[Projectile] You smile at the hope called despair

"It doesn't matter if you don't have talent...you can go anywhere, you are free."

"It doesn't matter. If everyone can create happy memories together, then there is hope—although it was learned from Chisa-sensei at the beginning...but now I think it's great. "

"...Although this is not a game I am good at, and the result is not something I can control, but I think I have understood Hinata-kun's mood when playing games with me before."

……

The pain is already numb, and nothing can be done.

Just be quiet for a while, and think about your own affairs carefully.

Going everywhere or something... She doesn't know anything.

Those who have been affirmed can easily get everything.After all, they have this leisure.

And at home, there will always be such an extremely dull atmosphere.

A long time ago, something like escaping was attempted.But after stepping through that door, I realized that I was just running in confusion, but I didn't know where I was going.

Also have been trying to work hard - in fact, just wasting time.

Parents would not be so disappointed if they had talent.

"That guy has no talent at all."

"Parents are stupid too."

"Why is such an ordinary guy qualified to go to Hope Peak?"

"It is said that paying a high price can also pass."

"It doesn't matter to him... just feel sorry for the parents who pay the money."

My family...doesn't have enough money to pay for school fees...

Everything... is the school's tolerance... If you can't accept it, you can only leave.

After all, reality is reality, not fantasy as imagined.

People who are not favored by God always have a lot of helplessness.

Just recently, the deadline is very close...

"Haven't decided yet? The deadline is almost here."

"If you can't accept it, forget it. After all, people can only talk about pursuing hope if they live like people."

"Don't be afraid of the ordinary."

"You can go back to the old high school."

You can say a lot of beautiful words, but the accusations and sarcasm you will face after you go back are really unimaginable.

This is impossible.

Moreover, it is equivalent to admitting in disguise that he "can't have talent".

So, what is the meaning of enduring and working hard all this time?

For this "meaning", even if you die, you have to accept it.

But, if she died, would it bother her?

"So let's change to doubles next time? Let's play together!"

"It's not because of talent... Hinata-kun really likes games. I have the same feeling regardless of talent."

"Let's play together! It will be more interesting if we play games together!"

"I will wait until the day when Hinata-kun really wants to tell me. Until then... I can only try to understand Hinata-kun. Hinata-kun mentioned time-limited ball several times. I must like this game... I I believe that if you do this, you will definitely get closer to Hinata-kun.”

"...Although this is not a game I am good at, and the result is not something I can control, but I think I have understood Hinata-kun's mood when playing games with me before."

"The world of games is so vast. Not only the world of video games that I know very well, but also the outside world, there are many kinds of different games--this is the feeling of doing it yourself. I was still troubled before, except for games Besides, how to get to know everyone better—it turns out that all of this can be played as a game.”

Everyone... ah.

"My classmates. Everyone is a very individual person. They seem difficult to approach, but they are actually easy to get along with... Ah, let's get to know them sometime, Hinata-kun."

"I had stage fright. But my classmates from the second university and Teacher Qiansa helped me, so it went smoothly. Uh... I said it out loud at the time. Thinking about it now, I'm still a little shy."

"I've already made an appointment with Teacher Qiansha. I want everyone to become friends!"

"Ah... just keep talking like this, Hinata-kun, don't you mind?"

Actually... I would like to hear more about your affairs.

Hinata remembered that morning.

I made an appointment to play games with Qihai's classmates.

Qihai's classmates are quite different from what they imagined...

"Hey! Xiao Qianqiu has brought a new friend! Oh! What a surprise! Which class is it in? What grade? How is it going?"

"It's okay to say that the preparatory subjects are fine!...Ah. So it's not."

"Xiao Qianqiu came here specifically to play with Wei Chui...uh...it's a bit strange to say."

"It's decided! Xiao Qianqiu and Xiao Chuangchuang are the members of Weibu! As long as there is love, there is no problem!"

"Although others say it's nonsense, but Xiao Qianqiu and Xiao Chuangchuang can talk about it together!"

That's right... No matter how strange it is to be complained about, it feels much better if we are together... Although I really want to complain about it.

They are all strange games, so strange that they want to leave immediately when they hear their names.

This is the so-called..."running and making trouble"? !

