[Comprehensive Hong Kong] Dream back to TVB
Chapter 09 Consummation & Happiness
"Ahui, I've been looking for you for a long time!"
Ah Qing looked at Sam with smiles in his eyes, he was so happy, so happy.It's like finding a treasure that I lost and found again.
"What are you looking for from me?"
It was clearly a question, but Sam made it look like a negative sentence.His voice was still as pleasant as before, deep and magnetic, but at this moment, it seemed like a basin of cold water had been poured on Ah Qing's head.
Ah Qing couldn't help but laugh.
Yes, what else do you want him to do?Obviously, before Ah Hui disappeared, every time he approached him, he was always rejected.The only time Ah Hui took the initiative was to ask him to borrow money.
Many things have omens before they happen, but we never ignore them, or don't want to admit it.
"You are with kana now?"
Sam hesitated, then nodded.
"Ah."
Ah Qing was stunned, he didn't expect that Ah Hui would really nod his head.
"Haha," he laughed suddenly, not like he was laughing, his voice was sarcastic, but also light: "Do you think that after you get rid of me, you can still live a normal life? You can also date women, Get married, have children, haha..."
"Don't lie to yourself, you don't like women at all."
Sam never thought about it this way, he knew he was different, so he rarely had contact with girls.He even thought that it might be a good thing for everyone if he never married for the rest of his life.
"No matter what, I won't be with you anymore."
Sam seldom said such decisive words, he always remembered that the purpose of today was to settle things with Ah Qing.Instead of giving him hope by explaining the misunderstanding, it is better to simply make him despair.
He was so calm, he turned into Ah Qing in a panic.
"Ah Hui, it's not like this. I, we are obviously very good, we fight together, we wrestle together, we eat lunch together, you buy me comics, I teach you how to make a report, I, you , you even gave me a birthday present, and I asked you to go to my house, and you obviously refused... Is someone forcing you? Is it kana? Is it your parents? I don't mind hiding it from everyone, I, I really don't Don't mind, Ah Hui, don't leave me, Ah Hui!"
Sam pushed away Ah Qing's hand that was holding onto his arm, his face was cold.
"There is no way for us to go back to the past. My name is no longer Ah Hui. Now my name is Sam."
Ah Qing felt lost.
"Ahui, you have changed."
"Everyone changes. Or, I'm always like this, and you just never see it."
Sam said the last word of this trip.
"Ah Qing, I'm not a good person, I don't deserve your pain."
Sam's figure was tall and big, and Ah Qing always looked petite standing beside him, even though he was a boy, he looked very petite.
Now he went far away, still looking very tall.With Ah Qing behind him, she still felt very small.
From the first time they met, he felt that Ah Hui was like a cloud in the sky. You thought he was a marshmallow on the street, which was sweet in your mouth, but in fact he was never caught in your hand.
Ah Qing worked very hard to pursue her own happiness, but happiness flowed through his hands.
From the first time they met, Ah Qing had a good impression of this shy boy, and every day he got along with him, he liked him more and more, and wanted to see him.Until one day, Ah Qing asked the boy to eat at home, and Ah Hui did not refuse, and they stayed together like this.
They never said the word love to each other, but Ah Qing really loved him.
Ah Hui, I love you so much.
Ah Hui, I hate you so much.
Ah Hui, why don't you turn back.
Ah Hui...
Goodbye.
Never meet again.
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When Ah Qing returned to the set, the set was filming a group scene. In the middle, a character who played his father's death but couldn't play a sad role was the same as KS, and was scolded bloody by the director.
Su Jianyi watched happily from the sidelines, not gloating, but because the director was too skillful in swearing.That walk-on was also a little drunk, and he didn't feel too sad when he was scolded, and he had a hippie smile on his face.
It's true that there are people of all ages fooling around.
Ah Qing had a gloomy face, Su Jianyi was not at all afraid, and pointed at the big scene with a smile, and asked him, do you want to try it?I think you can play better than him.
He glanced to the side, the young man didn't look at him at all, but kept looking at Su Jianyi gently, he was completely different from the coldness just now.
Ah Qing said yes, I'll try it, and then he went to the director.
He has been on the set these days, and he is very familiar with the staff. He can play tricks and earn extra money. Su Jianyi and the boss don't stop him, and he keeps saying that if he has extra money, his salary can be enough. Can't be considered cheap.Ah Qing rolled her eyes, it's cheap, compared to the appearance fee, he was almost half sold and half given away.This woman looks pretty, but she is actually a Su Papi.
The director was worried that he was not a normal person. When Ah Qing came here, he almost dozed off and encountered a pillow, and Sao Bao met a fan, so he quickly grabbed Ah Qing and talked to him about the play.
The director said, you play a rebellious child, an employee of the protagonist's family, mainly to set off the protagonist ks.At this time your father is dead, but it is not easy to show it in front of the boss, so you have to force yourself to smile, and then ks bullies you, you quarrel with him, you cry when you are arguing, howl, after crying, Let it out, you better be able to laugh again.
Ah Qing finally understands why the actor's performance just now is not good. This is not something everyone can do well. He said let me try, if it doesn't work, you can find someone else.
The director is also in a hurry to go to the doctor, so try it.
Departments ready!
A group of people started to act, and Ah Qing was in the middle. When it was his turn, he didn't need to act, he could just squeeze out a smile that was uglier than crying.
ks came over, and said to him coldly what are you doing.
It's very strange for people to be in the state of acting. You clearly know that the acting is fake, but when this person stands in front of you and bosses you around, you will really get angry.
I fmd worked so hard, if you said we would break up, we would leave, and we left without saying a word.Do you know what I did for that 8000 yuan?You know how it feels to be touched by people you don't even know?You know I feel sick every day and want to die?
As he thought about it, tears flowed out unknowingly, the more he looked at KS's face, the more hateful he became, and his hands changed from flowery decorations to real fists, fists to the flesh.
ks was also stunned for a moment, but the director didn't call to stop, so he had to continue acting. These days, he was scolded by the director every day, and he had already accumulated a lot of anger in his heart. Now that he has done it, let's do it.
Anyway, if you are disabled, it counts as a work-related injury.
So the two of you hit me, I hit you, the director was very excited, come on, work harder!
Ah Qing played extremely hard.
After the performance, the tears flowed like a flood that broke the embankment.In the past year or so, he never cried, and he laughed every day, either by himself or for others to laugh.He actually didn't want to laugh at all, he wanted to cry, but he didn't dare to cry, he was afraid that if he cried, it would be tantamount to admitting a fact - his love was gone, his dignity was gone, he was just a useless person with nothing.
But today, at this moment, in this grotesque world, in this place where people are allowed to go crazy, lose face, and throw away all shackles.
He finally admitted it.
I, Ah Qing, will never have anything to do with you again.
You are not my Liang Shanbo, and I am not your Zhu Yingtai.
The story is over, it's time to wake up from the dream.
Whether you like to find a man, whether you like to find a woman, or whether you like to find a gay marriage, it has nothing to do with me.
There are two words in the world that can solve all problems:
none of your business.
It's none of my business.
Now, in the future, I can finally say these two sentences to you without burden.
