[Projectile] You smile at the hope called despair

Like being at the bottom of deep water.

The whole body is immersed in the deepest darkness.

No hearing, no seeing, no thinking.

Sleep peacefully in this silent darkness.

A world of silence and darkness.

What comes and goes is a phantom that doesn't seem to exist.

I exist for Peak Hope.

It exists to protect such 'harmony'.

——Ordinary people have the fate of ordinary people, and the talented have the fate of the talented.

It will always be that kind of predetermined harmony, that kind of happiness.

No need to think, obediently obey the "legal principle", and you can get the happiness you deserve.

Other things don't make much sense.

This is also my destiny and existence value.

……

The pure black silent world was suddenly destroyed by 'something'.

Violently dyed an indescribable light blue——

It rained incessantly.

At this time, I should feel—a feeling called "melancholy".

Although I still don't quite understand...

However, at this time, as long as you make a corresponding expression and give them what they want, people will be healed.

Or listen.Or a rain scene painting.Or songs that make them feel that way...

...Ah, how boring.

……

Almost give up.

No matter what I did, the rain continued to fall without stopping.

patter.

The mood is gradually irritable.

Why, this pure black world has become like this?

Isn't talent capable of doing everything...why do I feel so uncomfortable...

"Because you are you...one person has one person's likes and dislikes, and so do I..."

"Yijun, you also said that you don't know if you like playing games... If you don't like it, why would you play with me for so long... This kind of thing is not very boring."

"So Ichi-kun...haha...it's great to be able to find something you like..."

"Ichi-kun, I can't talk about myself like that anymore... No matter what, I can't compare to you and me, I'm so happy... I-kun, there are many great things... If you smile, you will be more beautiful... Will more people want to talk to you?"

From seeing that guy, it all became like this.

Really annoying.

Always look at people the way you look at another person.

That person is even more annoying.

Looking at me... is it because of this body?

……

"███'s smile is so cute... this will surely help many people, right?"

"Put your chest up!"

It seems... I have heard, such words.

The rain curtain gradually became vast.

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This is what happened a long time ago.

It seemed to be a rainy day, too.

The road was muddy and full of potholes.

'He' splashed a lot of mud on his body.

It also seems to be a little painful.

But these seem to be irrelevant.

Stumbling forward.

I don't know where, but there is a deeper pain——

Only running like crazy, opening more wounds, and freezing in the rain would ease it a little.

"Finally found you...why are you here?"

The woman holding the umbrella pulled 'him' up, and rubbed 'his' already drenched hair with some heartache.

"Go home and change your clothes. If your parents didn't call, the teacher wouldn't even know you were missing."

'He' raised his head in surprise: "Mom and Dad, did you come to see me too?"

"Yes, they are very anxious. Go back quickly, don't make Mom and Dad sad."

Hearing this, 'he' turned his head awkwardly: "No. They don't care about me, they don't care about me at all, even if I die."

"What nonsense... How can there be parents in the world who don't care about their children?" the woman scolded, "Stop being naughty, they are really in a hurry."

'He' was silent for a while, and said sullenly: "I escaped from home, teacher... I can't take it anymore. Mom always said I'm a waste, useless..."

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

"Mom enrolled me in a lot of classes, hoping that I would have some special talent... But there is always someone better than me... I know, this disappoints Mom and Dad, but I really have..."

"Since you've worked hard, it's fine."

"But I made my parents very angry! They spent a lot of money and gave me a lot of expectations, but I couldn't do anything... I was always so useless and embarrassing to them..."

The woman looked at 'him' and sighed: "You were beaten by them and then escaped, isn't it... how many times is this?"

"..."

"Tell the teacher, okay? The teacher must go and persuade them."

"...I don't know. As long as you don't take the first place, you will be beaten and scolded..."

"Why are you so obsessed with number one... Teacher must go to meet them! But first, go home?"

"Don't... I don't want to go back to see them. As long as you can't get the first place, you can't go to Hope Peak Academy... They will never be happy, and they won't care about me."

"Why are you so attached to Hope Peak Academy?"

"If you don't go to Hope Peak College, your parents will be looked down upon. At my grandfather's place, only my parents have no money, and their jobs are not very good. Every family gathering will be laughed at by other relatives. Dad said, he will be like this, as long as I can If successful, they can turn around."

"My father said that if you enter Hope Peak, you will almost succeed in life, you can get into the upper class, and you will make a lot of money. Then, you will no longer be laughed at, and we can all hold our heads high."

The woman smiled, and gently hugged 'him': "It's great to have a dream...but you have to accept the reality when necessary...if you can't do it, you can't do it, it's really not a mistake If it doesn't work for the time being... just work hard."

"But...it always brings trouble to mom and dad, I..."

"Your parents care about you, love you, and worry about your future, that's why they ask you so... It's just that the way is a bit wrong. Then go back first and continue to work hard?"

"But I..."

"If you want to escape and disappear, you just give up. If you give up, the previous efforts will be in vain. You don't want yourself to be so depressed. Don't give up... as long as you don't give up hope! There will be success. .”

"Uh-huh!"

"If you bring happiness to others, you will be more popular. In this way, your parents will definitely change their ways. Because the cuter the child, the more favored it is!"

"Will it bring happiness to Mom and Dad...?"

"Of course! Hinata-kun's smile is so cute... This will definitely help many people, right? Bring them happiness, right?"

"Really...really?"

"Also, don't keep your head down... straighten your chest!"

