You are the one I can't beat

"Then last time, who did you use it with?" Zhang Xiaohao turned his head and asked.

"Don't you care?" Zu Ruijie said.

"If I care, will you tell me the truth?" Zhang Xiaohao asked.

"I... I'm playing casually... I'm not serious." Zu Rui said, "Men, those who need it... that's it..."

Although Zhang Xiaohao was a little angry, he didn't lose his temper. He also knew that men only need to do such things, and when men do this, they don't necessarily bring emotion with them, it's just to vent.

But he still cares a little bit.

"If you have needs in the future, you can come to me. I also have needs, and there is no one." Zhang Xiaohao said.

Zu Ruijie widened his eyes, pointed at him and said, "What do you mean? Hey, hey, isn't this what we are... so what? No way!"

"If you can do it with others, why can't you do it with me?"

"I have no relationship with others..."

"With me?"

Zhang Xiaohao came to Zu Ruijie aggressively, and asked seriously, "Do you have feelings for me?"

"Zhang Xiaohao, do you still want to be friends with me?" Zu Ruijie was annoyed. If he forced him like this, there would be no friends to do it.

"Ah Jie." Zhang Xiaohao grabbed Zu Ruijie's shoulders and said with some discomfort, "I..."

Zu Ruijie looked at him, waiting for him to speak, but Zhang Xiaohao paused for a long time before he could speak.

Zu Ruijie pushed him away, and said: "Don't be embarrassed, I know, our relationship is a bit awkward, and there is no need to be unclear. If you want to be friends with me, that's fine."

"I don't want to be your sex friend, I want to be your boyfriend." Zhang Xiaohao said.

Zu Rui looked at him in surprise, "What did you say?"

"I don't know what to say, I don't want you to be with someone else, but I don't know if I can be with you, I don't know what the future holds, and I don't know what you think of me, two men are in love It's not easy to be together, I'm also afraid...after being together, we will be separated again..."

"So, it's not that you don't like me, but you're just afraid that you won't have a future?"

"En." Zhang Xiaohao nodded, and sat down by the bed in a somewhat decadent manner. They have been brothers for so many years, and it is not difficult to talk about these things.

It's just that the future is a little confused.

"To be honest, I don't know either." Zu Ruijie also came and sat beside him.

It's easy to say that I like it, but it's really not easy to be together for a lifetime.

"How about... Let's try first... Maybe we don't want to continue after being together for a while?" Zu Ruijie asked.

"Then what if you still want to continue?" Zhang Xiaohao asked.

"Then...then you can only come out with your family...and you may be beaten to death..." Zu Ruijie shook his head, this is a future that makes me sad when I think about it.

"Hey." Zhang Xiaohao sighed, "It will be difficult for us to be accepted, and there may be many problems in the future. I am afraid that we will be separated in the end after struggling."

"Then what should we do? Don't start?" Zu Ruijie asked, "If you are really so scared, you can just leave and just ignore me from now on."

"Then are you not afraid?"

"What am I afraid of? Life is mine. If I really can't fall in love with a woman, I'll find another man to live with." Zu Ruijie shrugged.

Zhang Xiaohao became a little nervous, "Then let's try."

Instead of letting him be with other people, it is better to be with himself.

"Are you not afraid anymore?" Zu Ruijie squinted.

"But I don't want you to be with others right now." Zhang Xiaohao said, holding Zu Ruijie's hand.

He really likes him.