No matter how you live, I will live happily. I will find someone who likes me and I like him. We will open a sporting goods store together, and we will work every day from sunrise to sunset.
After beating each other, Ah Qing was covered in sweat and in pain.
But the pain was exhilarating, he should have been in such severe pain long ago.
He wiped away the tears on his face arrogantly, and said to KS sincerely.
Oh no, thank you very much. (Sorry, thank you.)
Then he laughed.
He smiled sincerely, he hadn't smiled like this for two years.
"Clap clap clap..."
There was a burst of applause around, and everyone cheered for this wonderful performance.The director came over, patted the shoulders of two people covered in colorful clothes, and praised them.
"Good acting, positive! No need to make up shots, just go through it once!"
Ah Qing looked at Ks, and Ks also looked at Ah Qing, and the two who just wanted to beat each other up laughed at the same time.Smiling a little silly, but inexplicably cute.
Whether it is extremely peaceful or not, the existence of idioms is always very meaningful.
Ah Qing and KS were surrounded by the crowd, like the stars holding the moon, although Ah Qing's face was hurt, but his complexion was no longer gloomy, but sunny, just like the weather outside a studio, with a bright smile Incomparable.
Sam turned his head and met Su Jianyi's gaze.The latter looked at him winkingly, mischievously like a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl who just entered high school.
"Excellent performance, what do you think?"
He thought he understood what she meant.
"Yeah, it's really good."
Life is always full of economy and ups and downs, but behind the thorns and ups and downs, there is always a place full of sunshine and rain.
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【Four years later】
Four years have passed, and the TV series of that year has achieved great success, and many people regard this TV series as a classic. Ks also traveled all over the major award ceremonies because of the performance of the male lead.A new album was released in the same year, and the sales reached the level of a platinum record. Since then, his star career has been magnanimous, and he can often be seen on TV, newspapers and on paper.
Ah Qing didn't know if it was because he became addicted to acting, and began to roam around various studios, but he never played the leading role, even if he had the opportunity, he would not act.Always playing tricks, from big tricks to small tricks, the money earned is not too much, but not too little, and all the money I save is deposited in the bank.It seems that he is still working hard for his dream.
Deng Weitong is still working in his artist company Xiaokai. He got married last year. Su Jianyi took Sam to the wedding. The bride looks a bit like Kana, but they are completely different upon closer inspection.She is gentle and gentle, which is totally different from kana or herself, who is a maverick.If I had to say it, it was a bit like her previous life before she got married.
Su Jianyi took advantage of the popularity of TV dramas to make the company bigger.I bought a lot of small companies, made them little by little, and then sold them in batches.I made a lot of money, but the only thing left in the end is the small shop "Fun Accord".Many people felt a little puzzled, but she didn't talk about it in secret, and she didn't know what idea she was thinking about.
Compared with these people around, it seems that only Sam has not changed, he is still a policeman, he is still standing on the street copying signs, and he will still help the old lady crossing the road.
Of course, he is still so handsome, with a bit more mature temperament.
Every time Su Jian sees him, she really wants to go up and rub that face. Why is he so good-looking? Godfather and godmother are really good at giving birth.
Speaking of her godparents, in the past few years, Su Jianyi has led the old couple to travel with her younger brother almost every year. Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Germany... are all very exotic places, but in When shopping and seeing two men or two women walking together to make love, Sam would always look at his sister-in-law helplessly and with a smile.
"How can two people of the same gender be together?"
Mother Li was still surprised when she saw it for the first time.
"Of course, it's not illegal here. And in fact, there were many in ancient China, but they disappeared because of many reasons."
"is it?"
"Yes. Mom, stop looking at people all the time, they will think you are impolite."
"oh oh."
That's what I said, but I still watched and watched.
Although Li's father didn't speak, he felt quite strange.
Later, with the "Su Jian-Lgbt Small Classroom" played all year round.Not to mention seeing them abroad, even if they saw them in China, no one in the Li family would feel any fuss.
Then one night, Mother Li mysteriously waited for the two men to leave, and then pulled Su Jian to have a heart-to-heart talk.
"Daughter, tell me honestly, what about that Ivan you always talk about...is it actually from a big banner?"
"What big flag?"
"That's right, that's right, actually, I don't mind godmother, my godson-in-law is a bit special."
"……do not really understand."
Su Jian looked puzzled.
Mother Li closed her eyes, made up her mind, and said.
"That is, if one day you bring a girl back, the godmother will be happy for you. Do you understand?"
As soon as Su Jian couldn't hold back, she burst out laughing.Then she rolled her eyes again, pretending to be very confused, and asked a question.
"Godmother, if, if I say yes, will you dislike me?"
Mother Li shook her head decisively.
"Godmother has been thinking about it for a long time. You always talk about these things with us, and you refuse to bring the boy back. Ivan from the UK has no news. I will discuss it with your godfather. Does this kid want to tell us? , and didn’t dare to speak directly to us, so how about saying it in this way?”
"In the beginning, we actually didn't quite accept it, but after a long time and seeing a lot, we felt...it's not bad. This thing is not easy to change. If you really don't like men My child, you are not happy when we force you. Why not just tell you and give you confidence."
"No matter what, you are a member of our family. The godmother will always be your godmother, and you will always be the daughter of the godmother."
Su Jian was moved immediately, and stretched out her arms to hug Mama Li, Mama Li was soft all over, warm and comfortable to hold - just like a mother's embrace.
"Godmother, you are so kind."
She actually knows how difficult it is for a traditional family to achieve this step.Some people may not be able to cross this threshold in their entire lives. Many parents and sons even regard each other as enemies. Parents feel that they have done something wrong to give birth to such a freak, and their children feel that they are already so painful in this conservative society. , Why can't parents understand a little bit.
This is a deadlock, a deadlock that is constantly being discussed.
"but……"
Su Jian was moved and asked with a smile with tears in her eyes.
"Besides loving me, can you love other children a little more?"
Mother Li, who has always been open-minded, was taken aback for a moment.
This question is a bit strange, but the literal meaning is very simple.But this literally simple question can be thought-provoking and thought-provoking.
The Chinese language is really broad and profound.
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During the conversation, the Li family didn't seem to have any abnormalities. It was still very warm and harmonious. Everyone should eat, chat and laugh.
Su Jianyi seldom goes to work in the company now, because there is only one small shop left, and the employees in the shop are enough to cope.
It may be because of her interest. She has been traveling with her godfather and godmother for a long time, but she has developed a great interest in the way of traveling independently.
Whether in childhood or adulthood, many people have a desire to travel around the world.
I remember listening to a song when I was very young many years ago, it was very earthy, but very straightforward.
I want to go to Guilin, I want to go to Guilin;
But when I have time, I don't have money.
I want to go to Guilin, I want to go to Guilin;
But when I have money, I have no time.
……
Now, she has the time, the money, and the conditions are completely permitted, why can't she go out and see more?
But at this time, safety still needs to be guaranteed. In order to be safe, she bought a lot of books and inquired about many places.Grab a map and start planning step by step.
"I've seen the Yellow River and Yangtze River before, where are we going this time?"
