Death Progress Bar

The disappearance of the progress bar did not bring any changes to Shi Jin's life.Life went on as usual, and then slowly, Shi Jin found that he seemed to...be smarter?

"Did I have such a good memory before?" Holding the textbook with a puzzled face on his face, he deliberately turned to the chapters that he didn't learn, chose an article with a lot of words to read it, and then closed his eyes and memorized it silently. After being able to recite it, I was shocked, "Xiao Si, my brain seems to have mutated!"

Little Death: "..."

Filled with horror, Shi Jin took another mechanical book that had caused him the most headaches and flipped through it, and found that the contents in the book that he thought were like heavenly scriptures could barely be understood through the simple explanations in the book. I almost doubted the world: "Xiao Si, did you give me any strange buffs? I can understand this kind of heavenly scriptures. Could it be that the soul of a top student has penetrated into my brain? I have been taken away? "

Xiao Shi couldn't bear it anymore, raised his voice and called out: "Come in!"

"It's really strange!" Shi Jin also raised his voice and raised his hand to smack his forehead, "I used to be so pressured by Mr. Feng to study, and my grades could only be regarded as upper-middle-upper, which shows that I am not a student. But What's going on now, I can't forget it? Isn't this a brain mutation?"

"Jin Jin, this is... this is a reward. You know, I can't directly give your brain a strong buff that affects your mind too much. You just become smarter." Xiao Shi replied, his voice slowly lowering Stopped, "Jin Jin, do you have anything to ask me? Baby's progress bar has disappeared for days..."

Shi Jin's expression tensed quickly, he put down the hand that hit his forehead, looked down at the mechanical book in his hand, and replied stiffly: "No."

Xiaosheng was helpless: "Enter..."

"If you dare to say unnecessary words, I will lock you into a small dark room!" Shi Jin threatened, put down his book and stood up, "The training camp will start in a week, I have to get my body into shape in advance, and go for a run, you Don't talk nonsense."

Xiao Si calmed down, he probably understood why Shi Jin was like this, and his heart was full of powerlessness.

After Lian Jun's progress bar disappeared, Shi Jin didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, and pretended that everything was as usual.Xiao Si understood that Shi Jin pretended to be stupid and evaded because he was afraid of asking too clearly. After he understood everything, he had to face the final parting.Those who are left behind are the most pitiful. Shijin has already been left in place by too many people, and it can understand Shijin's current mood.But what to do?The value of the progress bar has only so much.

When will the baby come back... It wants to cry a little bit, feeling that he is too useless.It doesn't want to leave Shi Jin alone, at least when it leaves, it hopes that someone will accompany Shi Jin.

……

The training camp came soon, and after training, Shi Jin found that his physical fitness and the sensitivity of the five senses were all slowly improving. This is definitely not the effect that training can achieve. Obviously, those rewards that Xiao Shikou talked about are still coming. .

He didn't feel happy, and even felt anxious and depressed because of it. These changes reminded him of one thing every day - no matter how he avoided ignoring it, the footsteps of parting were still approaching steadily.He passively accepts these rewards in exchange for the disappearance of the progress bar, and is pushed slowly towards the future that is doomed to part with Xiaosi, and there is no way to recover.

When he was holding back to the extreme, a crazy idea appeared in his mind.Isn’t it the lethal factor? If it disappears a little, then it’s okay to get a little more?Surviving is not easy, but dying is not.

He began to want to cause some trouble for himself, such as deliberately increasing the intensity of training to toss his body, taking dangerous paths during training to hurt himself, and teaching thorny students to try to gain hatred for himself... He stood out everywhere, made a high profile everywhere, and then he desperately He found that the range of rewards was much wider than he thought.

The body tossed and tossed for a long time, tired is tired, but recovered after sleeping, not a single fault remained, and there was no accumulation of lethal factors; it was unrealistic to think about getting injured, he rolled down the slope, and it was only scraped I was born with a little bit of skin on my palm, I was born lucky; after teaching the thorny student, the student who all the teachers couldn’t do anything about him, suddenly repented, decided to train hard and study hard, determined to be a good policeman, and finally Not only did he gain the gratitude of the students who were bullied by the thorns, but he also received awards from the instructors and instructors... After all this, he finally realized that it was useless, he had been turned into a real winner in life by those awards, I can't even find some bitterness for myself.There was an invisible big hand pushing him in the direction of happiness, but he couldn't resist it.

……

When Shi Jin was trying to die, Xiao Shi watched the whole process quietly, and when he finally calmed down, it opened its mouth and said: "Although the baby is not my host, it is also the master of the progress bar. After the progress bar disappears, he will also Get some rewards and have a safe and successful life, just like your future self."

