[Projectile] You smile at the hope called despair

The future in front of us is an existence that keeps scrolling, but cannot be touched.

Countless people, fearing the unknown future, do everything possible to seek the 'prophecy'...

But for those with absolute abilities, it's like a 'curse'.

Cursed by absolute power, all that can be seen is the future that is "destined to happen".

At the end of that boring, boring, world.

I see her.

——The one who also looked down on everything.

……

"From the very beginning, because of my super-analytical ability, I felt that the world was boring! It always went smoothly and it was suffocating! Why, it was always so smooth!"

"Shouldn't there be some other plot! Shouldn't there be betrayal, deceit, use, killing relatives with one's own hands, etc., drama!"

"Frustration, pain, crying—that's the only thing that's so muddy and sweet...Despair is such a wonderful thing!"

"Senior, don't you understand? What you are forced to hold on to—"

"It's so, so hopelessly boring!"

"What... don't even understand this?! Senior is really a boring... tool."

"However——for useless people, it is a great honor to sacrifice for 'Hope', to be the container and stepping stone of 'Hope'!"

"Isn't that right, senior... no, Hope Peak's - 'Master Tool'?"

The girl with pink twintails smiled lightly, pretending to be cheerful.

"It's really unlucky, senior...you obviously want to make up your mind to change your destiny, but you find out—the whole world is a 'predetermined reconciliation' that's so tiresome...and it's implanted with a 'wedge' that can never be removed... ...perpetually a tool for maintaining this boring 'scheduled harmony' operation..."

"'Super High School Level Hope' is an existence that brings hope to the world...so...who will bring hope to the seniors?"

……

That guy has other purposes—even though I knew it the first time I saw her.

What she said, although I didn't understand it, made me feel very uncomfortable.

"Hope at the super high school level" is not allowed to have things that you don't understand, otherwise you will violate the expectations of the "teachers" - I want to understand things that I can't understand, so I followed the advice and walked out of the place I never went out .

And then... everything was a mess.

That guy always looks familiar and wishful thinking.

It seems that because of this face, she always looks at me with the eyes of looking at others.

...and treat me like a child from the bottom of my heart.

despising people.

Really annoying.

Never been treated this way.

The 'teachers' affirm me because everything I do is perfect.

However, 'that person' trumped me in her eyes... what a shame.

If she can knock down this woman with strength, she won't despise people anymore, and admit that I'm stronger, right?

By the way, you can also see if the appearance of frustration, pain, crying, and despair is as beautiful as she said...

……

...Why, she won't do things according to the predetermined future...

In this way... isn't it me who makes it inexplicable?

But this matter is not over... I must prove to her that I am omnipotent, and that guy is no match for me!

In order not to let her treat me like a child, I deliberately changed the way I spoke, imitating the emotions of their age.

But what she said was all inexplicable things...

Ah... there is no logic at all.

……

Since that day, my world has been dyed with inexplicable colors.

It was raining non-stop, nasty.

Sleep was never restful.

……

"If you forget this...I will help you...until Yikun can feel and remember again!"

"Yi-kun, don't you really like to be in contact with people... If this is the case, you won't feel warm..."

"No, even if Yijun is strong and can do everything, I won't be happy like this!"

"It's not just about winning! If you can't get all involved, what's the difference from playing alone? How can this be considered a shared enjoyment! Playing together is not just for collaboration... but for... Don't be left behind!"

"That's why... you're unhappy... Yi-kun, this is not a sign of treating people as friends..."

Really... talking to myself...

"It doesn't matter like this... It's my own business and my own wish to want to be Yi-kun's friend. No matter what the result is, it doesn't matter."

You... want to be my friend...

You... want to work hard with me?

There should be a limit to overthinking one's abilities and playing tricks...

You and I are not people in the same world, destined to have different fates.

Those without talent should just sit aside obediently, and let those with ability solve everything——

People who have always been and have no talent, like blood-sucking lice, rely on the blood of talented people to hypertrophy, and only care about their own reproductive existence.

In the same way, these incompetent lice should deeply appreciate and acknowledge the talents who sacrificed for them, and offer their highest expectations and beliefs.

How come there is a reason to stand at the same height?

……

"Give up, if you go on like this, you will hold me back... Useless people should stay well."

