Inquisitor's Melancholy

"Are you ready?"

Seimei drew a magic circle on the ground related to the technique of separating yin and yang, and then he looked at the miasma that filled the entire capital. The technique of separating yin and yang is usually performed when the sun and the moon are together, but because of the cover of the miasma of the big snake, Neither the sun nor the moon can be seen now.

"Qingming, will I forget you too?"

A cloak (provided by Lianlian) was draped over Lixian's head, and his fingers were crossed on his knees, kneading uneasily. No matter how he thought about it, he felt terrible. What memories would he lose? ...I don't want to forget, the memories with the Touken men, the memories with Seimei, and the memories of him going back and forth so many times in history, with Okita Souji, Hijikata Toshizo, Mori Ranmaru and the others...will they be lost?

No, he doesn't want to forget everything.

Ha... ha... No way, how could he think so?This is the only way... Memory is not important, he can give up... definitely can give up.

"Lixian, don't be afraid, what you will lose is only part of your memory, let alone whether you will forget me or not, even if you do, it doesn't matter, we will definitely meet again, meet again, become friends again, trust me , I am the most famous onmyoji."

This is the path chosen by Rixian. Once Seimei agrees, he will not stop him. He also lost his memory, but maybe it was not because of his amnesia, so he would not have met Yuan Boya, Kagura, Yabaichuni and so many monsters , There are many things that he can only see clearly after he lost his memory.

"That's right... You, Qi Qi, Catfish and Tailbone have also lost their memory, don't be afraid, even if they lose their memory, I'm still me."

Even though he said this, Li Xian did not relax his posture, and his hands were still tightly held together.Seeing this, Qingming took off the cloak on top of his head, and slammed Li Xian's forehead with his own, but immediately he covered his swollen forehead and wailed, "Oh! Why is your brain so hard? !"

"..." Blame him?

"But are you relaxing?"

"Thanks to you, it's much better. Let's start. If it goes well, I won't have dinner with you tonight."

Lixian stood up and took off his cloak. He looked at Akashi Kokuyuki who was leaning on the tree trunk and dozing off. At that moment, his eyes turned away again, showing a bit of disappointment in his eyes.Although he originally chose Akashi National Bank because Akashi National Bank didn't care too much about him, but it's somewhat sad to be ignored to this extent.

"Tear down the bridge as soon as you cross it, Li Xian, you are really good."

"Otherwise? Heh... After staying with you for a long time, I almost can't tell the difference between night and day. Let this end. I will help you restore the light to Kyoto. In exchange, my heart will also be filled with light." Bar."

Li Xian and Seimei walked into the magic circle together. Li Xian's spiritual power combined with Seimei's yin and yang skills made the miasma of the big snake gradually fade away, revealing a clear sky like water.Because the setting sun is about to set, a large area of ​​the sky is dyed orange red, which corresponds to the azure blue on the other side. The sun and the moon appear in sight at the same time, which is the time of magic.

"Cough..." Re-sealing the big snake is very exhausting, Li Xian coughed uncontrollably. If his spiritual power is exhausted, Mr. You Zhu will not come to pick him up.

"It's recovered, Lixian, thank you, so that evil god can't come out to make trouble temporarily... Eh? Your complexion doesn't look good? Are you okay?" Sealing the big snake is not a simple matter, Seimei originally only thought about it It would be fine to force the miasma back and temporarily trap the big snake in the seal. Unexpectedly, the barrier set by Li Xian was stronger than he expected.

It's just that Lixian seems to be forcing himself too much, his face is very pale now, so there won't be any problem, right?If he is unwell, it will be difficult for him to withstand the next technique of separation of yin and yang in his state.

"It's okay, we can't delay, Seimei, please..."

The yin and yang confluence at the time of the devil is the time when the spiritual power is most abundant, so Li Xian chose to perform the technique of sealing the big snake and separating yin and yang at the same time during this time period. If he waited for the sunset to set, it would be too late.

Under Seimei's spell, Li Xian was surrounded by a cloud of black air, which was originally a forbidden spell, a type of black spell.Qingming thought that he would not use this kind of forbidden technique again, but unexpectedly he still did it...Will his sin be added to this?