"This time, this time I'm going to Beijing, I want to see the Great Wall."
"Why don't you walk according to the distance, so casual."
Su Jian gave him a sideways glance, if it wasn't for worrying about you brat, why should I procrastinate to go out and come back?
After receiving her look, Sam knew that she must have something to say (usually not good), so he had to surrender with both hands.
"Okay, I won't tell, and neither will you."
"Forgive you."
Su Jianyi casually turned around and glanced, just in time to see someone looking in the mirror outside the window.This man, dressed in black, also has the same "Hao Nan" hair, but is a bit shorter than Ah Qing.Very young, also very handsome, with picturesque features, but if compared with sam - attack and suffer immediately.Of course, the most important thing is that this person is still very familiar, "you know" familiarity.
Sam followed her gaze and immediately smiled too. There is only a small prism on the window frame of the gallery, and this person can actually look in the mirror like this.
Greedy, narcissistic, narcissus, nothing more.
But very cute.
The beautiful boy who looked like Feng Delun's twin was a little embarrassed, waved his hand, and left.
When Su Jian turned her head, Sam was still smiling.
Sam doesn't often smile like this, he usually has a bit of facial paralysis, and when he's happy, his eyebrows and eyes are curved, and at most he purses his lips and gives a very subtle smile.Such a smile with white teeth is rare.
They came to buy a birthday gift for a mutual friend today, that friend likes to paint, that's why they came to the gallery.
But now she looked at Sam's smile, it seemed to be a little brighter than the lights in the gallery, and it was still the kind of light full of warm colors.
Huh, something seems wrong.
"What do you see me doing?"
sam asked her.
"Oh," Su Jian said honestly, "I think you look really good when you smile today."
Sam frowned slightly, he knew that he should be pretty good looking, but in fact he didn't like people always judging him by his appearance like this.
But Su Jianyi was an exception.
She said she was good-looking all the time, and even Li's father, who was usually unsmiling, could be described as "a handsome old man full of wisdom and villainous boss temperament".
Li's father, who had been a policeman all his life and only drove a taxi in his later years, couldn't help but laugh.
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Later they ran into that handsome and handsome boy once or twice, but he always seemed embarrassed and avoided them when he saw them.
Later, when Su Jianyi was staying in Beijing for fun, she received a letter from Li's mother, saying that Sam had brought a boy home for dinner.The boy is very nice, looks very well-behaved, and his name is jet.She liked this boy quite a bit, but she was a little worried about Papa Li's feelings. After dinner that day, he didn't say much.
When Su Jian went back, Sam told her that he was with Jet.
She was so frightened that this silent younger brother actually got enlightened?
When we met again, Sam was sitting opposite her, and Jet was sitting next to Sam.The two of them didn't talk much, but when ordering, Sam ordered a fish, which they usually eat steamed, but he ordered braised it.When she started to move her chopsticks, she noticed that Sam barely took a few bites, most of which were eaten by Jet.
A child cannot be controlled by his mother, and a brother cannot be controlled by his sister.
She looked at the two beautiful boys who were exceptionally well-matched, and silently ate her bowl of dog food.
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[Follow-up]
A long, long time later, until one day Father Li asked Sam whether he should let Ah Jet move in and live at home.
Sam received a letter, not so much a letter as a notice.
The general meaning is that due to an accident, Ms. Su Jianyi passed away in Africa on x, x, x, x, and her family is hereby notified.Accompanied by a stack of donation certificates, it proves that Ms. Su has donated money to various charitable organizations, including many lgbt organizations.
In the afternoon of the same day, a lawyer came to the family and explained that Ms. Su had written a will earlier, and after her death, she transferred "Fun Accord" to Mr. Li Hui.
Li's father and Li's mother almost cried into tears, and Sam also held back his tears and finished all the follow-up matters.
When packing up Kana's belongings, he also packed together the photo postcards that she sent back from all over the world that she visited over the years.Looking at the bright smile on the photo, it's hard to imagine that this person just disappeared.
When Kana left, she didn't leave a single word, but Sam remembered the absurd story she once told him like a series.
She was smoking a cigarette and it was difficult to see her expression through the smoke.
She said, in fact, I am not from this world, I am a fairy.
Then I went around the world, world by world.
In the first world, I met my lover and had a perfect family.
In the second world, I met you, my younger brother, and had a chic life.
The third world, I don't know what I will encounter.
But if one day I die, don't feel sad for me.
Because that's because I was too tired and crooked, and went to find my own happiness.
If you are really sad, then live on for me.
Live happily, live happily, and live happily ever after.
Now, the most important thing in life is to be happy, right?
Sam is very grateful, grateful to this "fairy sister" who once came to his life.
Episode 1 Exam Exam
"Min-jun, I'm sorry."
A certain woman just opened her eyes when she saw a boy in school uniform with a white shirt and plaid pants in front of her, and said this to her.I sneaked a few glances around, the white bed, the white curtains next to it, and a lot of white medicine bottles in the corner, this is the school doctor's office.
Maybe it was because she just woke up from a coma, but her mind was still a little dizzy.
She was blindfolded, rubbing her temple with one hand, and said, "Why do you say that?"
The youth in Qingjun's school uniform hesitated for a moment, and said, "I really can't stay by your side, sorry. If you want to blame me, or scold me, I'm really sorry."
She reacted a little bit, oh, she was dumped.
"Again" was dumped.
"It's okay, I forgive you."
Adults are not small people, but my sister still has this bit of stomach.Besides, this child looks like a high school student, even if she doesn't forgive her, it's impossible to attack a child. A strange aunt with a dizzy mind still has some morals to ask herself.
She recalled her previous memories, this time she was called Luo Wenjun, a very literary name.It sounds fresh and full of breath, and the things you do are also fresh.The original owner was only this year, and it was their first love with this boy in school uniform. The two of them just flirted with each other when they were fine. The biggest scale was the same as that of a certain literature website, and it ended above the neck.
What a nostalgic youth.
The boy in school uniform looked at Luo Wenjun with straight eyes and a weird smile on his face, his expression was a little... rippling?He rubbed his eyes in disbelief, he must be dazzled.
"Min-jun?"
Luo Wenjun regained consciousness, pretended to be sad, lowered her head as if she needed to wake up, rubbed her face, felt the collagen all over her face, she was much better.
When he died in his previous life, he died of an infectious disease.It was very uncomfortable, and I felt shivering all over when I thought about it.But in her previous life, she lived a wonderful life. Basically, she has been to all the famous scenery in the world, such as famous mountains and rivers, scenic spots and historical sites, and natural landscapes.
I don't know how her cheap brother's family is doing. They should be doing well, right?
"I'm fine, just a little dizzy."
Just like the original owner, Luo Wenjun raised his head and showed a calm smile.
She actually admires this girl, she is very independent and self-reliant.It's just that I have a very strong self-esteem, because my parents divorced very early, and the original owner was able to read and write in a very bad environment at a very young age.Others scored an a as a high score, but when she scored an a-, she would secretly cry and go home to study for two more hours.
Will be with this boy in school uniform, one is because she does have a crush on him (the boy in school uniform is handsome), and the other is because he is a top student.
