[Korean Entertainment] I don't want to be reborn to meet you

44 Inner Contradictions

After the three of them had breakfast, they went their separate ways, and Zhi En stayed at home obediently.Stealing half a day's leisure~ Last year's concert after concert gave Zhien no impulse at all.She thought that watching Zhilong's concert in the past would make her envious.

When Zhien stayed at home, Zhilong was running around crazily.A group of people went their separate ways after playing wildly all night, and Zhi En also started to get busy after a day's rest.I have to say that the love between artists is really easy to die young. If she and Zhilong hadn't been together for so many years, maybe the two would break up.Who can bear not being able to see anyone for a month?It's like living apart in a different place, and it's not easy to take vacations.

The two of them are very helpless, and it is really difficult to meet if the schedule is not together.Especially after Zhilong went to Japan again, the two could only make phone calls, and there was no time for videos.Zhien somehow felt a sense of crisis about Japan after the scandal with Zhilong a long time ago.Zhien doesn't know why, she trusts Zhilong very much, but it seems that there are things she hates there.

On the day when the dragon arrived, Zhi En acted like a baby and showed off 18 martial arts in turn to express her disgust at not being able to see each other for a long time.Zhilong also wants to be with Zhien every day, but it is obviously unrealistic.On the second day, Zhilong boarded the plane to Japan with his brothers on time.The few people got used to it very well, and they arrived in Japan in a short while, and the time from Korea to Japan was not very long.

When they got off the plane, they really felt like they were in their own country. Anyone who comes here every now and then is familiar with it and can't be more familiar with it.For Zhilong who has lived two lifetimes, Japan makes him feel more secure, at least he can go shopping on the streets of Japan.At home, don't even think about it.

A few people went back to the hotel after eating in the restaurant. Zhilong sat on the bed and rubbed his temples, feeling that his head was particularly heavy and his neck was also very uncomfortable.He turned his neck and lay down on the bed to rest for a while.But when he was resting on the bed, he couldn't help thinking about the arrangements for the past few days in his head, and there was nothing to do.

"I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore..." Zhilong muttered to himself and fell asleep, and was woken up before he slept for a long time, got up, washed his face and went out.His condition was not very good this afternoon, and he sat there during the rest and didn't talk much.

"Zhilong, are you feeling unwell? Why don't you just tell brother and go back first." Yong Pei came over and patted Zhilong's shoulder with concern.

"It's okay, don't worry about me, hurry up, it's about to start." Zhilong stood up and smiled at Yongpei, and walked towards the shooting site with Yongpei's shoulders on his shoulders.Not to mention that he can still persist, even if he is a little sick, it is not a problem.

With the popularity of these few albums, their popularity in Japan is comparable to that in China.Zhilong has released his solo album for two consecutive years, which has attracted a lot of attention, and Zhilong's fashion has also been imitated.The most interesting thing is that since Zhilong dyed his hair white in his new album, many white-haired youths appeared on the street for no reason.But... these are all about appearance...

After the five people finished filming, they participated in another interview. Zhilong and the people from the company here planned a solo concert, and before they knew it, it was night.Just as he was about to go back to the hotel, he received a call from Shengli, asking him to go to dinner.Zhilong thought for a while and thought it was time for dinner, so he drove over.

But when Zhilong walked to the door of the box and pushed open the door wearing a mask and hat, Zhilong realized: he was tricked by this kid again!Victory will always use various reasons to participate in various gatherings. It seems that this is another gathering among 'friends'.As for why I called him, it is a good name: I will take you to see the outside world... It is also because I am tolerant to him~

However, Zhilong still felt a little comforted, hehe~Brother Top also tricked him successfully~ What Zhilong didn’t know, Top came here on his own initiative when he heard that there was another party.

When everyone in the box saw Zhilong coming, they all greeted with smiles.There were Zhilong's good friends and some newcomers inside, Zhilong took off his mask to say hello, but his expression was a little bit bad.Originally, I wanted to have a good meal, but I ran into this kind of meaningless party.

