[Projectile] You smile at the hope called despair

"That sentence...are you asking me?"

"...Don't you remember what happened to me?"

"Why don't you remember?"

"If I say I am kamukuraizuru...can you remember?"

"It's better if you don't know..."

"If I hadn't gotten involved so clumsily, I wouldn't have become what I am now..."

"It's different for you, though."

"What have I done so far... You need to know."

"In the final analysis, the biggest and worst event in the history of Hope's Peak Academy is not a simple thing like mass murder... It was a mutual killing planned by Enoshima Dunko."

"Enoshima shut the student council and Super High School Hope together in the old school building that became a secret room, and prepared various traps for those 15 people to start killing each other. Weapons were scattered all over the ground, threatening He said that he would kill everyone if he didn’t start killing each other within a certain period of time, and he would kill people just to make an example of others... There are many other things. The guy asked how to make everyone become suspicious of the dark ghost, and started Killing each other... It's like trying. What a lunatic..."

"...Then we started killing each other. Because there is no other way to live. Enoshima showed that kind of mutual killing to the people of the preparatory department... It symbolizes the student council and super high school class of this school. Their hopes were tainted with despair, and they were shown the ugly appearance of killing each other."

"Surely, Enoshima is also predicting that kamukuraizuru will survive like this. This is the worst possible outcome for people who are preparing for the subject—the hope of the super high school level that I hate kills other The hope of surviving, for those people, it should be nothing but badend...Moreover, even the school will hide this matter, and it should be in the Enoshima shield project. Because of this, the preparatory subject People, not only Kamukura but also Hope's Peak Academy are starting to hate..."

"But, but, why do you do such a thing... Is there any point in brainwashing the preparatory subjects? Sure enough, is it because you want to destroy Hope's Peak Academy...?"

"That guy's purpose is... even more absurd."

"The brainwashing of the preparatory subjects... for that guy, it's nothing more than planting seeds. For Hope's Peak Academy, it's the biggest and worst incident... for that guy, it's nothing more than this level It's just worth it."

"I was just being manipulated and destroyed for this level of things. Maybe I noticed it too late... No, I just tried my best not to notice it. I don't want to believe that This guy is a desperate human being...that's all the truth. For me who was involved in this matter, it's a desperate truth..."

"How is it for you?"

"What is the meaning of this incident to you? Is it 'irrelevant' that you are good at? If it is irrelevant, why did you start remembering it? If it is really irrelevant...you should always forget it."

"Is that so? Are you starting to remember? That's why you can't remember me? It's because I'm not that important to you...you can't remember me. Are you here?"

"... She is the worst ugly girl."

"As a result, you still didn't recall it until the end. Even if you recalled other memories, you can't remember about me... Really, this is the worst. You thought I was kamukuraizuru or something, but was This kind of deceit that can't even be taken as a joke... is the worst. Does this mean that people like me are just this level of existence to you?"

"I know, you can't feel anything, right?"

"It's because you're starting to remember your memories. It's because you've started to retrieve your own memories... so you can't remember anything about me."

"In the end, my existence is nothing special to you, nothing at all. However, you have forgotten this fact... That's why you have special feelings for me."

"...What's the matter? This is what I want to ask here."

"I can't go back. Me, you, too... I can't go back to the way I was before..."

"Why are you saying such cruel things?"

"What did I do to protect Enoshima Dunko...you haven't remembered yet? Yes, then I'll let you remember..."

"...Okay, listen to me..."

"The biggest and worst event in the history of Hope's Peak Academy... because of that event, everything changed. No, I finally noticed it because of that event. I noticed the ordinary people who I thought were living together until now, just for the sake of It's just a fake prepared to manipulate me..."

"I've been tricked by Enoshima all the time...always, all the time...but even so, I can't let that guy go...I thought if it was me, I could save that guy. I thought if it was me, I could stop that guy... ...I've always thought so."

