The Prequel of Baolian Lantern Konghouyin

"Confession?" Cun Xin smiled softly, "Then tell me, I'll listen."

Yang Jian wrapped Cunxin's catkins in his big hands, and said softly: "When I was pouring my mouth, I didn't have any wrong thoughts about Chang'e. I only hoped that someone would be considerate of my thoughts, treat each other tenderly, and respect each other like my parents. I have my heart, but I never thought of separating from you, and even took her place in your place. Later..."

"The later mistakes were made by you and me together, and no one can blame the other." Cun Xin sighed with downcast eyes.

Yang Jian patted the back of her hand: "When I went to the heaven, everything was complicated for a while. It was a hundred times more than I thought at the time, and I couldn't handle it with six arms on my shoulders. I missed the days in the lower realm very much."

Cun Xin said with a smile: "In the past, you were a beautiful woman like a flower across the clouds, but now you are Hanlu Xianzi near Yutang. What do you still miss?"

Yang Jian sighed: "When I was young, Fairy Chang'e ascended to the throne and was well-known in the Three Realms. I was lonely and helpless when I was young, and I was blessed by her in many ways. Naturally, but I was depressed, and I felt that only she could relieve it." She has always been a noble goddess in my heart, and she has a deep love for Houyi, which is admirable. If she really empathized with me, it would make me feel guilty and a blasphemy to the goddess. Later, I became an official in heaven, and I also I used to think that if there is only one person in the Three Realms who understands my behavior of obedience and injustice, it should be her. At that time, I was helpless, and I couldn't express my thousands of thoughts to others. Seeing her was like seeing a floating branch in the ocean. Mu, I suddenly feel close, I only hope that she can be my confidant, and let me tell the pain in my chest. At that time, I thought that if I could get a ray of pity from her, then even if I sacrificed myself to change the rules of heaven in the future, This life is not in vain. I never thought that she, like everyone else, thinks that I am a snobbish person who refuses to look me in the eye."

This is the first time Cun Xin has heard Yang Jian personally talk about his feelings for Chang'e. It turned out that in those years, the so-called "flags are set up as monsters" and "it is not a pity to die if you have the sincerity" were all true.It's just that she has been tossing and turning in the sea of ​​sorrow for more than two hundred years, and she has become indifferent to life and death. In the past, she only cared about whether Yang Jian loved her or not, and why she married her. What is chasing is all plants and trees without roots.These words that sounded heart-piercing before, now they sounded in my ears, as if they had nothing to do with me. Although my eyes were sore at this moment, my heart didn't seem to be that painful anymore.Now he sneered and said: "You said before that if you want to chat with someone on the fourth watch, you must have gone to find someone in the middle of the night, and you have been shut down, right?"

Yang Jian stared at her and said: "Although I have been with you for thousands of years, I am very stupid in love. Some things are not good when I hold them in my hands, and I don't know that they are not good until I leave them. I only think that a husband and wife should be like my parents, Qin Se and Ming have the same mind, and I later realized that it is not important whether there is a heart between husband and wife."

"Isn't it important?"

Yang Jian shook his head and said: "I asked Zhinu when I was interrogating her in prison. Niulang is an ordinary person. How could he understand the freedom and dignity of the proud girl of heaven?" Zhinu replied with a smile: "He really doesn't understand." But he is the only one who doesn’t need to understand me to trust me.’ Later, the Jade Emperor found out about Nanjun, and you stood up at a critical moment. I never said a word to you. The ins and outs, but the moment you knew about it, you had already decided to stand with me."

At that time, Yang Jian was despised by everyone and despised by his brothers. Even the fairy who admired him couldn't understand his painstaking efforts.At such a moment when he was being attacked, Cun Xin, who he thought would hate him to the bone, stood up and withstood the heaviest blow for him with his weak shoulders.

Cun Xin curled her lips and said, "Yeah, I don't know why my heart was covered with fat, so I just jumped out."

Yang Jian put Cun Xin into his arms, stroked her hair and said, "On the West Sea, I sent you away. At that time, I really wanted to smash the heavens and tear up my mother-in-law's house. I didn't care about world affairs like I used to. day."

"Don't ask about world affairs, don't you just throw your cups and bowls at you?"

After saying a word, the two looked at each other and smiled—at first in Guankou, everyone thought that such a life was just fine, but they unexpectedly lived the most comfortable and natural life during that time after years of separation.

Cun Xin raised her head and looked deeply at the man in front of her: "Yang Jian, are you really letting go?"

Yang Jian raised her hand and pinned her forehead hair behind her ears, and sighed, "Many of Yang Jian's actions in his life were perverted and perverted. It is not an exaggeration to die for it a thousand times. It was so easy to get to the decisive battle with Chen Xiang. When he struck with the axe, I felt relieved at that moment, all this would finally come to an end. But when the wounds at the foot of Mount Hua were so severe, I still couldn't let go of one person."

Cun Xin smiled wryly: "That person can't be me, can it?"

"You may not believe it. I am not afraid of death. For my mother, brothers, siblings, or even the righteousness of the three realms, I can do whatever I can. Why would I spare my seven-foot body? But Yang Jian has never lived for anyone. I thought at that time, if There is still a glimmer of life, and I will live for you."

Cun Xin said in surprise, "I always thought that I was only your responsibility."

"You are also my responsibility now." Xiansheng Zhenjun said with a smile.