Yes, it is the kind of son of heaven, rich, good-looking and IQ "three youths".
Compared with him, Luo Wenjun has a better family background and better education, but she is very good-looking.If I have to describe it, it is the type that people will see at a glance, beautiful and pure.It fully fits the fantasy of most boys on campus, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is the lover of dreams.
These two people will be together, it is natural and a matter of course, it is a bit like a pure story like a campus novel.But now that they are about to graduate, the gap will become apparent.
The boy in the school uniform came to break up with his girlfriend. The weather was hot, and the girl Luo Wenjun was still a little weak. When she was sad and disappointed, she was excited and fainted.
The little ex-boyfriend seemed a little guilty and stayed by her side all the time, that's why the above conversation happened when he woke up.
Seeing Luo Wenjun wake up, the boy in school uniform also said that he would give her something as a parting gift, which looked like a valuable item.She was rejected by Luo Wenjun, although she is indeed more money-minded, but the original owner is a girl who never takes advantage of anyone and has a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder. It is probably impossible to accept a gift, even a breakup gift.Moreover, if the points are all divided, it would be boring to have money involved.
So she waved her school uniform boldly and chicly, and said goodbye to her ex.
Then when she returned to the classroom, where she was doing self-study, Ji Duoer, who was sitting next to her at the same table, told her with a very sad heart that the teacher announced a group of people who would not take the exams or upgrade exams—Zhuang Xing (school uniform) juveniles) are among them.
"Is he going abroad? Why didn't you know?"
Luo Wenjun said "I see" on his face: "I just found out."
Ji Duoer: "Then, you two..."
Luo Wenjun: "We broke up."
Ji Duoer looked at her with concern: "Are you okay? However, this kind of thing is not easy to talk about. The competition is so fierce now, if I didn't say I want to go to Hong Kong University, my family would also say that I want to go abroad. HK's The price is really too expensive.”
Prices in hk are as expensive as ever no matter what era it is, and there are only a few local universities, and only a small number of them can pass the exam.After graduating from Form [-], many students find jobs at home, or go to countries with relatively low prices to continue their studies.
Talking about this topic, Luo Wenjun became depressed.There are still ten days left before the fifth grade graduation exam. In ten days, I have to rely on my memory of thinking about it and thinking about it, and I will complete the exam that is equivalent to the difficulty of the college entrance examination...
I really want to die. tat
She couldn't help but grab the table with her head, how could this happen, all the homework has already been returned to the teacher, okay?
Ji Duo'er couldn't help comforting her: "It's not that Zhuang Xing doesn't like you, it's really hard to maintain a long-distance relationship. It's not your fault, it's his fault if you make a mistake, why don't you go to study abroad for no reason!"
A gay friend is a gay friend, and it's normal to tell lies with your eyes open for the sake of a gay friend.
Luo Wenjun maintained the expression of a dead father: "...I'm talking about the exam."
Hearing this, Ji Duo'er couldn't help but roll her eyes: "Hey... you are so good at homework that you have to worry about the exam, I want to cry even more, do you know (know)?"
She was right, but she didn't know the inside story.Luo Wenjun is not only worried about the test results, but also other things, because now everyone is in the fifth form. If it continues to rise, it will be the sixth and seventh, which is the pre-university class.Luo Wenjun's family couldn't afford the money at all, so she buried herself in her studies, hoping to have a chance to get a scholarship.If she can't get it, she can also see if she can study by herself, try to get a good grade in the exam, go out to work, and earn money to go to an adult university.
This time travelling, it was replaced by her who only knows how to operate and has no theory at all.
"Great!" He grabbed the table with his head again.
"Don't be so discouraged. It's just a broken relationship. It's a trivial matter. I believe you can do better in the exam. You will be able to do it. Come on!"
Luo Wenjun really wanted to agree and give a thumbs up, but thinking about a lot of things in the original owner's family, she lost a little confidence in her reaching the pinnacle of life: "You won't understand."
"Actually, if you're really sad, why don't you talk to Zhuang Xing?"
Ji Duo'er still felt that this was what she cared about, the exam was about to take place, and losing a relationship would affect her mood, and she was afraid that Luo Wenjun's condition would be bad, and it would be even worse if she got sad and injured again.
"Well, I'm actually very sad." Luo Wenjun, who didn't want to explain any more, sniffed at her white and tender gay friend: "But I think it's better not to let him worry about me. Why don't we just do it like this Separated, from now on each side of the sky, each has its own belonging, ying ying ying..."
"Uh... Wen Jun?" Ji Duo'er called her.
"What's wrong?" Luo Wenjun asked.
"Do you think that you," she paused, "are a little exaggerated?"
"Really? How come? Look at my sad eyes."
"..."
Ji Duoer was silent for a while.
"Is this a dead fish eye?"
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When school was over, Luo Wenjun followed the bus route he remembered to go home.Her home is in Sham Shui Po, an area where most of the elderly, weak, women and children, and poor people live.Most of the buildings here are old buildings, and some don't even have elevators.Luo Wenjun's house is like this, there is no elevator, only stairs, the sanitation is not good, the sound insulation is not good, and the public security is not very good.
It's not yet [-], the law and order in HK itself is not particularly good, and the underworld is rampant.In some places, women with heavy makeup can often be seen standing on the street, and then countless wretched and shameless men walk over to ask the price.
Because she has a pretty face, she usually goes home after school when she has nothing to do, and when she goes out on weekends, she also drags her second and third friends, so she dare not go out alone.I also brought chili water in my schoolbag pocket, um, homemade.
When I got home and went upstairs, I could hear the crackling sound from afar. I took out the key from my schoolbag and opened the iron gate, and then opened the wooden door inside.Sure enough, in the living room, I saw four middle-aged men sitting around the table, playing mahjong sporadically.
The room was smoky, and it made people uncomfortable as soon as they entered the door. No one here could afford good cigarettes, and the strong smell went straight into their noses. Even an old smoker like her couldn't help coughing.
"Ah, Min-jun is back?"
"You have grown up so much, the last time I saw you were still a little yellow-haired girl."
"Min-jun is over from school."
"Uncle Xing, Uncle Zhong, Uncle Wen." She turned around and closed the door behind her, saying hello.
The only one who didn't speak was wearing a white cotton vest, gray shorts, plastic slippers that cost ten yuan a pair, and a cigarette in his mouth. His outline was somewhat similar to her but completely different. He was sitting there like a grandpa. Luo Wenjun's father - Luo Quanyou.
"Back?" Luo Quanyou finally spoke.
"Yes." Luo Wenjun responded.
"Go back and do your homework."
"Oh."
After finishing the daily conversation between the two father and daughter, Luo Wenjun walked around the mahjong table and entered his room.A very small room, if you have to describe it, it is probably a circle or two smaller than Zhao Xuemin's room in her previous life.There were a lot of awards posted on the wall, and the sound of "crash, clatter" could be clearly heard outside. This little girl Luo Wenjun won these awards in this environment.
Then she took out the books in her schoolbag, opened them, and placed them on the table one by one.
