Gu Yue

She has been looking forward to it for 11 years and studying for 11 years, not for such an answer.Since the separation, she will go to the market in the middle of every month.Because there is a letter from her, she always looks forward to this!

Lin Ping was already in her thirties, and Qinglian was born a few years later than her.

When she entered the palace that year, she was seventeen, and she was conferred the title of nobleman Chen when she entered the palace.At that time, she thought about staying in the inner courtyard of the deep palace like this and dying alone.The imperial palace is no different than other places. Inappropriate words and wrong words are all places that may lead to death. She can't think of what to do except to avoid what can be avoided!

A year later, she had a prince and was made a concubine.The child is named Daoming, Tao, the way he walks.To know the subtle is to know.

Two years later, the elder brother in the family made great achievements in battle and was conferred the title of concubine again.There are many women entering the palace this year, and it was the same in previous years, so it is not surprising to her.

She doesn't like to go out of her way to curry favor with that concubine or to blame her slaves and servant girls, she argues with reason in everything.Perhaps it is because of her temper that there are many fewer servants, mothers and maids in her palace than other people of equal status.She doesn't care at all, for her, loyalty is the most important thing, and she can do the rest by herself.

This year, a newcomer came to her Heping Garden, dressed in orchid Hunan embroidery, wearing a hairpin bun, with an emerald agate hairpin and two butterfly hairpins, followed by a nun.

Her name is Qinglian, and she is one year younger than when she entered the palace.Looks handsome, although the head is not tall but still long!She was arranged in Lan Xu, a side courtyard, and kept silent all the time. The maid she found didn't like her, and she wasn't annoyed either.Sometimes she couldn't stand it any longer, so Lin Ping would go up and reprimand her, and some maids and mothers who really couldn't bear it sent them away directly.Fortunately, no one dared to disrespect her after this!

The next few years will be considered stable, no one will disturb them.Qing Lian's status gradually became higher and higher, and she also left her palace, but they would be together when they had time, and they didn't say much, they just stayed together.

In the fifth year of entering the palace, because of being framed, even with Daoming, Qinglian was very unpopular.She herself didn't care about these things at all, but she felt ashamed for hurting them, so she took over all the things she framed.

The last thing I got was a glass of poisoned wine, 'Die! 'She has never thought about this, as far as she is concerned, she just wants to live in peace, but she seems to be wrong.

She was locked in her own palace for ten full days, and No. 11 was the day of her death, so she arranged everything properly.She begged the queen mother to protect Daoming and Qinglian, but she never thought about herself.

But at night, Qinglian's maid Xiaocen came to see her.

Xiao Cen once harmed them, but after Qing Lian let her go, she became a helper to them instead. Sure enough, Qing Lian's vision is sometimes...really accurate!

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Xiao Cen held a brown bottle in his hand, "Mother, this is a fake death pill, you drink it before taking the poisonous wine, it will be safe." After speaking, he handed the medicine in his arms to her, and then After circling around, he was about to retreat, when he heard a cold voice, "You guys are going to find the queen." Xiao Cen just stopped and didn't speak.

"How could the queen be so kind... Did you make some kind of deal?" Xiao Cen still didn't turn her head, Lin Ping walked up to her, "You answer me!" This is the second time she got angry like this, and shouted loudly—"Queen Let the empress take Ciming, the empress has taken the antidote before. But the poison, the empress Chen, you know, no matter how the servants persuade and stop it, the empress agrees." The arrow was on the string, and I had to shoot.

Ci Ming, that is a rare poison, even if someone with high martial arts takes it, it is difficult to resist, why did she... "You. Didn't you go to the Queen Mother at that time? Well, even the Queen Mother doesn't like it, but she doesn't want to see this kind of thing." I can take care of it." She couldn't think of anything else except thinking of this.

"My maidservant listened to the empress saying that she was going to find the queen, so she found the time to find the queen mother. Fortunately, the empress is fine now! Concubine Chen, the slaveservant came here some time, so I have to go back now, otherwise someone will suspect it." After finishing speaking, Xiao Cen He turned around and out of her sight, leaving Lin Ping collapsed on the ground alone.

On the day of her death, she slept all day, piled up with those maidservants who died tragically.When I woke up the next day, I saw that I was in a small hut with only one bed, one table and four chairs inside.

When he went out dimly, he saw the pattering rain outside the door, and there was a person standing outside the door with an umbrella.She rubbed her eyes and walked over. "...Xiao Cen? You." When the other party turned his head, he only handed over the token in his hand, then turned and left without saying a word.

The letter was written by Qinglian. If she stays here, she must be safe. Someone will come over to deliver the letter regularly to make her feel at ease.

From then on, she would go to the market every month to look for the letter, but whenever she couldn't see it, she would ask the messenger repeatedly.After confirmation, she went home and took a brush to copy Qinglian's handwriting.

Qinglian was pretty good, until she spent a lot of money, and every time she wrote a letter, she would tell her, so she never spent the money given to her indiscriminately.

Month after month, year after year.But there was still no news of the other party, and the anxiety in her heart became more and more intense, and she wished she could rush into the palace to meet that person and pull him back.

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Today, three people came, and she thought it was that person at first, but when she fixed her eyes, she felt that the girl behind her looked familiar, and when she looked at the young man in front, she felt that she had seen her before.But there are no real ancients, and the bad premonition in her heart still came true.

It's been so many years, I didn't expect to wait for her...

Make something for the kids to eat when they leave.She ate two Ciming without hesitation!

What kind of mentality do you eat? Desperation, nothing to miss in this world.Obviously it can be solved with a single knife, but I have to eat what that person took back then.

The poison was not with her back then, but now she wants to suffer from the poison.So she ate it all!

Never thought that just after eating, the child pushed the door open and entered.Asking Ling'er to save me, at that moment, I felt that the two of them should be fine.So she only left Ling'er.

Ling'er is her cousin's daughter, because all of her cousin's family died back then, and this child is also missing.She searched for a long time before she knew where she was going and that she knew Qinglian.After going back and forth, Ling'er also knew about their relationship and had blessed them.

Let her cherish Xi'er because she is very close to death with an identity like Ling'er, so she should cherish the time spent together...

Will I meet that person again in the next life, or will it not be like this life?After waiting for these years, she didn't live like herself, but she was really happy.Because she was looking forward to that person coming to her side and spending the rest of her life with her.

But when everything really settled, she still couldn't make it through, and she couldn't wait any longer, she didn't want to stay in this world alone...

The author has something to say:

I just thought of some of their plots, so I wrote them down.

In that era, I should really miss and miss someone because of a letter every month.But this letter will not be sent again in the future, and this person will never be seen again.For this person, it is really a blow, but I kind of want her to live in my heart, but what I dare not think is that she knows the result clearly, how to wait...