[Comprehensive] Is it not good to live?

Dazai couldn't answer her question until he got off the cable car.

The happy atmosphere at the beginning froze in an instant. The three of them had their own concerns, and no one said a word.

As night fell, the most dazzling lights were lit in the theme park—the theme □□ motorcade started.

There are more and more people, the cheerful music, the noisy voice of the crowd, and the dazzling and dazzling lights of various colors flickering in all directions, paralyzing the five senses.

Chiyo's thoughts drifted away, and it was no surprise that she immediately left the team, and Dazai and Nakaya were at the front, but the crowd quickly dispersed the three of them.

The noise and laughter around her couldn't reach her ears, she never imagined that there would be such a place where everyone was smiling happily.

This is the most missing thing in the world she lives in which is destined to be only dark.

Chiyo suddenly remembered that dream again.

Kill, survive, kill, survive.

Repeated again and again, she didn't even know what she was working so hard to live for.

She couldn't guess why the happy people around her were alive.

The colorful and prosperous lights were shining among the crowd, and there were colorful fireworks overhead. Chiyo's heart was like a pool of stagnant water, without a single ripple.No matter how brightly colored her face was, she was still lifeless like a puppet without a soul.

That's how she is, has she really changed?

Chiyo couldn't imagine what kind of person she would be in the future.

She never regards that future self as "self", but uses "that person" to refer to it.But others kept thinking that she and "that person" were inseparable, maybe it was so strange for her to accept their interference.

I seem to be thinking too much today.

Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many messy things.

She has always forced herself not to think about these things. After time, she thought that the burden of her life was not so heavy. Simplifying her life seemed to really relieve stress, but is it really the case? ?

Although I don't want to think about it, I still can't control myself not to think about those things many times.

She is still envious when she sees other children with their parents, and she is also afraid when she has nightmares.

She fell in love with Dazai when he talked about the future.

Although she was asking him, she knew it all too well.

In fact, she should be asking herself.

Does she really know how to love?

Could she really have such a thing as love?

Like most ignorant young girls, Chiyo is also confused and confused about emotions.

Subconsciously hugging the doll in her arms tightly, she found that the doll had been taken off her hands at some point. Chiyo was a little annoyed, but looking around, there were so many people, it was impossible to find the thing back, and then she realized that she had lost her mind due to distraction. lost with them.

But as calm as she is, she will never panic when dealing with such matters.Just when she decided to set off to find a commanding height to find someone, there was a slightly urgent call from behind——

"Just stay there, don't run around anymore!"

When Chiyo heard the sound and turned her head, she saw the tall man standing tall in the crowd struggling to push aside the people around him and moving towards her little by little.She raised her head and straightened her back.

I don't know why, seeing him at such a time makes me feel weird.

But I don't hate it, and there is even a feeling of gratitude.

Finally, Dazai, who had gone through untold hardships, finally rushed to Chiyo's side. He was panting, and he was already sweating profusely from the big action just now.

"Why are you here?" Chiyo was a little dazed.

"I will find here to confirm a sentence!" Dazai smiled cheerfully.

"What are you talking about?" Seeing that he was out of breath, Chiyo couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

After all, she didn't keep up with the team, and she knew this.

"Even if I am walking among tens of thousands of people, I can recognize you at a glance, do you know why?" Dazai touched Chiyo's head lightly, and continued with a smile, "Because others are walking on the ground, but you are walking on the ground." Walking with my heart."

"My heart is with you, can I not come here?" Dazai smiled brightly, his eyes were crooked.

At that moment, Chiyo didn't know what picture appeared in his mind.The reaction of the body is very sensitive, the throat is dry, and there is a wonderful tingling sensation from the soles of the feet, as if being electrocuted, and the whole body is limp, as if in a dream.

But the feeling of the heart speeding up was so real.

Boom, boom, boom, boom...

The heart is still beating faster.

It's weird, it's like being sick.

that person……

"Do you think it's coaxing children? Stop comparing me with other children!"

With scorching eyes, Chiyo grabbed Dazai's clothes and gritted her teeth angrily.

"No, how could my little Chiyo be comparable to ordinary children?" He squatted down in front of her, looked at her with serious and firm eyes, "After all, my little Chiyo is a unique existence in this world, Whether it’s 10 or 20, it’s the same for me.”

"And no matter which one it is, I like it very much."

Chiyo was a little confused, only the opening and closing of the man's mouth remained in his eyes, let alone listening to what he said.