Seeing that Cun Xin was stunned, Yang Jian softly said: "If there is love, there is responsibility. If father doesn't love us, how can he block the knife for us? If mother doesn't love father, how can she be willing to be crushed in Taoshan? If I don't love you, then What am I traveling all the way for?"

Cun Xin waited for 400 years for this sentence, and now he said it from that mouth. It should be a joyful thing, but Cun Xin couldn't help crying.

Yang Jian smiled and wiped away the tears from the dragon girl's cheeks: "It's just the same thing. There are many good wines in the temple, all of which are old wines that can no longer be obtained. You wait for me to go back and sort them out, and bury them properly, so that if you die in the future If you get angry with me and want to smash it, you can smash other things as much as you want, I'm not afraid."

"I'm not as good as your wine?" Cun Xin said angrily with tears, and wiped her snot and tears on Yang Jian's shoulders.

Yang Jian didn't take it seriously, and smiled: "...I put them in one place. If you really want to smash them, you don't have to look around. Just be careful when you smash them and cut your hands carefully."

Cun Xin, who was full of tears, couldn't help but smile as he listened.She knew that if Yang Jian had decided on something, he would keep doing it, without any hesitation in life or death. The question she had been searching for for the past 400 years finally had the answer, but now there was an answer in her heart. There is no such fiery attachment as before.Cun Xin only laughs at herself, if she could have been this free and easy back then, why bother torturing each other so painfully?

"Have I made it clear now?" Yang Jian asked with a smile.Cun Xin nodded, leaned on Yang Jian's shoulder, and heard him hold back a smile and say, "Then we can do as Tianhua said."

"What are you doing?" Cun Xin looked bewildered, watching Yang Jian put her hand on the back of her head, narrowing her peach blossom eyes with a smile.

"Shut up." He said with a smile.

"What?" Cun Xin widened her eyes, watching Yang Jian's nose getting closer, she could clearly hear his breathing, delicate and soft, as if she was afraid of waking someone up.Yang Jian's lips were very soft, like fine silk and satin, carrying the coolness of a winter night, gently rolling and sucking on Cun Xin's cherry lips.Cun Xin's arms were wrapped around Yang Jian's waist like vines, the corners of her eyes were full of spring peach color, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if she was immersed in the most beautiful dream in the world, and she couldn't bear to wake up.She only felt a chill in her heart, the ribbon of the chest-length skirt had been pulled away by Yang Jian, one hand reached into the collar, and slid down her collarbone to the back of the shoulder, the whole goose-yellow short skirt slid back, loose and loose Her bare shoulders were shocked by the cold air, and a whole piece of goosebumps like rice grains appeared from her neck to her chest, and a blush oozes from the originally fair skin from the inside to the outside. , like a blooming crabapple, and like melting rouge.Yang Jian smiled and let go of the ribbon in his hand, and the jade pendant tied on it fell on the silk skirt with loose flowers, and fell on the mat with a "dong".Long Nu's breathing was stagnant, and she felt her body flicker, her feet were off the ground, and she was already picked up by Yang Jian's waist and placed on the couch.

Cun Xin put her arm around Yang Jian's neck, slowly pulled him down, put one hand on his broad shoulder, and slowly slid down the shoulder blade, and found the slightly sunken dimple on the back waist, she was satisfied Using his fingertips to trace the shape there, the temperature from the skin under his hands was as warm as the warm winter sun. Before he could make a full circle, Yang Jian grabbed his little hand, raised it over her head, and pressed it on the pillow.He lowered his head, his starry eyes were hazy with smoke and water, revealing fragments of bright streamer, as if staring at a rare treasure.Cun Xin suddenly remembered that Yang Jian seemed to be looking at her so intently the night she came back from Chaoge, but it was not until today that she finally understood what a husband and wife are:

A man and a woman in love hug each other tightly with their arms, and get closer inch by inch with the softest heart, bearing each other's heavy but sweet bodies, blending with each other, life after life, never separated.

When Cun Xin woke up in the morning, Yang Jian was still sleeping soundly behind her, with a heavy arm on Cun Xin's waist.A strand of Long Nu's hair fell on his cheek, causing him to frown and dodge gently.Cun Xin thought of last night, the dangling jade hairpin on her bun, struggled for a long time at the back of her neck, finally resigned herself to fate and fell on the couch, and was swept off the couch by Yang Jian impatiently, knocking on the couch with a "ding" sound. I don't know if it is broken when I step on it.She wanted to get up and look for it, but Yang Jian grabbed her from behind.

"Don't go." Yang Jian muttered behind her with a thick nasal voice.

"I'm not leaving." Cun Xin wanted to push him away, "My hairpin fell off last night, I'll look for it"

"You don't need to look for it." Yang Jian's arm did not relax, "The jade hairpin is already broken. I was afraid you would step on it, so I picked it up and put it on the case."

"Ah?" Cun Xin looked back at Yang Jian who was still closing her eyes, "Then how do I tie my hair?"

"You can use mine." Yang Jian pressed her back into his arms, found a place on her shoulder, put his chin on it with satisfaction, and fell into a deep sleep.

Cun Xin was very itchy from his beard stubble, but she didn't want to move, her fingers traced back and forth on the strong and powerful muscles on his forearm, and she even felt vaguely sleepy.Vaguely, she saw herself when she was young, her mother helped her little hand to practice calligraphy, and a line of crooked lower characters on Xue Tao's paper read:

"The shameful sun covers the sleeves, and the sad spring is lazy to put on makeup.

It is easy to find a priceless treasure, but it is rare to find a man with a heart. "