"In order to protect that guy... I hid the guy itself. However, that guy didn't care about such things at all, and even killed the review committee this time... So, I hid the body. For That guy took care of it."

"It's not just that... I even killed someone for that guy. I killed him in order to seal the mouth of Murasame Zaoharu who knew the truth. The same thing happened to Kamdai Yuuto over there... In order to protect Enoshima, I can't let that guy Live. So... kill him..."

"That guy... is very important to me... that guy said that to me. When I lost my important existence, he told me so." From now on, let me become an important existence of Yasuke-kun 'Is that so...really, how cheeky is that...but, because of this cheekiness, I don't need to be alone anymore. Although that guy is neither my family, nor my lover, nor my friend... ...is as important to me as the whole world."

"Really, it's the worst... That guy is such a desperate person... Although I don't want to believe it... Certainly, when that guy approached me..."

"That's why... so it's not enough if it's not finished."

"Probably, my feeling of wanting to protect that guy is... the real despair. So until I don't end it... this despair will never end."

"So, it's up to me to terminate it..."

"I didn't let Enoshima Shieldko have any connection with other humans... I thought that would protect that guy..."

"So I hid that guy... desperately hid..."

"...But everything is in vain. Nothing can be done with only these sacrifices. Not only that, Enoshima, who has made so many sacrifices, doesn't even feel like I'm anything... In the end, that guy will only use Everyone who has anything to do with me has been dragged into despair. And this is exactly despair... I finally understand these things personally."

"So I've decided... I've decided to end everything..."

"...No, it's for me."

"...Hey, ugly girl."

"D-I'll tell you before I die... what I told you was a lie. It wasn't a cure or something. It was the opposite. I've been... [trying not to remind you] ah..."

"The end, the result is... Is everything as you expected... From the beginning to the end..."

"No, but there is only one thing I don't understand...why did you plan such a troublesome thing. Why, why did you ask me to remove the memory...to escape from the investigation by the academy...no, that's not the case ...It's just that you should be able to do it by yourself at this level. So, so...why..."

"Is it to make me, who has been unilaterally in love with you... feel hopeless...?"

"People like me... don't care at all... If, sure enough, is that so..."

"Wh, when did this start... since, since I was a child... Is that so...?"

"……Varied!"

"Are you kidding...?"

"Quick, quick...answer me...please, please..."

"Hey, what's going on... Enoshima Dunko..."

Because, that is more important than anyone else... The one I like the most and the most important...

Impossible to be indifferent...

Because of this, there is a need for sacrifice...?

In order to taste the taste of this, I have been cultivating the love with Matsuda.While thinking about the despairing death of the person I love the most, I cherish the time spent with him very much.

It couldn't be better...

It's even more desperate than I imagined...

Sad no!It's painful!My chest looks like it's going to explode!Hate your worst self!I almost want to die!This is!This is the despair of losing the most important person!

It's great, it's great!So great, so great, so great, so great, so great!

Weeping, kicking and kicking the dead body of her beloved, she was immersed in such wonderful ecstasy and joy.

There is no way to describe it.

In such an ordinary life where everything is taken for granted, any touch, even a sting, is so wonderful.

At the moment of despair and death, you will feel alive like never before.

Life is immutable, everything is going in a bad direction, everything is messed up, everything is meaningless——

Her existence and thoughts are so unique that no one can accept her.

They just, self-righteously, think that she is the image in their minds, they can't see clearly, but they still say she is a fake.

The moment I understood, that expression was really beautiful!

No relationship can hide loneliness.

All human relationships are so weak, so fragile.

Even if you are in a crowd, you are with a group of strangers.She was also a stranger to her.

Who has been following the actions of analytical force all this time?

Is the care and love you get real or fake?

Why would you be liked?

Isn't that a normal reaction to have 'in that situation'?

Emotions, what are they?

With an existence like her, can she get the so-called 'love' only by pretending to be?

——I can't believe that 'that guy' is such a hopeless person?

It turned out that it was only to this extent.