In other words, it is useless, the gift given after the progress bar disappears is mandatory, and the recipient is destined to live a safe life.Unless Shi Jin finds a way to lengthen the progress bar back, no matter how much he tosses, there will be no twists and turns in his life that has been shrouded in rewards.

"...I have already said that you are not allowed to say superfluous words." Shi Jin sat in the corner of the playground, raised his arms and pressed his ears, trying to block Xiao Shi's voice, but when he realized that it was useless, he stood up again, and said stubbornly, " I'll find a way, for sure."

Xiao Shi then fell silent, no longer persuading him.After so long, it has learned how to hold back crying.

……

After returning to school from the training camp, the weather turned completely cold.The school offered driving lessons to junior students, requiring them to obtain a driver's license as soon as possible, and those who did not have a driver's license were not allowed to graduate.

Liu Yong, the only one in the dormitory who did not take the driver's license test, went crazy with joy. Shi Jin looked at him sympathetically, and couldn't bear to tell him a cruel truth—for the driver's license, it would be better to go to a driving school outside for the test. Instructors, under normal circumstances, are two to three times more vicious than the coaches in other schools.

Sure enough, after being ruined by the instructor of the police academy for a few classes, the driving class quickly became one of the classes Liu Yong least wanted to take!It was much easier for Shi Jin and the others who got the driver's license. Because they got the driver's license, the instructors were not too strict with them. The driving lesson was to learn skills and experience, and to practice driving. It was very relaxing.Occasionally, when the coaches are not enough, the instructors will directly give the students who have passed the driver's license a holiday and let them move freely.

As a result, Shi Jin got a lot of vacations. He had nothing to do, so he simply went to the library, looking for various books to read every day, trying to find the answer to the current predicament in the books.But he couldn't find it, no matter how hard he looked, he couldn't find it.The existence of Xiaode is too mysterious, there is no book in this world that can explain its existence.

To keep a small death, lethal factors must be found, and lethal factors are divided into subjective and objective.Subjectively, no one hates him now and wants to kill him. Objectively, there is no danger around him.And he can't take the initiative to disturb the stable lives of others just because he wants to be unlucky.

Relying on external force was doomed to be impossible, and finally, he locked his eyes on himself.

When a person wants to destroy himself from the heart, the whole world can't stop it, can't it?Doesn't the 20-point progress bar he has left come from the unwillingness and self-destructive emotions deep in his soul?Maybe he can amplify these...

"Jinjin." Xiaoshi finally opened his mouth and said softly, "Baby is thinking of you."

The thoughts of getting into a dead end collapsed in an instant, Shi Jin put down the book in his hand, and remembered Lian Jun's hard work in order to give everyone an ordinary and peaceful life, and his body became tired little by little on the chair in the library.

No, he can't make himself unhappy, everyone will be worried.He wants to spend his whole life with Lianjun well.

"What should I do." He raised his hand to cover his face, his eyes were red like a trapped animal, "I can't bear you, what should I do."

Xiao Shi didn't say a word, parting is too difficult for anyone.

……

The more you want to keep something, the faster time seems to pass.Before he knew it, Shi Jin's birthday was coming up again.

One week before his birthday, Fei Yujing made time to pick Shijin home for the weekend.On the car going back, he suddenly said: "Brother is sick, he won't let me tell you."

Shi Jin was stunned, and then tightened his fingers.

"Xiao Jin, isn't the punishment over yet?" Fei Yujing asked, not to blame him, but out of pure doubt, "Can you tell me what hurdle is in your heart that you can't get over?"

"...I'm sorry." Shi Jin lowered his head, was silent for a while, and asked, "What's wrong with elder brother, is it serious?"

"It's nothing, just a little fever." Fei Yujing replied, seeing that he didn't want to say more, he didn't ask further questions, and instead said, "As the president of Swiss Bank, my elder brother hasn't shown up outside for so long, and there have been rumors from the outside world gone."

Shi Jin still lowered his head, and said again: "I'm sorry."

Fei Yujing was a little helpless, and said: "Xiao Jin, I'm not blaming you. I just think that if you really have a knot in your heart, I suggest you go and have a face-to-face talk with your elder brother. Such a delay will be torture for both of you."

"I know." Shi Jin hated himself for being like this, his voice became dry, "I know...I'm really sorry."

Xiaosheng couldn't help but call him: "Come in..."

"I'm sorry." Shi Jin bent over and covered his face, standing at a fork in the road in a dilemma.Shi Weichong shouldn't continue to be punished, but he didn't want Xiaoshi to leave either.What should I do?Who will teach him what to do.He also knew that procrastination like this would be torture for everyone, but what should we do? Xiao Shi was not like other people, he might come back after leaving, so he could see and feel it.

