Long Aotian's First Rival in Love[Transmigration Book]

'Jingle Bell! ! ! ! '

The ear-piercing alarm rang, Su Ziyu frowned and opened his eyes, there was still a trace of confusion in his eyes.

"It's really back..."

With a sigh of loss, Su Ziyu looked lonely.

Although it has been a month since his return, he still can't adapt.

After experiencing insomnia in the first few nights, she was able to sleep recently, but Su Ziyu would dream every night, and it was still a nightmare!

Yes, dreaming of Xiao Yan, could it not be a nightmare?

After hastily washing up, Su Ziyu came to the company like a walking dead, and started another day of boring work.

Ever since he was discharged from the hospital and returned to work, Su Ziyu had become like this.

At first, the colleagues and boss of the company were worried, but Su Ziyu was like this every day, and they were no longer surprised.After all, the work that needs to be done is done on time, and even the boss can't fault it.

Yes, discharged from the hospital.

Su Ziyu spent seven or eight years with Xiao Yan in the world of comprehension, but in the real world, only two days have passed!

Two days, if not for the vivid memories, Su Ziyu even felt that he was just having a dream.

Hehe, it's only two days, what a huge mockery!

As for the big change in temperament?

After so many years of "struggling" in the realm of self-cultivation, who would remain the same?

After waking up, standing in front of him was a strange middle-aged man and woman.It was only later that Su Ziyu found out that this was a couple, the parents of the middle school student who knocked him into the sewer.

It wasn't until Su Ziyu regained consciousness that the couple breathed a sigh of relief.While repeatedly apologizing, he promised to compensate him a large amount of medical expenses and mental damage.

Having spent so many years in the cultivation world where the jungle preys on the weak, how does Su Ziyu, who seems to have passed away, care about these things?Except for making them pay for medical expenses, they didn't take any extra money.

Nowadays, there are too few people like Su Ziyu who don't take the opportunity to blackmail him. If he doesn't seem to be mentally normal, the middle-aged couple really thought he was stunned.

After sending away the grateful couple, Su Ziyu did not follow the doctor's order to stay in the hospital for observation, and went through the discharge procedures immediately.

In the next month, Su Ziyu finally understood what the life of a walking dead was.

Is it because real life is too dull and tasteless, without the stimulation of the cultivation world?

I don't know, maybe it's because there is no... Xiao Yan in the real world, right?

Ask yourself, Su Ziyu has always thought that he is a person who goes with the situation.Although at the last moment, he made up his mind to stay in the realm of comprehension, but returning to the real world is not unacceptable.

At least, at first, so he comforted himself.

It turns out he was wrong, very wrong.

In the real world, although Su Ziyu, who is an otaku, has never had a complete relationship, he also knows the pain of falling out of love... so bitter that it is worth crying for three to five days.

Is Xiao Yan worth his tears?

I don't know, but Su Ziyu didn't cry.

He couldn't cry.

Although in the end he decided to stay in the realm of comprehension, he still returned by mistake.If you come back, let's go back. For Su Ziyu, Xiao Yan is already a person in the book, and there will be no intersection in the future.

Even if there is... it only stays in a dream.

Yes, in a dream.

During the month of his return, Su Ziyu dreamed of Xiao Yan almost every night.

Xiao Yan's coldness, Xiao Yan's overbearing and Xiao Yan's gentleness.

It's fine to torture him in the dream, even in real work!

Well, Xiao Yan can't be blamed for this, but Su Ziyu can only be blamed... for being too affectionate.

Su Ziyu has never felt that he is too affectionate, because the initiative has never been in his hands.Except for approaching Xiao Yan with ulterior motives at the beginning, it seemed that Xiao Yan took the initiative in everything that followed, and he himself just...uh, didn't refuse or failed to refuse.

Therefore, Su Ziyu has always felt that although he has given this feeling sincerely, it is not a lot, at least he can let it go after losing it.

Before the return, even for a period of time after the return, he always thought so.

The first few days were really difficult, Su Ziyu comforted that this was a normal manifestation of lovelorn syndrome.But more than a month has passed, and the heartache and guilt have not been reduced at all, but there is still more missing!

But it's only been a month, and he actually misses Xiao Yan?

And I scratch my heart with my claws, I don't know how to eat, and I can't sleep at night!

There are even hallucinations in broad daylight sometimes!

I really complied with the old saying: Only when you lose something do you know how to cherish it.

However, since he was the one who abandoned the other party, is he still qualified to talk about cherishing it?

With a wry smile, Su Ziyu silently labeled himself a scumbag.

"Ziyu? What are you doing in a daze? Let's go!"

A familiar voice came to my ears, it was time for lunch break, and my colleague Yu Hao was asking him to have lunch together...

Right now it's scorching hot summer, even if the air conditioner is turned on to the lowest temperature, it still can't quench the anger in my heart.

"I said, Ziyu, what's the matter with you recently? You always look preoccupied." Seeing Su Ziyu eating, Yu Hao finally couldn't help asking.

Since returning from the accident, Su Ziyu seemed to be alone, and it is polite enough to describe him as devastated.Although Yu Hao and Su Ziyu are colleagues, they can be considered good friends.During the two days when he was in a coma in a 'car accident', Yu Hao was the only one who saw him in the whole company.

Seeing that Su Ziyu just smiled wryly and did not answer, Yu Hao guessed, "Is it because of...the family?"

