[Comprehensive] I forgot my future husband

In his arms, I turned into a stone statue because of hearing this sentence. I was asked again by him, and I recovered from the horror.

Pushing away his embrace with both hands, my mouth trembled excitedly and my throat tightened, but I couldn't utter a word for a long time. I was stunned by fright, and I was probably funny in the eyes of Yier fans.

If I remember correctly, we only confirmed our relationship not long ago. Although I already considered myself his girlfriend, but he really recognized him the night he wanted to bring me back.

First he admitted his relationship with me, and now he suddenly said he was going to get married. Could it be that this progress is a rocket?I really wanted to be the daughter-in-law of the enemy Hakka countless times, but it was too fast!

Surprise and joy were like two big mountains covering my head and face, and I didn't know which emotion was more.

The tension in my heart even made me feel at a loss for what to do. For a while, all the things about the previous life dissipated in my mind, and only my mind was full of marriage proposals.

"You, you, are you kidding me?" I stammered and picked at the bed sheet, my tongue almost couldn't straighten.

Yi Ermi reached out and stroked my cheek, even if it was such an important matter as a marriage proposal, she said calmly, and asked, "Do you think I will make a joke about this?"

Yes, this is an Il fan. Of course, I won’t be happy or shy and tell me about life events. At most, I will reveal a trace of pleasure that can be detected.

Under his silent gaze, I retreated instead, isn't it too fast, I'm not even a year old yet!This is not the point, but I always feel that there is something missing in this kind of marriage proposal. Is he sincere?

You have never responded to my pursuit positively, but you always follow me these days, are you afraid of something...

I shouldn't doubt Il fans for no reason, it's just that it's hard to suppress such thoughts after being provoked.The ecstasy of being proposed made this kind of jealousy a bit dilute, I avoided his sight, and just as the guilt grew from the bottom of my heart, he pinched my chin.

Forcing me to look at him, Yi Er said faintly: "Your answer."

What is a marriage proposal now? It's a forced marriage!

Feeling aggrieved and annoyed, I patted Yi Ermi's face with my tail, and said angrily: "No kneeling, no flowers, no rings, no audience eating melons. Even if I am a country bumpkin, I will know This kind of marriage proposal is not formal. And do you really like me? If there are other reasons, I would rather stay like this. I will fight for the person I want, and I don't need charity!"

A little charity that Qiya said made me dizzy or something, I don't admit it!

Yi Ermi, who was suddenly slapped by my tail, was stunned for a moment, and then he proved his sincerity with actions.I was forcibly pulled in front of Shiba and Kiqiu with mixed feelings, and even Grandpa Jeno was called.

"I will marry Heidi in the future, I hope you can agree."

The big move was caught off guard, and I was shocked to see this family nod in agreement with a beating look on their faces.Parents, are you being a little too casual?

I thought that now that I was half-human and half-ant, there would be some resistance, but I didn't expect to break into the circle of my husband's family so easily!

Especially Jiqiu, said that he had already regarded me as half of his future daughter-in-law.This time, even Jeno didn't have any objections, showing an expression that the rice has been cooked.

I didn't expect Yier fans to be so serious. While being moved, there was a trace of fear that I ignored.

Looking into his dark black eyes, I really want to nod my head in agreement, it doesn't matter even if I get married right away, he is my light, isn't this what I have been looking forward to all the time.It's just that the uneasiness and hesitation in my heart made me unable to nod easily.

I don't know why I think of Qi Ya at this time, the thorns buried deep in my body are still working, making me feel depressed.

……

Lying on my side on the bed, looking at the night outside the window, I felt a little unreal.Because just this evening, I agreed to Yi Ermi's marriage proposal.

I don't think he loves me very much. Such a decision is more like a choice forced by the situation, but I have no reason to refuse the hard-won opportunity.As for those strange emotions in my heart, I don't want to pay attention to them.

I will get engaged on the [-]st of next month with Il fans, and we will officially get married a year later.I said that I wanted to use the diamond ring from my heart as my wedding ring, but he refused, saying that he would buy me a new wedding ring.It's a pity, but I followed his advice.

It's hard to imagine that I'm going to be his fiancée soon.Thinking of this, I couldn't hold back my excitement and writhed like a loach on the bed. The joy that overflowed my chest was really hard to describe.

Can't help but take out the phone, who can understand this feeling of wanting to show off!I was the first to think of bragging with the knight, so I called him, and he answered the phone after a few rings.

"My ally! You haven't slept yet!"

[It’s daytime on my side~]

"That's good, let me tell you, I'm getting engaged!"

[Wow!This is big news, it's only been less than half a year, with whom?Beat up the young master of the enemy Hakka? ]

"Otherwise! When I first met you, he was not my boyfriend, but now he has proposed to me! You must understand my happiness!"

[Ah, I can hear your excitement, but I really don't understand your happiness.What's so good about marrying a control freak? I'm also an operating system. I can conclude that Il Mijue isn't a good thing~]

"You mean you're not a good guy either!"

[Of course, I'm bad.So, you want me to give you money?When you really get married, I'll go to the wedding~ After all, things like engagement may cause trouble. ]

"Crow's Mouth, I just want to share my joy with you, anyway, I will send you a wedding invitation when you get married next year!"