Zhilong looked around and saw that there were still a few vacancies. The seats around Brother Top and Shengli had already been filled by everyone. Zhilong saw a familiar face, thought for a while, stayed away from her, and sat on the other side, left It's a girl who looks cute, and on the right is a friend.Zhilong greeted the two of them and sat down.While chatting with others, Zhilong took two bites on the table with his chopsticks. His favorite food was far away, and he didn't like eating on a big table...

Zhilong was really a little hungry, he was not very energetic, and he was still a little uncomfortable.Zhilong glanced at the table again, turned the table around, and saw the soup he liked very much, Zhilong stretched out his hand to fill a bowl, and then glanced at the side of Shengli. Green~ Zhilong didn't have the time to talk to him.As soon as he turned around, he heard the lovely beauty beside him talking to him.

"Here's a spoon~" The beauty held a spoon in both hands and handed it to him with a smile.Zhilong raised his eyebrows, and said kindly: "Thank you, no need, I always bring my own spoon." After Zhilong whispered, he took out a cloth bag from his bag and took out a long spoon...

Zhilong clearly saw that the face of the beautiful woman beside him was stiff... He didn't have those problems, but bought spoons for Zhien a few times. I bought it too, and usually put it in my bag, but this time I took it out by ear.

After that, the beauty didn't talk to him for a long time, and it took a long time to talk to Zhilong again. If it was normal, he might even mention that you are interested. Today he really doesn't want to talk and just wants to eat... But You also have to make false claims. It's not good for people to ignore you when they talk to you.

Zhilong was already a little annoyed by talking to the girls around him in such a random way.He took a breath by going to the toilet, pressed his head again, and was still thinking about going to buy some medicine after dinner.

Zhilong stood at the corner of the corridor for a long time, and the more he stayed, the more he didn't want to go back.Zhilong took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Shengli, and then went down the stairs with a smile.

Fortunately, I have my mobile phone and wallet with me, but the car keys... are on the table... Sigh~ Let's take a taxi and go back.Zhilong stretched out his hand to stop a car, and just got in, the door of the taxi opened "Peng", and a figure quickly got into the car and then closed the door.Zhilong sat in the car in a daze, what's going on?

"Do you mind if I give you a ride?" Shui Yuan said very familiarly.Zhilong felt that his head was hurting more and more, couldn't he be allowed to calm down today... Zhilong just lay down on the car.

"Master, let's drive." Zhilong said weakly.

"I didn't eat well at the dinner table, I think you... it seems that you didn't eat well either, should we have a good meal! Eat whatever you want!" Su Yuan's unrestrained and arbitrary appearance suddenly made Zhilong wonder. A feeling of going back in time...

Zhilong felt that his vision seemed to be blurred, and he narrowed his eyes slightly to see the person opposite him clearly.She is still the one with short hair and flamboyant.

Zhilong remained silent, Shuiyuan said directly to the driver, "Master, go to Xiangyuan's house."

"Okay~" Zhilong looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar woman in front of him, tilted his head and looked out the window without saying anything.Xiang Yuanjia, her favorite restaurant.It's really ironic~ Zhilong twitched his lips, he still remembered everything she liked even after so many years.

Walking in the familiar restaurant, sitting in the same seat, the opposite is still the same person, does this cruel woman want to start with him from here, there is only disgust for him, they have no future , both before and now...

"Zhilong... Let's break up." The short-haired woman in a famous brand with her own charm said looking at the man opposite.

"No, play again? Tell me, where you want to go, if you have time, definitely! I will definitely go with you!" Zhilong smiled and shook his head, eating the food in front of him.Hmm~ Kiko really knows his taste and habits best.

"I'm not joking, Quan Zhilong, let's break up. You know, I won't get married, and I don't love you anymore." She said the hurtful words so easily.The smile on the face of the man opposite had disappeared, but he still wiped his mouth calmly.

"I don't want to continue playing the game of breaking up and getting back together, Kiko, we have known each other for 16 years now. It only takes two years, you wait for me for two years..." Zhilong hasn't finished speaking yet...