"...Why, do you like me? I'm not cute, I don't know how to act like a baby, I even killed someone, and I beat you. Why do you like me like this? Why? I don't understand, I don't understand..." These It was beyond her cognition, Chiyo took a few steps back.

This kind of her has never felt a trace of so-called "love" even from her parents since she was born.

"It seems a bit difficult to explain the reason to you now." Dazai laughed out loud, grabbed her, and fondled her hair, "But now you only need to remember one thing. alright."

"My love for you is true!"

At this point, Dazai couldn't help feeling, if Chiyo here was so easy to coax, there wouldn't be so many troubles.

What a pity.

……

For these two people who disappeared suddenly, Chuya must have to scold them bloody to get rid of his anger.

But fortunately, Hong Kong and Heiwei called later and said that there was an emergency, so this big and small worry-free guy was let go.

On the way back, Dazai kept holding Chiyo's hand, while Chiyo stared at him all the way without saying a word, the atmosphere was very strange.

Unlike other children, Chiyo is more transparent and pure. It can be said that she can't even cover up the most basic, but poor Dazai has no choice but to walk all the way with her gloomy gaze.

Sure enough, this person has never known what it means to be shy since he was a child.

It made him feel guilty for kidnapping Lori.

In the next few days, it returned to the comfortable life at the beginning, and Chiyo would usually play with the cat in the house and walk Dazai along the way.

As for Dazai, there are even fewer things to do. Usually, he has nothing else to do except to die.

As a result, the two people's "nuclear peace" life continued.

Until one day, Dazai received a secret letter from Skylark.

"Bingsheng Shrine."

There were only a few words and one line of time written on the email.

It seems that the meaning is unclear, but Dazai knows it very well.

Uno Chiyo of this era is coming back.

These days, Dazai noticed that Chiyo was always doing two things repeatedly - origami and writing.

And a serious and focused person cannot be disturbed when doing things. If Dazai tries to interfere, the end can be imagined.

But she didn't fold it that day, but read the books and periodicals instead.

By the way, the books and periodicals were bought by Dazai. At first, they were children’s puzzles that are easy to develop the brain, but after seeing the big characters of children’s books shining brightly on them, Chiyo "destroyed the corpse" and added them on the spot. "Whip the corpse", so after stepping on the thunder a few times, Dazai knew what she liked to read - strange stories and fanciful love novels and pink books and periodicals.

She acted like an omnivore in this regard, and Dazai couldn't complain.

Originally, the existence of this person was beyond the comprehension of ordinary people.

That's why he is obsessed with it, after all, there are very few people who can make him feel interesting and worthy of further investigation.

Chiyo is one of the best.

"Hey, does Xiao Chiyo have anything else to do? Or is there any place she wants to go?" Guessing that the time for the skylark's notification is about to arrive, he wants her to be happy before going back.

It can be said that this kind of future travel experience can be encountered but not sought after. It is good to create more memories.

Hearing this, Chiyo put down the book, tilted her head as if thinking, and then shook her head again.

"I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to do anything."

"Hey, it seems that Chiyo of my family doesn't yearn for life outside, that's fine, what about the Gu family~" Dazai lay down on the big soft sofa, and yawned lazily, "How about chatting?"

"You're going to sleep." Chiyo said lightly.

"I'm very energetic." Dazai yawned again.

"I won't talk to you, I'll sleep with you." After finishing speaking, Chiyo returned her attention to the book.

And from time to time, she touched the cat sleeping on her lap, and the cat wagged its tail comfortably and made a soft and tender cry.

"How about taking a nap together?" Dazai opened his arms, squinted one eye and looked at the calm Chiyo, and said in that almost coquettish tone, "Let's sleep on me like this, just this once. "

Chiyo was taken aback, her cheeks flushed slightly.

"No." She turned her head away, not looking at him.

Over the past few days, that person really has enough bad taste.

"Hey, why?" Dazai lay on the sofa and kicked his feet, very lively, "It's much more comfortable to sleep with me than to lie on the sofa."

"If you say no, you don't want it, you disgusting and sloppy | perverted lolicon uncle." Chiyo snorted and continued to read.

"Hey, it's really disappointing. If you miss this time, if you want to find me in the future, it will be many years later. Are you sure you don't think about it?" Dazai quietly looked at the little guy who was still pretending to be calm .

Hearing that the expression of the paralyzed little guy did change slightly.

