Jia She of the Red Chamber

The decline of the family and the exile for thousands of miles, this is really a big blow to Jia She, who is not young.But no matter how great this blow is, it cannot compare to the death of his own son, Lian'er.

Jia Amnesty himself is a stingy old dandy, and he is not necessarily very enthusiastic towards Jia Lian, let alone the concubine Yingchun and the concubine Jia Cong.

The Jia family has always treated concubine sons and concubine daughters in this way, and no one will pay much attention to it. Jia Amnesty's three concubine younger sisters never asked a word anyway from the time they were married to the death of the Jia family, so before the decline of the Jia family , Jia She sold his daughter for 5000 taels. He didn't think there was any problem at all, and he didn't feel any regrets. She was just a concubine who was raised by the old lady's side and had no relationship with him. He sold it for 5000 taels. Not bad anymore.

As for Jia Cong, when the eldest son is an adult, if he is motivated and valued, many people may feel uneasy, so his small and transparent life is enough.

Even though he didn't pay much attention to the concubine's son and concubine's daughter, and he didn't seem to pay much attention to his own son-in-law, Jia Lian was dragged by his wife and died on the way to exile, which was still a big blow to Jia Amnesty.

Lian'er is different, he is the eldest son, he is the heir of his own blood, he is gone, the big house only has one Qiao sister, what does that mean?

It means that he is pardoned!

Thinking about it again, they are also from the Rongguo Mansion, and even the second house enjoys more power, money, and fawning than the first house, but after the house is confiscated, the second house will have children and grandchildren who can cheer up and rise, but what about the eldest house?

He and his son were exiled, and the others died or scattered. Jia She had nowhere to vent the resentment in his heart.

He seemed to be a trapped animal, howling, mourning and indignant, with blood and tears streaming down his face.

It was not unexpected that Jia Amnesty fell ill and was on the way to exile under such a huge blow.

It is impossible for people like their family to be in ruins and to be exiled by copying their homes. Naturally, it is impossible to have any doctors and medicines to treat them. Last time.

Especially for an old guy like the Jia family who is exhausted, has empty airs, has no help in the court, and can't squeeze out oil and water now, he is dead, and everyone just saves trouble.

So these people calmly looked at Jia She's madness, and laughed and joked about dirty jokes, turning a blind eye to Jia She's painful deeds.

They have seen this kind of miserable situation a lot, and they really can't feel any sympathy, and even feel happy in their hearts. Who would have thought that these high-ranking noble gentlemen would be worse than pigs and dogs once they were reduced?

Therefore, Jia Amnesty, who was shedding blood and tears, not only did not get pity from the officials, but became the object of their ridicule and discussion.

That night, Jia She, who was overwhelmed with sorrow, died in such a cold autumn night, and his body was thrown in a mass grave.

The soul of Jia She, who died without a burial place, has been freed. The sky is big and the earth is big, there are no ghosts, impermanence, Hades, and eighteen levels of hell.

He is free.

In such freedom, Jia She was accompanied by endless loneliness, endless frustration and grief.

Even later, these emotions were completely indifferent and would never show up again. Jia She relied on reminiscing over and over again to prove his existence, to prove that he was still "alive" in a certain sense.

The happiest time in his life was the years when his grandmother was alive. Since his grandmother passed away, he has become a child who is not loved by his grandmother and not loved by his uncle.

What Jia Amnesty envied the most was the doting and favor that his biological mother, Shi Shi, gave to his younger siblings.

So later on, when he was wandering in the endless world, Jia Amnesty was actually relieved.

This kind of relief doesn't mean that he let go of his hatred, but that he is indifferent, it doesn't matter anymore, even if he hates him half to death, so what?Anyway, there is no way to take revenge, and there is no way to change it.

So he is no longer angry, no longer disgusted, no longer struggling.

The only thing he wants now is to completely disappear, this kind of loneliness is really a huge burden for him.

However, the sky doesn't follow people's wishes, so Jia She continues to float between the sky and the earth. In the endless and vast space, there is an immortal existence.

Later, Jia She felt that he should be considered crazy in a certain sense, but he calmed down. He could be lost in thought for a long time, excited for a long time, or crazy for a long time.

Until one day, Jia Amnesty fell into a deep sleep for a long time, so long that he thought he would never wake up again, and when he would never open his eyes again, he actually opened his eyes and saw Su Bai's mourning hall.

What came to my ears was a mournful and mournful voice, as well as persuasion.

"Grandpa, even if the old lady is gone, no matter how sad you are, you can't stop eating and drinking? How can you be worthy of the old lady with such a behavior? Before she leaves, the old man is most worried about you. , aren't you ashamed of the old lady's painstaking efforts?"

This voice is both familiar and strange, who is it?

"Go out and leave me alone!"

When Jia She heard his hoarse and deep voice, although he was surprised in his heart, his face did not move at all. Jia She did not expect that he could be so calm.

"Ugh……"

Nanny Chen sighed secretly, and went out with the food box.

In such a deeper and dew-heavy night, the uncle's body has always been thin, so I should go to the small kitchen to make a bowl of ginger soup and let the uncle warm up.

Thinking about the old lady's worries before she left, and thinking about the uncle's temper, Nanny Chen couldn't help but sighed again, hoping that both the old lady and herself could live up to the old lady's expectations.

Listening to the sound of footsteps going away, Jia She looked up at this familiar yet unfamiliar scene, tears blurred his eyes uncontrollably...

God, you are so cruel and kind!

After all, Jia Amnesty calmly accepted the fact that he was reborn at the age of 16, and his grandmother who loved him the most in the world passed away.

Children's admiration for their parents can be regarded as instinct, and parents' love for their children can also be regarded as instinct!

But what about in this home?

All this is a joke.

I have been filial for decades, and I have been obedient for decades, but what have I gained?

Thinking about it, he felt sad and ridiculous, and at the same time, Jia She's tears flowed faster, and the sarcasm on his face became stronger.

Shi sent her to accompany Fang Lai's family to the mourning hall to deliver clothes and food to the uncle who was watching the night. Seeing the water stains on the ground, and then looking at the uncle's thin body and red and swollen eyes, Lai's family knew what his master was thinking, but Can't help but sighed.

In fact, Jia Amnesty has already packed up his mood. The person who loved him the most in the world has left, and he needs to cheer up.

"Master, my wife asked me to bring food and clothes. It's late at night, so you should pay attention to your health."

The Lai family said to Jia Amnesty.

"Thank you ma'am for me."

Jia Amnesty said calmly.

Hearing the words, the Lai family didn't dare to mention anything else, put their things down, turned and went out.