Suddenly there is a feeling of wanting to cry but no tears. My mother has lived for several lifetimes.
Ah Qing looked at Sam with smiles in his eyes, he was so happy, so happy.It's like finding a treasure that I lost and found again.
"What are you looking for from me?"
It was clearly a question, but Sam made it look like a negative sentence.His voice was still as pleasant as before, deep and magnetic, but at this moment, it seemed like a basin of cold water had been poured on Ah Qing's head.
Ah Qing couldn't help but laugh.
Yes, what else do you want him to do?Obviously, before Ah Hui disappeared, every time he approached him, he was always rejected.The only time Ah Hui took the initiative was to ask him to borrow money.
Many things have omens before they happen, but we never ignore them, or don't want to admit it.
"You are with kana now?"
Sam hesitated, then nodded.
"Ah."
Ah Qing was stunned, he didn't expect that Ah Hui would really nod his head.
"Haha," he laughed suddenly, not like he was laughing, his voice was sarcastic, but also light: "Do you think that after you get rid of me, you can still live a normal life? You can also date women, Get married, have children, haha..."
"Don't lie to yourself, you don't like women at all."
Sam never thought about it this way, he knew he was different, so he rarely had contact with girls.He even thought that it might be a good thing for everyone if he never married for the rest of his life.
"No matter what, I won't be with you anymore."
Sam seldom said such decisive words, he always remembered that the purpose of today was to settle things with Ah Qing.Instead of giving him hope by explaining the misunderstanding, it is better to simply make him despair.
He was so calm, he turned into Ah Qing in a panic.
"Ah Hui, it's not like this. I, we are obviously very good, we fight together, we wrestle together, we eat lunch together, you buy me comics, I teach you how to make a report, I, you , you even gave me a birthday present, and I asked you to go to my house, and you obviously refused... Is someone forcing you? Is it kana? Is it your parents? I don't mind hiding it from everyone, I, I really don't Don't mind, Ah Hui, don't leave me, Ah Hui!"
Sam pushed away Ah Qing's hand that was holding onto his arm, his face was cold.
"There is no way for us to go back to the past. My name is no longer Ah Hui. Now my name is Sam."
Ah Qing felt lost.
"Ahui, you have changed."
"Everyone changes. Or, I'm always like this, and you just never see it."
Sam said the last word of this trip.
"Ah Qing, I'm not a good person, I don't deserve your pain."
Sam's figure was tall and big, and Ah Qing always looked petite standing beside him, even though he was a boy, he looked very petite.
Now he went far away, still looking very tall.With Ah Qing behind him, she still felt very small.
From the first time they met, he felt that Ah Hui was like a cloud in the sky. You thought he was a marshmallow on the street, which was sweet in your mouth, but in fact he was never caught in your hand.
Ah Qing worked very hard to pursue her own happiness, but happiness flowed through his hands.
From the first time they met, Ah Qing had a good impression of this shy boy, and every day he got along with him, he liked him more and more, and wanted to see him.Until one day, Ah Qing asked the boy to eat at home, and Ah Hui did not refuse, and they stayed together like this.
They never said the word love to each other, but Ah Qing really loved him.
Ah Hui, I love you so much.
Ah Hui, I hate you so much.
Ah Hui, why don't you turn back.
Ah Hui...
Goodbye.
Never meet again.
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When Ah Qing returned to the set, the set was filming a group scene. In the middle, a character who played his father's death but couldn't play a sad role was the same as KS, and was scolded bloody by the director.
Su Jianyi watched happily from the sidelines, not gloating, but because the director was too skillful in swearing.That walk-on was also a little drunk, and he didn't feel too sad when he was scolded, and he had a hippie smile on his face.
It's true that there are people of all ages fooling around.
Ah Qing had a gloomy face, Su Jianyi was not at all afraid, and pointed at the big scene with a smile, and asked him, do you want to try it?I think you can play better than him.
He glanced to the side, the young man didn't look at him at all, but kept looking at Su Jianyi gently, he was completely different from the coldness just now.
Ah Qing said yes, I'll try it, and then he went to the director.
He has been on the set these days, and he is very familiar with the staff. He can play tricks and earn extra money. Su Jianyi and the boss don't stop him, and he keeps saying that if he has extra money, his salary can be enough. Can't be considered cheap.Ah Qing rolled her eyes, it's cheap, compared to the appearance fee, he was almost half sold and half given away.This woman looks pretty, but she is actually a Su Papi.
The director was worried that he was not a normal person. When Ah Qing came here, he almost dozed off and encountered a pillow, and Sao Bao met a fan, so he quickly grabbed Ah Qing and talked to him about the play.
The director said, you play a rebellious child, an employee of the protagonist's family, mainly to set off the protagonist ks.At this time your father is dead, but it is not easy to show it in front of the boss, so you have to force yourself to smile, and then ks bullies you, you quarrel with him, you cry when you are arguing, howl, after crying, Let it out, you better be able to laugh again.
Ah Qing finally understands why the actor's performance just now is not good. This is not something everyone can do well. He said let me try, if it doesn't work, you can find someone else.
The director is also in a hurry to go to the doctor, so try it.
Departments ready!
A group of people started to act, and Ah Qing was in the middle. When it was his turn, he didn't need to act, he could just squeeze out a smile that was uglier than crying.
ks came over, and said to him coldly what are you doing.
It's very strange for people to be in the state of acting. You clearly know that the acting is fake, but when this person stands in front of you and bosses you around, you will really get angry.
I fmd worked so hard, if you said we would break up, we would leave, and we left without saying a word.Do you know what I did for that 8000 yuan?You know how it feels to be touched by people you don't even know?You know I feel sick every day and want to die?
As he thought about it, tears flowed out unknowingly, the more he looked at KS's face, the more hateful he became, and his hands changed from flowery decorations to real fists, fists to the flesh.
ks was also stunned for a moment, but the director didn't call to stop, so he had to continue acting. These days, he was scolded by the director every day, and he had already accumulated a lot of anger in his heart. Now that he has done it, let's do it.
Anyway, if you are disabled, it counts as a work-related injury.
So the two of you hit me, I hit you, the director was very excited, come on, work harder!
Ah Qing played extremely hard.
After the performance, the tears flowed like a flood that broke the embankment.In the past year or so, he never cried, and he laughed every day, either by himself or for others to laugh.He actually didn't want to laugh at all, he wanted to cry, but he didn't dare to cry, he was afraid that if he cried, it would be tantamount to admitting a fact - his love was gone, his dignity was gone, he was just a useless person with nothing.
But today, at this moment, in this grotesque world, in this place where people are allowed to go crazy, lose face, and throw away all shackles.
He finally admitted it.
I, Ah Qing, will never have anything to do with you again.
You are not my Liang Shanbo, and I am not your Zhu Yingtai.
The story is over, it's time to wake up from the dream.
Whether you like to find a man, whether you like to find a woman, or whether you like to find a gay marriage, it has nothing to do with me.
There are two words in the world that can solve all problems:
none of your business.
It's none of my business.
Now, in the future, I can finally say these two sentences to you without burden.
