's say I'm traveling.

Don't make them suffer so quickly.

Lao Xiao.

I love you.

I'm leaving, I miss you.

Satsuki, must write

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Lu Hengxiao's eyes were blurred after reading the letter.

"Brother, what is Xiaoyue's illness? Did he tell you?"

"Brother said it was a diagnosed TPa disease."

"What?" Lu Hengxiao felt as if he had been struck by five thunderbolts.

This disease is very rare in the world, and the probability of being cured is not very high.

Jiang Cong sat on the ground directly, and said dejectedly: "Brother Xiao, can you save my brother? If the money is not enough, I can sell the house I just bought. If not, I will borrow it and collect it..."

"Let's not talk about this first, I have to find him first, he doesn't know where he is hiding now, brother, Xiaoyue may not want to see me, but he will not miss you, you call him, send a message, Just say...just say that my parents are sick, and I want him to go home and have a look."

"Okay." Jiang Cong didn't care about it, he lied to others, and started sending messages and calling Jiang Yunyue.

It's just that a day has passed and I can't get in touch.

Lu Hengxiao was afraid that he would commit suicide, so he took his last letter to the police.

……

At around six o'clock that night, Jiang Yunyue quietly left the hospital.

Dr. Hu wanted him to be hospitalized for treatment, but he didn't want to.

He was afraid that he would die alone in the hospital.

Just as Jiang Yunyue left, the police and Lu Hengxiao arrived at the hospital.

The nurse brought them to the ward, only to find that Jiang Yunyue had quietly left.

The nurse said: "He should have just left. I saw him during my rounds two or ten minutes ago."