Su Ziyu's parents died early, and he grew up with his uncle and aunt.But during the two days when he was in a coma, his uncle and aunt never came to see him.After waking up, it was just a phone call and a few words of comfort.

It's normal for Yu Hao to have this guess, but Su Ziyu, who has long recognized the reality, carelessly cares about the weak family affection.His uncle and aunt raised him, and whether he came to see him or not, Su Ziyu still remembered the kindness towards his uncle and aunt in his heart.

Seeing Yu Hao's constant questioning, Su Ziyu finally couldn't help asking: "Mice, if you fall in love with a... well, a very dangerous person. If you are with him, you may be in danger all the time, and even a little If you are not careful, you may die! Will you be with him?"

Such an inexplicable question made Yu Hao doubtful, "Have you burned out your brain? Where did you torture dangerous people? Or... er, you don't fancy the daughter of a gangster boss, do you? "

By the way... is there a black society in China?

Su Ziyu gave a wry smile, that guy is much better than the boss of the gang.

Seeing that Su Ziyu didn't deny it, Yu Hao thought he had guessed right, and his eyes nearly popped out of fright.

After looking around in a hurry and finding that no one was paying attention to them, Yu Hao lowered his voice and said anxiously: "Ziyu, don't be foolish! Love is precious, but life is more expensive!"

Su Ziyu hurriedly said that he was joking, otherwise, even if this friend was not scared away, he would have to have a relationship with him.

"I said Ziyu, you've been really abnormal recently!"

Yu Hao couldn't help complaining: "Although you are usually bored, it's not like this...uh, like now..."

After thinking for a long time, he couldn't think of a suitable adjective. Yu Hao turned around and said, "I haven't seen you reading novels recently. I have already finished reading "Supreme Cthulhu" that you recommended to me before! Damn, the ending is so f*cking bitter." Already!"

Hearing the word "Supreme Cthulhu", Su Ziyu's face changed slightly.

Yes, he has stopped reading novels.

He has even broken through the real world of comprehension, and even the first protagonist of "Supreme Cthulhu" has an affair with him. As a "winner in life", Su Ziyu has already "dead without regret".

Of course, only Su Ziyu knew the real reason why he didn't dare to look at it.

Seeing that Su Ziyu didn't talk to him, Yu Hao said to himself again: "Fortunately, the second part has come out, and it's coming to an end soon! Hehe, I heard that the second part is even more exciting than the first one!"

A trace of confusion appeared in Su Ziyu's eyes, with anticipation and resistance in his heart.

He wanted to continue listening, but he didn't dare to.

Yu Hao didn't give him a chance to get entangled, and had already stopped the topic.

Suppressing the faint sense of loss in his heart, Su Ziyu lowered his head and silently picked up his meal...

Another month passed in a daze, during which Su Ziyu changed again, becoming extremely irritable.

Ever since Yu Hao mentioned the second part of "Supreme Cthulhu" that day, the details of getting along with Xiao Yan kept replaying in Su Ziyu's mind, and the nightmare became more serious.

It was so serious that Su Ziyu could hardly tell which was reality and which was a dream!

Although the scenes in the dream are different every night, the ending is without exception——Xiao Yan died.

Xiao Yan died in Su Ziyu's dream every night, and every time he died was more miserable!

Su Ziyu was about to be driven crazy!

If you don't sleep well at night, you won't be in a good mood during the day.Especially the person in the dream is Xiao Yan who haunts Su Ziyu's soul.

So, he became irritable.

In the first few days, I just looked at my colleagues coldly, but in the next few days, I even got into a big fight if I disagreed!

Now almost everyone's eyes on Su Ziyu changed.If it is not necessary, no one dares to say a word to Su Ziyu, not even good friend Yu Hao.

It's not that the boss hasn't talked to Su Ziyu, but some things are beyond Su Ziyu's control.After the fifth conversation broke up, Su Ziyu, who realized that his problems were getting worse, finally applied for resignation.

The resignation application was not approved, but the boss still held him in high regard.

The boss thinks that Su Ziyu's recent changes may be due to the car accident that injured his brain nerves.He granted Su Ziyu a month's leave and suggested that he go to the hospital for a review.

Su Ziyu knew that his brain was not bad at all, but he still followed the advice and found a doctor - a psychiatrist.

Psychotherapy may be useful, but the premise is that Su Ziyu can open his heart.

But how dare he open his heart!

If he is really 'open', he will definitely be regarded as a lunatic and locked up in a mental hospital if the 'disease' is cured or not!

Psychotherapy ended without a problem like this...

After another half month, Su Ziyu, who was getting more and more irritable, finally couldn't bear it anymore!

He took out his phone, opened a certain APP, and then clicked on the second part of "Supreme Cthulhu"...

finished?

Yes, the second part of "Supreme Cthulhu" ended yesterday.

Su Ziyu, who was eager to know the answer, turned to the ending without even thinking about it!

The more he looked, the paler Su Ziyu's face became...

In the end, his whole body couldn't help but tremble!

"System!! System where are you??"

"I want to go back!! I want to go back! I want to go back!!"

no one answered...

Five days later, on the roof of a certain building.

Su Ziyu looked at the smoggy city with nostalgia, and a flash of determination flashed in his eyes.

"Hehe, it turns out that suicide feels... so easy."

No hesitation, no hesitation.

Su Ziyu jumped, and his figure quickly fell from the top of the forty-story building...