No matter how you live, I will live happily. I will find someone who likes me and I like him. We will open a sporting goods store together, and we will work every day from sunrise to sunset.
After beating each other, Ah Qing was covered in sweat and in pain.
But the pain was exhilarating, he should have been in such severe pain long ago.
He wiped away the tears on his face arrogantly, and said to KS sincerely.
Oh no, thank you very much. (Sorry, thank you.)
Then he laughed.
He smiled sincerely, he hadn't smiled like this for two years.
"Clap clap clap..."
There was a burst of applause around, and everyone cheered for this wonderful performance.The director came over, patted the shoulders of two people covered in colorful clothes, and praised them.
"Good acting, positive! No need to make up shots, just go through it once!"
Ah Qing looked at Ks, and Ks also looked at Ah Qing, and the two who just wanted to beat each other up laughed at the same time.Smiling a little silly, but inexplicably cute.
Whether it is extremely peaceful or not, the existence of idioms is always very meaningful.
Ah Qing and KS were surrounded by the crowd, like the stars holding the moon, although Ah Qing's face was hurt, but his complexion was no longer gloomy, but sunny, just like the weather outside a studio, with a bright smile Incomparable.
Sam turned his head and met Su Jianyi's gaze.The latter looked at him winkingly, mischievously like a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl who just entered high school.
"Excellent performance, what do you think?"
He thought he understood what she meant.
"Yeah, it's really good."
Life is always full of economy and ups and downs, but behind the thorns and ups and downs, there is always a place full of sunshine and rain.
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【Four years later】
Four years have passed, and the TV series of that year has achieved great success, and many people regard this TV series as a classic. Ks also traveled all over the major award ceremonies because of the performance of the male lead.A new album was released in the same year, and the sales reached the level of a platinum record. Since then, his star career has been magnanimous, and he can often be seen on TV, newspapers and on paper.
Ah Qing didn't know if it was because he became addicted to acting, and began to roam around various studios, but he never played the leading role, even if he had the opportunity, he would not act.Always playing tricks, from big tricks to small tricks, the money earned is not too much, but not too little, and all the money I save is deposited in the bank.It seems that he is still working hard for his dream.
Deng Weitong is still working in his artist company Xiaokai. He got married last year. Su Jianyi took Sam to the wedding. The bride looks a bit like Kana, but they are completely different upon closer inspection.She is gentle and gentle, which is totally different from kana or herself, who is a maverick.If I had to say it, it was a bit like her previous life before she got married.
Su Jianyi took advantage of the popularity of TV dramas to make the company bigger.I bought a lot of small companies, made them little by little, and then sold them in batches.I made a lot of money, but the only thing left in the end is the small shop "Fun Accord".Many people felt a little puzzled, but she didn't talk about it in secret, and she didn't know what idea she was thinking about.
Compared with these people around, it seems that only Sam has not changed, he is still a policeman, he is still standing on the street copying signs, and he will still help the old lady crossing the road.
Of course, he is still so handsome, with a bit more mature temperament.
Every time Su Jian sees him, she really wants to go up and rub that face. Why is he so good-looking? Godfather and godmother are really good at giving birth.
Speaking of her godparents, in the past few years, Su Jianyi has led the old couple to travel with her younger brother almost every year. Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Germany... are all very exotic places, but in When shopping and seeing two men or two women walking together to make love, Sam would always look at his sister-in-law helplessly and with a smile.
"How can two people of the same gender be together?"
Mother Li was still surprised when she saw it for the first time.
"Of course, it's not illegal here. And in fact, there were many in ancient China, but they disappeared because of many reasons."
"is it?"
"Yes. Mom, stop looking at people all the time, they will think you are impolite."
"oh oh."
That's what I said, but I still watched and watched.
Although Li's father didn't speak, he felt quite strange.
Later, with the "Su Jian-Lgbt Small Classroom" played all year round.Not to mention seeing them abroad, even if they saw them in China, no one in the Li family would feel any fuss.
Then one night, Mother Li mysteriously waited for the two men to leave, and then pulled Su Jian to have a heart-to-heart talk.
"Daughter, tell me honestly, what about that Ivan you always talk about...is it actually from a big banner?"
"What big flag?"
"That's right, that's right, actually, I don't mind godmother, my godson-in-law is a bit special."
"……do not really understand."
Su Jian looked puzzled.
Mother Li closed her eyes, made up her mind, and said.
"That is, if one day you bring a girl back, the godmother will be happy for you. Do you understand?"
As soon as Su Jian couldn't hold back, she burst out laughing.Then she rolled her eyes again, pretending to be very confused, and asked a question.
"Godmother, if, if I say yes, will you dislike me?"
Mother Li shook her head decisively.
"Godmother has been thinking about it for a long time. You always talk about these things with us, and you refuse to bring the boy back. Ivan from the UK has no news. I will discuss it with your godfather. Does this kid want to tell us? , and didn’t dare to speak directly to us, so how about saying it in this way?”
"In the beginning, we actually didn't quite accept it, but after a long time and seeing a lot, we felt...it's not bad. This thing is not easy to change. If you really don't like men My child, you are not happy when we force you. Why not just tell you and give you confidence."
"No matter what, you are a member of our family. The godmother will always be your godmother, and you will always be the daughter of the godmother."
Su Jian was moved immediately, and stretched out her arms to hug Mama Li, Mama Li was soft all over, warm and comfortable to hold - just like a mother's embrace.
"Godmother, you are so kind."
She actually knows how difficult it is for a traditional family to achieve this step.Some people may not be able to cross this threshold in their entire lives. Many parents and sons even regard each other as enemies. Parents feel that they have done something wrong to give birth to such a freak, and their children feel that they are already so painful in this conservative society. , Why can't parents understand a little bit.
This is a deadlock, a deadlock that is constantly being discussed.
"but……"
Su Jian was moved and asked with a smile with tears in her eyes.
"Besides loving me, can you love other children a little more?"
Mother Li, who has always been open-minded, was taken aback for a moment.
This question is a bit strange, but the literal meaning is very simple.But this literally simple question can be thought-provoking and thought-provoking.
The Chinese language is really broad and profound.
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During the conversation, the Li family didn't seem to have any abnormalities. It was still very warm and harmonious. Everyone should eat, chat and laugh.
Su Jianyi seldom goes to work in the company now, because there is only one small shop left, and the employees in the shop are enough to cope.
It may be because of her interest. She has been traveling with her godfather and godmother for a long time, but she has developed a great interest in the way of traveling independently.
Whether in childhood or adulthood, many people have a desire to travel around the world.
I remember listening to a song when I was very young many years ago, it was very earthy, but very straightforward.
I want to go to Guilin, I want to go to Guilin;
But when I have time, I don't have money.
I want to go to Guilin, I want to go to Guilin;
But when I have money, I have no time.
……
Now, she has the time, the money, and the conditions are completely permitted, why can't she go out and see more?
But at this time, safety still needs to be guaranteed. In order to be safe, she bought a lot of books and inquired about many places.Grab a map and start planning step by step.
"I've seen the Yellow River and Yangtze River before, where are we going this time?"
"This time, this time I'm going to Beijing, I want to see the Great Wall."