Just thinking, will save?will change?

ha?There should be a limit to excess self-awareness, right?

...Really, what a desperate difference in values.

So... when they are stained with despair, when they feel heartache, they will feel well...

Are you alive?Exist in the world?

Aha?Only to this extent.

Repeatedly, experienced countless times, but also tired of it.

"It's really boring..."

The boy who was tired of playing with her suddenly appeared in her consciousness with a pitiful and mocking expression.

ha?

"Thanks to you, I gradually became able to spy on everything... At first, it was really, really exciting."

"But——I feel so boring after a long time. Even if I stab myself again, I will gradually get used to it."

"It turns out you're really no different from those philistines who mechanically go to work, watch TV, complain about traffic, and have kids. There will be no ripples, because everything will be under control."

"I can even predict that after you get tired of all this, you will think about dying."

"However, it is still worthy of praise... In this world where everything is running mechanically, it takes courage to do what you want to do regardless of everything, and you have tasted that kind of beauty for a while."

"Those who don't meet the norms are actually lunatics...so, there are many lunatics in this world, and many of them are not accepted by people. Unrepressible, unfulfilled desires, and unable to express, let them either hide themselves, or To destroy yourself, or everything around you... Of course, the former became a mediocre person, and the latter entered a mental hospital."

"Because this world has been trying to assimilate everyone's ideas."

"I saw it, a world of many people, in consciousness, you can't trap me—"

"People are always so restless... like some women who have a good husband but long to be a shady mistress."

"It's like the law, which was originally intended to resolve conflicts, but in fact it has become something that prolongs conflicts infinitely under the competition of many people-anyone who is dissatisfied and fears disputes has no hope of changing it."

"Like some people, the real interest is heresy, but the parents who love him insist on asking him to inherit their career and tell him that this is the right thing to do."

"Now that God no longer exists, people may have any kind of strange ideas. However, I really want to thank you for clearing away those who stood in the way. Especially those four, they have long since disliked them. "

"Then, does your idea represent the norm... It's okay to paint the world with despair. But, will there be people who don't want to follow your way and go crazy?"

"In this case, you are a new batch of people who will be defeated, right? You are also trying to assimilate everyone's ideas."

"Huh? I can't hear what you're saying. If words can't convey it, it's meaningless—but, since you can hear me who is watching the dream, it means that there is something you care about, right? "

"I don't care what the whole world will be like... Even if everyone is crazy, it can still function well."

"However, the world is not something that can be summed up simply by 'hope' and 'despair'... So no matter which one you stick to, the result will be the same... Just like your logo, the black and white bear."

"As I said before, people will be punished for violating their true will. Even though they can't understand each other, they want to understand each other... Such contradictory and sad existences are human beings."

"Existences with this thought in their hearts, even if they are ignorant and confused, they will eventually realize the correct path...Countless existences, such people who seek answers together and devote their body and mind to the world, can be compared to the wisdom of one person... Because no matter who it is, it is impossible to say that the path he is taking is completely correct."

"As for you, you have completely lost confidence in this world. You don't believe that an existence like you, in a world where you feel suffocated to live, will have a future."

"If you want to prove that your statement can conquer all people, try it... Please work hard and preach. I warn you, people are very picky about the rules... for a temporary victory, but not Convince people with reason."

"Ah, it looks like you're crazy... By the way, let me comfort you... What you did to Matsuda-san, I did to Nanami too, but it was only in a dream... Because, in the beginning, I, I can't understand the reason why she approached me? I don't know if that feeling is the feeling of love. Just in case, I can only keep running away from her and suppress this impulse—if If you really do it, then there is no way to know the real answer anymore?"

"However, fortunately, I remembered the matter of 'that guy'... I understand the feeling Nanami brings to 'that guy', and the feeling that 'that guy' feels towards Nanami—"

"As expected, we are all veritable 'monsters'—"

"How about we make a bet, will your dream come true? Anyway—"

"I'll be watching you—if you can do it, do it well."