Rolling eyes... smashing stones... checking ants on the ground... running wildly... shaking head quickly...

... In fact, it is quite a challenge, in terms of laughing.

Qihai has always been very serious and focused on doing... these things.

It's hard not to laugh.

As said before.She really, seriously wanted to get to know Miota.

In the end, I also forgot all this and went crazy with them.

Exhausted, we fell on the lawn.It was early then, and the sky was painted with a bright morning glow.

Red sunshine, beautiful, beautiful...

...I just realized that I'm actually panting with laughter.

Hinata: Huh...huh...

Miota: Very happy to say!Xiao Qianqiu and Xiao Chuangchuang are really amazing!

Hinata: ...You guy...you are amazing...you can still be so alive...

Miota: I wouldn’t be able to survive a concert without this level.

Nanami: ...Mioda-san said...the practice of "making the body comprehend the correct music theory"...so special...

Miota: That's right!Playing is an important part of music!Don't Xiao Qianqiu and Xiao Chuangchuang feel that they are mobilized during the process?

Hinata: Uh... yes.

Of course it is, I can't stop laughing.

Miota: Inspiration is more important!Besides, it's not a surprise but a surprise!If you don't convey this feeling, the loudspeaker won't respond.Ah, Wei Chui has a new subject!just call...

hey hey...

Then I became a new subject.But, the feeling is... not bad.

Even if hobbies, talents, and favorite books are completely different...

Even if you can't understand it at all...

... The happy mood of playing together is also understandable.

Qihai said that she felt, experienced the feeling of happiness in the feeling, and conveyed this longing to the rest of the people, no matter what the carrier is, it is hope.

Let others feel what they want in their hearts, hope.

...It's just that the carriers are different, the aspects that are good at expressing are different, and the degree of expression is also different——

Maybe a little weird, maybe too personal.

But Nanami... If she didn't have the idea of ​​"wanting to understand" at the beginning, wouldn't all of this be empty talk?

Nanami is really, really incredible.

It's incredible... I want to see a whole new world through her.

It's like the gleaming world above the dark water.

A world different from the dark one I'm in... a world of light.

...want, think about whom...want, for whom.

When I understand that kind of longing, I understand that I am not alone.

Don't think about talent, maybe it will be very good to live a peaceful vacation life away from the hustle and bustle.

It's like... bringing a few friends and going to the beach that I have never been to.

There may be blue sea and white sand, huge coconut trees, and neat and interesting cabins.

Lots of interesting things will happen.

There is a leisurely holiday there, without disputes and noise.

Wearing a parasol, watching the white clouds drift by leisurely, the waves are noisy, and the coolness slowly submerges the soles of your feet.

……

Falling into delusions again.

If this is the case, what will others think?

Even if we can understand each other, the fact that I and they are not from the same world at all is unshakable.

Ah, is it really an illusion?

The contradiction between undergraduate and preparatory subjects has always been great, and preparatory subjects who are overly exposed to undergraduates are heterogeneous.

Not to mention often playing games with an undergraduate girl, and even carrying her back to the dormitory.

This is provocative and unforgivable for the rest of the students, especially some of them.

The retribution came quickly - he was ambushed while passing through the forest area.

Although I tried to fight back and even run away at first, I was really powerless in front of these people.

Even after being knocked down and abused, Hinata still kept silent because it was really embarrassing.

But that's all.

"It's obviously the same as us, but actually wants to hook up with undergraduates."

"Really cheeky."

"If you encounter such a shameless person, you will beat him to death!"

"Aren't you amazing...why don't you talk?"

……

Ah, what a shame, what a loser.

But what they said was true.

Unable to refute.

At this time, no matter if you want to escape or fight back, you are very powerless.

Because it's useless to do it.

Powerless enough to want to fall asleep.

……

Like being at the bottom of deep water.

Even in a dream, I will be deeply tortured by the overwhelming feeling of suffocation.

my fault.

If you have strength and become hope, you can jump out of the water and see the bright world.

Can do a lot of great things, help them out a little... see more interesting stuff than just stay here and hang out with this group of people.

If it becomes hope...

……

……

The voice cannot be heard, and the eyes cannot see.

Unable to draw decent conclusions.

Thinking stops.