"Quan Zhilong, you are still as nostalgic as before. Time...is meaningless. Breaking up is good for both of us. I don't have to be scolded anymore, and you can find better ones, don't waste it on me It's time. Let's break up, I'll go first." As always, crisp and neat, without nostalgia, the thing that attracted me the most in the past has now become the thing I hate the most! ………

"Gd, what are you eating? Gd? Gd?" Seeing that Zhilong was in a daze, Shui Yuan yelled twice.Zhilong came back to his senses because of the shout from the source of water, and looked at the woman opposite...

"Kiko, your ambition tells me that you don't love me. We will not go to the end. In this life, let's not entangle each other. Let it go." Zhilong said very frankly, this is what he said in his heart .After hearing Zhilong's words, Shuiyuan was stunned for a moment.After that, he put down the menu and brushed his hair.

"Although I don't quite understand what you said, you may have misunderstood." Now she is also making room for herself.Zhilong Xiaoxiao got up and walked out. Today, I am really tired...

Zhilong went straight back to the hotel and lay down on the bed, feeling very uncomfortable, dizzy and having a headache, his head was in a mess.The pictures of the previous life and this life kept showing familiar and unfamiliar faces in my mind.

"Dinglingling~~~~" The phone rang at this moment, Zhilong didn't answer, he was very uncomfortable now.But the phone kept ringing, Zhilong stretched out his hand and answered the phone slowly.

"Zhilong!! What's wrong with you, you haven't answered the phone for so long, I thought something happened to you, what are you doing~" Zhien's chattering voice rang in his ears.

"Missing you~~~" Zhilong curled up on the bed and said love words that could melt a woman's heart, that voice, that tone~casual and lazy tone.

"Hahahaha~~" Zhi En immediately laughed over there. "Okay, I won't ask you anymore, and I won't tell you if I ask you. Why do you have so many secrets every day~ You are mysterious all day long. Take care of yourself, you know?"

"Well~~~ I know, Zhienna, I'm a little tired, I'll hang up first, and I'll lie down for a while." Zhilong said weakly.

"That's all right, you have a good rest. I'm hanging up." Zhi En said and hung up the phone. Zhilong looked at the blacked-out phone screen, and pressed it again. The screen returned to light, and it was a photo of Zhi En.Zhilong touched Zhien who was smiling sweetly on the phone.Curled up and fell asleep in a daze, he didn't take medicine until he fell asleep.

The next day, Zhilong took the medicine under the strict supervision of the manager's elder brother, and Zhilong's increasingly ugly face finally attracted everyone's attention, so he took an IV and took the medicine.In the rest room, everyone else is resting, and he is here for drips.Zhilong took a picture of his dripping hand and posted it on ins, with a crying emoji attached.

Not long after it was posted, it received countless fans' concern. Zhilong smiled and looked at the reply and was very happy. Sure enough, any troublesome things will not matter as soon as the fans' reply is full of love.Zhilong was also in a good mood and "lucky" a few fans, and replied two times.Explain that you have nothing to do.

Just when Zhilong had an in-depth exchange with his fans, Zhilong found that the person he most wanted to wait for hadn't heard from him.Zhien didn't see it?In the past few days, Zhilong, who has been dealt with by Zhilong, feels that he has become hypocritical, as if continuing Zhien's love to prove something.He didn't understand this kind of conflict in his heart.My head is as messy as a paste.

Zhien, Zhien naturally saw it immediately, but Zhien didn't send a text message.She didn't like it very much, and she seemed to be the last to hear about his illness.Zhilong was not like this in the past, if it was before, Zhilong must have called her immediately and pretended to be pitiful and coquettish.What's wrong this time?Zhilong is so strange~

Here, Zhilong is still sitting there on an IV drip while waiting for Zhien's news. He just wants to get Zhien's concern, but after such a long time, there is no news about Zhien's, and Zhilong suddenly becomes a little uncomfortable. I am confident.Over there, Seungri, who was sitting there pretending to be looking at his phone, was actually looking at Zhilong.