After showing off with the knight, I feel comfortable all over, put away the phone, and I started counting the days on my fingers, the first of next month, it’s not only half a month.I don’t know what kind of ring Il fans will buy me~

Although it's not a marriage, but it's still an engagement of a serious elder brother, the children who beat up the Hakka will come back, right?That Chiya...

Sometimes, some people really can't read, and when they think about it, the other party appears.

When he noticed his aura and chased him out, the little bastard Qi Ya had already jumped to the halfway up the mountain, a long distance from the main house.The blue electric light dissipated from his body, and the bristling silver hair fell down. The boy turned around and looked at me behind him.

"Where's Aluka, you're the only one coming back?"

"He's with my friend, don't worry about it, I'm here to take you away."

I finally had enough of these cat-and-mouse guessing and hiding tricks, and I firmly refused: "I won't go with you, I thought you came back because you knew about my engagement to Yiermi .”

As soon as I finished speaking, Qi Ya's face changed drastically. He barely suppressed his emotions, stared at me with a condensed face, and asked word by word: "Are you engaged to Yiermi?"

"Yes, on the first of next month, you will also come to the engagement wedding."

Qi Ya's expression became more and more strange, and it was difficult to tell whether it was anger or annoyance. His mood was changeable, which always made me unpredictable, but I always felt that most of the time when I saw him, he was full of anger and entanglement.

"You idiot, you'll regret it."

"It's not your turn to talk about it. At least I'm very happy now. Since I can't remember those memories, it doesn't matter."

"Haven't you ever felt strange! If you don't look for the memories of the past now, then you also have no reason to be with Ilmi! Don't you pour your feelings for that person into Ilmi? !"

"You don't even want to get back your memory of him. What kind of light is this that illuminates your darkness? If it's just this level of existence, why are you obsessed with it for so many years!"

Qi Ya angrily refuted my idea of ​​giving up. I was almost ashamed by what he said, but at the same time, I was also full of aggrieved stomachs.

"So why on earth do you always come to shake me and interfere with me! Is it because you feel guilty about my death and want to make up for it, and I don't want your charity! Or is it because I choose the Il fan you always want to surpass, You want to deal with him, so you always want to start with me!"

The more I talked, the more irritable I became, and the bitterness and anger burst out. I don't know why I lost control of my emotions when faced with Qi Ya's persecution.Every time I feel that I can get along with Yier fans, he will always pop up and disturb my mind.

This time Qi Ya was not frightened by my anger, even though his face was pale, he still took a few steps closer to me against the strong pressure.He looked at me intently, raised his hand, and pointed at himself.

"I am the one you care about. I know that you will not believe it easily now. The memory is not recovered synchronously. The information you get is just the things stated by other people. You can't tell the truth from the fake. You don't know what to say." Who do you believe. You are now identified as an Il fan, so you don’t want to overthrow your current perception.”

"Things that should have been told to you earlier, I didn't say it because of my doubts and shyness. I'm always one step ahead of Il fans. It doesn't matter if I'm no longer the person you value, but I hope you can rely on yourself Will to make a decision, instead of being induced step by step by Il fans to make a decision that I would never make."

"You should be free, Heidi."

The last sentence was like raindrops falling into my heart, calming my turbulent state of mind inexplicably.

Qi Ya finally stopped hiding and said the most important words, although my memory didn't give any response.I want to calm down, I, who is about to become his sister-in-law, can't be so emotionally fluctuating towards my uncle.

I laughed.

"Freedom is not as important to me as he is. Qi Ya, thank you for thinking of me, and even making up such a lie to deceive me. Whether you are out of confrontation or guilt, I don't want to I'm playing a game of finding memories with you, let's stop here."

"You think I lied to you?"

"I have very few memories with you. There are not many at all. How can you be the most important person to me. Lying is not acceptable."

"This kind of thing, you ask your former self!"

Seeing that I was out of oil and salt, Qi Ya's aura changed instantly, as if he wanted to use force to solve it, to see if he could wake me up like this.This kid is too stubborn, do you think I won't beat him?

I didn't make a move because I knew that Yi Ermi was coming, and there was also Hisoka who was watching the show.

Qiya naturally also found Yiermi, and Hisoka followed behind and said without apology: "I'm sorry~ I didn't stop your brother~"

I think Hisoka didn't stop him at all.Qi Ya was well aware of his character, so without saying a word, he raised his hand and a thunderbolt shot straight at his elder brother.

Facing Qi Ya's lightning strike, Yi Ermi flew forward with a few nails between his fingers, and the figures of the two brothers criss-crossed and wrestled between lightning and flint, exchanging dozens of moves in just a few seconds.

The cold murderous aura washed away, and a gust of cold wind blew up. Hisoka stopped beside me leisurely, looking forward to it.

"It seems that Il fans have the upper hand~" The enthusiastic man was cleaning the playing cards in his hand, and he couldn't tell that I had broken his ribs before.

I know that Qi Ya is venting, the more he fights, the more he has no rules, and it is only a matter of time before his messy moves are suppressed by Yierfan, and it is only because of his excellent speed that he is not held down on the spot.