"Why don't you walk according to the distance, so casual."
Su Jian gave him a sideways glance, if it wasn't for worrying about you brat, why should I procrastinate to go out and come back?
After receiving her look, Sam knew that she must have something to say (usually not good), so he had to surrender with both hands.
"Okay, I won't tell, and neither will you."
"Forgive you."
Su Jianyi casually turned around and glanced, just in time to see someone looking in the mirror outside the window.This man, dressed in black, also has the same "Hao Nan" hair, but is a bit shorter than Ah Qing.Very young, also very handsome, with picturesque features, but if compared with sam - attack and suffer immediately.Of course, the most important thing is that this person is still very familiar, "you know" familiarity.
Sam followed her gaze and immediately smiled too. There is only a small prism on the window frame of the gallery, and this person can actually look in the mirror like this.
Greedy, narcissistic, narcissus, nothing more.
But very cute.
The beautiful boy who looked like Feng Delun's twin was a little embarrassed, waved his hand, and left.
When Su Jian turned her head, Sam was still smiling.
Sam doesn't often smile like this, he usually has a bit of facial paralysis, and when he's happy, his eyebrows and eyes are curved, and at most he purses his lips and gives a very subtle smile.Such a smile with white teeth is rare.
They came to buy a birthday gift for a mutual friend today, that friend likes to paint, that's why they came to the gallery.
But now she looked at Sam's smile, it seemed to be a little brighter than the lights in the gallery, and it was still the kind of light full of warm colors.
Huh, something seems wrong.
"What do you see me doing?"
sam asked her.
"Oh," Su Jian said honestly, "I think you look really good when you smile today."
Sam frowned slightly, he knew that he should be pretty good looking, but in fact he didn't like people always judging him by his appearance like this.
But Su Jianyi was an exception.
She said she was good-looking all the time, and even Li's father, who was usually unsmiling, could be described as "a handsome old man full of wisdom and villainous boss temperament".
Li's father, who had been a policeman all his life and only drove a taxi in his later years, couldn't help but laugh.
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Later they ran into that handsome and handsome boy once or twice, but he always seemed embarrassed and avoided them when he saw them.
Later, when Su Jianyi was staying in Beijing for fun, she received a letter from Li's mother, saying that Sam had brought a boy home for dinner.The boy is very nice, looks very well-behaved, and his name is jet.She liked this boy quite a bit, but she was a little worried about Papa Li's feelings. After dinner that day, he didn't say much.
When Su Jian went back, Sam told her that he was with Jet.
She was so frightened that this silent younger brother actually got enlightened?
When we met again, Sam was sitting opposite her, and Jet was sitting next to Sam.The two of them didn't talk much, but when ordering, Sam ordered a fish, which they usually eat steamed, but he ordered braised it.When she started to move her chopsticks, she noticed that Sam barely took a few bites, most of which were eaten by Jet.
A child cannot be controlled by his mother, and a brother cannot be controlled by his sister.
She looked at the two beautiful boys who were exceptionally well-matched, and silently ate her bowl of dog food.
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[Follow-up]
A long, long time later, until one day Father Li asked Sam whether he should let Ah Jet move in and live at home.
Sam received a letter, not so much a letter as a notice.
The general meaning is that due to an accident, Ms. Su Jianyi passed away in Africa on x, x, x, x, and her family is hereby notified.Accompanied by a stack of donation certificates, it proves that Ms. Su has donated money to various charitable organizations, including many lgbt organizations.
In the afternoon of the same day, a lawyer came to the family and explained that Ms. Su had written a will earlier, and after her death, she transferred "Fun Accord" to Mr. Li Hui.
Li's father and Li's mother almost cried into tears, and Sam also held back his tears and finished all the follow-up matters.
When packing up Kana's belongings, he also packed together the photo postcards that she sent back from all over the world that she visited over the years.Looking at the bright smile on the photo, it's hard to imagine that this person just disappeared.
When Kana left, she didn't leave a single word, but Sam remembered the absurd story she once told him like a series.
She was smoking a cigarette and it was difficult to see her expression through the smoke.
She said, in fact, I am not from this world, I am a fairy.
Then I went around the world, world by world.
In the first world, I met my lover and had a perfect family.
In the second world, I met you, my younger brother, and had a chic life.
The third world, I don't know what I will encounter.
But if one day I die, don't feel sad for me.
Because that's because I was too tired and crooked, and went to find my own happiness.
If you are really sad, then live on for me.
Live happily, live happily, and live happily ever after.
Now, the most important thing in life is to be happy, right?
Sam is very grateful, grateful to this "fairy sister" who once came to his life.
Episode 1 Exam Exam
"Min-jun, I'm sorry."
A certain woman just opened her eyes when she saw a boy in school uniform with a white shirt and plaid pants in front of her, and said this to her.I sneaked a few glances around, the white bed, the white curtains next to it, and a lot of white medicine bottles in the corner, this is the school doctor's office.
Maybe it was because she just woke up from a coma, but her mind was still a little dizzy.
She was blindfolded, rubbing her temple with one hand, and said, "Why do you say that?"
The youth in Qingjun's school uniform hesitated for a moment, and said, "I really can't stay by your side, sorry. If you want to blame me, or scold me, I'm really sorry."
She reacted a little bit, oh, she was dumped.
"Again" was dumped.
"It's okay, I forgive you."
Adults are not small people, but my sister still has this bit of stomach.Besides, this child looks like a high school student, even if she doesn't forgive her, it's impossible to attack a child. A strange aunt with a dizzy mind still has some morals to ask herself.
She recalled her previous memories, this time she was called Luo Wenjun, a very literary name.It sounds fresh and full of breath, and the things you do are also fresh.The original owner was only this year, and it was their first love with this boy in school uniform. The two of them just flirted with each other when they were fine. The biggest scale was the same as that of a certain literature website, and it ended above the neck.
What a nostalgic youth.
The boy in school uniform looked at Luo Wenjun with straight eyes and a weird smile on his face, his expression was a little... rippling?He rubbed his eyes in disbelief, he must be dazzled.
"Min-jun?"
Luo Wenjun regained consciousness, pretended to be sad, lowered her head as if she needed to wake up, rubbed her face, felt the collagen all over her face, she was much better.
When he died in his previous life, he died of an infectious disease.It was very uncomfortable, and I felt shivering all over when I thought about it.But in her previous life, she lived a wonderful life. Basically, she has been to all the famous scenery in the world, such as famous mountains and rivers, scenic spots and historical sites, and natural landscapes.
I don't know how her cheap brother's family is doing. They should be doing well, right?
"I'm fine, just a little dizzy."
Just like the original owner, Luo Wenjun raised his head and showed a calm smile.
She actually admires this girl, she is very independent and self-reliant.It's just that I have a very strong self-esteem, because my parents divorced very early, and the original owner was able to read and write in a very bad environment at a very young age.Others scored an a as a high score, but when she scored an a-, she would secretly cry and go home to study for two more hours.
Will be with this boy in school uniform, one is because she does have a crush on him (the boy in school uniform is handsome), and the other is because he is a top student.