"Ugh."

Qingming was startled by the sudden sound of sighs in the sealed ground, why?He has an enchantment here, if someone else comes in, how can he not notice it?

No, such moments should not be distracting.

"Did he still choose to abandon me and throw all the darkness to me? This hypocrite, coward, fool!"

Seeing the person walking towards him, Qingming's eyes widened. Both the appearance and the aura of that person were exactly the same as Lixian's. Recalling Hei Qingming, who was also similar to him, Qingming was startled, and a faint speculation was derived. .

"Qingming, it's really been a long time... Sorry, I can only see you in this way."

The young man stroked a strand of his silver hair and said with a smile.

"You are……"

"Huh? Haven't I introduced myself yet? Then I'll do it all over again. I used to be called Li Xian, and I was the part that was abandoned under your yin and yang separation technique. Now I am called... "

"Hei Lixian! Ah... no, Bai Lixian!" Qingming couldn't help but rush to answer, after all, Lixian has black hair and black eyes, but the one in front of him has silver hair and red eyes, it would be too strange to call him Hei Lixian up.

But Bai Lixian doesn't sound good, so let's change it... "...one-half of Lixian!...乚玄!"

"..." The young man was silent for a while, and then he opened his mouth and said, "Bai Xian, this is my current name,"

"Leaving aside those for the time being, why did you appear? Isn't the technique of separating yin and yang not yet completed?"

"No, it's already done, and I'm taking Lixian now. He's my other half. If I can get him, nothing can stop me!"

As Bai Xian's words fell, countless time-traveling troops appeared behind him. At this moment, a figure rushed over and blocked Qingming's body with a knife.

"Do you think I will let you take the lord away?"

"Mingshi Guoxing?... You don't seem too surprised, obviously I am also your lord, a god judge..."

"I don't know what you want to do, but just because you are on the side of the time retrograde army, trying to change history and hurt the sword man, you have already lost the qualification to be a god judge."

Akashi Kuniko did not let down his guard, although he was shocked by everything he knew, but now he must calm down.Yes, the person in front of him is not his lord, but the darkness that has always been entrenched in the lord's heart, causing the lord to suffer unceasingly.

"Sure enough, you are all annoying guys, disappear, all I need is Li Xian." Bai Xian waved at the time-traveling army behind him, and they immediately rushed to fight with Akashi Guoxing.

……

"Li Xian..."

"Li Xian... Li Xian... wake up."

In a trance, it seems to have heard someone's call, whose is it?Such a gentle voice.Awakened by the sound, Li Xian found that he was lying on the grass. The severe pain from his forehead made him frown. He stretched out his hand to touch it, and it seemed that there was a big swelling. What happened?It hurts.

"Monster... monster!"

The boy in front of him had short light brown hair, was handsome, and was wearing a simple white shirt, but now he was holding a thick and long wooden stick in his hand, looking at him warily.

Reminiscent of the swollen bump on his forehead, Li Xian couldn't help but wonder if it was just the boy who hit him with a stick, really...it would be fatal if it was so serious.

"I'm not a monster, I'm a human being." Li Xian stood up and patted the grass leaves on his body. Only then did he notice that there was a cat lying on the boy's shoulder... Is that really a cat?Ah, maybe it was raised by grandma, so it looks like a pig... But it might be an orange cat depending on the fur color...

"...How could you be human, then who are you..."

The young man was still holding the stick, with an expression of disbelief, Li Xian sighed, and when he was about to explain, he suddenly became dumb...

By the way, who is he...?Why... can't remember anything...

[One of the undisclosed information about Lixian]

The little cuties who carefully read the text, analyzed and left comments really touched my heart, because most of them are concerned about who made the agreement with Li Xian?Why does Li Xian think that he will hurt the sword man and so on, here is a special answer~

First of all, I made an agreement with Lixian, including that the one who slashed him in the back was indeed Mikazuki (it was already mentioned in the Valentine's Day special), but it is Lixian's one, whether it is another Honmaru or a wild grandfather. Thoroughly.