Oddly enough, Il fans were also a little out of sorts, and I watched every move the brothers made until they parted ways.

Qi Ya's right hand was bent, hanging by his side in a distorted posture, Yi Ermi's neck and face were scratched, wiped off the blood on his face, he looked at Mr. The younger brother who made trouble for himself.

"It's progressing so fast, but you should know that fighting like this is a waste of time."

"Stop talking nonsense, I want to take out my anger on you now."

"Oh, venting your anger with the big brother is indeed very capable. Do you just want to prove that you are better than me?"

Ilmi spoke to Qiya, but his eyes were on me. I knew that he was also indirectly reminding me of the feelings that drove Qiya to do these actions.

"Qi Ya, why don't you give up? Heidi doesn't want to dwell on the past anymore. You who have been immersed in memories, it's time to wake up."

"It's you two who should be sober. Don't you know who this guy transferred his feelings for you from? The relationship between you two is nothing but a false scam from beginning to end!"

Qi Ya stated these words coldly, and Hisoka who was beside him whistled appreciatively, but Yiermi and I did not respond for a long time.I don't know why Il fans don't say anything, but it's because my feelings are too complicated.

I don't even know how to describe how I feel right now.

After a long period of emptiness, in exchange for Yi Ermi's sigh, he rarely showed distressed expression.

"You are really bad, what kind of mentality do you want to take Heidi away from me so anxiously?"

Great Il fan, you really asked what I've always wanted to know.Although Qi Ya explained that it was because I had mistaken important people and wanted me to be free, but just thinking about it now, I find it unbelievable.

There is no reason why I have such deep feelings for Qi Ya who has spent such a short time together.On the other hand, as a fan of Yier, I have been with him since I was ten years old, so there is no reason not to love him.

Qi Ya didn't get a response to the question of Yier Fan, and he didn't mind, but he just slowly threw out his own question.

"I want to marry her. In what capacity do you object, and what position do you have to say no. I love her, what about you?"

"Kiya, do you love Heidi?"

The understatement of the love that came out of Yiermi's mouth made me startled, and before I had time to get excited, he immediately asked Qiya again.The dull atmosphere was stagnant, the pupils of the silver-haired boy were trembling violently, and sweat was dripping from his pale face.

It seemed as if the three of us had returned to the confrontation with You Kexin, and Qi Ya was still the one who had nothing to say when asked.

His brows were tightly furrowed, like a knot that couldn't be untied, because he couldn't answer Yiermi's question.

Hisoka's eyes turned, and he regretted, "It's not good to be able to lie at a time like this, little bitter gourd."

I didn't pay attention to Hisoka's words, my eyes were fixed on Kiya and I couldn't move away.Is there any hope in my suppressed emotions?I want to hear his answer.

Like a trapped animal being forced to the edge of a cliff, struggling helplessly, Qi Ya clenched his teeth, and finally lowered his head, letting his fine bangs block the emotion in his eyes.

This means to deny it.

Seeing Qi Ya being tortured like this, my conscience actually ached.Just like seeing him cry back then, this kind of inexplicable pain shouldn't have happened.It all started around my memory. Wouldn’t it be better if I stopped being attached to the previous memory, so that Qiya would no longer have conflicts with Ilmi, let alone be so uncomfortable.

The corners of Yiermi's mouth curled up, and his arms spread out, like a hugging gesture. He confidently said to his younger brother, "It's time to give up, Qi Ya."

I took a step, walked past Ilmi, and came to Qi Ya.Sensing my approach, he didn't retreat, but slowly raised his bewildered blue eyes to look at me.

I looked at his injured arm, and then turned my gaze back to meet him. The words I wanted to say seemed to be stuck in my throat, making it difficult for me to speak.

"I've been bothering you so much, you should still treat me as a friend. No matter what your mentality is, you lied to me and said that you are the most important person to me. This is wrong."

With a snap, Qi Ya fiercely slapped my caress away with his uninjured hand, and the anger condensed in his eyes was like a materialized blade that could cut people apart.

"It's just that you don't believe me."

I don't have such a memory to wake up, how to believe it.How can I trust your few words to overthrow everything now.

"Qi Ya, forget it, okay?"

"What did you say."

"The former Heidi is dead, you should accept the current me like your elder brother."

The boy who didn't even blink even if his arm was broken, his eyelashes trembled and tears fell after I finished saying this.

The tears that ran across his pale cheeks fell down his jaw. At this moment, my mind went blank, and I couldn't say any more words that I wanted to persuade him.

I maintained a funny posture of wanting to touch him, with my palms hanging on his shoulders, but I didn't dare to touch him any more.The silent tears were like fine and cold needles, piercing my flesh and blood along my pores, slowly but firmly bringing me unbearable pain.

Did I say something wrong.

I must have said something wrong to make him look so desperate.

There was an urge to hug the boy in front of me tightly in my heart, I wanted to say I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing, don't cry...

Just when I was about to act, Kiya grinned, his blue eyes filled with tears were pure and bright.

"I'm really pissed."

"If this is what you want now, I won't come to you again."

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