"Hmm! Teacher, is this... okay?"

"Teacher believes that Hinata-kun will be very popular in the future."

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If I want to know the source of these words, I can't remember.

My memory is destroyed.

There is only a slight pain and a warm feeling.

Are you laughing...

……

I told her my name was "Number One".

In fact, this is just an abbreviation. My real name is "Shen Zuo Chu Liu No. [-]".

But secretly, I hate being called that.

The name "Yi Jun" has been called by her a lot, and she likes it very much.

She thinks I look pretty when I smile.

So, laughing, what kind of feeling is it?

I hold up the mirror that comes along, and use my talents to make various expressions...

—Maybe a perfect smile.

But my heart is still so empty.

boring.

How could I do such a boring thing.

……

……

The girl made an appointment with several 78 freshmen.

Together they were near the forest area, observing the animals raised by the 77th Breeding Committee.

The little damao Xinsheng was also a familiar hand, he took the white rabbit out of the cage and handed it to the idol.

The idol seemed to have a relaxed smile on his face.

A smile is necessary for many skills.Doing so will make those who follow them happier.

Although understandable, a smile makes a person prettier and more popular...

But you can only feel it when you see it—the smile of the idol is different from the one on the stage.

There is an indescribable feeling.

There is obviously no audience below, why is she laughing.

For whom?

……

They are all laughing.

When touching animals, it is a cautious and enjoyable movement and expression.

Why be careful?

Is it because the fur is soft and comfortable that the expression of enjoyment is shown?

Then Qihai Qianqiu brought a velvet rabbit backpack with a similar feel...

Why not touch it?

I want to ask them, but can't.

If more people see me, they will be dealt with by the 'teachers'.

This way you will see fewer people.

I hate this.

……

They went to the tree house together.

drinking tea.

The fan writer specially made a cup of tea for the scammer.

boring.

Playing this kind of fantasy game, I really think I am a great nobleman.

Even the names are made up on purpose.

Two lucky players are playing games, are they comparing who is better?

so boring.

...such a boring thing.

Why are you laughing?

……

A few more people came.It is Cao Yusi in the 78th issue.

At first, it was like not wanting to contact.

In fact, the message in my heart is not like this at all.

Be good at acting.

boring.

……

……

Time gradually passed, and it was dusk.

Shen Zuo also found that he could be bored enough to watch them until this time.

Most of the smiles I saw couldn't be explained, and I couldn't analyze any purpose.

This made God seat very puzzled.

Chiaki Nanami also said that laughter has many meanings, but simply, wanting to play together—is this kind of smile?

What does this mean, there is no logic.

……

"Yijun... what are you doing here?"

It is seven seas and thousands of autumns.

God Zuo was a little surprised that he was discovered so easily despite using his talent to hide it.

"how did you find me."

"Because Yijun has been watching." Qihai walked over with a smile.

Can you find it by looking at it all the time?So, is the ability to fail?

No, how is this possible.

My ability, but the 'teachers' have admitted...

"No, I also have the ability that people can't discover."

The tone of God's seat was a little flustered.

"Hmm...it's really strange..." Nanami Chiaki seemed to be thinking about how to express it, "If the ability fails, it means that you don't want to use this ability... Komaeda-san said that ability will not betray the heart , if it is not deeply hoped, the ability will not be displayed..."

"In other words, Yijun, you actually hope to be discovered by me...?"

!

"Yi-kun looks surprised. If you don't accept yourself frankly, you won't be able to understand your feelings?" Nanami smiled smugly, "I learned this from my new friend... how about it?"

"Fujisaki-san said that if you want to understand your own feelings, you plan to make an ALTERAGO. If you look at yourself more, you might be able to understand your own thoughts."

"Every friend you make, everyone you meet will gain something. Yijun, why have you been hiding there all this time, and why don't you come and play together?"

"..."

The throne could only remain silent.

His existence cannot be known by anyone.If discovered by the 'teachers', everyone will be dealt with.

"Is there any difficulty...?" Nanami Chiaki didn't seem to intend to continue asking, "Don't worry, I won't ask, and I won't tell others. After all, there are people in our class who want to hide."

"Why... do you laugh when you do such a boring thing?"

"Huh? Does Yijun look boring... You can try it, as long as you participate, you won't be bored..."

"Only then can you tell me that a smile must have a purpose. If there is no audience and no one looking forward to it, why would you laugh?"

"It's strange to say it like this..." Qihai Chiaki tilted her head, "Isn't it easy, when you feel warm and happy, you laugh naturally?"

"I don't know."

"Don't you know?" Qihai Qianqiu looked even more puzzled, "When I was playing games with Yikun that day, Ichikun did smile... I feel that Ichikun's smile is very beautiful."

I... Unconsciously, I laughed?

God seat was very surprised.

"If you forget this...I will help you...until Yikun can feel and remember again!"

"Let's go to the game center together? There just so happens to be a new game on the shelves."

Seeing Qihai Qianqiu wanting to hold his hand, God Zuo instinctively moved away.

"Yi-kun, don't you really like to be in contact with people... If this is the case, you won't feel warm..."

The girl's expression seemed a little disappointed.

Seeing her expression like this, Kamito suddenly felt a little blocked in his heart.

He stretched out his hand again: "...No, you can try."

The girl's eyes suddenly lit up, she smiled, and took his hand heavily.

The sudden rise in temperature made God feel a little dazed.

very comfortable...so warm...

This strange feeling of reassurance...

It seemed that someone had held his hand like this before.