Yes, it is the kind of son of heaven, rich, good-looking and IQ "three youths".
Compared with him, Luo Wenjun has a better family background and better education, but she is very good-looking.If I have to describe it, it is the type that people will see at a glance, beautiful and pure.It fully fits the fantasy of most boys on campus, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is the lover of dreams.
These two people will be together, it is natural and a matter of course, it is a bit like a pure story like a campus novel.But now that they are about to graduate, the gap will become apparent.
The boy in the school uniform came to break up with his girlfriend. The weather was hot, and the girl Luo Wenjun was still a little weak. When she was sad and disappointed, she was excited and fainted.
The little ex-boyfriend seemed a little guilty and stayed by her side all the time, that's why the above conversation happened when he woke up.
Seeing Luo Wenjun wake up, the boy in school uniform also said that he would give her something as a parting gift, which looked like a valuable item.She was rejected by Luo Wenjun, although she is indeed more money-minded, but the original owner is a girl who never takes advantage of anyone and has a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder. It is probably impossible to accept a gift, even a breakup gift.Moreover, if the points are all divided, it would be boring to have money involved.
So she waved her school uniform boldly and chicly, and said goodbye to her ex.
Then when she returned to the classroom, where she was doing self-study, Ji Duoer, who was sitting next to her at the same table, told her with a very sad heart that the teacher announced a group of people who would not take the exams or upgrade exams—Zhuang Xing (school uniform) juveniles) are among them.
"Is he going abroad? Why didn't you know?"
Luo Wenjun said "I see" on his face: "I just found out."
Ji Duoer: "Then, you two..."
Luo Wenjun: "We broke up."
Ji Duoer looked at her with concern: "Are you okay? However, this kind of thing is not easy to talk about. The competition is so fierce now, if I didn't say I want to go to Hong Kong University, my family would also say that I want to go abroad. HK's The price is really too expensive.”
Prices in hk are as expensive as ever no matter what era it is, and there are only a few local universities, and only a small number of them can pass the exam.After graduating from Form [-], many students find jobs at home, or go to countries with relatively low prices to continue their studies.
Talking about this topic, Luo Wenjun became depressed.There are still ten days left before the fifth grade graduation exam. In ten days, I have to rely on my memory of thinking about it and thinking about it, and I will complete the exam that is equivalent to the difficulty of the college entrance examination...
I really want to die. tat
She couldn't help but grab the table with her head, how could this happen, all the homework has already been returned to the teacher, okay?
Ji Duo'er couldn't help comforting her: "It's not that Zhuang Xing doesn't like you, it's really hard to maintain a long-distance relationship. It's not your fault, it's his fault if you make a mistake, why don't you go to study abroad for no reason!"
A gay friend is a gay friend, and it's normal to tell lies with your eyes open for the sake of a gay friend.
Luo Wenjun maintained the expression of a dead father: "...I'm talking about the exam."
Hearing this, Ji Duo'er couldn't help but roll her eyes: "Hey... you are so good at homework that you have to worry about the exam, I want to cry even more, do you know (know)?"
She was right, but she didn't know the inside story.Luo Wenjun is not only worried about the test results, but also other things, because now everyone is in the fifth form. If it continues to rise, it will be the sixth and seventh, which is the pre-university class.Luo Wenjun's family couldn't afford the money at all, so she buried herself in her studies, hoping to have a chance to get a scholarship.If she can't get it, she can also see if she can study by herself, try to get a good grade in the exam, go out to work, and earn money to go to an adult university.
This time travelling, it was replaced by her who only knows how to operate and has no theory at all.
"Great!" He grabbed the table with his head again.
"Don't be so discouraged. It's just a broken relationship. It's a trivial matter. I believe you can do better in the exam. You will be able to do it. Come on!"
Luo Wenjun really wanted to agree and give a thumbs up, but thinking about a lot of things in the original owner's family, she lost a little confidence in her reaching the pinnacle of life: "You won't understand."
"Actually, if you're really sad, why don't you talk to Zhuang Xing?"
Ji Duo'er still felt that this was what she cared about, the exam was about to take place, and losing a relationship would affect her mood, and she was afraid that Luo Wenjun's condition would be bad, and it would be even worse if she got sad and injured again.
"Well, I'm actually very sad." Luo Wenjun, who didn't want to explain any more, sniffed at her white and tender gay friend: "But I think it's better not to let him worry about me. Why don't we just do it like this Separated, from now on each side of the sky, each has its own belonging, ying ying ying..."
"Uh... Wen Jun?" Ji Duo'er called her.
"What's wrong?" Luo Wenjun asked.
"Do you think that you," she paused, "are a little exaggerated?"
"Really? How come? Look at my sad eyes."
"..."
Ji Duoer was silent for a while.
"Is this a dead fish eye?"
-
When school was over, Luo Wenjun followed the bus route he remembered to go home.Her home is in Sham Shui Po, an area where most of the elderly, weak, women and children, and poor people live.Most of the buildings here are old buildings, and some don't even have elevators.Luo Wenjun's house is like this, there is no elevator, only stairs, the sanitation is not good, the sound insulation is not good, and the public security is not very good.
It's not yet [-], the law and order in HK itself is not particularly good, and the underworld is rampant.In some places, women with heavy makeup can often be seen standing on the street, and then countless wretched and shameless men walk over to ask the price.
Because she has a pretty face, she usually goes home after school when she has nothing to do, and when she goes out on weekends, she also drags her second and third friends, so she dare not go out alone.I also brought chili water in my schoolbag pocket, um, homemade.
When I got home and went upstairs, I could hear the crackling sound from afar. I took out the key from my schoolbag and opened the iron gate, and then opened the wooden door inside.Sure enough, in the living room, I saw four middle-aged men sitting around the table, playing mahjong sporadically.
The room was smoky, and it made people uncomfortable as soon as they entered the door. No one here could afford good cigarettes, and the strong smell went straight into their noses. Even an old smoker like her couldn't help coughing.
"Ah, Min-jun is back?"
"You have grown up so much, the last time I saw you were still a little yellow-haired girl."
"Min-jun is over from school."
"Uncle Xing, Uncle Zhong, Uncle Wen." She turned around and closed the door behind her, saying hello.
The only one who didn't speak was wearing a white cotton vest, gray shorts, plastic slippers that cost ten yuan a pair, and a cigarette in his mouth. His outline was somewhat similar to her but completely different. He was sitting there like a grandpa. Luo Wenjun's father - Luo Quanyou.
"Back?" Luo Quanyou finally spoke.
"Yes." Luo Wenjun responded.
"Go back and do your homework."
"Oh."
After finishing the daily conversation between the two father and daughter, Luo Wenjun walked around the mahjong table and entered his room.A very small room, if you have to describe it, it is probably a circle or two smaller than Zhao Xuemin's room in her previous life.There were a lot of awards posted on the wall, and the sound of "crash, clatter" could be clearly heard outside. This little girl Luo Wenjun won these awards in this environment.
Then she took out the books in her schoolbag, opened them, and placed them on the table one by one.
Suddenly there is a feeling of wanting to cry but no tears. My mother has lived for several lifetimes.
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