Quan Zhilong and Yin Zhenxi sat opposite Dr. Gao.

Dr. Gao was silent for a long time, and carefully said: "Miss Yin, you and Elf... are merging. Although the speed is very slow, and I don't know if it will stop, but you are indeed merging now. Or one day, you will recover. A separate personality, no longer as clear-cut as before." He looked at Yin Zhenxi cautiously, because he knew that Yin Zhenxi and Elf loved each other very much, and Yin Zhenxi had always been very repulsed by the fact that Elf might disappear.

Quan Zhilong and Yin Zhenxi looked at each other.Quan Zhilong held her hand and silently encouraged her.

Yoon Jin Hee said, "I didn't feel anything. Because Elf didn't disappear, I was her."

Doctor Gao was taken aback.

Kwon Ji-ryong said: "I feel that Jin Hee and Elf are merging." In fact, since knowing Yoon Jin-hee and Elf, Kwon Ji-ryong has found the shadow of Elf in Yoon Jin-hee and the trace of Yoon Jin-hee in Elf more than once, " But I didn't feel any discomfort."

Dr. Gao said, "Maybe it's because you love them so much..."

Quan Zhilong shook his head: "That's not what I meant. You have always said that Zhenxi and Elf are special, and have never seen a similar case in medicine. After getting to know her, I have also read many books on this topic , I understand that she is indeed special. Is it possible that your perception of Jin Hee and Elf all this time is actually...wrong?"

Dr. Gao was not angry, but asked with interest, "How do you say?"

Quan Zhilong said: "I always feel that Elf is more like a normal girl..." Regardless of character, behavior, feelings, etc., he is like an ordinary good girl.In contrast, Yin Zhenxi seems strange, excessive shyness, communication barriers, extraordinary talent for painting, and a frightening and forgetful way of dealing with emotional issues.

Dr. Gao said: "Yes. Elf is shaped by Ms. Yin, a reflection of her inner desire. She hopes that she can become Elf, a pleasing and ordinary girl."

"Then what if this girl is the real Jin Hee?" Quan Zhilong said, "If Jin Hee hadn't experienced so much pain and suffering in her childhood, would she have grown up like Elf?"

If Elf is the real Yin Zhenxi, this "Yin Zhenxi" is just a shell to protect Yin Zhenxi himself.Because the real Yoon Jin Hee is a normal person, she is soft and easily hurt.When she was a child, Yin Zhenxi subconsciously "hid" her true self and presented herself as another person-a person who seemed very vulnerable and everyone had to treat "her" with care, but in fact, this "her" "The heart is stronger than anyone else. "She" thinks that the real Yoon Jin Hee is "her" protector, but in fact "she" is Yoon Jin Hee's protector.

Dr. Gao frowned: "Do you think Yin Zhenxi is the second personality, and Elf is the No.1 personality?"

Kwon Ji-ryong said, "No, I don't think Jin Hee has a split personality at all. Elf's character is her real character, and 'Yoon Jin Hee' is her disguised character. Just like when we get along with others, we ourselves There are many different personalities, but if we want to please a person, we will hide the distasteful disposition of the other party, show the disposition that the other party likes, or pretend to have a disposition that the other party likes but we do not have. This is A social skill. Because we know what our personality is like, we can break away from the disguise and not be confused. But Jinxi didn't know it when she was a child. She is very smart, and she instinctively knew how to use this since she was a child. Skills to protect herself, but she is too young to know her true character, so she confuses 'pretend' with 'real'...you know what I mean?"

Dr. Gao suddenly said: "Self-cognition deviation caused by long-term self-hypnosis... Why didn't I think of this? Miss Yin saw that the doctor was too careless before. He must have misjudged her situation and used the method of treating split personality. Treat her and further deepen her self-cognition bias! Me too, empiricism kills people!" He patted his head in frustration.

Yin Zhenxi said: "Doctor Gao, don't blame yourself. I know you just hope to help me..."

"Yes, it's probably very rare for her to be in this situation. My guess is just because of the long-term relationship, it may not be correct..." Quan Zhilong said: "Besides, I think Zhenxi is very strong. She has been using her own way to eliminate the influence of childhood shadows on her. No matter what she has experienced, she still retains the tenderness and kindness in her heart." He looked at Yin Zhenxi affectionately, and Yin Zhenxi smiled back at him.

Dr. Gao's eyes glowed: "No, no! Miss Yin is not sick at all! She is not sick!"

Quan Zhilong and Yin Zhenxi looked at him at the same time.

Dr. Gao said: "The separation of 'Yin Zhenxi' and 'Elf' is just the result of self-hypnosis, and it is a manifestation of different personalities, but the way of expression is more intense than ordinary people! Now the 'fusion' of the two is not fusion at all, but Ms. Yin You finally dare to bring out your true self! You have been afraid to bring out your soft, vulnerable side for so many years, until now! Because you finally feel 'safe', like a snail, finally willing Get your dick out of your shell! So you feel like Elf isn't gone, you are her!"

Quan Zhilong and Yin Zhenxi looked at each other with astonishment on their faces.After figuring out what Dr. Gao was talking about, Yin Zhenxi's face flushed all of a sudden!

Quan Zhilong smiled but not smiled: "Because of me, I make you feel 'safe'..."

Yin Zhenxi buried her face in his arms and told him not to speak.

Quan Zhilong expressed doubts: "But her all-time 'dual personality' performance?"

Dr. Gao said: "People's spirit and psychology are very complicated. Many times, you don't really know what you are thinking. I can only say that Ms. Yin's subconscious is very powerful, forming a unique set of stress reactions The plan, the separation and combination of 'Yin Zhenxi' and 'Elf' are all done passively, not subject to her subjective control. Just like the 'sense of security' you bring to her, it is also an illusory thing. But many people, especially Girls, make many different choices because of something illusory like 'security'."

Yin Zhenxi was a little at a loss: "Then what will I become in the future?"

Dr. Gao said, "Miss Yin, don't you like the way you are now?"

Yin Zhenxi realized something: "I like it."

Doctor Gao said: "I've never heard you say you don't like yourself! Whether it's 'Yoon Jin Hee' or 'Elf', your answer is always 'like', whether you think others like you or not, you like 'yourself ’, it’s the same now. Miss Yin, you’ve been doing what you like.”

Quan Zhilong said: "If you like yourself, others will like you."

Dr. Gao said: "Miss Yin, you are very lucky to meet Mr. Quan."

Quan Zhilong took Yin Zhenxi's hand and kissed: "I am also very lucky to meet her."

She made him feel deeply that, to her, he was unique in this world.She is the same to him.

They are the perfect companions.

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