Brother Zhilong... It's been a bit strange these two days, is it a demonic disease?Or is the brain damaged due to illness?In the past two days, Brother Zhilong has become quiet and indifferent.Moreover, not long after Long Ge told him to leave that day, the female model named Mizuhara Kiko also left.Front and rear feet, victory is naturally associated together.

Shengli originally wanted to try and ask Brother Zhilong, he and Zhien are very close~ but seeing the low pressure around Brother Zhilong, he didn't dare to ask.But I haven't heard of any friendship between Brother Zhilong and that woman before. They just cooperated once, and there is no intersection. This incident is full of weirdness.

They all trust Brother Zhilong's feelings for Zhien. After all these years, they have made it public.Public love is a big deal for their artists, which shows Brother Zhilong's decision.But what's the matter?

Ah~~~ my brain cells~ Shengli feels that as a bystander, he is very disturbed. Brother Zhilong has been in a bad mood these two days... Shengli looked around at the brothers around him, and each of them was like nothing. know the same.He didn't believe that they didn't see Brother Zhilong's weirdness these days, and Brother Zhilong, who used to be extremely confident and high-spirited, was inexplicably depressed these days.

The way Shengli looked around was seen by the three people except Zhilong. In fact, everyone felt it, but they didn't know what it was.In the end, the eyes of victory turned to the big brother Top, who was there that day, and Brother must know.Let Brother Top ask Brother Zhilong for enlightenment.Shengli winked, and several people followed Shengli's eyes to look at top, and each of them felt like their eyes were cramp. With black lines all over his face, Top nodded helplessly.

Until the evening, several people came back to the hotel, and the others did not play for the first time, and all came back.Zhilong was surprised when he saw that all four of them knew the hotel.The five went back to their rooms to rest. After Zhilong's door was closed, the other four doors opened at the same time, revealing four strange human heads... All of them looked at top and let top go up. top went into the house and changed into a more casual looking dress.

Top walked to Zhilong's door and knocked on the door. "Who?" Zhilong asked in Japanese.

"I, open the door"

"Here we come." Zhilong opened the door, didn't even look at top, turned around and walked into the room, and asked while taking off his clothes, "Brother, what's the matter?" Zhilong didn't avoid P while changing clothes Waiting for Zhilong on the sofa. Top also shook his head when he saw Zhilong's tattoos all over his body. He didn't care that Zhilong's mother always said that he really looked like a beggar.He even took Yongbai with him~ What a bamboo horse.

After Zhilong changed his clothes, he leaned on the sofa and sat down. "Brother, tell me, what's the matter?"

"That's right, is there something wrong with you recently? Your condition is not very good." Zhilong heard that he was concerned about him.He is not the kind of person who loves to talk to others and spit.

"fine."

"You're forcing me to use my trump card~ We had dinner that day, you and that female model. What's going on, Zhi En is still watching." Zhilong lay on the sofa as if he had no bones.

"Don't worry, I never did anything to offend Zhien."

"Then you should also pay attention, if this is photographed ~ you shouldn't go out! What on earth are you thinking, have you changed your mind?" Top stared at Zhilong.Zhilong frowned, lost in thought.

"You still want to! Don't tell me you really changed your mind!"

"No, it's just that I've been thinking a lot recently, and there are some things..." Zhilong hesitated and didn't understand.

"Say! Don't say anything, you can only think about it yourself, and I can give you some advice."

"I just met my ex-girlfriend. Although we didn't meet each other, I still remember each other's every habit and small gesture. But I already have a girlfriend. We have a very good relationship. It's okay if we can't see each other. When we see it, we will unconsciously remember In the past, I always felt sorry for Zhien, but I unconsciously looked at me. I was afraid that Zhien would no longer love me and doubt me. Now even I have begun to doubt myself. I really, really Is it Ai Zhien's? I don't know what to do now. And Zhien didn't talk to me today." Zhilong's tone changed from guilt at the beginning to self-denial later to fear now.