The corner of Dazai's mouth raised, and he continued to fan the flames: "Think about it, can you really wait a few years?"

"Pa-ta--" the book in Chiyo's hand fell to the ground.

"Meow~" the cat jumped to the ground.

Chiyo stood up, a pair of ice blue eyes swept towards Dazai.

After so long, she has almost forgotten the fact that she does not belong to this time and space.

Suddenly, I hated myself a little bit.

Chiyo stood there motionless, not saying a word.

Dazai narrowed his eyes, he knew that she understood his hint.

That's right, everything is going back to square one.

And she is about to return to that cruel past and experience everything that Chiyo in this time and space has experienced.

I always feel like I have to start all over again.

You know the result, but why are you so sad?

Is it because you have to experience the process and you can't get the result all at once?

People are always greedy.

Everyone wants only the best if they can.

"Time, when?" Chiyo suddenly said this for no reason.

"Tomorrow afternoon." Dazai knew what she was asking.

"I see." Chiyo's voice was so soft that no one could hear her emotions, and soon she turned and went upstairs.

Dazai looked at the thin and small figure that was gradually going away, feeling a little bit reluctant in his heart.

But anyway, this little guy still has a long way to go, he has interfered too much.

"Meow~" The cat rubbed against Dazai's fingertips at this moment, Dazai was slightly taken aback, and smiled at the cat.

"Anyway, it should be all right for you."

……

Chiyo didn't go downstairs to eat that night, and this was expected by Dazai, but he still reserved her meal.

As for how to coax her to go downstairs, just thinking about it makes my head feel dizzy.

But no matter what, she still had to eat, so Dazai knocked on her door.

"Xiao Chiyo, it's time to eat. Today I made your favorite dumpling stewed dumplings! Although it is quick-frozen, it is stuffed with premium beef! It tastes absolutely delicious!" Dazai's voice was still full of vitality.

But compared to Dazai's enthusiasm, Chiyo's response was much colder.

No matter how much he knocked on the door, no one answered inside.

Although no one answered, Dazai was sure that Chiyo must be inside.

As for the reason for not opening the door, it is easy to guess.

She's having a fight.

No matter how mature you are, you are still a child.

So Dazai started talking to himself at the door.

As for Dazai who has turned on the chatterbox mode, once the evil chatterbox is opened, it is difficult to close it. This consumes most of the day. From life to love boasting, it can be said that he is not afraid of not having a topic at all.

"After you go back, you can actually do a lot of interesting things, such as burying a time capsule or something, so that you can put in it what you want to say to me at the moment or the wish you want to fulfill, just thinking about it It's very romantic just thinking about it!"

At this time, Chiyo who was lying on the bed in the room suddenly opened his eyes.

time capsule...

But so what?

Chiyo turned over and looked at the bandage doll placed on the bedside.

She couldn't even take such things with her.

Why come to this kind of place, and why do so many things that are destined to be meaningless?

At least she won't know this strange and annoying man.

If it weren't for these things, she would definitely not be so unhappy.

but……

If, if there is none of these, it seems even more sad.

Chiyo looked in the direction of the door.

Dazai's coaxing words were still coming from the other end.

But she couldn't hear what he was saying.

irritating.

I hate myself for being so weird.

The next day, Chiyo heard the sound of a car engine coming from the bottom. She jumped up from the bed after not sleeping all night, and saw a tall and thin man in black standing downstairs looking at her.

Although she didn't know who the other party was, she intuitively told her that the man would not harm her.

Chiyo collected her thoughts, guessing that the other party might come to pick her up to "go back".

Just as he was about to go downstairs, he saw that the food that Dazai put out last night was still on the door.

Surprisingly, the food was still steaming. It is not difficult to guess that he must be hot after cold, and then hot again after cold.

Chiyo silently looked at the location of his room. After a long time, she threw all the things she had prepared at his door, then ran downstairs, and finally got into Hibari's car and left.

The two didn't even have time to say goodbye.

But the reason for doing so was unspoken to each other.

Because they will meet again later.

So there is no need to say goodbye.

……

【End of text】

The author has something to say: This is the end of the main text. As for Chiyo who came back and got married, I have moved all of them to the side story!

In fact, it’s the same if you look at it down the line, but I think it’s interesting to break it like this [Hello]

That's right, I just expect you to score two points and then leave a message, because I went to the last chapter and didn't leave a message [hehehehehe]

You don’t read the text anymore, right?

See you next time [wave]

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