"No, I will never give up!" The guy panted, but he never stopped, "I, even if this is the case, I have to participate well... Otherwise, I will be left behind..."

"Even if I can't do anything... I still have to work hard! This is just... my wishful thinking... But, being able to accompany Kazu-kun like this, to find the feeling of smiling... I feel that I can do it... …matter!"

"Yi-kun is always like this...too arrogant...always thinking of myself...can do everything...but, even so...I still have things I want to do...whether I can do it or not I don't want to do it, but... I want to do it or not... Now, this is... what I want to do!"

"So...Yi-kun...you have to watch carefully what I do!"

...Looking at the way that guy stood up desperately despite being overwhelmed...

I……

like……

In a very similar place... a long, long time ago...

have seen...

Doing similar things too...

The fragments that emerged suddenly were gradually infiltrated by the severe pain that spread.

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It was dusk.

'He' who avoided her for a long time was blocked by her to the school gate.

"Hinata-kun! There is a new fighting game on the shelves, let's go to the game center together!"

"But... I'm not good at fighting games..."

"Let's play together! It will be more interesting if we play games together!"

She took 'his' hand firmly and without saying a word.

'His' heart was beating wildly, and he was momentarily stunned.

"...why invite someone like me?"

"What's 'someone like me'... You can't learn some strange oral habits." She frowned slightly, "Hinata-kun is, if you say that again, I will get angry."

She puffed up her face slightly.

"Hinata-kun said, 'Don't let yourself carry the whole battle situation alone'... I can understand that you can simply enjoy such a thing by cooperating with everyone's pace and not paying attention to winning or losing."

"...Don't Hinata-kun like to simply enjoy games?"

"Huh?" Seeing her face approaching, 'he' backed away hurriedly, "No...not..."

"……Um?"

"Hand...hand..." 'He' turned his head back in embarrassment.

"I won't let go." She looked a little tough, "If you let go, Hyuga-kun will disappear...so Hinata-kun...you can't escape."

"Huh? But I..."

"Ah, I'll talk about the apology later... Now, let's go play a game together?"

……

"That... Qihai, why do you play games that you are not good at at all, it seems... you haven't played before."

"Yeah... why. Probably, I think that doing this seems to help you understand Hinata-kun better."

"Because Hinata-kun doesn't intend to talk about himself at all... No matter how you ask, it's the same... It's not fair that I always come to play with you and ask you for advice."

"I will wait until the day when Hinata-kun really wants to tell me. Until then... I can only try to understand Hinata-kun. Hinata-kun mentioned time-limited ball several times. I must like this game... I I believe that if you do this, you will definitely get closer to Hinata-kun.”

……

"Hyuga-kun also has things that Hinata-kun can do. I need to ask Hinata-kun for advice on things I can't see or don't understand... Besides, if it's not Hinata-kun today, I might be in trouble when I go back... Miota The same goes for my classmates, with Hinata-kun around, I always feel more at ease."

"So Hinata-kun... you're really reliable. I'll be counting on you from now on, okay?"

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Even though it was just a blurry fragment, it was still so painful.

It hurts to stop thinking.

But I still couldn't help being curious about this strange feeling.

"It can't be helped... Pooh... But I'm very happy, ███."

At that time, at that time, what I felt... what was it!

Although it hurts so much that I want to give up thinking...

But that feeling of nostalgia...

……

I... can't feel anything...

I don't belong anywhere in this world.

What they can feel, I cannot feel.

I'm... not human anymore.

Not given the value of being human.

I'm just... 'Super High School Level Hope'...

An existence like me... If you get involved with someone, it will only bring disaster.

……boring.

This feeling of boredom is meaningless to 'Hope'.

Only by following the instructions of "the hope of the world" can we ensure that everything we do is for the hope of the world.

I am their strength, "Super High School Level Hope".

For beings that are not human, delusional things that go beyond the rules are disqualifications.

The future in front of us is an existence that keeps scrolling, but cannot be touched.

For those with absolute abilities, it is like a 'curse'.

Cursed by absolute power, all that can be seen is the future that is "destined to happen".

At the end of that boring, boring, world.

I saw the broken future.

……

The world has fallen into despair.

Talented people are hated by the incompetent and envied by the incompetent.

The incompetent person's heart is full of despair of denying "self", and will eventually follow his wish and destroy everything.