Fei Yujing was startled by his reaction, frowned, hurriedly pulled the car to the side of the road and stopped, put his arm on his shoulder, patted him lightly, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Shi Jin shook his head, for a long time, suddenly sat up straight, looked at him sideways, smiled at him uglyly, and said: "It's okay... wait a little longer, tell Big Brother to wait a little longer, I will pick him up , go in person."

Fei Yujing frowned deeply when he saw the forced smile and lifeless eyes on his face.

……

On his birthday, Shi Jin didn't let any of his brothers come over to celebrate him, and he didn't allow them to send any more gifts.Ordinarily, after a day's class, he asked the counselor for a vacation, and took a car to Wanpu Garden alone.

The gate of Wanpu Garden was still locked. He walked along the gate to a location in a blind corner of the street, climbed over the wall and entered, and then followed his memory and walked towards the villa he had only been to once.

The garden is still bare, and the artificial lake dug out is still not filled with water, and there are desolate and desolate scenes everywhere.He looked at them one by one, and finally came to the villa, stood outside and watched for a while, then stepped forward to lock the door with his fingerprint and entered the house.

Due to the suspension of work, all the water and electricity in the villa area have been cut off. He stood at the entrance and observed it in the dim sunlight of the evening. He found that the villa had already been covered with a thick layer of dust, and there was no sign of restarting construction.

His eyes dimmed, he bent down to open the shoe cabinet, took out the slippers that were also stained with dust, changed them after a few shakes, stepped on the slippers and walked straight to the master bedroom on the second floor.

The furniture in the master bedroom was covered with white cloth. He stood at the door for a while, stepped forward to tear off the cover on the bed, and found that there was only a mattress on it, put down the cover again, and came to the cloakroom.

The cloakroom was also empty. He tried to find some bedding in it, but found nothing.The place was cleaned up too cleanly, and there was no trace of the last time he came.

It's good to leave a pillow...

He sighed in his heart, walked to the French window, touched the tied curtains, and gently undid and closed them. He didn't think the tables and chairs by the window were dirty, so he just sat down in the dust raised by the curtains, Lie down on the table in the darkness blocked by the curtains, and close your eyes.

Happy birthday and good night.

Tomorrow will be a new day.

……

When the sky was getting dark, Shi Jin opened his eyes.He got up and stretched his stiff body, stepped forward to re-tie the curtains, stood by the window, looked at the brighter light in the sky, and said, "Xiao Si, am I being too selfish?"

Xiao Shi immediately replied: "No, it is best to enter you."

"Nicky." Shi Jin smiled, patted the dust off his body, squinted at the rising sun, and finally gave up, or in other words, finally accepted the reality, and said seriously: "Xiao Si, I have tied you up for so long. I'm sorry for taking so long. Everyone should be free, including you and big brother, I shouldn't drag you down like this."

Xiao Shi realized something, his voice tightened, and he said, "No, Jinjin you haven't."

"Why not...I actually wanted to tie you up for a longer time, it's really despicable." Shi Jin lowered his head, turned his back to Chaoyang, and stretched his waist, "Thank you for spending my birthday with me, I am very happy Happy...Let's go, it's time to do what you should do. Before the winter vacation, you have to tell me all the things you didn't want to tell me this time. "

After procrastinating for so long, he finally figured it out and accepted his fate.Xiao Shi should have been happy, but the moment his voice came out, he was already crying.It whimpered some vague words that no one could hear clearly, and then simply burst into tears at the top of its lungs.

Shi Jin listened carefully to its cries, and used his particularly good memory to memorize these tones carefully.In the past, he always felt that Xiaoshi's cries were too loud, but now he felt that these cries were treasures worthy of his lifetime.

……

When going out over the wall, Shi Jin vaguely heard a little noise coming from the gate of the villa area.He was puzzled, wondering if someone was also climbing over the wall like him, frowned, and hurriedly turned out and walked along the wall to the gate.

At the door, a gray-haired old man was holding a key and buried himself in the lock hanging on the door. Behind him stood a few workers wearing hard hats and holding blueprints.

Shi Jin was stunned, then realized something, his heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably, and asked, "Master, are you the person in charge of this villa area? It's going to be reopened?"

Hearing the sound, the uncle looked sideways, looked Shi Jin up and down, his originally serious expression suddenly turned into a warm smile, and then replied: "Yes, the work here should have started yesterday, but the drawings were slow to come down yesterday. , so it dragged on for another day, and the higher-ups lost their temper for it... Oh, don't talk about this, young man, why are you here alone in the early morning, and you are still dirty and lost?"

It was going to open yesterday, yesterday...