Secondly, after all, this article has a growth label, so most of it will describe a stage of psychological change in Li Xian and even myself. (Of course Lixian is really miserable, woo~)

When Li Xian was born, his spiritual power had not yet been revealed, so he was cared for by his parents like an ordinary child. When he was young (probably when he was about to have self-awareness and the initial ability to survive), a series of strange things happened Let him become a different kind, called a monster, and his parents beat him because of terror at first, and finally abandoned him.

Li Xian mentioned that he was born in the countryside, and he was more secluded from the world than the cities with developed transportation, so Li Xian, who possessed spiritual power, was not discovered and protected by the government of the time in time.

The uneducated Lixian doesn't distinguish between good and evil. All he does is to keep himself alive. At this stage, he is ignorant and has no concept of what he is doing. He is just hungry and just wants to protect himself. Own.

Then when he was locked up in the dark and suffered a lot when he was a teenager, Li Xian learned to hate and kill. He began to realize that if he wanted to live in peace, he had to make those who hurt him disappear completely. . (After all, it is still the fault of not receiving compulsory education)

Later, Li Xian met the first person in his memory who was kind to him—San Riyue.He has been with San Riyue for quite a long time, and he began to understand right and wrong, and also knew that what he did before was wrong, so he suppressed his selfish side and tried to correct it. So far, Li Xian has learned many habits from San Riyue. (Good boy, good boy~)

However, San Riyue's betrayal allowed Lixian to break through the defense line in his heart. It was not so much an agreement to let Li Xian survive, but hatred (in fact, it was because of his strong spiritual power, thick blood bar + the protagonist's aura), and he believed that San Riyue deceived Li Xian. After leaving him, the kindness to him before was all in disguise, so Li Xian also began to disguise himself, trying to take revenge after finding Sanriyue.

Unexpectedly, in the process of hypocrisy, the warmth of the men with swords made Lixian really happy (what a strange way of saying, ah bah!), so Li Xian began to be reluctant to lose this warmth and then protected the men with swords. (All the above signs can be seen as overprotection)

At this time, Li Xian deliberately ignored his past, beautified himself, and guided himself in the direction of the Holy Father (no matter what happens, sacrifice yourself first), so Li Xian was in an overprotective sword man during his tenure as a god judge. And I don't want the men with swords to rely too much on his contradictory body.

In fact, he is still helping the swordsmen learn how to be an independent, gentle and strong human being. (Isn’t it a bit like the crescent moon? After the crescent moon disappeared, Li Xian lived himself as the crescent moon. Nope!)

Well, in the end, Lixian doesn't actually have a split personality, nor does he have the dark side he said.

Because after Li Xian got along with the sword men, he really became gentle and kind. Under the influence of the sword men, he has become a very positive person, and he is also trying to give warmth to others.

He didn't even notice his change, and thought it was because his disguise was too successful.Coupled with the fact that Lixian's memory is too messy, he kept recalling the scene when he was young, he kept hurting others and killing others so that he could survive, and he mistakenly thought that if he returned to his previous state, he would definitely hurt others. Men of swords.

Actually no, it’s just that he will be very painful and irritated by those chaotic memories, and sometimes he will act too aggressively, making Lixian very worried that he will lose control of himself in the future and fall into an endless loop.

In order to completely eliminate the possibility that he would hurt the men with swords, Li Xian was going to use the technique of separating yin and yang to separate his bad side, and then kill the bad side of himself, so that he would no longer hate others. Will hurt others for their own sake. (In fact, this child is still thinking of death, thinking that protection is based on killing)

Well, there will definitely be more growth in the future Lixian and Sword Men, and I hope that I can also grow in the process of writing this article.

In the end, we will all be gentle and strong.

The author has something to say:

Because the explanation to Li Xian is very important, I will put the main text. This volume is a bit depressing, but the next volume should be more interesting (why does Li Xian lose his memory? I am so happy hahahaha) There is actually an easter egg (brown, boy, cat) ...Well, most people should know)

Next, there will be two lines going forward, one is Lixian who has lost his memory, and the other is Honmaru who has lost his judge~ Let's draw a few comments here and send a small red envelope, let us look forward to Lixian's "ordinary people" life together!