In the end, they died by their own hands.

But they are denying this desperate fact, and are constantly looking for the 'hope' that can give them hope.

boring.

Those useless people who are overconfident and ambitious——

Unable to recognize his own uselessness, he covets the position of a talented person instead.

It's them that made it all so bad.

That group of useless people, gathered together, drove the talented people to nowhere.

He clearly knows that he is an insignificant existence, but he does not recognize people who are better than himself.

Moreover, he desperately dragged down the person above him...

It is because of this group of useless guys that the world has entered a dead end.

The world is no longer allowed to continue to evolve.

They were then met with revenge by the betrayed, talented ones.

It's the so-called "Super High School Level Despair".

... Now one is missing.

'She' will definitely act.

If the "hope" of the world is destruction, then I should also follow this law.

In the midst of destruction, all anxious hearts will eventually return to peace.

This is also the way for the incompetent who is in despair and is not willing to accept this fact to seek relief, right?

...For those with absolute abilities, all they can see is the future that is 'destined to happen'.

This is... the future as I see it.

……

All of this will definitely involve countless people...

If Tianyuan and others want to stop all this despair, they can only erase everyone's individual consciousness...let them all follow the "general principle" and "legal principles"...

But all of this has nothing to do with me...

She, too...

Even if there is any illusion, I am not the same as her.

I, don't have human emotions like a smile...

This pain has spoken to me.

I don't have the qualifications to have feelings.

Nor do they have the qualifications to interact with anyone.

……

...Forcibly stripping away the feeling doesn't seem to work.

The rain in the dream is still falling non-stop.

noisily.

The pervasive blue makes all this cold to the bone.

But...you have to get used to it.

It's been a long time... Maybe I will forget it.

The pain also persists... I'll get used to it...

……

"Yijun... that's fine, let's take a break first!"

"It's alright, Yi-kun... You worked hard... Let's take a break."

"Let's go together...don't hold on so hard anymore...it's okay if you don't work so hard, I'm very happy to be able to work hard together..."

Noisy...

Why...why does it show up again...

……

It has been painful for a long time, and the feeling has become a little dull.Her face is still emerging.

Even if 'something' is preventing the generation of emotion and taking away the power, these things are still felt in addition to the pain.

Can't relax...

I still want to see her and see what she does.

I already……

I'm out of order—will the 'teachers' fix me?

As 'hope'...which has been stripped of all unnecessary, human feelings...

Why is there such a strange symptom?

……

"Because of these strange feelings... Did it end up like this?"

In the empty space, complex codes are flowing and changing.

The long-haired young man watched the flow of the code silently, feeling all kinds of sorrows and joys brought by the "Hinata Creation" formed by the operation of a part of consciousness.

No matter how complicated things are, in front of him, they can be turned into "laws".

The "meaning" of things has different meanings in the eyes of different people, because they think of completely different things——

It is a foolish thing to judge their behavior arbitrarily.

Therefore, the woman who uses and plays with all this is also so self-righteous and tiresome.

bored?

Ah, to be bored with the whole world from the day I became conscious.

It was an empty, unreasonable feeling of discomfort.

How to break free?

What should be done?

No one told, and I have no interest in myself.

Nothing makes sense.

No one has anything to do with him.

People's reactions are also completely in line with speculation, which is very boring.

It's like crawling through dozens of pages of boring discussion threads, mechanically looking at a group of unknown guys, jumping around for the same unknown things.

Their feelings and emotions cannot be felt, but they will not change anything in essence, nor will they bring anything to this world—so it is judged as meaningless.

Being hated is boring.

The rest of the dreads are boring.

It's boring to live in vain without being expected by anyone and not finding something interesting.

If things go as expected and you can't find a reason to live, then go die.

Such a bet was made with Enoshima.

The human heart is a very strange existence.

Although most things cannot be changed, there are still incomprehensible, BUG-like things.

Is this a real feeling, or is it a feeling that "monsters like them" have been analyzed in order to disguise-"this time should have this reaction"?

"This kind of thing is not very simple, senior!"

"If senior kills them with his own hands, he will be able to experience this wonderful sense of despair, okay?"

"Such a trembling, painful and extremely disgusting feeling-senior will definitely be interested!"

"A school trip to kill each other...isn't that kind of an event?"