"No, no, I'm just..." Shi Jin replied reflexively, a little dazed, a little happy, looking at the big lock that the uncle opened in his hand, and at the workers behind him, his eyes lit up little by little, and he rushed up The old man hugged the old man hard before, and said happily, "I am so happy. I celebrated my birthday yesterday, and he must have done it on purpose! Thank you, uncle, thank you, I love you, uncle!"

The uncle was taken aback, and hurriedly raised his hand to push him away. Seeing that he was happy like a fool, he laughed unconsciously. Halfway through the smile, he hurriedly put on a serious face, raised his hand and patted the dust on his body, and scolded him. Said: "You young man, why are you so crazy, really... don't be happy! You should go to school, you should go to work! Look at your gray body, be careful that your family beats you when you go home!"

"Yes, go to school, I'm going to go to school." Shi Jin was so happy that he couldn't find the north, he turned around and walked towards the subway station foolishly, after walking a few steps, he turned back to look in the direction of the gate of the villa area, watching the workers remove the Suo pushed open the door little by little, and made a few silly laughs, and suddenly his nose became sore again.

"Don't, don't, it can't be like this, it's a happy thing." He raised his hand and rubbed his face frantically, then fixedly looked at the door that would be completely opened, then turned around, and ran quickly towards the subway station.

Although he didn't contact Lian Jun, he knew that this was a birthday present from Lian Jun—he was coming back, his big baby was finally coming back!

"Wow..." Xiao Si's crying suddenly became louder.

Outside the gate of the villa, the old man who had already entered came out again, looking thoughtfully at the back of Shi Jin leaving.

……

Shi Jin has a hobby, going to Wanpu Garden every weekend to see the progress of the project.The old man who opened the lock that day knew him very well, and after chatting with him curiously, he found out that he was actually the owner of this place, and he bought a new house in it for a wedding.

The uncle suddenly realized, and joked: "I said, why are you so active, but someone in your family is an employee of Wanpu, I heard that this villa area is a welfare community built by the boss of Wanpu, and it is not for sale."

Shi Jin gnawed on the grilled corn bought on the street, and replied vaguely: "Well, it's okay, my date is Wanpu's."

"Higher level?" the uncle asked.

Shi Jin smiled and said nothing.

The uncle patted him angrily, seeing that he was speechless, he simply gave up, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and said, "Actually, my grandson is also Wanpu's, but he is a new employee this year, so I have to wait for Wanpu to come in." Only when the branch in Pu'er country is established can we officially start working. Wanpu's benefits are really good, and it's all thanks to my grandson that I can get the job of looking after the scene."

"Branch?" Shi Jin was puzzled.

"You don't know?" The uncle shook the cigarette ash and explained, "My grandson said that Wanpu decided to invest in the country in the first half of this year, but the government doesn't know why, and has been stuck with Wanpu. But Wanpu is domineering. While talking with the government, he bought a property and recruited people to start preparations for the opening. He looked like he had killed the government and wanted to let go. No, the government finally let go, otherwise Wanpu would be in the country this year. All the money spent will be wasted."

In the first half of the year, isn't that not long after Lian Jun escaped from the country?

Shi Jin swallowed the corn, the corners of his mouth turned up, and his heart felt a little sweet—it seemed that Lian Jun had been working hard while he was suffering from waiting.

But the uncle suddenly came back to his senses, looked at Shi Jin suspiciously, and said, "No, your partner belongs to Wanpu, how could you not know about this? Although Wanpu is not well-known in China, the internal employees are unreasonable." I don’t know this, you kid is really a family member of Wanpu employees? You can’t lie to me, right?”

Shi Jin trembled in his heart, and hurriedly waved his hands and said: "Why am I lying to you, and I can't grow a piece of meat... Then what, my brother is still waiting for me to eat, I will come to you next week, goodbye!" After speaking, he got up and said Run without looking back.

The uncle watched him leave, the doubts on his face gradually faded, and he snorted: "This is Young Master Jun... Cough, the one that the boss is looking at... Cough, that little boss, why does he look so stupid?" ..."

"Mr. Zhang!" A worker suddenly ran over and yelled in this direction, and said anxiously, "There is something wrong with the artificial lake, please come and see it!"

The old man's face darkened, he stood up angrily, frowned and said: "The guys outside are really not as useful as I trained myself...here come! Don't shout! I said don't call me Mr. Zhang on weekends!"

The mobile phone rang suddenly, he stopped, took out the mobile phone and looked at it, saw that it was an old friend calling, smiled, quickly connected the phone, and said: "Hey, Lao Feng, how is your scientific research team going?" ... Me? I'm fine. I came back from a trip and found a job... No, I didn't go to the school I mentioned before... Hahaha, I really can't hide it from you, don't I worry about it, after all, I am Mr. ...cough cough, it's where the boss will live in the future, I don't have to come back to have a look...OK, let's have a drink together when you come back."