Top also looked at Zhilong who was trapped in his emotions with disbelief. Regardless of where Zhilong's ex-girlfriend came from, it was this problem, and Top himself didn't know how to solve it.He is very decisive in his feelings, and Zhilong may be a bit sticky in comparison, and he is very emotional.

"Zhi Long, we never doubted your love for Zhi En, but we never thought you would doubt it yourself. Is it the so-called ex-girlfriend who has shaken you? Are you still nostalgic for your ex-girlfriend?"

"How come, she was so cruel back then, I'm sure I don't love her anymore." Zhilong will be decisive now.

"We all see how you treat Zhien, why do you still doubt yourself? Write songs and save money to buy dresses for Zhien, and save money for Zhien's family to pay off debts. Bring Zhien to meet your family, I haven't touched Zhien for so many years... cough cough cough!!" Speaking of this, Top coughed twice unnaturally.

"Isn't it because you love Zhien that you do this for Zhien? I don't think you are the kind of person who doesn't love each other but gives everything wholeheartedly." Top said very naturally. Top and others actually thought that even if Zhilong and Zhien quarreled, they did not believe that the two would break up.That is, I have great confidence in Zhilong and Zhien.

"You may just be deeply attached to your own memories, don't think about the past, think about the future with Zhien~"

After hearing this, Zhilong smiled wryly in his heart.Others don't know, but he knows that Zhi En loves him so much that he is willing to die with him.He was afraid that he just mistook cherishing and loving for love.This is not fair to Zhi En, if that is the case, I will look like a liar!

He has never thought about this problem before, he stubbornly believes that he should cherish and love Zhien in his life, and he should be with Zhien, fall in love, get married, and have children.He will be good to Zhi En all his life, but is this really love?

Zhilong didn't tell Top that this question has been floating in his mind ever since he discovered it.The answer to this question can only be figured out by yourself.If it wasn't for the source of water asking him to eat this time, he wouldn't have thought of this at all.Unknowingly, a trace of disgust appeared in Zhilong's heart.

The candlelight conversation between the two lasted until after nine o'clock in the evening before leaving.Zhilong picked up his mobile phone and took the initiative to call Zhien. He loves Zhien, he must be right, Zhien is so innocent and cute, and loves him so much for so many years.The phone rang for a long time, just when Zhilong thought that no one would answer it, the phone rang.

"Zhilong~ let's make up, huh? I won't be angry anymore, and I won't be angry again because you didn't tell me about your illness in advance. Zhilong, let's not keep talking." Over there Zhien seemed to be drinking Yes, muttering and crying, and the surroundings are also very noisy.Ji-eun...wouldn't be going to a bar? !

"Zhi En, where are you?" Zhilong will be very anxious now, Zhi En seldom goes to that kind of place, what accident happened if he was cheated!Why is no one following her!

"I'm at...your favorite place~~" Zhi En said in a daze.As soon as Zhilong heard it, he knew which one Zhien was talking about.I told Zhen which nightclub I like to go to before, and they always come there, so it should be there!Zhilong quickly used the hotel phone to call Zhien's agent, told Zhien's agent that Zhien was there, and asked him to quickly get Zhien back.Then Zhilong called Ren Na again, and Zhilong kept talking with Zhien from the beginning to the end without hanging up.

"Zhi En, Zhi En? We reconciled and never quarreled again, huh? Zhi En, you go home and sleep obediently, forgot what I told you? You can't go out alone at night. Someone will pick you up later Go home, be obedient~" Zhilong coaxed Zhien in a gentle voice, telling Zhien not to walk around.

"Well! Zhilong, you have to come back early..." Zhi En talked a lot with Zhilong here drunk.Zhilong listened carefully to every sentence, telling the truth after drinking.After hearing this, Zhilong felt more and more like a jerk!No way, I shouldn't let Zhien worry, Zhien should be cared for most.

Zhilong was talking to Zhien when he heard someone call Zhien: iuxi